The Yale expositor., 1916-12-21

BY HELEN MERRITT.

Madeline Grhnutne was worn out
mentally and physically. There was
nothing the matter with her except
strain from overwOrk and little nag
ging worry at the back of her brain
that she had ignored for many months
| out that lately had forced itself into
the foreground and compelled recog-
milton. When she found she must
take IL seriously, she dropped her work
and sailed for Newfoundland.
The first two days out she had deck
and dining saloon TO herself, and IL
was not until the steamer reached Hal
flax that the tables began to fill. Then,
20 her CONSERVATION. she saw the man
Of all others she did not wish to see
the man. in fact, from whom she was
running away.
He was at dinner and his BACK was
toward her. so she slipped unseen from
the saloon TO her chair on deck TO face
her dilemma. There was no avoiding
him. That she fully realized. but be-
fore she could go further In her
thought she heard him say:
Right here, steward, there seems
room for another chair" and chair
and rug and Peter Lansdae took pos
session OF the space beside her.
There was an instants silence as
they looked straight into each others
eyes and then he laughed.
Did you think | would not find you,
Madeline?"
"Not after knew you were on
board; before then. yes. You have
given me surprise. Why did you
come" She asked the question pleas
antly, but she was tingling with ill
suppressed irritation that she could
barely control. The irritation was
against herself at the comfortable
feeling that had come over her at the
sound of his voice.
She loved him. This she acknowl-
edged, but she felt that I'm marriage
she would sink her personality and
become. If not nonentity. something
very near TO ii.
II had the feeling you were going
away and mace it my business to find
out where. ! reached the pier as the
gangplank was pulled aboard. Do you
think it was quite fair not to tell me
YOU were going away?" he asked alb
ruptly.
1T was sudden decision"
He did not seem TO hear her. you
ask me why | came. Because ! knew
you could not get away from me; that
we would have ample time to thrash
out our differences. Before we return
think our understanding OF each
other will he perfect. ] will not revert
to this talk. II is enough for you to
feel that | am here because of you"
Thereafter there was nothing per-
sonai in their conversation. SO COM
pletely did he ignore their talk on the
first night out from Halifax that, even
in the pleasure of his constant com
panionship, she began to wonder over
his silence.
Near Cape Race the steamer ran
into storm and from storm into
heavy depressing fog that shut her
in completely. Then when the fog
was thckest. horrible shiver ran
the length of the vessel She had
been rammed by steamer whose
ghosily shape could be seen family
through the thickness that enveloped
her.
This nearness to catastrophe left
Madeline trembling. and when Peter
Lansdae drew her away from the
quiet bur terrified crowd. she clung to
him as If she would never let him go.
She expected him TO hold her close
as II she was the most precious thing
in the world to him. Instead. he gazed
intently over her head as he put her
into chair. and told her to stay
where she was until he returned.
Chilled, even In her fright. she did
not mean to be left alone by the one
person upon whom she had the claim
of friendship. and she followed him to
the rope that separated the first from
the second class passengers. Pande-
mOnium was on the other side, and I'm
the midst was Peter, holding baby
in his arms and trying to quiet the
frightened mother. He saw Madeline
and before she could offer protest had
given the child into her keeping and
disappeared.
1t was the first time she had ever
held little child. and she looked
down upon 1t fearfully. she expected
IL to cry, but ii poked at her eyes
and caught her fingers In its chubby
hand.
Before she realized what she was
doing she was holding the little face
close to her own and humming an air
she had not heard since she was
child herself.
Ii was then that she glanced up into
Peter Lansdale's face and the look
in his eyes made her put the baby into
its mothers arms and turn quickly
toward the sea. She heard him say
there was no danger. hut all else was
lost In the sudden emotion that held |
her In It's grip. For the first time /
she was making the fsht for career
or for the man she loved. Then came |
q he Of