The evening herald. [volume] (Albuquerque, New Mexico) 1914-1922, 1919-07-05
~ ICOpyFIRht 1913. I
CHAPTER LKv.

CHAPTER LKV. /
the days which followed often
nuereu where ! had found the
'nktn o. VIII to do what I had
pe q told June and she de-
~ na1 done perfectly right. that
would nave done II long before.
GU have been "A perfoct aneei ~
Hence she said. How you have
ured That hossy woman ns long as
~ nave w more thar I cnn under
~. l't perhaps N you had not
~ Whdt you did before her Il would
n.''er Nour husband might
nave fclt 20 hurt8
1ouiIHt hcip 10. lunel Honest.
'onuh something In me seemed
hI'hh when Manyiiie said she was
ihtho h'r permanent home with ua.
| ."ulu no moro have helped crying
~ y az did-why | believe l should
ave broken a blood vessel or some.
hiils " ! hadn't spoken"
only hope q will turn out an
'sht iol YOU, dear. You Know both
btirh ana ! ARE your friends. I am
sorry you aren't happy. dear. I
'l p" hlppy with Alfred. we are 70
ohFehitL that ! think II makes me
pOt." NV NV
II have always sort OF onvicd YOU.
rune hlw9s. Not that ! haven't In
hluhy ways had as much or more than
YOU nut I have cnvicd you your com
partnership with Alfred. the lovely
nay you seem to get along together
~. will an CONT right some way.
kSunln. I know u wili."
always felt better after had
talked with June. And after Aunt
3gynthia LETT We were often together.
h1d seen Lawson Mckee hut once
U9k2cc tie night he told me Of his love
Ma met him in the street. a
q AMnM win HAE #AN HH. H.HN-I .ANaH o..
4 moment just simple p%lutitudes. But
often thought o. all he had said to
me that we had not p~lanncd to love
each other and that we had wrongcd
no nc-ro oven our own souls. I
wasn't $50 sure about that last. I felt
guilty at times when / thought long
iukiA OF Lawson. guilty as II al
ready hnd sluuvd AGAINST Manville.
juno never had mentioned what I
hud told her Of our love. Long after
ward n slii she hoped IL was but
De- mom'u's madness and that II ig-
uorvd woG'd hc forgotten.
There was another thing lawson
bad said which occurred To me after
-~ituylllc's auui lcu-thnt every one
knew pl my husbands pcnchunt Tor
Ruth Markham. Every even ng nov {
spent alone. MuuNlllc made mo- eN-
cus's, but rithcr remained out TO din
ucr ur dressed uud went out immc-
NN'N .NHN'. HL'N. fN| 0 50 NNANNANA
iy-his aunt had been gone about d
week.
Aren't you going TO stay with me
tonight Mnuviie' I get very lonely
sitting so much alone
When you had company. the soci-
cts Of H refined. cultured woman. you
insultrd her. Don't ever let me hear
you complain OF Loneliness
'tt b. q,ifr different. Manville FOR
a roman To long for her husband y
sucicty
Il see mo- difference And he left
me { persuaded myself he was gong
10 spend the evening with Ruth
Markham
That night Lawson Mckee called
on .ac telephone aad asked u he
might come up Tor O. few mor'ents
For only DO few minutes. then
90 know sou are alone. Pleas" do
not Ets no TO mr'' he pleaded
Il felt / could not stay away, know
Ing you were alone I saw Hyde at
the club. 30 tclephUned you ! love
yut so { cannot understand your
being neglected. LEFT Iluuc Dear, he
doesn't love YOU tie couldnt treat
YOU as he does 10 he did. Get q divorce
aud CONT TO me dear. ! VIII make
YOU happy. will make up TO you
Tor AN YOU have had to udurc
lie had strained me to him 81 was
raining kisses ON my face tu 70 sort
~ blind furs before { could resist
him. but I haze heard an he had said
amt his words iuccusod and iruzc me
al the same time. | saw how entire
is ho misunderstood me. ] loved MIN
yes. And / had felt I was wronginH
no one because he had told me ! wac
felt that his standard of m"
was IL low one. / resented ms I'm
brace. Iushlug him from me.
You don't understand me ~ the
I,t4t. Iawruu / said, trying TO speak
calmly. what u contcmptble crch-
ann. Won seem TO think | do ln',
,ou=thui cannot help-now llut
am Muuyillc's Wifu, the mother OF M
Guild never shall be anything 'is'
-ucycr'' -
po forgive me. susan He hit"d
,, hand To- hiH lips Il lost cuntro.
nf m,ssif when / SAW you alone ANA
in,Ltur so sweet. 1 can understand
,nu-Nrt / do. u Is your sweetness
tD.t makes II possible for sou To i've
urb,pptIy because YOU think you Az
J,iur right. But some day YOU WI
,omr to me. Susan. / feel II mere
Jr uit hts hand ON his heart Anu
uuui maj time / shall try ana mo-
attend again. Let us be good trlthur
g,.au Don't Danish me because. ol
what I have done .
dyes. Lawson, friends as luhb ~
VAN ,oursplt let u be- possible.