The Washington times. [volume] (Washington [D.C.]) 1902-1939, 1920-03-12

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night Il will ser. mighty strange t.
be alone. God help me and KEEP ne
q little good-jsst . little gso<i
Ny fond affection thou hast seen;
Then Judge OF my regret
To think more happy thou hAdst been
If we had never met.
Returns TO Live With Wife.
OCTOBER s.-Thursday evening,
$40. Norm is back. ] thought he
would come home. but not quite as
soon.
! learned to smoke SATURDAY night
without any trouble, coughing or
anything. Why, IT'S the easiest thing
In the world. In . aend new.
Aravella came over Monday night
She and / dined at the Broadway.
When we returned. about $3.50, we
found at the door cake. two even
ing papers. and two sheets OF music.
one Of which Norm Had written On
"a ytaG he loved ne.
l. About he phoned and came d.
rectly over here. His voice was so
changed hardly knew 1t. and when
he came / saw he had been suffering
keenly. His eyes were. oh! so SAD.
and something, 1t seemed the very
life, had gone out OF him
NOVEMBER 4-Some old cat was on
the wire this morning while / talked
to Mrs. Hermer. She made noise
all the time. and when ! said I'd
tell the manager she said 1 would not
dare, as she knew too much about
me. ! phoned Norm to tell him about
her. Is II any wonder i hate women
and men.
an uni Apply, though Norm Il back
again and says he loves ne. He
doesn't act II, and won't kiss me.
suppose - loax ~ he won't otherA
Will
That telephone woman has my
goat. TIL bet she goes to church on
Sunday. Two weeks ago this Satur-
day I posed and got IS.
DECEMBER l3-I am nearly insane
thinking Of al! we owe and that L
talented me--can'. do a thing to cam
from now will show. Norm will gel
ahead. I'm sure. I've helped him all
can, think. Our apartment is
SO pretty. Norm has been going I
leave. but IL still here, thank heaven
She Poses Fera Cer.et Company.
DECEMBER 1S.-Have been posir
for q corset company. Earned
yesterday. We arc about $40 benin,
Norm has been betting on the pohie
and luckily won the five times he b,
enough to square his debts ut tn
office. My bracelet I say just q yea
ago is still at Fields. I'd love to hav'
1t, but all the money I get COOS 70!
the house and can't save enough 10.
the bracelet till work a little long
er. ] am glad / can get II to do.
MONDAY, JANUARY 4, loI5.-The
New Year is becoming a very common
thing with me. SO far I have cried
every day, and when the whistles
blew at IL was walking and getting
ready for bed. Great time we had
Christmas Norm gave me a bracelet
I'd wanted for a year, candy, cigar
cites and creme de yvette. I gave
him a book. Paths to Power" Two
families at a table make lot for me
to handle.
Norn's Aunt Mary didn't fall dead
when she saw me smoke, even man.
ma In used to 1t, theugh the first
time ahe walked out Of the room.
Now she would rather see me smoke
than see Norman get drunk.
Savage was here New Year Eve
and Sneider came over.
Cried with surge Of Dear Old Love.
have heard of reasons manifold
Why love must needs be blind,
But this, the best OF all, hold
His eyes are in his mind.
When 12 o'clock whistle blew Norm
and I were alone, but not near each
other. He came into the room and got
me, and / cried with surge of the
dear old love. Then revulsion. The
Injustice of everything is all l can
think Of. I don't believe can live
and bear II much longer. 4
Last night we walked to Wilson
avenue and back. and all the way
talked Of but one thinG-our ideas
Of each other, the one moral standard,
which is the only one for me, and the
night saw Norm in Ackerman's. He
said he spent about $50 on his COM
paion, and I asked him why he didn't
spend that much on me. V
II my imagination were not - vivid
and I could not picture Whist took
place 10 we'll I would not feel 90 bad
~. Bat when I shut my eyes see
his act ~ though I had really been
present. Oh. GOD, It - awful.
Norm went the limit that night, but
I did not, thank God. He says he was
drunk and governed by circumstances.
am sorry that ! am not worth as
much money as that woman. For
The FIRST time in my life ! have had
The desire TO kilI-to plunge . DAG.
ger in her heart. ske's Innocent, she
aidn't know he was married and even
20 she II not TO blame. He L. all
BUILD UP AFTER oFI.U."
Father Johns Medicine gives new
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