Macon beacon. [volume] (Macon, Miss.) 1859-1995, 1915-07-09

oQuAfed MS SHOULDERS.
Il suppose you think I am In love
with her. he said ~defiantly. He waited
a moment for the response that did
not come. Brood was regarding him
with eyes from which every spark Of
compassion had disappeared. Well.
It may interest you to know that | In
tend to marry Lydia this very day
Brood advanced a few steps toward
him. In the subdued light Of the room
his features were not clearly dis
tinguishable- His face was gray and
shadowy; only the eyes were sharply
defined. They glowed like points Of
light, untickering.
Il shall be sorry for LYDIA" he said
levelly.
"You needn't be-" said Frederic hot
ly. "She understands everything"
Have you told her that you love her
and no one elseT"
Certainly"
Then you have lied to her"
There was silence-ense silence.
DO you expect me to strike you for
that?" came at last from Frederic's
lips, low and menacing,
You have always considered your.
self to be my son. haven't you?" pur-
sued Brood deliberately. Can you say
to me that you have behaved Of late as
a son should
wait! Wen settle that point right
now. l did lose my head. Head, say.
not heart. l shan't attempt to explain
i can't, for that matter. As for
Yvonne-well. she's as good as gold.
She understands me better than l un-
derstand myself. Che knows that even
honest men lose their heads some
times. ! a say to you now that l
would sooner have cut my W throat
than to do more than envy you the
possession Of one you do not de-
serve. have considered myself
your son. l have no apology to make
for my-weM call It i%nfatuation- l
shall only admit that II has existed
and that I have despaired. AS God Is
my witness. | have never loved any
n but Lydia. have given her pain.
and the amazing part Of 1t Is that l
can't help myself. Naturally, you can't
understand what II all You are
not a young man any longer. You
cannot understand"
Good Cod" burst from Brood's lips.
Then he laughed aloud-grotesquely.
"Yvonne Is the most wonderful thing
that has ever come into my life.
adored her tho instant | saw her.
have felt sometimes that | knew her a
thousand years ago, | have felt that
l loved her q thousand years ago." A
calm seriousness now attended his
speech, in direct contrast to the violent
mood that had gone before. II have
thought Of little else but her. con
fess 1t to you. But through 1t all there
has never been an instant In which
did not worship Lydia Desmond. l.
do not pretend to account for 1t. II
Is beyond me-"
Brood waited patiently to the end
Your mother before you had a some
what similar affection" he said, still
In the steady. repressed voice. Per
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this ability to worship without effort.
Better leave my mother out Of It,
said Frederic sarcastically. A look O
wonder leaped to his eyes. "That'l
the first time you've condescended t
acknowledge that l eve had
mother"
Brood's smile was deadly. III you
have anything more to say to me, YOU
would better get II over with. Purge
your soul OF all the gall that embitters
it. l grant you that privilege, Take
your innings"
A spasm Of pain crossed Frederlc's
face. Eyes, l am entitled to my In
nings. III go back to what ! said down
stairs. | thought | loved and honored
you last night. | would have forgiven
everything II you had granted me 9
friendly-friendly, that's ADJUST @
friendly word. You denied"
Il suppose you want me to believe
that It was love for me that brought
you Sinking to the theater." said the
other ironically.
Il don't expect you to believe any
thing, was lonely. | wanted to be
with you and Yvonne. Can't you un
derstand how lonely I've been all my
life?. Can't you understand how hun
cry | am for the affection that every
other boy I've known has had from his
parents? I've never asked you about
NY mother. used to wonder a goot
deal. Every other boy had a mother.
never had one. ! couldn't understand
I no longer wonder. know now thai
she must have hated you with all the
strength OF her soul. God. how she
must have hated to feel the touch o.
your hands upon her body! Something
tells me she left you. and II she did,
hope she afterwards found someont
who-but no. ! won't say It. Even now
I haven't the heart to hurt you by say
ing that" He stopped. choking W
with the rush OF bitter words. well
why don't you say something"
I'm giving you your innings. G.
on?" said Brood softly.
"She must have loved you once-oI