The Washington times., 1920-03-18

So .hny things are preyAag - ~
mind, destroying NJ peace. killing me
slowly.
NOT A CROSS WORD.
without one cross word. Il thank God
for my wonderful happiness, for
which 1 have IonEeN and waited.
Cliff comes home sober every night
for dinner God bless him
APRIL 29-All the happiness of
the past two weeks, Cliff coming
home to me every night for dinner.
He Is sober and 30 sweet and kind,
never a cross word except about the
St. Louis affair What 1 would not
give to be able to look at my Cliff
and say. as have always been able
TO, that there had been no other man!
am . beast. Iosthe myself. God
help me to do right and be truthful.
have lied 20 much. ! am tired,
tired Of IL all, and when 1 feel that
Cliff Ii mine, n i Do more and mere
than ever. ~ he II here all tie tfDe,
I eannOt continue to lie. l love and
respect him too much. He Is mine
and everything to mo and pray
God that I may ever keep him By
faithful and devoted love and serv-
ice.
MAY 23-The past few nights
Cliff had come home with q cock
tail breath. He is sober and pleas
ant and what more can I want? Last
night 1 wrote story Traveller and
Cliff bought two lovely cups and two
title Jap bowls.
ANGRY AT TELEPHONE CALL.
JUNE Sunday, s p. M Warm,
beautiful day. Thursday. - Cliff
and I were having dinner here the
phone rang. Thinking IL was for
him. as he had just put in long
distance call call to Milwaukee. Cliff
answered the ring. 1t was Joe Tab
ney and he asked for Ruth Cliff
was angry and didn't believe I had
not seen him for . year.
Before he Ieft for MilwauApee C7f1
kfsseA ne for the Arst tine sfnes the
phone CAL. Said he didn't know when
he'd be back. I typed letters an day
and fell asleep about ive. Woke up
at six and went to Orchestra Hall
Left at $40. and walked to Twelfth
JUNE s.-Cliff has just left to 30 10
the club for his mail C7fn never
Loves me and I am starvtsG.
Last night he said I might N well
IL i
credit fer. Il. He doesn't believe me.
He never has cared much. I know,
but now he doesn't cover. He Is with
me simply because I do everything
for him. This week and last I HAD
. woman do washing and cean1.G,
and he says It costs too mucA. - IL
II - to me- again. I IN really Dot
strong enough I Just want t. III
and to rest, rest forever IN peace.
Friday night Cliff brought orchids
and tube roses-
JUNE 11.-wednesday, S:ss o. M
Our aerial mail carrier Just passed
over the house Think of n serial
mail service Some world
Ny CHI 3ust left, 20 f.ta NKht
before hast he said he'd leayo unless
told him the truth about Jes's phone
,all Of two weeks ago. ! have,
have, but he doesn't believe He
doesn't believe / am doing every
thing I can for Cliff. Even making
silk b. v. DIS 1 hope those vhs see
them think they are well made.
SECOND ANNIVERSARY OF
MEETING.
JUNE 1.-Two years age today
nrst met my C1in. He Is IN Mil
waukeo for tho day. He Is such
god boy now. all the time.
JUNE rs Observation-Disclosures
wns tho 23d. It was just two years
ago that Clin and I nrst went to
Gino's and had our FIRST party. We
celebrated again with Jaffe and Sur
plus friends Of cliffs. Tho table
was decorated with flowers. Clin
stayed sober and we had delightful,
happy time, except that would
rather be alone with HIM
Last night (Tuesday) he brought
George Collins. his boss. out
had = poor supper and was very
tired Cfifr got ~ little drunk and so
silly. The four OF us went to
Tearneys, Dorchester Inn, and Dave
CollinS.
While George was dancing was
telling him not to drink with his
boss.
tosps-tr~<. 1881. by CS,c.r. Herald
Esaminer.)
(ANsfher instaIlmeut NJ Ruth
Randan's extremely interesting diary
NJ het soul stru9rIe will nnpear ey-