The Yale expositor., 1916-05-11

outside. Al night ne returned 10 AK
but il was Mrs Lansing that received
him in the library.
The judge was tired and his buoy
ancy had deserted him. He told her
OF his failure. Mrs. Lansing was
thoughtful but not greatly troubled.
Gerry" she said, has a level head.
He can take care of himself" She
went to tell Alx that there was no
news. When she came back the judge
turned to her We'll" he asked, what
did she say"
Nothing, except that she wanted to
know if you had tried the bank"
The judge struck his fist into his
left hand. Never thought of it," he
said That child has head!' He
went to the telephone. From the presi-
dent of the bank he traced the man
ager. from the manager the cashier.
Yes, Gerry had been at the bank on
Saturday. The cashier remembered 1t
because Mr. Lansing had drawn GER
tsln account in full. He would not
say how much.
There" said the judge with a sigh
Of relief that's something. 1t takes
steady nerve to draw a bank ac-
count in full You must take the news
upstairs. I'm off. I'll follow up the
clue tomorrow"
Mrs. Lansing and Allx had never
given themselves to each other. There
had been no warfare between them
but equally there had never been I'M
derstanding. To Mrs. Lansing's in.
herent calm, AK scintillatiOn had
been repelent and Alix before Gerry's
mother had felt much the same re-
straint as before Gerrys old butler.
There had been strength in Mrs.
Lansing's calm. She had been waiting
and now the waiting was over. Allx
had given herself fearful and almost
wOrdess into arms that were more
than ready and had then poured out
her heart in a broken tale that would
have COMPOUNDED any court of justice
but which between women was clearer
than logic.
At the end Mrs Lansing said moth
ing. Instead she petted Aix. carried
her off to bed and kept her there for
three days. In her waking hours Alix
added spasmodic bits to her confess
son-sage reflections after the event.
dreamy Il wonders" that speculated
in the past and in the measure OF her
emotions.
Mrs. Lansing sat and listened and
sewed Her soft brown hair just
touched with gray, her calm face with
its half-hidden strength. her steady
eyes. turned now on Alix, now on her
work. brought peace into the room and
held il there in spite of the disquieting
lack Of news OF Gerry.
When she spoke at last il was to
say half-shyly, You are stronger than
| had thought. believe every woman
at the actual moment Of surrender
| feels an impulse of shame and fear.
| During that moment desire lets 20
of her. It's the last chance that fate
holds out. The women who fail to
| take the chance--it seems to me they
fail through weakness OF spirit and
not Of flesh.
"More women are ruined by circum-
| stance than by desire. Women decide
to burn their bridges hebind them and
then they think they've burned them.
All the circumstances were against
you. There wasn't loophole in the
net. Fate gave you your moment and
you tore your way out"
On the fourth day Alix got up but
on the fifth she stayed in bed. Mrs.
Lansing found her pale and fright
ened. She had been crying.
''Alix," she whispered. kneeling be-
side the bed, what is IT."
Allx told her amid sobs ooh, my
dear" said Mrs Lansing, throwing her
arms around her. don't cry. Don't
worry. The strength will come with
the need. In the end you'll be glad,
SO will Gerry. So will all of u.s."
at isn't that" said Alix, family.
"Oh. 1t isn't that. I'm just thinking
and thinking how terrible IL would
have been If | had run away-really
run away. I keep imagining how
awful 1t would have been. 1t is night.
mare"
Call It nightmare IL you like, sweet
heart. but just remember that you arc
awake"
Yes" said AK softly 81 am
awake now. I want to watch the Hill
come to life and dress up for the sum
mer. II will amuse me. It's Ions
since have watched for the first bids
and the first swallows. | won't mind
the melting snow and the mud. It's
so long since I've seen clean country
mud. l want to smell IT,"
you don't know how bleak the Hi
can be before the spring comes" OBJ
jected Mrs. Lansing.
"Will it be any bleaker with me
there than when you were alone?'
asked AK.
Mrs. Lansing came over TO her and
kissed her. mo. lear" she sad.