Evening journal., 1922-10-19

too ignorant 10 understand that o'
course and my wish you had heard
what disrespectful language Mrs. b
used. But / let her rave. hate
to talk to the Burnses and never dc
II can avoid II but at times / must
be polite even II II is 20 listen TO her
Ignorance. And honey mine-isn't
It true7 I live in a different world.
Today I am not wide a'sake. I am
not sad-but quiet Yesterday
was rollicling-oh. love those
moods, they mean intense iife-hre.
"of course. dear, the people who
live next 10 Hopkins really meant
that they have different aims. con-
versation, educations, intellect than
some people. but Burns can't under
stand that. What are the Burnses ?
! Ignorance that screeches, the very
air Is tainted with their warped
minds
"Oh, darling, II I had an income
OF my own. 1, would be very. very
selfish l guess. I'd build n waiting
love nest where I could dream un-
molested and care not II I ever saw
pictures, oh. what treasures / would
have. The birds, butterflies. wild
squirrels and all I could see in the
woods and fields and sky is my
dream. People would mean moth
Ing. ia rather watch the bugs and
ants as they crawl along-don't you
love TO watch an ant as II creeps
along7 Honey, there Isn't house
large enough for me. My dreams
are as big as the earth. l need the
great outdoors to breaths-live n.
feel a part OF and I am part Of tit
calls me just as I yearn for the truest
things. And darling sweetheart
that is why long for our love 20 be
the truest-ideal-as pure as we
can make it-for then It is truest 20
nature and things OF Gods creating.
JOY 20 Read the Bible.
"But this love nest, you know
dearle. is dreadfully lonesome with
just me there. Did He say we
needed Jewels, did He say we needed
anything, except a mate. After that
He knew we would find other things
that He created for our comfort and
pleasure. What Joy TO read the
Bible. how It tells OF God creating
all these wonders for us. Darling.
/ could rave for hours-but l must |
stop as there are peppers around.
/ only know this. dear. that as God |
the Creator is real. true. nature is
real, true. so our love Is the most |
vital power, the truest Joy that can
be known in this life and here
after. Please don't laugh at this
| know I'm a crazy cat, but 1 can't
be different
Charlotte talks-then Don asks
questions. then he annoys. so how
,an / writer"
Reference to Easton avenue.
which leads to Phillips farm. where
he bodies OF DR.. Hall and Mrs.
Mills we're found more than
month ago. is made in this letter;
Darling Mine. didn't you feel me
ourring g-blissfully contented. And
,lose TO you, too. Was my goodby
10 the others too hasty and should
| have said more7 What a truly
unexpected pleasure It was. dearest.
sweetest boy. Oh, how good you are
AS rode along tho't. this Is
where I find my greatest Joy to- be
near my man; what care / for what
other people call pleasure; to be
near you, altho I didn't dare looE
lt my noble boys face, this is all
lsk.
How friendly our Easton avenue
'oad seems to us and dear. dearest
10Y every tina you take your hat
M I never fail 10 notice and can
'ead your face. Monday too. And
{ is a new message OF love every
ime you do. and my heart beats
With JOY, yes, and could fling my
lrms about you and pour kisses on
ny babykln's head and face.
"Grandma Is here. I must stop.
sweetheart, my true heart. could
rush you. oh. am wild tonight,
10 happy I could dance wildly.
Describes Her Moods
A letter. describing Mrs. Mllls's
moods when she was away from
he rector. follows:
"I don't know why feel this way
will pass as you know. ,
;od, know. Oh I know that as ,
much as I know you are my true !
cart that He IS watching and car r
ng and we are never alone. He ,
; always near-in whatever we do ,
ven in physical closeness He is /
ear. for we know He meant His /
TO taste deeply of all I
hings. Z
Was Pam religious? Did she
eel God? Yes. think so, but she Z
adn't found her soul. nor did G
'hris. Chris wasn't Cecil's mate, no c
nore than Hugh. The Chris she I
hot he was. he was her true mate. :
Il am the Resurrection and the Q
Afe-and II he knew that. then I
here would be no Pamelas for him /
ut a prayerful life--a desire to be q
Ike his always, forever beloved
'ecil S
ASK me any part OF the book c
nd I will remember It. PANS {
mother was English (page 4e). c
Il have much work ought TO DO, 4
ut l can't today. I must wait un- !
II this mood passes and l come
own TO earth again Do ] love I
ou too much? I know that now I
ould leave. yes. even your physi-
al presence and go into CON
ent. You are always in my mind J
nd heart, but there I wouldn't see
ny one else touch you. call you
dear" rub your tired body, sew J
our torn trousers.
"Oh. darling. ] don't ever want TO e..
all you dear or honey" again II ,