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Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
RADIANT LIVING
His Banner of Love
n n ~ AR E-sEe4&h

Pastor of Ridgely Methodist Church
Ridegly, Md.
Among the beautiful phrases that
one finds in that highly picturesque
and emotional poetic writing of the
Old Testament, the Song Of Solomon,
is one that reads: 'this banner over
me was love-"
The phrase is suggestive of heroic
man pushing forward in an effort to
carry his banner toward victorious
achievement. Although surrounded
by discouraging conditions and him
dering circumstances, he presses his
way on inch by inch, steadily mount
ing every obstacle in his pathway
with a determination to win or to die
in the attempt.
You can not thoughtfully read this
phrase from the Song of Solomon
without at once feeling how express
i've it is of the spirit of the ministry
of Jesus.
AS we see Him struggling forward
in the accomplishment of His minis
try, handicapped by the ignorance of
the people and INSTRUCTED by the ami
mostly of the Pharisees, we become
aware of the fact that through it all
He carried heroically above Him the
baner of Love. Although unseen by
physical eye, that banner of Love was
flying over every act of His blessed
ministry.
When the hopeless leper pleadingly
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

What dreadful feeling it is not to
be able to find nice luscious cream
puff or eclair in the bakery when our
systems tell us that the one and only
thing we want at that moment is a
cream puff or chocolate eclair. 1t
happens so often. The best thing TO
do is to have on hand a fine recipe
one that will satisfy that gnawlng
urge in a short time.
ECLAIRS OR CREAM PUFFS
L cup sifted cake flour
1-3 cup butter
1 cup boiling water
8 eggs, unbeaten
Sift flour once; measure. melt
shortening in water. Stir flour into
rapidly boiling water. Cook, stirring
constantly, until mixture leaves sides
of ban in smooth, compact mass. Re
move at once from fire. Add eggs,
one at a time, beating only until
smooth after each. Shape on ungreas
ed baking sheet, using pastry bag or
two teaspoons to make rounds for
cream puffs, or strips SKI inches for
eclairs. Bake in hot oven 45O de-
grees F. for 20 minutes; reduce heat
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
SIDNEY SNOW will be glad to
answer any questions
on food
Simple Recipe For Eclairs
Or Cream Puffs And Filling

to moderate $3.50 F.) and bake Is
minutes longer. Make slit in one side
and insert chocolate cream filling or
whipped cream and cover with choco-
late frosting.
CHOCOLATE CREAM FILLING
/ IL squares unsweetened choco-
late
1 cup milk
6 tablespoons sugar
2 tablespoons cake flour
Ia teaspoon salt
1 egg yolk, slightly beaten
IL tablespoons butter
LIZ teaspoon vanilla
Add chocolate to milk and heat in
double boiler. When chocolate is
melted, beat with rotary egg beate1
until blended. Combine sugar, flour
salt; add gradually to chocolate mix
ture and cook until thickened, STIR
ring constantly; continue cooking 10
minutes, stirring occasionally. Add
egg yolk, stirring vigorously; cook
2 minutes longer, stirring constantly
Remove from boiling water; add but
ter and vanilla and cool. Makes ]
Ia cups filling.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

Ripe Plum jelly
(Mdkes about II medium glGsses)
cups Juice
IN cups sugar
n bottle fruit pectin
To prepare juice, crush thoroughly
pounds fully ripe fruit. Do not
peel or pit. Add / cup water. bring
to a boil, cover, and simmer 10
minutes. Place In jelly cloth or
bag; squeeze out juice. (Sour cling:
stone plums make best jelly. i
sweet plums are used, substitute y
cup strained lemon Juice for u cup
Of the plum Juice specified.)
Measure sugar and Juice into large
saucepan and mix.
Bring to q boil over hottest fre
and at once add bottled fruit pectin.
stirring constantly. Then bring to 9
full rolling boil and boil hard VI
minute.
Remove from fire, skim, pour
quickly. Paraffin bet Jelly at once.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
HOUSEHOLD HINTS
By EUNICE ELLIS
Home Economist


Eastern Shore Public Service
FRESH PEACH ICE CREAM
2 cups peach pulp.
y cup sugar
"a Tsp. almond flavoring
Juice of 1 lemon
2 whole eggs
2 tbsp. sugar
II pit. cream
1. Select soft peaches. Mash thor
oughly and run through sieve. 2
Add sugar and lemon juice and dis.
solve. When thoroughly dissolved
pour into tray and freeze to mush
8. Beat egg whites, adding the 2
tbsp. sugar, then add egg yolks and
mix. A. Whip cream to thick GUS
tard consistency lido not over whip
Combine with the beaten eggs. s.
Add frozen peach pulp and mix light
ly. 6. Return to super-freezer ano
continue to freeze.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

ST. MARY'S EPISCOPAL CHURCH
Rev. r. B. Mathews, Rector
Services, Every second and fourth
Sunday of the month, Morning Pray
and Sermon at IL o'clock.
Every first, third and fifth Sun
days, Evening Prayer and Sermon al
7:3O o'clock.
Holy Communion every second Sun.
day at II o'clock in the morning.
Church School at 10 a. m.
Public is cordially invited to at
tend these services.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

PITTS CREEK PRESBYTERIA
CHURCH
Sunday
Rev. Robert b. Stewart, Minister
POc0moke City
1000 A. M. Sunday School.
LADIES AIDS
800 P. M, Senior, Second Monday
11:OO A. M. Service Of Worship.
7:15 p. M. Christian Endeavor.
Wednesday
7:45 P. M. Bible Study and Prayer
Meeting.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

Remember how the float used to
fail in the old-tin1e vacuum tank and
cut off the supply of fuel? Fuel
trouble became largely thing of the
past after Pontiac engineers pioneer
ed the new mechanical fuel pump.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
COLORED MAN DROWNED
AT CEDAR HALL

The body of Ohio Prideaux, &c.
year-old colored resident, of Berlin,
was found floating in the Pocomoke
River off Cedar Hall Wharf at noon
Sunday, two days after he was drown
ed
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
FIRST BAPTIST CHURCH
Rev. John A. Ditto, Pastor

FIRST BAPTIST CHURCA
Rev. John A. Ditto, Pastor
SUNDAYS
9:45 A. NJ. Bible School
11:00 A. NJ. Morning Worship with
sermon.
$50 P. M. Young Peoples meetingA
7:3O P. III. Evening Worship.
WEDNESDAYS
1880 p. III. Prayer Service.
WOMEN'S MISSIONARY UNION
1880 p. M, Women's Missionary So
ciety, LIST Monday Of the month.
1880 p. NJ, Young Women's Auxf-
larry, LIST Friday Of the month.
1880 P. NJ, Girls Auxiliary, End
Monday of the month.
1880 P. NJ, Royal Ambassadors,
every Friday Of the month.
1880 P. NJ, Junior, Third Monday Of
the month.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

II A. M. Service Every Sunday. Par
ish House, Third Street.
Everybody welcome.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

We are equipped to do all kinds
of printing. Let us quote you a price
on your next job.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

go 10 Inc J0uys
m a kin g artl
Nothing In the
world can be
done about q
runny jelly. 80
better stick to
these foolproof,
short-boil direc-
,tion Is W b Q n
plums are ripes
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
Jelly Kettle Wisdom,

GsVXTASTE not. want not" is q
vvproverb particularly well suit.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
SALEM M. e. CHURCH
J. w. WO0tten, Pastor
SUNDAYS

1000 A. NJ. Sunday School.
HOO A. M, SERMON
e:45 P. NJ. Epworth League.
7:3O P. M, SERMON
WEDNESDAYS
1880 P. M, PRAYER MEETING
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
49, THREE MEALS A DAY
hhtB Mws
Beaver Dam

Beaver Dam
Sunday
2:15 P. M. Sunday School.
800 p. M. Service Of Worship.
Everybody welcome. Come and
worship with US.
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21
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CHRISTIAN SCIENCE SERVICES
Worcester Democrat and the ledger-enterprise. (Pocomoke City, Md.) 1921-1953, 1939-07-21

A1lU W1ACCAtCI IL . yOuA OeAAaA
ulating breakfast cup or a
tall, frosty glass of iced cOf-
fee, be sure it's GILL'S
HOTEL SPECIAL COZ
FEE.
For well over a quarter CEN
fury GILL'S HOT E l.
SPECIAL COFFEE has
been famous for delicious
full bodied flavor. In the
modern vacuum can, 1t
comes to you rOaster-fresh!
This special blend gives
more cups per pound, max
ing it economical too. Ask
your grocer for a pound to-
day!
Evening star., 1939-06-25

Ambassador would be safe any
where in this country = b lot
of people tell me that Britain is
relying on two things today: One
is God and the other is the United
States, and recently you don't seem
to have been counting too much
on the diety."
Mr.. Kennedy's friends say he
hasn't been outsmarted by the
shreWd British statesmen. During
the September crisis, well-informed
people assert Mr.. Chamberlain
several times asked the Ambassador
what Americas position would be
If Britain refused to meet Germany s
demands on Czecho-Slovakia.
Mr.. Kennedy is reported to have
warned the prime minister repeat
edly against counting on any armed
support from the United States.
Has Victories to Credit.
Ambassador Joe has a few diplo-
matte victories to his credit. Perhaps
more than any other person he was
responsible for getting the British
government to open up some of its
colonial territory to the Jews.
He is given credit in some infiu-
entail quarters for persuading Mr..
Chamberlain to conclude the British
Irish treaty, and he is said to have
advised Mr.. Chamberlain to exempt
all men in Ireland (Eire) from the
recent British CONSUMPTION legisla-
ton.
Mr.. Kennedy also had a great deal
to do with getting Britain to make
important concessions to the United
States in the draft of the British
American trade agreement, and he
handled all details of the British
American cotton barter.
Another anecdote supports the
theory that he stands high in Down.
ing Street.
When he was in the United States
early this year, the United States
was trying to get the British gov
ernment to waive an agreement that
Evening star., 1939-06-25
tails too long and trousers too laieh.

tails too long and trousers too high.
It Is generally believed in the
American colony here that the AM
bassador will take some part In the
Forthcoming presidential election in
the United States
Some say he would accept cabi-
net post II the Democrats succeed
next November, others that he has
presidential ambitions Of his own.
Mr.. Kennedy has not supported
either Of these theories.
Meanwhile. the London diplomatic
corps wonders how the ambassador
manages to get 50 much publicity.
How does he do it?" the Ambas-
sizes want to know.
There are IL good reasons. Ken
nedy has flare for publicity him.
self, he has q wife and nine smil-
ing children who publicize him
Evening star., 1939-06-25
Mccormick Tax Claim
Settled for $3.50,
By the Associated Press.

By the Associated Press.
The Tax Appeals Board approved
yesterday an agreement settling for
$2.750, 900 the Governments claim
for $4,435 400 against the estate Of
Cyrus H. Mccormick for additional
estate taxes.
Judson F. Stone and John P.
Wilson Of Chicago, executors of the
estate, contended the Internal Rev.
enue Bureau over-valued Mr.. Nc
Cormicks stock in the International
Harvester Co. by $7809, ,795, and
erred in rejecting deduction OF
$250,0O administrative expenses
Evening star., 1939-06-25
Church School PIuns
Glen Echo Excursion

The annual excursion of the Rock
Creek Episcopal Church School to
Glen Echo will be held next Thurs
day. Buses will leave the parish
house at 1880 am.
Those in charge include Miss Dora
Funk, Lewis T. Miller, Charles Wal
decker and Mrs. william l.. Larkin.
Evening star., 1939-06-25

everywhere they 60. and he has .
good press agent.
Said Mr.. Kennedy recently:
II still insist" he said, that when
I leave England whatever my rec
ord isl shall be known only as the
father of nine children"
Evening star., 1939-06-25

debts exceeding Il 900 900, and char
liable bequests Of $3.464,s73.
The executors had reported q net
taxable estate OF $22,412O O02, and
paid ST. ,737 400 Federal estate tax.
The bureau claimed the taxable es-
tate amounted to $28. 1894, ,794, and
the total tax due was $16,172,8os.
Evening star., 1939-06-25

Belfast, Northern Ireland, Is
warning on electricity thieves.
Evening star., 1939-06-25
THE SUNDAY STAR, WASHINGTON D. c. JUNE M 1e-pARr ONE

Pan-American and British Imperial
Airways should start their trans
Atlantic plane services at the same
tirne.
Pan-American was ready to start
and Imperial was not. Mr.. Ken
nelly was asked In Washington If ne
coald do anything to help Pam
American. He called on Mr.. Cham
berlain at 10 Downing street and
IL hours later permission was an
nounced.
Criticized Tailors
The Ambassadors refusal to wear
knee breeches at royal functions and
his embargo against the importa-
ton Of debutantes to be presented
at court did not impair his popu-
larity with the royal family.
He got away with criticizing the
Bond street tailors for cutting shirt
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
College Women Scott at
Woman President Idea

DENVER, June 26. CUP)-Ameri-.
can mothers probably never will be
able to take little Mary or Susie
or Betsy Ann on their knees and
say:
Now. dear. if you're good lit
tie girl, you might be president
some day"
At least that was the consensus
today among members of the
American Association of University
Women-termed the most i'll tell-
gent group of women in the ma
ton.
An informal United Press survey
revealed that these erudite, univer-
educated women. here for then
biennial convention, freely recog>
nized the double standard in poll.
tics and admitted that there woulo
not be woman sitting the preSl,
dents chair for long tlme-h
ever
Answers to question asking now
long it will be before womens par,
ticination in national affairs would
result in the election of woman
president ranged from don't be
silly to millennium
This was from members of an
organization whose dedicated goal
is furtherance of women in the SO
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
County Pays M
Thousand Dollars
On Job Insurance

A total of $2O7, ,1s9.04 in unem-
ployment insurance was collected by
imperial county residents In the
17-month period since the act went
into effect.
This amount is SO of per cent
of the S4o254.s449O total collected
in the state. Thomas N. Finney,
director of the state Employment
service in the county, said Mon
day
"Officials OF the service analy2ed
100000 cancelled checks he said
and discovered that 98 per cent
of them were used to provide the
necessities oil life. They spent the
money for food, clothing and other
necessities
The insurance enabled the job
less to get by" while out of work
he declared.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
SquaIus Disaster May Bring About
improvements Saving Lives of Many

These included
/. Installation of an interlocking
device to prevent flooding Of the
ballast tanks until the main en-
CINE induction valve has been
closed.
,. Substitution of quiek-elosing
inboard engine induction valves OPP
Grated by remote control for pres
ent type.
8. installation of small pipe
leading from the valve to the div
ing officers station in the control
room so that a squirt of water"
would signal the officer that the
valve was open.
The interlocking device first was
recommended by the court of in
quiry which investigated the sink
ing of the SIS off the Delaware
Capes 10 years ago, but apparently
never was adopted.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
$50 Refugee Jews
Attempt Suicide

BUCHAREST, Rumania, June 70.
(UP)-One hundred and fifty Jews
attempted suicide by leaping into
the sea at Constanza when refugee
ship left them behind, dispatch
said today.
The Jews tried to force their way
through police Gordon. Twenty
six of them succeeded in doing so,
and jumped into the sea, but all
were rescued.
The small Panama steamship rim
was sailing with 456 Jews. The
other $50 were unable to get aboard.
It was believed the rim was sail
ing for Palestine, though only part
of its complement of passengers
had passport yisas.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26

PORTSMOUTH. N. H, June 70.
fUP)-The Squalus disaster cost 70
lives and sl.00o0oo, but paradox
eally it also may save hundreds OF
other lives and many millions OF
dollars in equipment.
Adjourned pending raising of the
Inflated submarine. the four mem
bers of a naval court of inquiry
already were pondering safety rec
concentrations made by the 80 sur
vivors during a five-day hearing
that closed last week.
The principal recommendations
had to do with the main engine
induction valve. through which the
Soualus apparently flooded and
sank May % off the Isles of Shoals.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26

cial and scientific world.
However. convention delegates
representing virtually every state IN
the nation had definite ideas con-
cerning current political and social
problems.
A majority of the women-sehooi
teachers. professors, doctors, law
vers. business women and house
wives-reiected any mention of
president Roosevelts possible cam
didacy for third term. They in
cmded in their reasons for this
opposition the possible threat of
dictatorship the fact that "it
would be against tradition" and
hes been in there too long al
ready
However, they listed Mr.. Roose-
velt with Vice President John N
Garner as the Democratic partys
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
MARITIME UNION
PLANS CONVENTION

NEW YORK. June 26. CUP)-The
National Maritime union advised
members today that the organiza-
ton will meet in convention at
New Orleans. La. for two weeks.
beginning July 8. Officials said 200
delegates would attend
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26

chief presidential possibilities.
Among Republican party candi-
dates listed by a majority of those
interviewed. Thomas Dewey of New
York and Sen. Arthur Vandenberg
of Michigan ranked highest.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
IMPERIAL COUNTY MEN
ENLIST IN MARINES

Charles Louis Hancock son OF
Mr.. and Mrs. w. F. Hancock, and
Robert Jerome Neale, son of Mrs.
E. F. Surface. recently enlisted in
the marine corps. They were trans
ferred to San Diego for an eight
week training period.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
1ArANEsE PRINCE
TAKEN INTO ARMY

TOKYO June 26 cUP)-Fumi-
TAXA Konoye. former Princeton
university golfer and son Of Prince
Famimaro Konoye. former premier.
was accepted BY army conscription
examiners today as candidate for
army service.
Imperial Valley press., 1939-06-26
100 FISHING BOATS
MISSING IN STORM

TOKYO, June 26. UP)-A Do
mel news dispatch said today that
100 fishing boats were missing after
weekend storm off the north
Korean coast. Nine fishermen
drowned when six boats capsized,
the diSnatch said
The Daily Alaska empire. [volume] (Juneau, Alaska) 1926-1964, 1939-07-18
Thorn pson Is
Borrowed by
Salmon Group

DR.. w. F.. Thompson, director of
investigations of the International
Fisheries Commission. h as b c n
granted a leave of absence to serve
in similar capacity for the Inter
national Pacific Salmon Fisheries
Commission until June 80, 1910, it
is announced by the Seattle office
of the I. F. G. The commission
appointed H A. Dunlop acting di-
rector of investigations.
DR.. Thompson had been director
of the commission since its founding
in 1924 and under his direction the
halibut fishing industry was built
up to the point where the Pacific
Coast now affords the best fishing
Of that type in the world.
The International Pacific Salmon
Fisheries Commission, created by
Canada and the United States in
an effort to rebuild the sockeye sal
mon fishery of the Puget Sound and
Fraser River regions, secured the
services of DR.. Thompson TO aid in
organizing its new work. Dunlop
viii have complete charge of the
halibut work.
The Daily Alaska empire. [volume] (Juneau, Alaska) 1926-1964, 1939-07-18
Siika Boom
On, Reek Says
Sees Much Activity on An
nuaI Trip TO Baranof
Isle and City

Stka is very busy, according tc
John Reck, President of the First
National Bank.
He returned yesterday from a
weekend airplane flight to Sitka on
annual clal" to the Historic City
Building activity is pronounced in
Sitka, Mr.. Reck said. expressing the
opinion that about twenty build.
ings we're going un and "at least
four of them residences"
The Sitka fishing fleet is bring
ing in heavy loads of salmon, Reck
said, land somebody with an ice
plant could sell a lot of ice"
There are so many fishermen
that it takes them couple Of days
to get back out to the banks again.
Reck said. There just isn't enough
ice for the boats when they want
it,"
With the Navy about to spend
large sum of money at the Sitka
naval air base, housing shortage
in Sitka is acute, Reck said.
IT'S hard to get room to stay
in, declared Reek. Everything in
town is filled and there's crying
need for good apartment"
The Daily Alaska empire. [volume] (Juneau, Alaska) 1926-1964, 1939-07-18
TAX Strike
STAGED N0W

NEWCOMERSTOWN, O., July ID.
Nine-tenths of the homes, stores
and even the churches of this little
tax-battling eastern Ohio town are
en- the delinquent tax list.
end that's right where they're go
ing to stay, townfclk have vowed,
as long as the Muslingum Water
shed Ccnseryancy district seeks to
collect 1881 900 for flood control
work.
We've struck" explained Mayor
Charles E. Mugford, speaking for
an angry citizenry which recalled
u q resolution their forefathers were
"unjustly taxed by the tyrannical
Kng George III of England"
The strike has imposed hard
ships on the 1850 residents, because
with NO money coming in from
Newcemerstown. the county treas
urer has declined to remit its usual
operating funds. But Mayor Mug
ford just scra tche d his head,
trimmed the budget to the bone,
and prophesicd, wen get along
somehow"
The 1881 900 assessment was or
dered by conservancy district di-
rectors to help pay for IA huge dams.
Engineers surveyed the entire To-
county district, appraising each piece
OF property and placing a cash value
on the protection" it will receive
in time Of flood.
The Daily Alaska empire. [volume] (Juneau, Alaska) 1926-1964, 1939-07-18
EDITORS write
Up THEIR TRIP
TO TERRITORY
Two Utah Accounts Of NEA
Alaska Tour ReCeiv-
ed by Empire

Newspapers from the small towns
of America continue to come to
the Empire office, telling what edi-
tors who came on the recent Ma
tional Editorial Association cor
vention cruise think OF Juneau and
Alaska
From an account by Leland O..
Burress in his Bingham CUtah)
Bugle.
I'VE arrived at Juneau, the capt.
tai city, on June 49, Juneau is a
modern up-to-date city with a pop
ulation of 5000. Juneau's climate
is noted for its Slight variability
of temperature. July is the warm
est month with an average of 500
above zero, while January, with
an average of 27.5 above zero is
the coolest month. An average Of
only one day a year of subzero
temperature is recorded.
Juneau Mine
"Since 1880 Juneau has been the
center of a mining district which
has produced millions Of dollars
of various minerals, principally
gold. The largest of the gold mines
is the Alaska Juneau which en-
ploys about 900 men all year and
mines about 10000 tons of ore
daily.
During our stay in Juneau I
was in group of nine others of
the association which spent the day
fishing from the deck of 40-foot
cruiser as the guest Of Simpson
MacKinnon, owner Of the Alaska
Laundry in Juneau. Several large
salmon and other sea fish were
caught.
"Ketchikan, with about 4,500
population, is noted principally for
its salmon canning industry. 1t
was my good fortune to tour this
city with the owner of the Ward
Cove Canning Company. All doubts
were dispelled from my mind con-
corning the cleanliness of salmon
factories after viewing the Ward
Cove plant. Prior to visiting here
I had thought the odor Of fish
would be unbearable, but TO my