Sentence:  You can't name it. It's too big or evil or outside your experience. It's also shit because it's garbage, it's waste material. But I'm making a whole big <WSD>megillah</WSD> out of this. What I really want to get at is the ordinary thing, the ordinary life behind the thing. 
Meaning of the word marked with <WSD> tags:  A long, overblown story or fuss; a to-do.