The Jasper weekly courier. [volume] (Jasper, Ind.) 1858-1922, 1915-05-21


out acre IN the sun ana ghink thinFs
over. And gradually seemed Ia work
things out in my mind. and al first l
was reconciled and then happy. and
now ] am just like a girl in mind
again.
You see. as was saying, folks are
coming back 10 belief. though IL is NOT
the old certainty. Now never re-
GREETED marrying Jim. and hope and
am sure that | shall meet him again.
and that whatever there was OF com
mon interest and affection between us
will be renewed But that doesn't
shut me out from Tom.
Now suppose had married Tom.
Would the old romance. which exists
still. in spite OF my seyenty-eight
years. continue? Or would II have
been FILTERED away with the cares OF
life. the bearing and rearing of my
children. the friction of things and the
struggles? think it would have
been
That seems the strange thing about
life-the moment you begin to realize
happiness you lose H. IL all consists
in the looking backward or looking
forward
Now, what an adventure life ought
TO be. and was. and is becoming
again. with the old faith coming back
to US. Because l am quite sure that
II is this youth in cur hearts. which
never dies. no matter how old we are.
that is TO be realized in the life TO
come. am quite sure that then at
last. we shall find the happiness which
We all try so hard to catch and some
how miss.
Well. then. does anyone mean TO tell
me that my heart won't be big enough
TO hold both my husband and Tom, in
an existence where there is no marry
ing or giving in marriage? IL seems
to me that there one Will have all the
romance OF girlhood and all the Joys
of being a mother. and a grandmother
too
have put this idea into words
rather crudely, not being a writer;
but. anyhow, that was my conclusion.
and | told Tom about it, You can't
imagine how pleased it made me TO
know that he understood
THAT is just how | have been feel
ing. my dear" he told me You see,
when | heard you were married life
seemed impossible for me. But by
and by | began 10 find out that 1t has
got TO be lived, and | tried to live il.
My wife and | were very happy to-
gether. And | thought often that il
it had been you our children would
have been different souls"
Yes" ! told him. 4 should be
dreadfully unhappy without Polly and
Dora and Mark and Philip and the
two boys in Los Angeles"
But now We have each other as
well as our own" he answered
l closed my eyes. because wanted
TO think. l was casting over in my
mind the different women knew, and
il seemed 10 me that whether they had
married the right man or the wrong
man it seemed pretty we'll TO even
itself out. And | thought OF those
who had never married at all. and
what load Of experience there must
be waiting for them in the next life.
For my part, Tom" said. Il
would not have it any different. | am
so glad ! never married you-and
used to think my heart was broken.
Same here" he answered. squeez-
ing my hand. and then I saw a couple
who were passing along the street
look up and smile at us
IN be over tomorrow about the
same time" said Tom. getting up and
taking OF his hat with the sweeping
gesture ne used TO use. watched him
walk away toward his cottage How
pleasant it is TO be alive. I thought
And how pleasant it is to be an old
woman. with all ones troubles lived
through already.