title: Thank You, Rebekah
author: Blair, M.E.
description: Mark ...“I can’t win here, Rebekah, because I’ve already fucked up with you. The most I can hope for now is that you can forgive me, and allow me a second chance,” he expresses somewhat despondent. Rebekah studies Mark closely, discerning his sincerity and maybe even a bit of regret. Hmm.Shifting in her seat and looking straight ahead once again, she replies flatly, “You forgot to mention how you touched me … inappropriately.”Mark takes a deep breath and declares adamantly, “Rebekah, I may be sorry for a lot of things, but rewarding you with an orgasm is not ever going to be one of them. Just so you know. And if the opportunity presents itself again, I will undoubtedly seek to pleasure you and without hesitation. It was a turn-on like no other, and I’ll not deny it.” What?!!! Rebekah catches her breath and almost spasms at his honest and unapologetic reply.“I mean, I have nothing to lose at this point, so there it is. If you walk away from me tonight, it won’t be because of some misinterpretation of who you think I am … that’s for sure,” he states with resolve. Uh.As if reliving the encounter, Mark closes his eyes and mutters more to himself than to her, “Damn, you looked amazing and smelled so incredibly good! The truth be told, I still haven’t washed that fucking finger.” His words travel directly down there … clinching deliciously. Why? No!!!David ...As a Dominant, it was and is my responsibility and great pleasure to assess your body language and act accordingly, drunk or sober. And I’m certainly not in the habit of second guessing myself before, during, or after. I’ve been doing this a very, very long time. If you’re regretting what happened, it’s your mind at work and not your body. You may believe yourself to be immune to the physical temptations of the flesh, but I know better. It just took your body a little longer to awaken to the cravings of the soma.” Huh?“The soma?”“It’s the part of the body that’s distinct from the mind and the soul,” David explains with reverence. Oh.“Well, I’m not in the habit of allowing my body to dictate the terms of my social or sexual interactions with others. My um … inexperience is by choice and not by the lack of opportunity.” Kind of.“I have no doubt, but I would counter that your body was dormant, awaiting sexual compatibility. The fact you are now responding physically to me and Mark, even when you don’t want to, dictates such compatibility has been found in one or both of us. This is a good thing, Rebekah. No one should be denied the physical pleasures that our bodies are capable of receiving and giving in this life … within a safe, sane, and consensual context, of course.”Rebekah ...She isn’t sure where all of this is going or if it’s going anywhere or nowhere at all, but one thing she’s absolutely sure about now is her body has needs that are yet unfulfilled. Rebekah always thought a person had a choice … that her body would respond under the direction of her mind first and foremost. Now she knows better, and it unnerves her on so many levels. How can she protect herself from these physical cravings? What can she do to guard against the environmental triggers that promote this insatiable hunger? For the first time in Rebekah’s life, she’s considering her own sexuality and the possibilities of carnal exploration ... and with more than one man. Mmm.