The Twin Falls times. [volume] (Twin Falls, Idaho) 1905-1916, 1916-07-06

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did believe ] had tried to marry your
brother, and"
Mary, only knew-for the first
tme-that you-that you were"
Were desperately poor" she said.
"You can't even say thatl Bibbs, it
was true: did try to make Jim want
to marry me. didw And she sank
down into the chair, weeping bitterly
again. Bibbs was agonized.
MARY" he groaned, 81 didn't know
you could cryT'
Listen" she said. "Listen till get
through want you to understand.
We were poor, and we weren't fitted to
be. We never had been, and we didn't
know what to do. We'd been almost
rich; there was plenty, but my father
wanted to take advantage OF the
growth of the town; he wanted to be
richer, but instead-well, just about
the time your father finished building
next door we found we hadn't any
thing. People say that, sometimes,
meaning that they haven't anything in
comparison with other people Of their
own kind, but we really hadn't any
thing-we hadn't anything Mt all,
Bibbs. And we couldn't do anything.
You might wonder why didn't try to
be a stenographer and | wonder my
self why, when a family loses its
money. people always say the daugh-
tiers ought to go and be stenographers.'
It's curious!-as if a wave Of the hand
made you into a stenographer. No, I'd
been raised to be either married COM
tortably or a well-to-do old maid. if J
chose not to marry. The poverty came
on slowly. Bibbs. but at last it was all
there-and didn't know how to be a
stenographer. | didn't know how to
be anything except Il wel-tO-dO old
maid or somebody's wife-and l
couldn't be a well-to-do old maid.
Then, Bibbs, did what ia been raised
to know how to do. | went out TO be
fascinating and be married did 1t
openly, at least, and with a kind OF de-
cent honesty | told your brother l
had meant to fascinate him and that
was not in love with him. but let him
think that perhaps | meant to marry
him. | think | did mean to marry him.
had never cared for anybody, and
thought it might be there really wasn't
anything more than kind of excited
fondness. l can't be sure, but | think
that though l did mean to marry him
/ never should have done it, because
that sort of a marriage is-it's sacri-
lege-sOmething would have stopped
me- Something did stop me; it was
your sister-in-law, Sibyl. She meant
no harm-but she was horrible, and
she put what l was doing into such
horrible words-and they were the
truth-oh! l saw myself She was
proposing a miserable compact with
me-and l couldn't breathe the air of
the same room with her, though I'd so
cheapened myself she had a right to
assume that l would. But l couldn't!
1 left her, and l wrote to your brother
just a quick scrawl. l told him just
what I'd done; l asked his pardon, and
1 said l would not marry him. l post
ed the letter, but he never got it. That.
was the afternoon he was killed. That's
all, Bibbs. Now you know what did
and you know-me" She pressed
her clenched hands tightly against her
eyes, leaning far forward, her head
bowed before him.
Bibbs had forgotten himself long
ago; his heart broke for her. Couldn't
YOU Isn't there Won't you" he
stammered. MARY, I'm going with ia
Their Isn't there some way you could
use the money without-without-"
She gave a choked little laugh.
"You gave me something to live for"
he said. you kept me alive, think
and I've hurt you like this"
"Not you-oh nor
"Ycu could forgive me, Mary?"
"Oh, a thousand timesw Her right
! hand went out in a faltering gesture,
and Just touched his own for an in
slant. but there's nothing to for
give"
"And'you can't-you can't"
, cant what, Bibbs?"
2 "You couldn't"
"Marry you? she said for him.
t Eyes"
"No, no, MOI" She sprang up, facing
4 him, and, without knowing what sh'
l did, she set her hands upon his breast
o pushing him back from her a little. :"
j can't, l can't! Don't you seer"
e MARY"
d No no. And you must go now
Bibbs; l can't bear any more
Y please"
- MARY"
e "Never, never, neverg she cried, Il
d a passion of tears. you mustn't com
any more. l can't see you, dear! Never
> never, neverw
e Somehow, In helpless, stumbling ODE
d dience to her beseeching gesture, b
Y got himself to the door and out of th