Perth Amboy evening news., 1922-10-18

this afternoon when I will have more
time.
1 am on my knees, darling, looking
up to my noble man. worshipping,
adoring.
Wonder Of wonders-that 1 love
you yer more than yesterday-more
fragrant, this love of ours.
Suffered From Not Seeing Him
Six O'Clock.
oh. darling. darling mine, whar
| painful hours today. When I go
back from church, in addition to my
/ pain l was SO troubled about you
AS I told you l didn't speak a WORD
to any one, got undressed and sal
in a rocker, not peace anywhere.
guess l was weak from the pain an6
nc sleep last night. Soon 1 became
drowsy and lay down and slept fol
an hour. When I awoke torturou;
! dear, l cannot tell you how it has
! panied. 1 was alone then and had
no n to telephone to you.
Oh, dear, I knew you would be
anxious and disappointed, but darl-
ing I walked the floor until 4.30
Haven't read tie paper, haven
eaten anything. / said, Oh, he viii
know l am suffering and carr
come up. When I came back Miss
Opie's. I was sickor than before a:
you was disappointed. L can hardly
cry. Altho now the pain isn't as
! continuous as it was, it ceases fol
about ten minutes.
1 wish some one would be merci-
full to me and give me something
to put me to sleep, to forget, forget
yo4 were disappointed, how you fell
this morning, and get some relief
from this constant pain. 1 never fell
SO miserable as 1 do now. You asked
me did I want you to come. Honey
mine, / was needing you as only ven
know-but he was here, and so ]
said not to come.
She Wants to Be Held Close
Tomorrow, 1 believe, I'll walk
miles aand be alone. Darling
can I bear It? My ear aches too,
The pain goes to the top of my head
Worse than before. for ] am sick
rel the disappointment of not see
ing you. 1t pains so at times ]
stumble in walking around here,
and almost fell. Why It doesn
though truly. dear. it isn't as pain
Luz do II was
1 want you-your arms to hold
me and fold me close. if only to for
get this pain for a moment. Moth
ing will cure me now but that. |
was tempted to drink enough to
put me to sleep. but I am stror'
enough to realize it would do incur
able harm to the kidney.
Dearest, give me some word o.
comfort. Tell me you know I was
wild to come to you this afternoon.
but / couldn't. 1t will take hours
for the pain of disappointment to
leave me. My darling who cares
every moment and suffers with me
Just to look at you tonight will be
a relief and joy.
I don't care how much it pair
I will bear it and come to meet you
sI9ll9T s.IIBH III
The Rev. Edward w. Hall wanted
to be Mrs. Eleanor Mills's Gypsy
King" according to additional let
ters from the rector to the choir
singer made public today. In his
diary, which he wrote to be ex-
changed for one she kept during his
vacation in Maine, he refers to the
"sweet moments we had together
this Notwithstanding the day of
his departure.
The rector calls the singer Gypsy
Queen and his Town true mother"
in some of the letters. He sent her
sweet pea blossoms and she sent
him roses, and during his absence
always kept a rose on his desk.
In one letter he tells her of long
ing for a true heart gypsy letter."
but adds, az am piggy" and that he
wanted a letter every moment. He
tells of his longing "to hold you,
crush you and pour my burning
kisses on your lear body" Also he
speaks of the most wonderful thing
in life-"our love!" He also tells
of storing up health and strength
to be your Gypsy King"
1t is true to your wonderful
love that you are keeping a rose on
my desk" he wrote in another. In
mentioning some pictures he had he
assures her, 81 have them safely
kept" That the path Of love did not
run smoothly for them he intimates
when he says. 81 love your phrase
that all our memories, even the
quarrels, were but stepping stones
to the vision of a greater. truer,
devoted love-"
In the same letter he calls her
dear heart of NINE" and tells of
his whole hearts love with noun
tains of strength and oceans of
depth. He talks of meeting her at
40" on his return and says he will
Just want to crush her for hours.