His first book is Everything is Movies (published by Chaudiere Books). He sometimes feels marginalized because he is unambitious and prefers dreams. Everything is a struggle, especially the liminal period between being awake and being asleep called pre-sleep. One day he will just let go of his deep fears and let his life flow like a canoe down a smooth river. "No more excuses," he'll say. And then he'll just float, each breath a perfect j-stroke down the river.