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The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
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The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
NefU Books
For Catholics

ACKER, WILLIAM G. You Are
, Gods Chosen People. Staten Is
land IA, NY, st. Paul Publications.
$2.25). On the meaning of mem.
bership in the Catholic Church.
CALDWELL, JOHN C.. and Ell
STE F. Let's Visit The Philippines.
DAY. $2). A brief account of Phil
ippine history for children 9-l3.
ROCCA, FERNANDO D E A ,
Canonical Procedure; P%hilosophi-
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The Code OF Canon Law. Bruce.
$40. A translation of a work in
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The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23

Then she volunteered that
the mother she saw with her
soul was all shining and
sprinkled with starlight.
Another time | sat for end
less hours in a hospital, pray.
ing and persuading her to
drink liquids, because the
doctors did not think she had
a chance for life.
SHE HAD BARELY begun
to recover when | came into
her room a few days later to
find her twisting and turning
her head, which was swathed
in a turban of bandages, and
lifting it from the pillow and
letting it fall.
| asked in alarm what was
wrong.
Nothing" she reptile d
"But if I've got to wear all
this stuff or my head as long
as ! live, I've got to make my
neck stronger"
That's the kind of courage
she has; and that's the cour.
age with which she has
brought three daughters and
a son to the world, and in due
time into Immortality.
MARY 10, &, is named for
my wife and me-the SUI
preme compliment from our
daughter and son-in-law. She
is as inflexibly independent
as her mother; as brave, and
as tenderhearted. Neither
can be pushed an inch; either
will go the extra mile-or
hundred miles - with those
who appeal to their gener-
osity.
Mike is 4. He keeps his
own counsel. He is sensitive.
He trusts his grandmother; he
has his healthy suspicious Of
me. Still, he can be made
friends with; he is not i'm
mune to the magic of honest
affection. l do not know him
we'll, but / believe he does
appreciate, unconsciously, the
fact that l do not importune
him. He can take his good
time about revealing himself;
| can wait.
EANN MARIE is as deli
cate in spirit as her name.
Possibly the time will come
when, as the song goes, she
will grow accustomed to my
face; at present it sends her
off to hide in corners. But she
is only 2 years old: and at
that age the world is big and
frightening.
Kathy is seven months; and
of her ] know nothing save
that never have I seen a more
robust girl baby. That will
do for a starter. | must wait
upon time to make her ac-
quaintance and discover what
personality God has sent to
earth in her.
The trouble is, you see, that
the grandchildren live far
from me, and their visits to
us, and ours to them, are too
short for more than prelim'
mary ice-breaking. But some
day, | suppose, / will retire
if / live; and maybe then they
will see enough Of me to
grow weary of me. 1t is easily
done.
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sons and daughters. You
might say that they earned
their keep by providing laugh
ter, pathos and sentiment
which l struggled to cap
ture in words.
All at once they we're
grown up, and / was left with
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23

10
talk about
ideas,
PHILOSOPHERS,
and the af-
fairs of hui
mainly. This
is unsatis-
factory, be
c the
thoughts of
men and the
the doingS'
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
Mass -
OF The
w E E X
SUNDAY, U NJ IS
FIFTH SUNDAY T
~pENTECOST

TEN GSSot
Green vestments, Gloria,
Greed, Preface of the Holy
Trinity.
MONDAY, JUNE rs
SAINT JOHN AND
SAINT PAUL
Red veStments, Gloria, Com
mon Preface.
TUESDAY, JUNE ~
FERIAL TUESDAY
Green vestments, Mass of
Fifth Sunday after PentecoSt,
No Gloria, no Creed, Common
Preface.
WEDNESDAY, JUNE 20
VIGIL OF SAINT PETER
AND SAINT PAUL
Violet vestmentS, no Gloria,
no Creed, Common Preface.
THURSDAY, JUNE ~
SAINT PETER AND
SAINT PAUL
Red vestments, Gloria,
Creed, Preface of the Apos
Ties.
FRIDAY JUNE 80
COMMUNICATION OF
SAINT PAUL
Red vestments, Gloria, Sec
ond Prayer of Saint Peter, no
Greed, Preface of the Apos-
ties
SATURDAY, JULY
PRECIOUS BLOOD OF
JESUS
Red yestments, Gloria, Creed,
Preface of the Holy Cross.
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
JOSEPH BREIG
The Grandchildren

] have suddenly realized, with a sharp sad pang
of guilt, that my grandchildren are growing up I'm,
sung in journalism and literature.
There was a time when ! filled newspaper col
umns, and pages Of books, with the exploits of nv
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
PRIESTS

SPEAKING OF FATHER PADAYATHn, we're reminded that
Like all of us-hes not getting any Younger. If the Church is
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23

to prosper in INDIA we must develop a
native clergy. To do so takes time, of course,
and it also takes m~oney-which, usually,
Indian young men. who want to be priests
don't have. There are students at ST.
JOSEPH'S SEMINARY in ALWAYE, IN
Ola, who need your help-students such as
6 THOTTAPPuLY. GEORGE
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23

KAVUMPURAM, VARGHESE NALIATH and JOSEPH MAX
K~OTHATKATT. Would you like to help make it possible for
one of these young men someday to offer Mass in India? To
educate a native priest during his sx-year course of training
costs S60o-$l00 a year. You may pay what you like, when you
like. Write us if you're interested. Wen send you complete
details.
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23

OUR LORD MUST LOVE THE PALESTINIAN REFUGEES
HE, TOO. WAS A POLITICAL EXILE IN THE NEAR
EAST. THE REFUGEES HAVE NOTHING 49,. THEY NEED
FOOD, CLOTHING, MEDICINE, A PLACE TO LIVE. MARK
YOUR DONATION REFUGEES" IT WILL TOUCH THE
HEART OF CHRIST -. WE HAVE A LIMITED NUMBER OF
OLIVE WOOD ROSARIES ON HAND :. IF YOU CAN SEND
US $1,000 (WHICH WILL SUPPORT A REFUGEE FAMILY
FOR ONE MONTH"; WE'LL SEND YOU A ROSARY AS OUR
THANK YOU"
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
CTRANGE BUT TRUE
- Little Known Facts for Catholics l.
BY M. J. MURRAY Copyright 1851 xcwo nw. sap4

Copyright 1851, wnwc. Essv. ssrsasa
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-06-23
HEARTBREAK IN INDIA

MONSOONS, COMMUNISM, BANhMoPICA-h0w does one
tell adequately the story of this poor parish in INDIA? The
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-01-20
THAT THEY ALL MAY BE ONE"
for M Or7eqtal Carb

This prayer Of Christ is the Inspiration of all Missionaries.
One of the specific goals of Missionaries in the Near and Mid
die East has been to bring about. the return to our holy Church
of the dissdent Christians of the Eastern Rites. Centuries OF
selfless living on the part of our priests. brothers and sisters.
in this area of the world is now bringing its reward. In recent
years great numbers of these separated Christians have re-
turned to the Church. There are still ~l60000000 of them, how
ever, to be won back.
The treless work of the Missionaries in bringing about the
conversions has been made possible by the generosity of the
faithful throughout the world. All benefactors of the CATH
OLIC NEAR EAST WELFARE ASSOCIATION have a part in
this special missionary activity. Are you a member OF our AS
ISOLATION? Write to us today about our work.
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-01-20

Members of our DAMIEN LEPER CLUB, by their dues Of
one-dollar-a month, bring physical, mental and spiritual, COM
fort to the poor Lepers being cared for by our Missionaries.
The Catholic times. [volume] (Columbus, Ohio) 1951-current, 1961-01-20
NEAR THE SPOT where Saul of Tarsus condoned the mar.
tvrdnm of Saint Stephen. ALPHONSE SALAH and FAHAD

NEAR THE SPUT where SauI o. IaTsus cunuUHeu the mar"
tyrdom of Saint Stephen, ALPHONSE SALAH and FAHAD
HADDAD are studying for the priesthood. MXN%ZgZ1
They are students at the LATIN PATRI- kN9Na
ARCHAL SEMINARY in JERUSALEM. lHlT4@
When they attend Mass on the Feast of the AIYS11fE@1
Conversion of Saint Paul they will pray HE9
ferventIy to advance toward God by follow Tai TMN1
ing the example of the converted Saul. As WY WEE
ordained priests they will physically follow 02ALMW
in his footsteps since the territory where they will exercise
their priestly ministry will be that in which Saint Paul began
the conversion of the Gentiles. To prepare them for the priest
hood will cost $500. Could you finance the education Of one OF
them?
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THREE HOURS BY MULE TRAIL,

from the end of the nearest dirt road, is the length of time it
takes to reach the village of FARNETA in southern Italy. About
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27
Something New

Continued From Page II
elem II ary 'ih'
is spacious and well lighted 1t
j. furnished Wit t'D..s .r.
chairs of the standard straight
sturdy variety, III small and
large sizes. To a"cOmoda'g thC
needs of the children who uSg
them.
The wall at one end Of
room is decorated win Ur.,.
ingS and display ana mv,
ages. ard is done by a Cificr,Gr
grade each month
The wall for the month 81.
December was done by the
first grade. On il there arc 4:
number of brightly wrapped
packages. carefully tied with
gay ribbon.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27
Mack X. Gerald, 63.
Dies Unexpectedly

Mack X. Gerald. g.. farmer
of LoriS. died uneXpectcdly
Sunday night n his home.
Funeral arrangements are in
complete and will BE- announc-
I'd by Ha"dwicS Funeral Home
Surviving are the widow.
Mrs. Carricbclle Nealy Gerald.
two sons, Hubert Gerald OF
l.orIs. and Howard Gerald OF
honolulu. Hawaii; one daught.
or, Mrs. Johnnie Hughes O,
LoriS. and five grand" hildren
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

going and seldom have anyone enjoy gofing
one of this group and the most amateursh golfer
having taken the game up only few months ago.
The side l am usually loses and Westmore,and
and have been paired up frequently and thus the
losers. Last Thursday he decided to get him new
partner, Paul Rogers to oppose the Judge and |. AS
luck would have it, we came up with best round
YET 40 on the front nine and AZ on the back nine
for 81. The judge stroke better. Naturally
we were big winners that day and my ex-partner
Westmoreland still the loser. The Judge. best golfer
in the foursome lust about every time play. was
able to needle Westmoreland quite successfully for
throwing away his former partner Just at the wrong
time
PS.: The following day Westmoreland and paired
up again against the Judge and he simply beat the
socks off us again.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27
BUFFKINS IN N. Y.

MIR. and Mrs. II. b. Shack
Buftkin left Saturday night for
u New York trip. While vaca-
tioninG there Mrs. Buffkir will
appear OH the we'll known "
program. The Price Is Right.
Thursday morning. December
%. We wish her lots of luck.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27
HOME DEMONSTRATION
SCHEDULE

Tuesday. January 2nd, at
100 p. m. Pleasant Plains ii.
ID. at Mrs. Sidney Thompson.
Wednesday. January Bird at
300 p. m. Hal,Sboro II. -. at
the clubhouse.
Wednesday. January Bird a,
2:30 Wcyman II. ID. at Mrs.
II. G. Sheriff..
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

FlSH1NG: By the time this gets to be reading
material, We he back down in Leesburg, Fla. fish
ing again. The whole family is making the trip
this Christmas and certainly looking forward
to few days of good fishing in the climate.
There many others from this also scheduled
to be fishing along with in Florida this Christmas
They Mr.. and Mrs. Jack Strict land, Mr. and Mrs
Arthur Prince and family, Mr. and Mrs. Ruey Hewitt
and family, Mr. and Mrs. Randall Bureson and
family, and my brother Mitchell Carter and his wife
and family from AlbCmarc, y. &. We are mighty
anxious to get the hook and line in the water after
couple of months without any fishing at all.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

NEW MACHINE: For the first time, The Tribune
now mas compete facilities for making engravngS
of all pictures used in the newspaper and Job printing
department. Inc delicate Scan-O- Graver INSTALL
ed last week and the pictures YOU find in this issue
are the first result of work with the machine.
Also, this machine is larger than the have
had our engraVlngS made previously and will make
a full five column engraving We right proud of
the acquisition of this machine and feel that it
is a consequential step forward for the Atlantic
Publishing Company.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

Thursday. January ith al 40
p. m. South Whi,eville ii. d.
At Miss Pauline TOon.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27
Carers
Column,
By-W. Horace Carter

GONE: Last week fine woman's editor, Miss Lany
Walden, resigned = and for very good reason -
she's getting married today, December 27. Her
husbandto-be is working in Raleigh and that's where
this fine young couple will be making their home.
1t goes without saying that she will be sorely
missed here Lany was with us only short time but
community and the compliments we have heard about
her work on the WOman's Page have been numerous.
Under most circumstances would have tried
to talk her out of leaving But when something
important love and marriage comes along to
grab an employee, we just couldn't voice any OBJ
jections to her leaving.
Ie wish for her the best of life and not
only during this New Year but forever And knowing
Lany, we believe she will live fine and wonderful
life filled with rich reward and success.
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

GOLF: One afternoon last week slipped off from
the shop long enough to play 10 holes of golf with
Judge Raymond Malard, G. G.. WeStmoreand and
Paul Rogers, Sr. The foursOmc has quite rivalry
Tabor City tribune. (Tabor City, N.C.) 1946-1991, 1961-12-27

The message is in lars,
block letters. II reads, CIV
Books For Christmas"
Evening star., 1961-02-07
PoIicemon's S Dismissal
Urged by TrioI Board

A police trial board today
recommended that Pvt. Harold
D. Jewell be dismissed from
the Washington police force
after finding him guilty OF
charges growing out Of an Incl
dent at q Georgetown restau-
rant.
A co-defendant, Pvt. Charles
r. McClung, was cleared Of two
charges and q fine Of 500 was
recommended on another count
to which he had pleaded guilty,
The decision came after the
three-man trial board heard
two days Of testimony about the
arrest Of five persons at the
Town House Restaurant. 1855
Wisconsin avenue NV, the
night Of January 10.
Those arrested were freed q
few minutes later at the Sev-
enth precinct st&tion by the
sergeant In charge, who then
suspended the two fourth pre-
cinct officers.
Both officers were charged
with being under the influence
Of alcohol while off duty and
wearing parts Of their uniforms
while off duty.
They were also charged with
conduct unbecoming officers
in that Pvt. Jewell arrested
five persons without justifiable
cause, and Pvt. McClung did
Evening star., 1961-02-07

not stop him. In addition, Pvt
Jewell was charged with not
having his police badge in his
possession.
Pvt. McClung had pleaded
guilty to the uniform charge.
The sentences must be ap-
proved by the District Com
missioners.
Pvt. Jewell, "a, told the board
yesterday he arrested four men
because two were drinking af-
ter the 2 am. deadline, one
used obscene language, and
another tried to interfere ir
the arrests. He denied arrestinp
q fifth person.
Both men admitted drinking
some beer and Q little whisky
after getting off duty ct mid
night. They said they arrived
at the Town House shortly after
2 am.
Pvt. McClung denied taking
part in the arrests, and told the
board he did not stop Pvt.
Jewell because he did not know
why the officer was making the
arrests.
Pvt. Jewell, of the $500 block
Of Glenmore drive, Falls
Church, has been O District
policeman four years. Pvt. Nc
Clung, 81. Of the $500 block of
South Tenth street, Arlington,
has been on the force II
months.
Evening star., 1961-02-07

"THE BEST BLOOD of
England flows In my veins;
on my fathers side / am
a Northumberland, on my
mothers side I am related
to kings. But this avails
me not. My name shall live
in the memory of man when
the titles Of the Northum-
berlands and the Percy's are
extinct and forgotten"
Perhaps he was thinking
Of his 27 papers on chemis-
try which the Royal Society
had published. Perhaps he
had already made the will
which called for the estab-
lishment Of the Smithsonian
Institution in Washington.
Why he did it is not known.
He had never been in Amer
lea and no correspondence
with an American is known.
He died in Genoa in 1929.
The tomb containing his re-
mains was brought here in
1904.
You'll find 1t Just inside
the door, a huge, very ornate
stone urn. On the wall be-
hind 1t is a picture of Smith
son as a young gentleman of
fashion at oxford. Perhaps
he was right about his name
lasting longer.
Evening star., 1961-02-07

$50 check into my hand. 1t
was not exactly what I had in
mind but it was legal tender, so
I Snatched 1t and left"
Foundations and grants also
give but a bit to art, she said.
land with the greatest possible
caution-Spreading 1t as thin
and as far as it can co.
"We're never going to do
what Finland did: Discover
Sibelius and endow him for life! |!
How risky, how bold" and with
a sad shake of her head, how
effective.
Were afraid we just might
make a mistake, so we have
surveys Of the Average Ameri-
can Citizen. And let me tell
you he is more average than
any citizen in the world. md
Evening star., 1961-02-07
DriftsCover
BoxesrSIow
RuruI Mail

Rural mail carriers are max
ing their appointed rounds"
las the motto pr0miseS-but
this devotion to duty does not
always include .burrowin 6
through snowdrifts TO reach
mailboxeS.
Residents served by the post
office in Upper Marlboro, Nd,
are, finding this out through
dig out" notices sent by Post
master Edward v. Dorsey.
He asked residents to un-
cover mailboxes so they can
be seen and reached from the
road by the four carriers serv-
ing the 1900 boxes on the 1875
miles Of rural free delivery
routes.
THE problem is the wall OF
snow along the roadside made
elCner Dy or11CS or snow ploWS,
Mr.. Dorsey explained.
These barriers are 5 feet
high or more, and our carriers
can't stick their hands through
q big snowbank hoping to jah
the mailbox," he added.
Mr.. Dorsey explained that
postal regulations provide that
rural carriers be able to serve
all boxes without leaving their
cars. II they do, It's at their
own risk.
Our men are running up to
two hours behind schedule. +"
he said.
He said when o customer
fails to, dig out his box. the
mail is returned to Upper Marl-
boro and held until he calls.
Evening star., 1961-02-07
D. Sets Up
Mental Care
Home Psychiutric
Service Provided
BY SAM EASTMAN
Star staff Writer

The District Government to-
day moved toward establish
ment of an emergency home
psychiatric service for INDECENT
families. -
Under the program, which is
scheduled to start this spring.
the city will sign contracts with
about 30 private psychiatrists
who will be available for the
emergency home visits.
A formal order establishing
the new municipal service,
which has been proposed by
District Public Health officials
was issued today by the Com
missioners.
Congress approved an $11,-
500 budget item In the past
fiscal year to finance the pro-
gram. It was not until today.
however, that city health Of
ficials were able to present the
Commissioners q proposed pro-
gram that has been cleared by
the various public and private
officials concerned.
Home Visit Provided
A home visit by q private
psychiatrist will be made in
response to q request for
assistance from the family. The
job Of the psyehiatrist will be
to offer general advice in han
ding the case and not pSychi-
atric treatment.
The pool Of doctors will be set
UP from members Of the Wash
ington Psychiatric Society. The
doctors will receive $50 for q
home visit. 's
DR.. Daniel L. Finucane, head
of the Department Of Public
Health, said there is a press
ing need" here for some type Of
emergency home psychiatric
service for patients unable to
pay for private care.
He explained that the serv-
ices by pSychiatrists are avail
able to persons Of limited means
at hospitals and clinics. How
ever, the memorandum ex.
planned. If a patient refuses tc
leave his home-and his actions
do not warrant police action
no service is available except on
a private full-paid basis.
Three Goals Set Out
The goals Of the program,
health officials said, are to:
/. Provide expert advice
where required on the scene
when this assistance Is needed
by a low-income family.
2. Avoid unnecessary hos
| pitalization Of patients.
3. Insure prompt hospitaliza- =
ton Of patients when this is
required.
When the new program gets
under way. the central receiv-
ing point for the calls will be
at, the Adult Mental Health
Clinic of the Bureau Of Mental
Health, 3246 p street NV. A
social worker will screen the
calls.
Evening star., 1961-02-07
AGNES DE MILE CHEERED
odd Pro- Chides Affiliations

the most influential because he
can impress it on his Congress-
man that he likes to be aver
age"
Working on the United States
cultural exchange program, Miss
De Mile said, she came to know
a Congressman who, while
standing in a theater in Russia
as the Russians went wild over
Leonard Bernstein and the New
York Philharmonic, screamed
in wonder above the noise, by
God. this is useful!"
why are we like this? We're
the only people in the history
Of the world who condescend
to art"
Broadway Wasteful
While we do have Broadway,
1t is run with wastefulneSS, she
said. Costly union restrictions
have shot prices out of reach
, of those who should attend.
No students, no pupils, no
teachers, no young doctors or
lawyers can come. Those who
come are the men on expense
accounts and their dolls. We
didn't go into the theater to
play to them. The quality of
theater is determined by the
quality of its audience"
With a special nod to Wash
ington's Arena stage, Miss de
Mile said that off Broadway
theater, which extends from
New York to Seattle" relatively
released from union restric-
ftionS, can try the new and ad-
venturouS.
She said there is hope and a
growing awareness that some
thing in our life is lacking
which we need.