El Paso herald. (El Paso, Tex.) 1901-1931, 1920-04-08

Tzarskoye Selo. March 8, 1918.
/, My very own beloved One;
Il inclose a paper from Ella which
you can send 70 Mamontov, or fat
/. Orloff and then a letter from AnisA
She is very put out that ] do not 90
, to her again, but Botkin keeps me
lagain in bed til dinner. Ike yester-
@Ania wrote that Frederick is in
tenseIv happy over your letter; Of
| course she envies him Perhaps you
will put in your telegram TO me that
YOU thank for inclOsed letter and send
love or messages. She said I was to
burn hers II 1 thought you would be
angry: how can ] know I answered
her that I would send It, so I hope
she does not bother you with it-she
can't grasp that her letters are OF
little interest 10 you. as they mean
so much TO her. I have sent the lit
l tie ones 70 her. she wanted them IN
the evening. but they said they
wished TO remain with me then. as I
don't see them all day. Don't you
! tell Nikolasha and go off where IL
Z suits you and where nobody can ex-
pect you.
Vow. my very own Sunshine. ny
! treasure beloved. 7 viii close my let
ter God bless and protect you now
and ever. 7 cover your dear face with
] tenderest kisses. and remain.
Ever your very own 'sWIFT.
i wish I were near you as am
I sure YOU 20 through many difficult
/ moments. not knowing who speaks
I the exact truth. who is partial and
I which ought not to exist at such .
I time, Just show themselves alas, now
/ in the rear, I fear"
l CIamantov apparently is Vasil Z Ma
nsntor- the ad1utaut 20 the chief Ct the
cars chancellory OF petitions Fat Or
I loff' e Col z \. Orloff. aid-ds-caup 20
[ grand duke Sichoiai Siehoiaievitch.)
Ania's Demands On Czarina
Tzarskoye Selo. March :. 1918.
7 Ny Own Beloved one
"A week today you left us-t
seems much longer Your telegram
and precious letters are such a COM
I fort and constantly read them. You
see I an looking after my tired old
self and today again only get up for
s ANA won't understand Il, the
doctor, children and explain Il 70
her. and yet every day five letters
and begging me to come She knows
7 lie n bed and yet pretends 70 be
astonished at it. so selfish She
! knowC / never miss going 20 her.
when only can. and dead tired TOO.
She still grumbles why went
twice daily TO an unknown officer
and does not heed Bodkin's remark,
that he needed me and that she al
ways has guests all day long almost
Ny visits 10 her are as a duty she
finds II think and therefore even
often does not seem to appreciate
them. whereas the others thank for
every second given to them. II IS
quite good she does not see me some
days, though last night sixth letter
complained she had had no good night
kisses nor blessings for so long. II
she would kindly once remember who
happen to be. then she would learn
to understand that I have other
duties except her.
zone hundred times told her
about you. too, who YOU are. and that
an emperor never goes daily to a
sick person-what would one think
otherwise. and that YOU have your
country first Of all 70 think OF. and
then get tired from work. and need
air and It's good you should be with
baby. out. etc. It is like speaking TO
stone-she won't understand. be-
cause she goes before everybody. She
offers 10 invite officers in the eve
ming for the children, thinking TO get
me like that. but they answered that
they wished 70 remain with me, as
it's the only time we are quietly to-
gether. We have too much spoiled
her. but honestly find. as a daughter
OF our friends. she ought TO grasp
things better and the illness ought
to have changed her.
Vow enough about her: it's dull
Goodby and God bless and protect
you, my precious angel Kisses with
out end from your own WHY.
Urges Car to Cheer Others
Tzarskoye Selo. March S, 1873.
my Own Beloved One:
7 hope you get my letters regu- !
larly- 1 write and number them
daily. also in my little lilac book. f.
Forgive my bothering you. by sending (
you petition. but one would like to
heip those poor people think it's
the second time they write. kindly
put decision and send Il to the min I
lister OF justice.
What JOY. sweetheart, 70 have got
another letter from you. 1t was Just
cards and the children's cards. We
all thank over and over again and 4
are very deeply touched you find time Z
to write TO us.
Il at once sent Ania your message:
il viii have given her pleasure. She Z
probably thinks that she alone is I
lonely without you All. she IS great !
~ mistaken But 7 know it's right I
you should be there and the change /
is good for you. only 7 should have l
wished more people TO have profited I
and seen you
"Goodby. my sunshine. Don't
Worry II you can't write daily. you
have much 10 do and must have a
little quiet. TOO. and letter writing
takes you so much time.
God bless you, NicHy treasure. NY I
very own huZy- I kiss and bless you 4
and love you without ceasing-
Ever your very own WHY.
"ALIN."
Gets Peace Note From Austria
'Tzarskoye Selo. March 9. 1915 /
NV Huzv sweet Angel:
What happiness to know that the /
day after tomorrow I shall be hold /
ing you tight in my arms again. ]
listening to your dear voice and look /
ing Into your beloved eyes. Only for /
you regret that you won't have seen I
anything If I could only be decent /
by the time YOU return This night /
only got TO sleep after 5. felt such /
pressure on the heart and so gfddy 4
and this this continues with heart 4
beating this morning. and the heart 4
rather much enlarged.
Tt Is cold. but bright sunshine. I
inclose a letter from Masha (from /
Austria) which she was asked TO 4
write TO you, for peace's sake. 7 /
never answer her letters, Of course,
now then = letter FrnTTn AHA 1nrfHH ]