Meade County news., 1917-07-19

this was her room, room where any
one lacking her specific invitation to
enter would be an intruder-a condl-
ton which had not obtained either In
her mothers house or in Rodney's.
She smiled widely over the absurdity
Of indulglng in pleasurable feeling of
possession in a squalld little cubbyhole
like this. The wall paper was stained
and faded there was an iron bed-the
mattress on the bed was lumpy. There
was a dlngy-loollIng oak bureau with a
small mirror; a handicapped black
walnut washstand and a pitcher stand
Ing in bowl on top Of It.
As for the hurrying life she looked
out upon from her grlmy window, the
difference between 1t and that which
she had been wont to contemplate
through Florence McCrea's exQuisitely
loaded easements was simply planet
ary.
And yet, Queerly enough, In terms Of
literal llneal measurement the dis
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was less than thousand yards. And.
such Is the enormous social and splr-
itual distance between North Clark
street and The Drive, she was as safely
hidden here, as completely out Of the
orbit Of any Of her friends, or even OF
her friends servants, as she could
have been In New York or San Fran
cisco.
OF course, wherever she went, what
ever she did, there'd always be the risk
that someone who could carry back
news to Rodney's friends would rec
ognlze her. 1t was a risk that had to
be taken. At the same time she'd
protect the secret as we'll as she could.
There were two people, thoagh, 1t
couldn't be kept from Portia and her
mother. The story given out to Rod
ney's friends being that Rose was In
California with her mother and Portia,
left the chance always open for some
contretemps which would lead to her
mothers discovering the truth In q sur
prising and shocking way.
But the truth itself, confidently stat-
cd, not as a tragic ending. but as the
splendid, hopeful beginning Of life Of
truer happiness for Rose and her hus-
band. needn't be a shock. So this was
what Rose had borne down upon her
In her letter to Portla.
80. have found the big thing couldn't
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shouldn't be surprised, because you've
probably found out for yourself that moth
Ing worth having comes very easily. But
| you're not to worry about me. nor be
afraid for me, because I'm going to win.
I'm making the fight, somehow, for you
ns well as for myself I want you to
know that. think that realizing was
living your life as well as mine, Is what
has given me the courage to start -.
I've got some plans, but I'm not going
| to tell you what they are. But I'll write
| to you every week and tell you what I've
done, and want you to write to Rodney.
| I want to be sure that you understand
this: Rodney isn't to blame for what's
happened. We haven't Quarreled. and
believe we're farther In love with each
other than we've ever been before. I
know I am with him. -. Break this
thing to mother as gently as you like, but
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This letter written and dispatched,
she had worked out the details of her
departure with a good deal Of care.
In her own house, before the servants,
she had tried to act just as she would
have done had her pretended telegram
really come from POrtia. Her bag was
packed, her trunk was gone, her motor
waiting at the door to take her to the
station, when the maid Doris brought
the twins home from their airing. This
wasn't chance, but Encouragement.
"Give them to me-" Rose said, "and
then you may 60 up and tell Mrs.
Ruston she may have them In q few
minutes"
She took them into her bedroom and
laid them side by side on her bed.
They had thriven hnely-justlfed, so
far as that went, Harriet's decision
in favor Of bottle feeding. Had she
died back there In that bed Of pain,
never come out Of the ether at all,
they'd still be just like this-plump,
placid, methodlcal. Rose had thought
of that hundred times, but 1t wasn't
what she was thinking Of now.
The thing that caught her as she
was looking down on them, was a
wave Of sudden pity. She saw them
suddenly as persons with the long road
all ahead Of them, as boy and a girl,
q youth and a maid, a man and a
womun.
She'd never thought Of them like
that before. The baby she had looked
forward to-the baby she hadn't had
had never been thought Of that way,
either. 1t was to be something to pro-
vide her, Rose, with an occupation; to
make an alchemic change In the very
substance of her life. The transmuta-
tion hadn't taken place. She surmlsed
now. dlmly, that she hadn't deserved
1t should.
"You've never had q mother at
all. you poor little mites" she said.
"But you're going to have one some
day. You're going to be able to come
to her with your troubles, because
she'll have had troubles herself. She'll
help you bear your hurts, because