Grand Forks herald. [volume] (Grand Forks, N.D.) 1916-1955, 1921-04-15

~, without ueVlCeSs WtIs.OSs Aa
Stirred to the deeps Of her celn90
iwifehood and motherhood. BY 1
passionate love for her husband
lchildren, II was q humiltn1
Thought that she. must .coQuette i
and fiatter other: men. AZ 9 ms1
OF fact, she found'd dimcult to
with any interest sofs- anything exf
Warren. his work and his plans
jimmy and Derry. and perhaps
tiIome Dunes. Ifstt. wereaa mattel
necessity she might always turf
the new plays and book6.Eatne OF
of the season. or the bill FOR ID
ment requirements or juvenile
linquents, but mere personalities
Intrigue she knew no.nfore. TN
matters were all of secondary I'M
est to her now: it seemed to Racf
that the time had come when NJ
personalities. when bridge and Cd
tails and dancing and half-true ID
dals were not satiafying.
warren she said. one ever
when the move .to%Homel Dunes I
near, SHOULD, you Abe- sorryrif Il BID
to go regularly to church again 4
"No," he said indifKerently, cid
her rather a surprised glance \
his book. Guaranteeing coming
again."
tits not that" Rachael said, 81
ing over a little sense OF pain, 4
IL like it. I want the boys to I'll
THAT their mother goes to church +
Iprays-and I really want to do it
self"
He smiled. as always a little III
Grant Of what sounded like se|
"oh, come, my dear! Long be|
the boys are old-enough to rem
Der it you'll have given it up asa|
,"I hope not :aRachael said, 81
ing. II wish I had never stopped
wish I were one Of these mild, Il
village women who put. Out a 81
stockings for the children. every
urday night. and clean shirts
ginghams.' and lead them all ind
Ipew Sunday morning, and teach Il
the Golden Rule, and to honor Il
father and their mother. and ali
rest Of it,"
And what do you think, you vi
gain by that?" Warren asked.
Oh, I would gain-security,"
chael said vaguely. but with a
picion of tears in her eyes. NJ WI
have something toto stand IporL
be guided by. There is "a purity
~austefity, about. that old. church,
ing, loving :. God-and-your-neie
ideal. Truth and simplicity and
tegrity and 'uprightness-my
great-grandmother used-to use II
words. but one doesn't ever
them any more! Everything's
black and half white nowadays; u
all as good or as bad as we had
to be born. There's no more ali
pline. no more self-denial, no RI
development of, character! tiwad
TO hold on to something, now
forces l can't control. are comiua
to my life."
/! What do you mean by forces
can't %control?" he asked with a
OF annoyed interest
Love, Warren" she ansvI
quickly. "Lovesfor-you-and the /
and fear for you and the boys.
always brings fear. And illne1
never thought Of it. before I wa
And jealousy-"
+ What have you got, to be jed
ot?"Hhe asked. somewhat gruRlJ
she paused. 7
Aou' WIN, 1SdCI1A01 86tU Il
sply; everything that keeps I
away from mel" t
And you, think going to 4
Luke's every Sunday morning al
o'clock. and listening to Billy GrI
will fix 1t all up?" he smiled mott
kindly. But as she did not anil
his smile. and as the tears he
liked came into her eyes, his
changed. Nov I'll tell you wi
the matter with you. my dear 4
saiu with 9 brisk kindness that
her far more just then than sew
would have done. you're all WI
up in self-analysis and psychob
selr-consctousness. and you're (
ming round and round in your |
entity like a kitten chasing her
It's a perfectly recognizable phas
q sort Of minor hysteria that d
gets hold of women. and .oslric
enough. 1t usually comes about fy
six years after marriage. We dol
meet 1t over and over again.
Doctor, I'm so nervous and ex,i
all the time. and I don't Sleep
worry so-and much as I love-
husband. 1 just can't help worryJ,
Looking up and toward his viii.
she sat. opposite him in the Id
light, Warren Gregory found no 4
" the beautiful face. Rachaers \
was deeper than her pride; she L
ed stricken. I
Don't put yourself in their q
u my dear!" her husband said LEM
NY. You need some country
you'll get down to Clark's Hills
week or two and blow some of d
notions away. Meanwhile, why !
you u down to the club d
morning. and play q good smas
game of SQUASH. and take a plu
Put yourself through "a little IL
ing!" He feopened his. book.
Rachael did not answer. Press
slancing at her he saw that she
reading, too. & 80
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