Sentence:  I <WSD>keened</WSD> my Gran, I <WSD>keened</WSD> my babies, but then my words poured out of my grief. I don't have the full heart like that for Owen, sorry as I am for his goin. Without the heavy grief on me I can maybe think of the words easier. 
Meaning of the word marked with <WSD> tags:  To mourn.