El Paso herald. (El Paso, Tex.) 1901-1931, 1920-04-07

find her stomach and legs colossal
and most unappetizing. Her face Is
rosy. but the cheeks less tat ana
shades under her eyes. She has lots
/ of guests but dear me, how tar away
she has slipped from me since neI
hideous behavior, especlally auluIllls
winter, spring Of 1914. Things never
csn he the same TO me again she
broke that intimate link gently our
ing the last four years. cannot De
al nv ease with her as BEFORE tnou .s.l
she SAYS she loves me so, Know u
much less than before, and all IS con-
contracted in her own selt-and you
Let US be careful when you return.
HOW I wish one could sink that
odious little Breslau!
Must end now, Treasure, my sun
shine my lie my love- Mss anu
bless you erD--v
Ever your very own SUM J.
.sRabv wishes US TO come up TO tea.
Think o. me at Sebastopol ana all
A'i SrSe Bresiau and Goeben were two
{ German cruisers which sought refuge IN
Z Constantinople when pursued uy BRUSH
rarships. The two cruisers later bonn
barded the Black sea ports OF husSiar
] inc1uding Yalta. a Crimean city-1
Undermining Grand Duke Nicholas
'Tzarskoye Selo, Jan. %, 1915
! NV own beloved One;
grams. / can imagine how emoton-
I ing il was going on board our oeal
I Sims. and how your precious presence
viii have given them new courage AoL
their difficult work How one lonss
] Tor them quickly to get hold OF the
! Breslau before she does any nor
harmi How lucky there were only
SO few wounded still in the hospital
"Ania is better. but the humor NOT
I famous ted her, so she ate an
IL
now. The most Of the WOUNDED
could not see today, there was no
time. / am so glad you had gooQ
talks with Nickolasha- trederlcks ls
rather in despair rightly about
many orders he gives unwisely
which only aggravate. and things one
better not discuss now; others IN
i fluence him and he tries TO play your
part, which is far from right except
in military matters, ana ougnL 20 pc
put a stop to. One has no right. be-
I fore God and man. to usurp your
rights as he does; he can make the
mess and later you VIII have great
difficulty in mending matters
hurts very much. one has no rlght
10 profit Of ones unusually great
rights as he does.
THE weather continues being glorl-
Gus, but I cannot venture out INTO
the garden
I
on my letter Goodby and God bless
and protect you, my dearest darling
7 kiss you ever so tenderly-and
hold you tight IN my loving old arms
Ever, lovy, your very own ,
More Personal Matters
'Tzarskoye Selo. jan 81 1913
NY beloved One:
This IS Marie's paper. because I an
beginning on Baby's sofa and did not
bring up my things for writing Just
received your dear telegram from
Ekaterinosiav. I had quite forgotten
that you were stopping there Can
imagine how interesting the armor
works must be and your visit VIII
encourage all to work quicker.
ANA is impatiently awaiting your
return. She has grown really much
thinner and as she sits better, one
notices IL more Now, my very own
one I must end, as the messenger
leaves early Goodby and God bless
you, beloved NicAy dear. such JOY 70
think that in two days you viii be
here ] kiss you over and over again
and remain your very loving
you understand can't come so
early to the station2"
Raspufin Blessed the Car
''Fzarskoye Selo. Feb. q. 1918.
Ny very own beloved One;
God bless you quite particularly
on this journey and give you the pos
sibility Of seeing our brave troops
nearer. Your presence viii give
them new force and courage and be
ISOLATION to you
such a comfort for ne that you
saw Him and were blessed by Him
this evening. Sad I can't follow you
out there, but I have the little ones
to look after. I shall be good and
90 once to town. before NJ v comes.
and visit some hospital, as they are
impatiently awaiting Us there Ny
Angel sweet, me no likes saying
goodby, but I won't be selfish-they
My work and prayer must help me
over the separation The nights are
50 lonely, and yet you are Tar lone
lier, poor agooweeone!
-Goodby. Lovy. ] bless you, and
kiss you without end. love you more
than word can say
"All my soul viii follow and sur
round you everywhere
Il press you tenderly TO my old.
loving heart and remain,
Your very own WHY.
"Oh, such pain saying goodby.
Feel so sad tonight Ne does love
you 50 intensely God be with you"
In the Imperial Household
Tzarskoye Selo, March /, 1915.
NY very own Huzy dear:
What an unexpected joy your
precious letter was. Thank you for
It from all my loving old heart Yes,
loTy mine, I saw you were happy TO
be home these two days again, and 7.
too. regret that We cannot be more
together now that Ania is not in the
house. Il reminds me OF bygone eve
nings, 50 peaceful and calm. and no
ones moods 10 bother and make one
nervous.
y went to church last night at z. !
The Cossacks sang well and it was
soothing and I thought and prayed
much for my Nicky dear. always
think you are standing near me there.
Baby madly enjoyed your bath and
made US all come and look on at his
pranks on the water.
Upon our return found your dear
telegram, FOR which tenderest I
thanks. We all kiss and bless you
and over again Our love TO y. P.
Ever, my Treasure, your very own
WHY.
who misses her sweetheart very
much"
CEnrevfteh Has Bad Knee
TzarsSoye Selo, March 2. 1915.
Ny beloved One:
such a sunny day Baby went in
the garden he feels well. though has
again a little water in the knee. The
girls drove and then Joined me in the