The Lehi sun. [volume] (Lehi, Utah) 1913-1949, 1921-09-29

from garrison to garrison, finally COM
ing back to the little house that was
his fathers, as an old colonel on half
pay, she exclaimed:
Always quite alone7"
why quite alone2 certainly hope
not"
you intend to marry3"
Yes, certainly"
Yet you have refused several good
opportunities. Tell me why"
Because" he replied. 81 think Il
best not to marry rather than to marry
without love-"
"And think so, too"
She looked at him he looked at her
and suddenly, to the great surprise OF
both, they found nothing more to say
nothing at all.
But now Jean is no longer tranquil;
with Impotence and ut the same time
with sorrow he sees the moment Of his
departure approach. Yet how could
he stay and resist the temptation Of
Bettina's charIN?
AS an honorable man Jean felt for
Bettina's money horror, positive hor-
ror.
In Bettlna's mind the sensation of
love had come at the same time that
II had TO Jeans. But, while he, horri-
fed. had cast 1t violently from him,
she on the contrary had yielded in all
the simplicity of her perfect innocence
to this flood OF emotion and of tender
ness.
AZ Bettina grew more tender, Jean
become more gloomy. He was not
only afraid of loving; he was afraid
Of being loved. He felt he ought to
remain away. but he could not; the
temptation was too strong.
He tried to avoid Bettina at recep-
tions and even to leave without saying
goodbye.
"If / touch her hand" he thought,
my secret will escape me-"
His secreti He did not know that
Bettina read his heart like an open
book.
When Jean descended the stairs
these words were upon his lips:
II love you, adore you. and that
is why will see you no morer
But he did not utter them; he actu-
ally fed into the darkness.
Bettlna standing In the hall dool
and taking no notice Of the rain driv.
Ing across her bare shoulders, watched
him 20.
~ knew very well that he loved
me-" she thought, 'but now 1 am very
sure that I, too-ohi yesi I, too"
Meanwhile Jean hastens to his dear
old friend the cure to tell him that
he is going away Immediately to Paris
to seek exchange into another regi-
ment. to leave the little hamlet forever.
And then In his emotion he confessed
to the able that he adored Bettina.
ut Is a madness which has seized
me-" he exclaimed. "Ahi IL she were
only poorr
"Do you know what I think, Jean2''
exclaimed his good friend. "Jean, /
believe that she loves you"
sand / believe It, too; but that is the
very reason / must go. Her money is
the great 0Dstacie.
At that moment someone knocked
gently at the door.
1t was Bettina.
Going directly to Jean she cried
''Oh, how glad am you are here"
Then she took both his hands In hers
and addressing the cure she said, II
have come to beg you, monsieur le
cure. to listen TO my confession"
And to herself she way saying, II
wish to be loved wish to Lowell
wish to be happy and to make him
happy And since he cannot have the
courage to say II, must have the
courage for bothl"
II am rich, monsieur lie cure" she
continued, aloud. livery rich, but
love money most for the good which
II sllows me to do. So have the care
of this money, and have always
wished that my husband should be
worthy OF sharing this great fortune
in order that he should help me make
good use Of It. 1 thought Of another
thing, tOo-'He who will be my hus-
Dand must De SOmeOne Gun loNc'
There is a man who has done all he
can to conceal from me that he loves
me, but / do not doubt that ho loves
me. You do love me, Jeanr
Eyes" said Jean In low voice. his
eyes cast down, looking like a Grim
Inal, II do love you"
81 knew It very well, but / wanted
to hear you say 1t. And now. Jean,
say to you, I love your DO not
come near me, yet. Before I came
here I thought had q good stock or
courage, but you see ] have no longer
my firm compOsure Of a minute ago.
And now, monsieur lie cure, i want you
TO answer me, not him. Tell me, II
he loves me and feels me worthy or
his love, should he not agree TO be my
husbandf'
JEAN" said the old priest gravely.
marry her, II is your duty"
And as Jean took Bettina In his
arms the girl continued, "You have
often told me, monsieur lie cure, that