Cheyenne record., 1917-11-29

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CHAPTER xxv-contInusd.
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II was good while before Rose got
the key to his preoccupation. They
had turned into the park at Sixty-sixth
street, and were halfway over to the
Fifth avenue corner at Fifty-ninth, be-
fore he spoke out.
"On a day like this" he said, ITO
have sat there for two or three mortal
hours arguing about stale ideas-when
we might have been out here. being
alivei But 1t must have seemed nat
ural to you to hear me going on like
that" And then with q burst, before
she could speak:
"You must remember me as the most
blindly opinionated fool in the worldl"
She caught her breath, then said
very quietly, with warm little laugh
in her voice: 'That's not how I re-
member you, Roddy."
She declined to help him when he
tried to scramble back to the safe
shores of conventional conversation.
That sort of thing had lasted long
enough. And when they stopped and
faced each other in the gray. brick sans1
trance to the building where Roses
apartment was, it was at the end Of a
mile or more of absolutely unbroken
silence. And facing each other there,
all that was said between Them was
her:
you'll come in, won't your" and his
"Yes."
But the gravity with which she'd
uttered the invitation and the tense
ness Of his acceptance Of 1t, the square
look that passed between them, marked
an end of something and the begin
ming Of something new. 4
She left him in her sitting room
while she went into her room to take
of her hat and jacket and take a
glance into her mirror. When she
came back she found him standing
at her window, looking out. He didn't
turn when she came in, INT almost
Immediately he began spea1 1ang. Shs
went rather limp at the so1pd of his
voice and dropped down oH an otto1
man in front Of the fireplace, and
squeezed her hands togethet between
her knees.
II don't know how muchS yod-Nwm'
have understood" he begaH; ''prob-
ably good deal. What hope you
will have guessed is that I1wouldn't
have come except that I'd something to
tell you-something felt you en-
titled to be told. But felt-this is
what you won't have understo9d-If felt
that I hadn't any right to speak to you
at all, about anything vital. until I'd
given you some sort of guaranty until
I'd shown you that was a person it
was possible to deal reasonably with"
She smiled, then pressed her hands
suddenly to her eyes. II understood"
she said. t
"Wen then :" But he didn't
at once go on. Stood there q while
longer at the window, then crossed
the room and brought up before her
bookshelves, staring blindly at the IT,
ties. He hadn't looked at her even as
he crossed the room. ~
"Oh, it's presumptuous thing to try
to say" he broke out at last, "a pitiful-
ly unnecessary thing to say, because
you muSt know it without my telling
you. But when you went away you said
you said 1t was because you hadn't
my-friendship You said that was the
thing you wanted, and that you were
going to try and earn it. And you told
me that I'd never be able to see that
the thing you were doing there was
fine thing, worth doing, entitled to my
respect. But what I've come down here
to say isis that now, at last-I do
see it."
She would have spoken then If she
could have commanded her voice, and
as 1t was, the sound she made con-
veyed her intention to him, for he
turned upon her quickly as If to inter
rupt the unspoken words. and went on
with an almost savage bitterness:
"Oh, I'm under no illusions about 1t.
I had my chance to see. when seeing
would have meant something to you
helped you. When anyone but the
blindest sort of fool would have seen.
I didn't. Now, when the thing is pat
ent for the world to see-now that
you've won your fight without any
help from me -. Without any helpl
In spite of every hindrance that my
idiocy could put in your wayl Now,
after ALL come and tell you that
you've earned the thing you've set out
to get"
There was little silence after that.
She got up and took the post he had
abandoned at the window.
why did you do it, Roddy" she
Al
come and tell mer
"Why. in the first place." he said,
II wanted to get back, a little Of my
self-respect. couldn't get that until
I'd told you"