Albuquerque morning journal. [volume] (Albuquerque, N.M.) 1903-1926, 1914-07-26

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fully realize that from this point OF
View my scruplcs are excessive.
When man is unhappy at home
and he has outside "A delicious affec-
tiun that naturally reacts upon him
those who have made him unhappy
have only themselves TO reproaeh.
September Morn lgaIn.
However that may be- events hap
pened IN September thou saidst to me
ON that subject; Thou hast been
weak Thou shouldst have closed thy
door To the fugitive ana made use OF
that favorable opportunity
Undoubtedly the attitude thou sug.
gestest could have hecn taken quite
legitlmately. hut thou forgettest two
things-first that Il would have been
well known she was injured IN her af-
feetions and that We had all To fear
from the fury Of "a woman who felt
her situation gone and who had not
vet had time 10 reconcile herself to
that idea. The second thing thou for
eettest IL that my electoral position
was so 10 speak, lost II was easy tot
me 10 convince myself OF that by con
versatians ! had yesterday IN my con-
stltuency'
NJ. caillaux then continues 10 dis
cuss various attitudes he could adopt
toward obtaining divorce and says
"Thou wilt say that | am losing a
precious opportunity and that | shail
have a frightful winter. Ali Tint IS
true but Il fails 10 take into account
my legitimate political ambitions and
what is much grnNer. my duty toward
my marty and my friends
Let me explain that my party mas
made me what | am. | owe II as the
honest man thou knowest me 70 be to
fight for II next year in the fullest
Of my strength II will be the last
campaign under the old voting sNs-
tenn
NJ. Caillaux then considers whether
he will be injured In his district by
his difficulties with his wife but says
that no one, not even the servants,
knows anything definitely. lie con-
tinues
Extreme Prccaution Necessary.
What is irksome for us both Is
that for long months We shall have To
employ extreme precautions.
"If we had the courage for It'll
We had the confidence in ourselves
and in our love which | have abso-
lutelv-we would not see each other
for months ] do not propose 50 rad
ical solution because we should
both suffer too much. But | repeat
that infinite prudence Is necessary. a
mediocre solution thou wilt say Per
haps so, my Rid, but life Is not easy
to arrange when one must take 50
many things into consideration and
one to which hold above all-th'
reputation OF a woman one adores
'sThou knowest well. my dear love
that love thee above all and beyont
ALL feel happiness Ia with thee
that | wait it--that | hope for it
that | live only for its realization.
love thee with all my heart.
No scandal Before May.
"P. 81 have re-read my lette
and IL does not express my thoughts
What | wish to make absolutely clea
! is the necessity that there shall h'
20 scandal before May, unless | an
absolutely forced to H.
Nov do not alarm thyself an,
more. implore thee, at the pru
dence which | reach | shall ask the
nothing that can injure our love. bu
shall ask Of thee a series of littl
sacrifices which will enable me Z
measure any appreciate still more
,ns love. IN tnat remuneration W
shall be purified by the discipline W
have imposed on ourselves
The second letter which was SIX
teen pages In length, said
/ "Mv Beloved Little Riri, AT las
| have a minute TO write thee.
Then after a long account OF IN
cattle show at Lemans and Of visl
to Paris OF NJ. Caillaux, ii resumes
"Thou must be very reasonabl
and stay at Dinard for the present
/ fear only one thing-blackmal
perhaps some one will make q scan
dal Some times ] am very discouras
ed What life. I have but one con
ISOLATION thee
20. My God!"
The letter concludes.
Poor dear girl, | clearly foresei
no end Of difficulties. AT times | fee
lawfully discouraged and | am thor
oughly worn out have slept YER
Ilftle lately. having scarcely tw
nights rest. What life | lead
have only one consolation-only on
comfort-to think about my littl
sweetheart-to see her folded In m
arms as at Ouchy tiny God wha
delicious moments. VIII happier day
come? Pity me. dearest love. Tel
thvself above all or rather to thy
self what thou well knowest--that
adore thee and ! am wholly thine.
"A thousand million kisses upoi
every part of your adorable littl
body
Big Reward for Missing Woman.
Atlanta, Ga, July 25.--Mrs, JONI
W. NeIms today authorized Chief o
Police Beavers to offer "A reward o