The Yale expositor., 1916-07-13

II never thought OF II that way"
said Alan. Il always thought that IL
was the people that were unfit for al
most anything else that turned to mis-
siOnarying as a last resort"
ooh. now said the girl. sitting mp
very straight In her chair and fixing
her eyes on his face. How wrong
you are! Missionarying. as You call It.
is just another name for giving. and
how can one give a great deal unless
one has a great deal to glve-strength
and youth and vitalityT
And you have given ALP" asked
| Alan.
The girls eyes filed.
mo. you haven't given ALL" went on
Alan quickly. You are still giving.
| must not borrow your last mite.
But-your voice is like a nurses hand"
When Alan went to bed he could not
sleep. For while the little mission
airy girl held his thoughts. He was
filed with wonder. not at her, but at
himself. For once in his life he had
not been hppant before grave things.
From the girl his thoughts turned to
Alix. He could have cabled to her
| about Gerry from Pernambuco, but he
| had not done so. The note that he was
carrying for Gerry was light-only a
| half-sheet. probably. The lightness OF
| ii told Alan that the things Gerry had
to say TO his wife could not be put on
! paper. Alan had almost cabled. Now
| he was glad he had not done so.
] "Alix,"' he said to himself, isn't wait
ing. she's trusting. A cable would
have heightened waiting by a MONTH"
Then. without volitlon. his mind
wandered from Alix and raced ahead
to the goal OF his journey. What was
the goal OF his journey? Whittier was
he bound? He reached for Clem's let.
ter and held ii in folded hands. lie
had no need TO read it again. The
words were nothing; the picture was
all. 1t stretched before his mind, a
living canvas.
Once when Alan was wandering
with an Englishman In the hills above
Granada. faint odor had brought
them TO a sudden halt. II was the
Englishman who made the surprising
I discovery first. "Blackberries, by
Jove" he had exclaimed. Good old
blackberries. And then they two had
stood together, yet half a world apart,
and stared at che berry-laden bush.
What vision OF tangled, high-walled
garden burst upon the Englishman
Alan never knew. but to himself had
come a memory OF East mountain I'm
autumn, so clear, so poignant that IL
had brought his throbbing heart into
his throat
1t was so now with Clem's letter.
The words were but a hurried daub.
but they touched his eyes with n magic
wand. The daub became scene, q
picture. a world-his world.
Red Hill was spread out before him.
a texture where the threads and colors
Of life were blended into a carpet soft
but enduring. Men walked and little
children played on It, Alan closed his
eyes and sighed. What had he been
doing with life? Making sackingi
Sacking was commercial. 1t paid In
cash. 1t was the national industry
But what could one do with sacking on
Red Hill?
Then. almost suddenly, the full spirit
Of Clem's letter seized him. One did
not take gifts TO Red Hill. To every
one Of its children Red Hill was the
source OF all gifts--the source OF life
On that thought he slept
When he was back once more in his
rooms. before Swithson had had time
to open bag, Alan re-directed Gerry's
note to Alix to Red Hill and sent
Swithson out to post II. He did not
try to temper the shock of the note
with covering letter. He was too
weak and tired. Besides, he felt that
the note carried its own antidote to
joy.
The next morning a message came
by hand to Alan's rooms. Alix had
come to town and wished TO see him at
once. Would he please come around?
He replied that he was too ILL., Half
an hour later SwithsOn answered
ring at the door and Alix slipped
quickly past him into Alans sitting
room. There was flush OF anger in
her cheeks. but Alan was pleased to
see no trace of tears in her eyes. A
woman's crying always touched him
on the raw and seldom awakened his
pity.
At sight OF him Alix forgot her con-
Germ for herself. why, Alan! she
cried, what Is the matter" 4
Alan laughed. There was pleasant
note in his laugh she had never heard
before. I'm all right, Alix. Don't
make any mistake. I'm a resurrection
in the bud. Doing fine. | don't have
to ask how you are. You're well.
You're looking just as well as little
slip like you can ever look. Sit down,
do"
Alix' thoughts went back to herself
and Immediately the flame burned
again in her cheeks. She pulled Ger
rvs crumpled note from her glove and
tossed II open on the table before Alan. |
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