The Washington times. [volume] (Washington [D.C.]) 1902-1939, 1920-03-14

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divorce. Z have be~s reading the let
another. Ia tears NJ heart oss.
cannot throw then away. IL was like
destroying sensethisE living.
SEPTEMBER 8. IL p. MORN
has not told his folks. have not yet
told my father. At breakfast a melon
will be thrown. Osiy God knows why
Or how ] cas- keep my hands en- Nsrus.
At o:4o y. m. there was nearly q
Hood here. l changed my gown.
took an umbrella and went TO meet
Norm. Waited a half an hour and
when he saw me the expression on his
face changed not a bit. Neither did
mine then. And so when we were
walking along lifted his cap on and
threw II toward the street He said
nothing, but got 1t while walked on.
Was .Ni~e' wke. Susie Phsaed.
Any man who does not know
enough to tip his hat ought to have
more than that done to him. Then
all the way home and at dinner I was
sworn at because i went to the, sta
ton. / was told never to do that
again. Because II ! should Norm
says he will sign no papers agreeing
to give me $40 a month till I am out
OF here with my furniture.
SEPTEMBER 7, o p. M.-Norm has
signed the papers. Lawyer IS.
SEPTEMBER 12.-I am nearly all
packed. Some Susie just pho.ed fer
Norm. ] was nice.
SEPTEMBER 10. 2:3o p. M.-The
only things l see from the window
OF my room in the Saratoga is a brick
wall, . window and a rain-pipe. !
VIII last as long as my money. My
arms ache from carrying a suitcase.
How long will my little $50 last7 Am
to meet Norm at p. IN. My trunk Is
in storage until wish to get IL.
! want to he loved and taken care
of. l did not break down completely
today. I think Norm feels badly
about the home-not me. 1 had my
last cursing last night.
Cora phoned me twice and wants
me to know / have a sister and that
she will help me anyway any time
Poor sister was weeping.
Les, cause of II all. Is holding
back. Everything ] say he notices
and says nothing. Neither does he
offer anything.
Faces Dilemma, No Money, No Work.
SEPTEMBER IS, FRIDAY. IL p. NJ.
In my room ready for bed, alone.
Always alone. My trunk came and
Cat was missing. Phoned Norman
and he denied taking 1t.
SEPTEMBER 10, 7:4O p. Mes
just phoned and asked to bring out
Tracy. Is he crazy? But they might
have asked me to dine with them.
am a fool for turning down engage
ments when Norm acts as he does
Les mother opened my letter, in
which I told him he was responsible
for breaking up our home.
SEPTEMBER 21-Les thinks he
cares for me. but he does not. Tow-
ever, he is jealous of me. can't
marry him. l seldom think OF Norn
and have no black moments. / ex-
pected all the agony. I have suffered
so much. Perhaps am growing
hard and unfeeling. Either I must
SEPTEMBER 22-r tried for work
today at Chicago Portrait Company.
but they want only experienced help
Saw Ben. Says he can get me a job.
Told him all about everything and
everybody. He asked me IL l like
him.
SEPTEMBER 25-Les seems really
to wnnt me. ! told him that ~ long
~ we can't marry I may as we'll go
away.
SEPTEMBER 27-Mamma or Cora
have not phoned me since l saw them
last week. Dad has not written: I
must get some money soon.
Let Man Kiss Her On . Dare.
OCTOBER 2-Les has spoiled a lot
of parties for me. 1 wish sometimes
did not care.
OCTOBER Met Les last night.
Went to Entertainers and met Mack.
Les dared Mack to kiss me md he did.
Les sore and thought I would not al
low it, He does not know me. Bosh.
Saw Bob Whitehall for few moments
Met me out in front and came here
especially to learn II I had money
from Norm. He said II am a good
girl he will be as good to me as any
brother could. He is the first gentle
man ! ever met.
Les really does think a little Of me.
believe. II only I were Jewish for
his sake. But Les believes in neither
God nor man, only mothers. I am so
hard up that / will take anything Of
fcred.
OCTOBER Lies and I have had
some plain talks. He docs not seer1
TO care how I get money to live on.
Norm has sent no money. I thought
surely he would on the 18th.
OCTOBER 90, SUNDAY-Phoned
Norm. He was nice and sad. Told
him to visit me Saturday, and so last
night I saw him here from s to 10
My eX-husband has become quiet.
respectful, thoughtful gentleman
Now 1 can sit back comfortably am
read my own handiwork The firsl
night he was home his father told
him to forgive me, and Norman
crawled over the table after him.
Talks OF God md Love.
Before he left he said any time 7
wished to go back he will be waiting.
Norm wants n homo, not me. A man
always mnrries for bomc-ncvcr
nlone for love. lie IL sentimental md
lonesome. l found SIS after he left.
do not love Norm as should love a
husband. Now II is near mothers
love.
OCTOBER 31-Norm called last
night. Talked Of God md love. md
stiil says he will do right by me. /
am glad he felt softer toward me
than he did. Missing good dinners