New-York tribune., 1922-10-18
From q stag correspondant I

NEW BRUNsWICKsN. j.. Oct. II a
The three letters made public to-nigh.
By Prosecutor. Beekman are reproduced
here in full. Those released for publi-
cation do not include any of DR.. Halps
letters TO Mrs. Mills, but were written
by the choir singer to. her pastor.
Inc longest Of these is a somewhat
lncoherent note which refers chiefly
Mrs. Mills The book Is "The Mother
OF All Living" novel bv Howard
keable. The letter, which is not dated
follows: - :,
Dearest. how fast ! can read. re-
member too, honey mine, what a lot
there is to talk about after reading
the book.
Pamela is clever, the kind or
roman that keeps a man guessing.
She knew she loved Chris from the
beginning. She saw in Cecil what
Cnfis loved. Would she really have
let him touch her body or would she
gusted or disappointed in him. She
meant to have him fair. or foul, and
she was too clever to let Cecil have
him--for didn't she read he was man
worth having, 4 But not until Cecil
made him so. He is the winner, for
Cecil's great, pure love made him per-
feet, but not for Cecil, for Pamela
And Cecil's great all-knowing love
told her he was unworthy of her lover
Perhaps II she had never known of
his trek with Pam (although she would
have found out the real Chris some
tlme) she would cast everything aside
and that what she thot she was get
ting, a true noble Chris. But he wasn't
then. Love made him what he was in
the end--a true lover--but in finding
himself he lost what he priced most
-Cecil's wonder love. oh, of course,
he was true to Cecil, physically, but
HE was tempted: and real man, neve
can be. How I hated HIM 4, Surely
across the darkness of. the night
Cecil's God was, guiding her--her love
made her realize why she told Chris
to wait. He was unworthy Of such a
complete love. He was more to her
than God-the child. Humans forget
some time God is watching and guild
ing. How completely she loved-but
the true voice Of that great love
showed her the truth that Chris wasn't
| worthy. Her ideals she would always
| cherish, and love the Chris she
| TH0T he was, but he dragged himself
! thro the mud, tempted BY physical
passions and so deserved. to lose Cecil,
altho she would love him forever, and
Cecil was clever. She knew by having
another child she would see her duty
| to Hugh and not for a weak moment
be Blinded into going away with Chris,
and so she used that way to prevent
herself.
| Pamela got him but with his ideal
love burned into his heart and soul
| forever. Pam is a snake. Why, dearie,
! you know in life if girl wanted as
she wanted Chris she wouldn't save
| herself for him. They all smoke and
drink tea necessarily. If should read
three pages of the book without seeing
| tho authors name I'd know it was
Keable. Pam thought she was clever
offer he would hate Pam in the morn;
ing. can easily see that man would
be weak. But in life, dear, you know
there are many things to reckon with
How would her father take to hel
living with Chris? Wouldn't she have
children?
| "''Dearie. it is late-there is so much
to talk about in the book. We must
take it with us when we, ride and talk
This man Keable certainly knows
| peoples hearts. + I.qlove Chris and
Cecips few hours together. How he
vows he will kiss her before leaving
| Mallory's. Oh, it is sweet, darling--but
nothing compared to our love. How
they linger behind the others, their
love vows, and how they rush into
| each others arms. 80
"Take the book with you or else !
will leave it in your room. I, don't
want to read such books again ever.
| Why? You, know. They make me
dream. Yearring for what perhaps /
miss in this life. And to think now
and hereafter will never escape this
longing until. our souls are at last one.
l. hate to come back to realities, as
always have to. Reading books-oh, /
love them make q me ayearn, and, as
much as love it, why does it pain to
have to come back8to even taking food
for nourishment So long for the
time when i will have you forever and
dream ), dreams--no yeaynings. IS
"All ,earth's longings now fulfilled !?
Yesterday I was happy in way. On
the boat and in the water. But. on the
way home / was thinking hard, darling.
It is as If we have had a glimpse Of
what our souls cry out for and then
be denied again. And !, feel as though