Sentence:  It comes to you that probably he did <WSD>feel</WSD> that way to let you use him like you did when you could n't have Gratt Shafer ; that he must have since he was there like the radio for you to turn on or snap off when you got tired of him , that other guy . 
Meaning of the word marked with <WSD> tags:  undergo an emotional sensation or be in a particular state of mind