Mexico Missouri message., 1916-02-10

outside. At night he returned to Alix
but it was Mrs. Lansing that received
him in the library.
The judge was tired and his buoy
ancy had deserted him. He told her
of his failure. Mrs. Lansing was
thoughtful but not greatly troubled.
Gerry" she said, has a level head.
He can take care of himself" She
went to tell AliX that there was no
news. When she came back the judge
turned to her WELL" he asked, what
did she say?'
Nothing, except that she wanted to
know if you had tried the bank"
The judge struck his fist into his
left hand. "Never thought of it." he
said. THAT child has head!, He
went to the telephone. From the presi-
dent of the bank he traced the man
ager, from the manager, the cashier.
Yes, Gerry had been at the bank on
Saturday. The cashier remembered it
because Mr.. Lansing had drawn GER
tain account in full. He would not
say how much.
There" said the judge with a sigh
of relief, that's something. 1t takes
a steady nerve to draw n bank ac-
count in full. You must take the news
upstairs. I'm off. Ill follow up the
clue tomorrow"
MIS-. Lansing and Alix had never
had been no warfare between them
but equally there had never been I'M
Outstanding. To Mrs. Lansing's in,
herent calm, Alix' scintillation had
been repellent and Alix before Gerry's
mother had felt much the same re-
straint as before Gerry's old butler.
There had been strength in Mrs.
Lansing's calm. She had been waiting
and now the waiting was over. Allx
had given herself fearful and almost
wordless into arms that were more
than ready and had then poured out
her heart in broken tale that would
have COMPOUNDED any court Of justice
but which between women was clearer
than logic.
At the end Mrs. Lansing said moth
ing. Instead she petted Alix, carried
her off to bed and kept her there for
three days. In her waking hours Alix
added spasmOdic bits to her confess
sion-sage reflections after the event,
dreamy 81 wonders that specialized
in the past and in the measure of her
emotions.
Mrs. Lansing sat and listened and
cnvVn6 hpOyur hoiT. i1ct
touched with gray, her calm face with
its half-hidden strength, her steady
eyes, turned now on Alix, now on her
work, brought peace into the room and
held it there in spite Of the disquieting
lack of news of Gerry.
When she spoke at last it was to
say half-shyly, you are stronger than
had thought. 1 believe every woman
at the actual moment of surrender
feels an impulse of shame and fear.
During that moment desire lets go
of her. It's the last chance that fate
holds out. The women who fail to
take the chance-it seems to me they
fail through weakness of spirit and
not of flesh.
More women are ruined by circum-
stance than by desire. Women decide
to burn their bridges hebind them and
then they think they've burned them.
All the circumstances were against
you. There wasn't loophole in the
net. Fate gave you your moment and
you tore your way out"
On the fourth day Alix got up but
on the fifth she stayed in bed. Mrs.
Lansing found her pale and fright
ened. She had been crying.
"Alix," she whispered, kneeIing be-
side the bed, ''what is it?"
Alix told her amid sobs. "Oh, my
DEAR" said Mrs. Lansing, throwing her
arms around her, "don't cry. Don't
worry. The strength will come with
the need. In the end you'll be glad.
SO will Gerry. So will all of u.s."
st isn't that" said Aix, family.
"Oh, it isn't that. I'm just thinking
and thinking how terrible it would
have been IL 1 had run away-really
run away. 1 keep imagining how
awful it would have been. 1t is night
mare"
Call it nightmare if you like, sweet,
heart, but just remember that you are
awake"
Yes" said Alix softly 81 am
awake now. want to watch the Hill
come to life and dress up for the sum
mer. 1t viii amuse me. It's long
since have watched for the first buds
and the first swallows. / won't mind
the melting snow and the mud. It;
so long since I've seen clean country
mud. / want to smell It."
"You don't know how bleak the Hi
can be before the spring comes" OBJ
| jected Mrs. Lansing.
"Will 1t be any bleaker with m'
there than when you were alone2'
asked Allx.
Mrs. Lansing came over to her anG
! kissed her. "No. dear" she said.