Essex County herald. [volume] (Guildhall, Vt.) 1873-1964, 1916-07-07

have come" she said. and then paused.
Her eyes waVered. Was she glad he
had come?
Collingeford caught her mood. "Just
what do you mean by that?" he asked
gravely.
Alix' eyes came back to his face.
"I-I don't know" she stammered.
They sat down. Collingeford dropped
his hat and stick and leaned for
ward. A dull color burned in his
cheeks. "Alix," he said, "has-has
anything happenedT
NO." said Alix, mot what you
mean. Gerry is alive. He has writ
ten. He says he is coming back
some time"
Collingeford sprang to his feet, his
eyes flashing.
"Some time! Did he really write
that? Some timer?
There was a petulant look about
Alix' mouth that belonged to an Alix
of long ago. She tried to shake it off
with her mood. mo" she said DULY,
| atter a pause. ne ulun WIIIc just
that but it amounts to the same thing.
He wrote but he has not come"
Collingeford paced up and down the
little veranda, his arms crossed and
one hand pulling nervously at his mus
tache. He came to a stop before AK
and stood looking down at her, his
eyes eager but questioning. well"
he said.
Alix made little gesture of despair
with her two hands. "I--I don't know"
she repeated. Then, quite quietly, she
began to cry.
Colllngeford caught her hands and
drew her to her feet. He put his arms
around her. She laid her head against
his shoulder and sobbed. Collinge-
ford's heart was beating furiously.
His arms trembled. He longed to
strain her to him, but he only held her
firmly and patted her back. Some in
stinct told him that this was not the
moment Of possession.
When Alix could talk he knew that
his instinct was true. "Oh," she said,
what a little beast I am! Unfair to
you, unfair to myself"
She disengaged herself and sat
down. With a tiny square of cambria
she dabbed at her eyes.
Here" said Collingeford, and held
out a big fresh handkerchief.
: Alix took it and used it solemnly.
: Then it's bulk struck a sudden note
; of humor. She laughed and Collinge-
ford smiled. AS he gave back the hand
kerchief she pressed Collingeford's
hand. 81 have been a little beast.
NO" said Collingeford gravely
you have been unspeakably lovable.'
1T would have been that If l loved
you. But l don't. That's why I've
been beast. To make you think
Collingeford interrupted her. you
made me think nothing Somehow
knew. l knew it was just loneliness
running over from full heart"
| AliX nodded. How wonderful OF
you to understand" she said. Lone
| ly. Yes. I've been terribly lonely
/ Never before so lonely"
! You shall not be lonely any more,
j said Collingeford. every day II
come and talk to you, take you out
anything. I'm yours"
AliX shook her head from side t
side. Her eyes refused him.
"Alix," cried Collingeford, hurt
| don't you want me even for friend?'
| Don't mistake what I'm going t.
say, will you?" said Alix.
| Collingeford shook his head.
| Gerry is coming back" went OF
| Alix, "but-I don't know what he i!
bringing back. Perhaps it is some
| thing he can't share with me; perhaps
it is something do not want. WheI
you went away I had only faith; now
l have only doubt. Such a big doubt
! That's why | said to you, 4 dom
| know And while don't know I viii
| not have you even for friend" Ali2
| flushed and fixed her eyes on Collinge
; ford's face do you understands"
Collingeford's eyes were glowing
y Yes" he said, 81 think l do. Yol
mean that perhaps-later on-you will
! send for me-"
"Perhaps-only perhaps" whispered
Il Alix.
Collingeford picked up his hat ant
u stick. He took Alix' hand and held i
{ long. She would not look up. II,
Il stopped and kissed her fingers.
{ 81 shall be waiting" he said.
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