Sentence:  He could tell them his fears of being involved , he could explain what had happened in the old neighborhood and how Mae had misunderstood and how she had held it over him - the scene was complete in his mind at the moment , even to his <WSD>own</WSD> jerkings and snivelings , and Ferguson 's silent patience . 
Meaning of the word marked with <WSD> tags:  belonging to or on behalf of a specified person (especially yourself); preceded by a possessive