The Washington times., 1922-10-18

was more to her than God-the
child. Humans forget sometimes
God Is watching and guiding. How
completely she loved-but the true
voice of that great love showed her
her truth that Chris wasn't worthy.
Her ideals she would always cherish
and love the Chris she thought he
was, but he dragged himself through
the mud, tempted by physical pas
sions, and so deserved to lose Cecil.
although she would love him for
ever. She knew by having another
child she would see her duty to sug
gest and not for weak moment be
blinded into going with Chris, and so
she used that way to prevent her.
self.
Pamela got him, but with his
ideal love burned into his heart
and soul forever. Pam is a snake
why. dearie. you know in life
If a girl wanted as she wanted
Chris she wouldn't save herself for
him. They all smoke and drink
tea incessantly. II ! should read
three pages Of the book without
seeing the authors name I'd know
it was Heabt's. Pam thought she
was clever, but was she? II Chris
had taken her offer he would hate
Pam in the morning.
Il can easily see that q man
would be weak. But in life, dear.
you know there are many things
10 reckon with. How would her
father take to her living with
Chris? Wouldn't she have chill.
dren?
"Dearie-it Is late, there Is so
much to talk about in the book.
We must take II with us when we
ride and talk about it, especially
the marked places. This man
Keable certainly knows peoples
hearts. love Chris and Cecil's
few hours together. How he will
kiss her before leaving Mallory1s,
Oh. it is sweet, darling-but moth
ing compared to our love. How
they finger behind the others, their
love VOWS, and how they rush into
each others arms.
Take the book with you-or else
I win leave it in your room.
don't want to read such books
again ever: why didn't you know
that they make me dream. Yearn.
ing for what, perhaps 1 miss In
this life. And to think now and
hereafter I will never escape this
longing until our souls are at last
one. I hate to come back to reali.
ties--as ] always have to. Read.
ing books, love them. Make me
yearn and as much as I love it
why does It pain to have to come
back to even taking food for nour.
ishment. So 1 long for the time
when / will have you forever and
dream dreams, no yearning.
"All earth's longings are full.
filled. Yesterday was happy in
way, on the boat and in the
water. But on the way home I
was thinking hard, darling: 1t Ia
as II we have had a. glimpse Of
what our souls cry out for and
then be denied again. And feel
as though / never want to hear
you say again, I love you or
caress or kiss me so hard 1t hurts.
You haven't any right to and then
wake me up. Or is 1t myself?
When anyone else calls you en-
dearing names and YOU say dear,
II is far more merciful Of YOU to
stab me. How can l even call you
darling as have this morning?
"Oh. ought not make it harder
for you-but that Is what YOU do
to me and I am not repaying. Just
stating what are the true facts.
You say we are favored by having
such q great love. But alvays-it
10 40 and will ever be-we must
always take the bitter with the
sweet. And hope don't see YOU
today. What is the use, when
you always leave me. Oh, my dar.
ling baby ykins-what a muddle we
are in. But will be content, I
will. will"
In the second letter is ample evi.
dence of Mrs. Mills reciprocat!on Of
the rectors love as revealed in his
epistle. Like the other, 1t is un.
dated and unsigned. 1t follows:
Dearest, dearest boy of mine.
Good morning.
What JOY and peace Is ours today
and strength. How gracious God IL
10 privilege us TO know this most Joy.
GUS greatest blessing.
Precious true heart. will write