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Evening star., 1962-05-13

DIRECTIONS: Over 18th st. Bridge ana out Co.
lumhia pike tRtP. 344t to Leesburg pike tRte ~
right spprtx 10 mi. to RAvENWOoD TOWERS.
blvd. tRte SOD. to Patrick Henry DR.. fFIot
snoppel. left bk to Rte. 2, left block to
RAvENWoOD TOWERS.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
FLORIDA ReaIfor Expelled For Selling TO Negro Dr..

SARASOTA, Fla. = A Florida
realtor, Mrs. Elizabeth Moore sold
a home to a distinguished Negro
physician, DR.. John Chenault. The
physician has been accepted, but
Mrs. Moore faces economic dis
aSter.
The Sarasota County Board of
Realtors has expelled Mrs. Moore
and the Florida Real Estate Com
mission of Winter Park has filed
a suit to revoke her license.
The Commissions charges do
not mention the sale of the house
to DR.. Chenault but are based on
alleged unethical conduct in three
cases. None of the persons IN
volved came to Mrs. Moore to
complain. Two of the cases are
21a years old.
This is the first complaint
brought against Mrs. Moore be-
fore either the Board of Realtors
or the Florida Real Estate Com
mission. In other cases, as Mrs.
Moore has pointed out, even when
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03

some member of the public was
hurt in the transaction, if it was a
first offense the penalty was either
suspension of the license for a
period from a week up to two
years, or no penalty at all.
In Mrs. Moore's case, the Com
mission is seeking to revoke her
license.
In a telegram to the Commission,
DIR. James A. Dombrowski, Exc
cutive Director of the Southern
Conference Educational Fund said:
"As a native of your state may ]
respectfully suggest that in max
ing d pioneering, practical appli,
cation and controversial area, Mrs.
Moore deserves to be commend
ed not condemned"
Persons wishing to express their
concern may write to Mr.. Sylvan
Maxwell, Chairman, Florida Real
Estate Commission, Winter Park
Fla. Mrs. Elizabeth Moore's ad-
dress is 3211 No. Tamiami Trail,
Sarasota, Fla.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
'NewCiviI :
Service Jobs

The U. S. Geological Survey,
which conducts extensive topo-
graphic mapping activities in Ari-
zona and Utah, has announced a
new Civil Service examination for
Civil Engineering Technicians and
Aids in topographic mapping.
Positions are open with salaries
from $376O to $500 per year. Some
are office jobs in MenlO Park,
California, compiling maps from
serial photographs by stereo-pro-
lection methods and others are in
the field with survey parties which
travel throughout seven western
states.
Further information and appli-
cations can be obtained at local
post offices or from the Pacific
Coast Board of U. S. Civil Service
Examiners, Geological Survey, 345
Middlefield Road, Menlo Park,
California.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
Florida NAACP Youth
Slate Career Confab

TAMPA. - Hundreds of youth
are expected to attend the Florida
NAACP's first statewide Career
Guidance and Vocational Training
Conference here on the weekend Of
May As.
Keynote speaker will be DR..
George o. Butler, Of the Presi-
dents Committee on Equal EN-
ployment Opportunity.
Other education and career spec,
ialists slated to appear include
Miss Janice Porter, associate di-
rector Of the National Scholarship
Service AMI Fund for Negro Stu
dents, of New York City. This
agency places talented Negro youth
in integrated northern Institutions
with scholarship aid.
Also Robert w. Hail, assistant
secretary, u S. Department 0 f
Labor, Bureau of Employment Sc
curity; Herrick S. Mcconnell, reg
ional recruiting officer, fifth U. S.
Civil Service region, Atlanta.
In addition, William L. Kilcoin,
for the u. S. State Department,
and Benjamin G. Kersey, Jr., a
naval recruiting officer.
The NAACP youth conference
will also be broken down into small
Ter interest groups for workshops
on opportunities in the skilled
trades and crafts, business, cleri-
cal, sales and service occupations,
the professions and the arts, and
social service professions.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
| Jewish Community
Center To Start
Membership Drive

One hundred people under the
Craftsmanship of A. Alexander
Katz, Phoenix attorney, will start
to solicit membership for the new
Phoenix Jewish Community Cent
er beginning Sunday, May 9Th.
The new Phoenix Jewish Com
munity Center, under construction
at 1718 West Maryland, will con-
tain a Health Club, Olympic size
swimming pool, administrative
buildings, science room, photOgra-
ply room, nursery school facilities,
older adult club rooms, youth wing
and teen lounge.
1t is planned to dedicate the
new building in October; however,
the. Day Camp and swimming pro-
gram will open at 1718 West Mary
land on June 18th.
The Jewish Community Center
is a United Fund Agency serving
the four generation family. Mem
bership, which is open to every
citizen of Phoenix, is SIS per fami-
ly
The various chairmen who are
serving as leaders of the drive
with Mr.. Katz are: Foundation Di-
vision, Manuel Bruder and Jerry
Black; Professional Division, Leon
ard Krell and Leo Sroka; Alumni
Division, Ben Feiler; Key & Spons-
or Division, Sam Fineberg; Pub
licity, Elliot Emerson; and Census
Committee, M. B. Goldman Jr.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
Two Companies Banned For Employment Bias

Mills, Inc, with plants at Houston
Beaumont and Bay City, Texas,
Stuttgart, Ark, and New Orleans
In the production department Of
the Comet plants, the highest paid
job open to Negroes paid less than
the lowest paid job assigned tC
white workers, an investigation by
the Committee revealed. The com
pany maintains two separate em.
ployment groups relegating all Ne.
groes to unskilled jobs with nc
opportunity of promotion. Three
different sets of restroom and 9TH
er facilities are maintained by the
company-one each for Negroes
Latin Americans and Anglo, Anne
ricanS.
The Danly company was charg-
ell with discriminating against Ne
groes in hiring.
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03

WASHINGTON. = Two compa-
nies have been barred from re-
ceiving further Government con-
tracts until they comply with the
Federal policy of non-discrimina-
tiOn in employment.
Announcement of the ban on the
two companies was made on April
16 by the Presidents Committee
on Equal Employment Opportuni-
ty. 1t came IL days after NAACP
Labor Secretary Herbert Hill had
charged that the Committee had
been Intellectual in enforcing
compliance with the non-discrimi-
nation provisions included in all
government contracts.
In the first action of the kind
taken. the Committee named the
Danley Machine Specialists, Inc,
of Cicero, ILL.,, and the Comet Rice
Arizona sun., 1962-05-03
PAGE 5
III.
A,i;zonaSnn
THURSDAY, MAY 3, 1862
Lucy Phillips c. NJ. E.

A "Bible Retreat" at Saguaro
Lake was sponsored by the
Christian Youth Fellowship, Sat-
urday, April %, 1862. Over 60
youths were in attendance.
The Retreat began with Bible
quizzes, drills. songs and pray
ers, after which some of the young
people went boat riding and swim
ming. Others went fishing and
played soft ball.
The Bible quizzer and softball
game were contests between the
boys and girls winning both events
Food and refreshments for the
Retreat were furnished by the
General Missionary Society.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12
Personal Mention

Mr. and Mrs. Jack Bruce. of
Richmond. spent the week end
with his mother, Mrs. w. B.
Bruce.
Attending the Pioneer Camp
at Massanetta Springs this week
are Adele H. Watkins. Lucie
Putney, Martha John Blair. Jo-
anna Blanton. Emma Lou Wom-
ack and Ann Marie Pearson.
Miss Lee Putney, Of West
hampton College. Richmond. has
arrived home for summer va
cation with her parents. Mr..
and Mrs. S W. Putney, Jr.
Betsy Hanbury. of Charlotte.
N. c.. is visiting her grandpar-
ents. Mr.. and Mrs. F. H. Han
bury.
On Saturday Mr.. and Mrs. S.
w. Putney. Jr.. and daughters,
Lee and Lucie, attended the
Waring Woodbridge wedding in
Richmond.
After visiting relatives in
Lynchburg. Mrs. S. B. Upton
has returned.
Mr.. and Mrs. Fred Schilling,
Of "Woodley." Alton, and Mr..
and Mrs. Fred Schilling, Jr., Of
Blackstone, attended the gradu-
alton of Sandra Anthony. from
Prince Edward Academy on
Thursday.
Sunday guests of Mr.. and
Mrs. S. R. Geyer were Mr.. and
Mrs. G. T. Motley and Mr.. and
Mrs. R j C h ard Motley and
daughter. Cathy. of Chatham.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12
McGrath-Booker Wedding Takes
Place In Gladstone Church

Liberty c h APPEL Baptist
Church, Gladstone, was the set
ting June 8, for the marriage
Of Miss Beverly Renee Booker,
daughter of Mr.. and Mrs. NAL
colin A. Booker of AppomattoX,
to William NJ McGrath, III, of
Newror News.
The Rev. Paul X. Buckles.
pastor of First Presbyterian
Church, Newport News, perform
ed the double ring ceremony.
Given in marriage by her ia
Their, the bride wore wedding
gown of silk organza and hand
clipped Chantilly lace over
taffeta. designed with a nodded
bodice and long tappered sleeves
with wedding peaks over the
hands. The portrait neckline
and front of bodice was over
laid in lace embroidered in seed
pearls and irridescents: appllo-
ued lace motifs were streWn ov-
er the very full skirt which
swept into a chapel train. A
tered veil of silk illusion fell
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12
McCombs-Siler
Nuptials Take Place
In North Carolina

Miss Freda Siler and James
Kenneth McCombs spoke their
marriage VOWS before Father
Les Schmidt in a single ring
ceremony in St. Francis Catho-
lie Church, Franklin, N. c., on
Thursday, June 7, in a morning
ceremony.
The bride. given in marriage
by her father, is the daughter
of Mr.. and Mrs. Arthur Allen
Siler, of Franklin. She wore a
floor-length white organdy gown
with square necklihe, three
quarter length puffed sleeves,
trimmed with lace serts,
tucks. and tiny self-covered but
tons. Her shoulder length veil
was attached to bandeau of
seed pearls and organza roses.
She carried a nosegay of white
and pink carnations.
Miss Nancy Siler was her sis
ter's maid of honor.
The bridegroom is the son of
Mrs. John K. NIcCombs, of
Aberdeen. Miss. and the late
Mr.. McCombs.
Hunter Ballew, of Marion,
N. c.. served as best man and
ushers were Robert F. Siler.
br o h G + of the bride, and
George R. Pattillo, Jr., cousin
of the bride.
Following the ceremony. a re-
ception was held at the home
of the brides parents.
Mrs. McCombs was graduated
from Salem College and the
University of North Carolina
and Mr.. McCombs was gradu-
ated from the University of
Southern Mississippi and Co.
lumbia University.
Mr.. and Mrs. McCombs are
members Of Longwood College
faculty, Farmville, where they
will reside.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12
Miss Womack, Mr.. Spencer
Wed, Saturday Ceremony

The marriage of Miss Pauline
Preston Womack. daughter of
Mr. and Mrs, Vernon Carter
WOmack. to William Miller Spen-
Ger, son of Mr.. and Mrs. Henry
Willard Spencer, all of Farm
vile, took place at pm. Sat
urday. June 9, in Farmville
Presbyterian Church.
The Rev. j. Hoge Smith, Jr.,
pastor, officiated.
Mrs Walter A. Robinson, or
ganist. and Thomas P. Reynolds.
Jr, soloist. furnished traditional
wedding music.
Given in marriage by her ia
Their, the bride wore gown of
silk organza and Chantilly lace.
The basque bodice was design
ed with portrait neckline edged
with lace. and bracelet length
sleeves The full skirt. appliqu-
ed with lace nedallions. extend
cd irto a circular train. Her
bouffant TERED veil of English
Illusion fell from an organza
rose. She carried a cascade bou-
quet of phalaenopsis orchids and
stephanotls.
Miss Emma Louise Womack,
of Farmvllle, was her sister S
maid of honor. She wore petal
pink organza sheath with an
OveTskirt. Her headplece was a
matching organza rose with a
circlet veil, and she carried
sweetheart roses. chrysanthe-
NUNS. and English ivy.
Other attendants were Miss
Reba Carolyn Calvert. of Alex
andria, Miss Eliza beth Ann Ken
nedy, of Lyrchburg, Miss Mar
garetta Blanton Spencer. sister
of the bridegroom, of Richmond,
and Miss Lynda Lael Womack
cousin of the bride. of Norfolk
They wore dresses and head
pieces Identical in color and style
to those of the horor attendant
They carried Chrysanthemums
and English ivy
Mr.. Spencer was his sons best
man. Ushers we're John Watson
Grabar. of Richmond. Lester
Roy Rowe. Jr.. of Hampton
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12

from a scallored crown accent
ed with teardrop pearls. She
carried a prayer book topped
with white orchid ard show
cred with stephanotis.
Mrs. Mary Jane Edwards, ma
iron of honor and sister of the
bride groom, wore a street length
sheath of flower green organza
over taffeta. with matching
taffeta open top pill box hat
with circular face veil. She car
ried cascade bouquet of yellow
carnations and gypsophelia.
Misses Carolyn Ellis. Nancy
Pennington, Barbara Eodnett,
and Frances Vestal were brides
maids. Their dresses and bou-
quets were Identical to the mat
ron of honor's.
Miss Valerie Booker, sister of
the bride, was flower girl.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12
Club Calendar
PRESBYTERIAN CIRCLES

PRESBYTERIAN CIRCLES =
Monday, June IL, pm, 4 with
Mrs. Paul Simpson, Mrs. Ken
meth Wilkerson, co-hostess: 5
with Mrs. Walter Richardson;
6 with Miss Patsy Watkins, Mrs.
Willard Spencer, co-hostess;; 7
with Mrs. j. A. Wilkerson, Mrs.
]. B. fowler, co-hostess. Tues
day, June II. 10 am, with
Mrs. Halle Laing: 2 with Mrs.
Lowe; 3 with Mrs. A. M. De-
Muth.
METHODIST WSCS = Mon
day. June II, 7::3O pm, Fellow
ship room. All circles will meet
Immediately following the pro-
gram.
MODERN WOOD MEN OF
AMERICA = Tuesday, June II,
8 D.m.. Center.
LONGWOOD ALUMNAE AS
ISOLATION - Farmville Chap
ter, Thursday, June IA, 3 pm.
Alumnae House. Mrs. Robert Bur-
ger, president.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12

James Linwood Whitlock, of
Farmville. and John Lennie Will
son, of Arlington.
A reception was held at Long
wood House.
The couple will live in Macon,
Ga.
The Farmville herald. (Farmville, Va.) 1957-current, 1962-06-12

Miss 7hacksf0n Wed At College
Church Saturday Afternoon

The marrige of Miss Anne Mar
lie Thackston, daughter of Mr.. and
Mrs. R. M. Thackston. Of Farm
vile, to William G. Doughty.
son Of Mrs. Wilbur Doughty, Of
Willis Wharf, and the late Mr..
Doughty, took place at 4 pm,
June 8, in College Church,
Hampden-Sydney.
DR.. Joseph Clover officiated.
J Given in marriage by her
father. the bride wore street.
length dress of satin with
Chantilly lace Jacket and over
skirt. The veil OF illusion fell
from crown Of pearls, and
she wore a corsage of two white
orchids.
Mrs. L. L. Irving, Jr.. of
Portsmouth, was her sisters
matron of honor
Thomas K. Farmer. of David
son, N. c., was best man.
! A reception was held in the
church social center.
After a wedding trip, the
couple will make their home in
Charlottesville.
Ring bearer was Bryan Snod-
dy, son of Mr.. and Mrs. j. R.
Snoddy, Jr., of Dillwyn.
William M. McGrath, Jr., ia
Their Of the groom, was best
man. Groomsmea were Curt Ed
wards. Jr., Gene YearWood and
Edward Doeppe, Of Newport
News; Barnes Towns end, of
Manquin: Malcolm Booker. Jr.
and Johnny Booker, brothers of
the bride.
A reception was held at the
home of the bride.
After a Southern wedding
trip, Mr.. and Mrs. McGrath will
make their home in Newport
News.
The coastland times with which is combined the pilot and herald of Belhaven and Swan Quarter., 1962-02-02
FAR EAST MUSIC WILL
BE FEATURED ON Tv FEB. 6

On Tuesday, February 6, Ford
Motor Company will present as the
second program of the 1961-62 tele-
vision concert series, Leonard
Bernstein an! The New York Phil
harmonic Orchestra In Japan. l.
will be televised from 7:30 to $3.50
P. M. EST over the Columbia
Broadcasting Systems television
network.
Music of the Far East is the
theme for this program, and the
highlights of the New York Phil
harmonic's recent tour of Japan
will be featured. Mr.. Bernstein will
introduce, in Japanese, Seiji Osawa,
who will conduct the New York
Philharmonic Orchestra in the
Mayuzumi composition, "Bacchan-
ale". Two japanese groups will per-
form the Imperial Court Musicians
and the Music Puppet Theatre. The
finale from Beethoven's eth Sym
rhony" will also be presented.
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BY euLA N. GREENWOOD

r
SURPRISE u. Close friends OF
the. Brewer family here are still
speeches. at the Y highway 4 sign
scandal which almost took the life
of one of those most prominently
connected with it.
They can hardly believe it has
happened to friendly, carefree,
free-spending Kidd Brewer, the
nearest thing in these parts to the
adult, family-man version of the
All-American boy.
And yet there it is one surprise
after another-shock on shock. In
general, sympathy around too-so-
phisticated Raleigh seemed to be
with Brewer until the story moved
out of the $4,000 class and into the
big-checks payments moving to
Brewer via a hardware firm in
Boone. When this development hit
the headlines, loss Of face for Brew
er came almost as suddenly as
the first mention of the case from
the Governors office.
Now that it has all gone this far,
Raleigh is ready for anything, for
any announcement. Feeling here is
there can be no more shocks.
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RANCE
Continued from Page Nine)

peatedly emphasized that the
bombs would not be of an incend-
iary nature and would merely emit
a smoke charge to indicate the
location of the drop. Crumpacker
has stated that anything which
produces smoke is also capable of
producing fire"
Sen. Everett Jordan and Rep
Herbert C. Bonner met with Sec.
of the Air Force Eugene Zuckert
last week in Sec. of the interior
Udall's office last week to explain
the objections to the Hyde County
site to Zuckert. After the confer
ence, Jordan and Bonner stated
that Zuckert appeared to have a
better understanding of the obiec-
tions to the bombing range" Zuc-
kert failed to comment on the prob
able outcome of the issue; but he
stated that he would "meet again
with Udall and see what could be
worked out"
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PCSTON
CONTINUED from Page One)

years ahead of schedule, and with
a little surplus for capital improve
mert.
Through his pull of service, his
wife, the former Mae Sawyer has
been his girl Friday" and has been
contributing factor to Poston's
success. Ever at his back, keeping
the office open, collecting taxes
and keeping up his clerical work
while he was otherwise engaged,
she has worked with no extra re-
muneration except for special work
of fixing the yearly tax scrolls. In
July 1861 the town board OF alder
men voted to pay her a salary OF
s10O a month. Poston claims that
without her ne could not have ac-
complished the things that have
been done.
During his 25 years Of service
Poston recalls that he was injured
in line of duty only once. A finger
was almost severed from a bite
lby a negro girl whom he was try
ing to arrest. In the town, since ne
has been policeman, he relates there
has been a bank robbery Of abou
s80,000.; two riots and a few mur-
ders. He claims that only one major
crime remains unsolved-the MUIR
r~l.r..r.. TIKI snr@{r>4& a
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BONNER
Continued from Page 0ne)

people who did not support Bon
ner in 1860.
"And, with their ancient enemy,
Walter Jones, circulating about
the district, looking very much
like a possible candidate, letters
of the sort they have been get
ting are received with acclaim.
Bonner is better prepared this
time for a race if it develops. For
one thing, the surprise factor will
be removed. He didn't expect Jones
to announce in 1860 and he had to
run hard to beat him.
"This time it will be no surprise
if Jones announces. In addition,
he has been touring the district
with vigor that bellies his 20 years
and has thoroughly combed the
new county in his district, Bertie.
"The office estimates he has re-
ceived about 25 letters from peo-
pie who have switched. One, from
a prominent citizen, strikes the
tone.
s'The writer announces his new
|ly won support and notes that the
name Bonner is honored district
wide attributing much of the new
favor to his fight with the Air
Force about it's plans to establish
a test bombing range in Hyde
County's Lake Mattamuskeet.
"Some criticism was noted by a
new supporter for Bonner's ten
dency to vote the liberal ticket,
but this sin was not believed to
be fatal throughout the district
and didn't particularly disturb the
writer.
"In fact, Bonner has been a most
consistent supporter of the ad-
ninistration. On eight key notes
last year, he voted six times with
the administration. He split with
the Presidents view on reorgani-
zation of the Federal Communica-
tions Commission and Foreign Aid.
But on six others, including in
creasing the House Rules Com
mittee, he was in accord with the
White House.
.1ncidentally, Bonner Thursday
pressed his fight with the Air
Force aggressively. There was
little old world charm used. When
they started to brief the Tar Heel
delegation in Interior Secretary
Udall's office, Bonner cut Air
Force Sec. Zuckert's aides short,
"He says, "They were prepared
to give us what they call in their
military jargon, "a briefing,' but
we told them we weren't there
for that purpose. We were there
to register our protest and give
our reasons"
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SHOW
Continued from Page One)

booths at the show, two booths and
the Sea Hag plugged the Dare
Coast Outer Banks region. Hun
dreds of other exhibits were also
present to represent trailer manu-
facturers, fishing tackle dealers,
and Florida land companies.
The Sea Hag, which was cap
tanned by w. H. Smith was un-
questionably the biggest conversa-
ton piece Of the week in Charlotte
as it sailed up the city streets
with a full complement of rougish
pirates on board. The Sea Hag has
already asailed" to many North
Carolina and Virginia cities, and
even to such remote points as Pitts
burgh, Pa. in an effort 10 convince
any skeptics that mystery, fun and
adventure are abundant on the
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Good Advice

liberated, Poston says. The bank
robbers were apprehended and most
of the money taken was found.
During the early years, Poston
further recalls that he and his
wife walked the streets asking tax
payers in the town for part pay
ments on their taxes in order to get
enough money to meet the weekly
payroll, and he observed the town
has grown a lot since that time.
The Chief of Police has attended
all the briefing schools put on by
the N. C. Institute of Government
the League of Municipalities and
all police schools, trying by what
he terms to get all the education he
could in his line of work.
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WORKSHOPS FOR WRITER'S

Two writer's workshops will be
held at Camp Cherryfield for
Adults. ait Brevard in North Caro-
Hna's Blue Ridge Mountains, this
summer. The Southern States
Writing Worships are July 81 until
August IS, with the Cherryfield
Summer Workshops July 81 until
September /. Information about the
workshops, regular camp sessions
and Cherryfield Teen Center II
available from the director. Miss
Louise Blackwell, ~ 10. Box 5s7,
BHEsyasd9 n
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COROLLA
Continued from Page One)

currently has 80 different rockets
under development or in produc-
tion.
Mr.. Halpin said he believed many
uses for the efforts of this firm
would continue aside from the de-
tense program. "We are living in
the space age" he said, "and the
possibilities are unbounded and un-
predictable to any degree of accu-
racy. We expect to see the time
when platforms will be situated in
space, or attached to satellites, and
once we have been able to propel a
vehicle to them, the problem of get
ting them back will not be so diff
ficult."