Sentence:  Wee shall finde our whole life so necessarily ioyned <!-- [sic, "ioyned" per the reprint] --> with sorrow, that we ought rather delight (and take pleasure) in Gods louing chastisements, and admonitions, then any way murmure and <WSD>grudge</WSD> at our crosses, or tribulations : 
Meaning of the word marked with <WSD> tags:  To be unwilling to give or allow (someone something). (from 16th c.)