The Bottineau courant. (Bottineau, Bottineau County, N.D.) 1895-1929, 1917-03-08
OF 4 BABY HAND
BY HELEN MERRITT.

mentally ana physically. lneEe was
nothing the matter with her except
strain from overwork and q little nag
g1ng worry at the back Of her brain
that she had ignored for many months,
but that lately had forced itself into
the foreground and compelled recog-
milton. When she found she must
take it seriously, she dropped her work
and sailed for Newfoundland
The first two days out she had deck
and dining saloon to herself, and 1t
was not until the steamer reached Hal
flax that the tables began to I'll. Then,
to her CONSERVATION, she saw the man
of all others she did not wish to see
the man, in fact, from whom she was
running away.
He "a at dinner and his back was
toward her, so she slipped unseen from
the saloon to her chair on deck to face
her dilemma. There was no avoiding
him. That she fully realized, but be.
fore she could 60 further in her
thought she heard him say:
Fright here, steward, there seems
for another chair" and chair
and rug and Peter Lansdale took pos
session of the space beside her.
There was an instant's silence as
they looked straight into each others
eyes and then he laughed.
ibid you think l would not find you,
Madeline?"
"Not after I knew you we're on
board; before then, yes. You have
given me a surprise. Why did you
conner" She asked the question pleas.
antly, but she was tingling with i'll.
suppressed irritation that she could
barely control. The irritation was
against herself at the comfortable
feeling that had come over her at th4
sound of his voice.
She loved him. This she acknowl-
edged, but she felt that in marriage
she would sink her personality and
become, if not a %nonentity, something
very near to 1t.
II had the feeling you we're going
away and made it my business to find
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gangplank was pulled aboard. Do you
think it was quite fair not to tell me
you were going away?" he asked alb.
ruptly.
1T was q sudden decision"
He did not seem to hear her. "You
ask me why l came. Because I knew
you could not get away from me that
we would have ample time to thrash
out our differences. Before we return
l. think our understanding Of each
other will be perfect. l will not revert
to this talk. 1t is enough for you to
feel that l am here because of you
Thereafter there vas nothing per.
sonal In their conversation. So com.
pletely did he ignore their talk on the
first night out from Halifax that, even
in the pleasure of his constant com.
partnership, she began to wonder over
his silence.
Near Cape Race the steamer ran
into a storm and from storm into
heavy, depressing fog that shut her
in completely. Then, when the fog
was thickest, a horrible shiver ran
the length of the vessel. She had
been rammed by a steamer whose
ghostly shape could be seen family
through the thickness that enveloped
her.
This nearness to catastrophe LET,
Madeline trembling, and when Peter
Lansdale drew her away from the
quiet but terrified crowd. she chung tc
him as If she would let him go
She expected him to hold her close
as II she was the most precious thing
in the world to him. Instead, he gazed
intently over her head as he put hel
into a chair, and told her to stay
where she was until he. returned.
Chilled, even in her fright, she die
not mean to be left alone by the ont
person upon whom she had the claim
of friendship, and she followed him tt
the rope that separated the first from
the second class passengers. Pande
mOnium was on the other side, and iI
the midst was Peter, holding a baby
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frightened mother. He saw Madeline
and before she could offer protest ha(
given the child into her keeping an(
disappeared.
It was the first time she had evel
held a little child, and she looked
down upon 1t fearfully. She expected
it to cry, but it poked at her eyes
and caught her fingers in its chubby
hand.
Before she realized what she was
doing she was holding the little face
close to her own and humming an all
she had not heard since she was 8
child herself.
It was then that she glanced up into
Peter Lansdale's face and the looh
in his eyes made her put the baby into
its mothers arms and turn quickly
toward the sea. She heard him say
there was no danger. but all else was
lost In the sudden emotion that held
her in it's grip. For the first time
she was making the fight for a career
or for the man she loved. Then came
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