The Manitowoc pilot. [volume] (Manitowoc, Wis.) 1859-1932, 1914-03-26
PRESIDENT ON SELF
WILSON DRAWS INTIMATE WORD
PICTURE OF HIMSELF AT MA.
rIoNAL PRESS CLUB.
POSE OF DIGNITY IS iRKS0ME
Chief Executive Tells Newspaper Men
Of Washington How Difficult II ls
for Him to Imagine Himself
Head of the Nation.

Washington, d. c., March 23.-Tell'
Ing them in frank, conversational way
how he felt as president of the United
States, Woodrow Wilson unbosomed
himself TO the members OF the Ma
tional Press club at Washington Fri
day. He told how difficult it was for
him to imagine himself as the chief
executive, with the formal amenities
Of the position, and how he had strug'
Eled to be as free as the ordinary In
dividual without the restraints OF his
office.
II was an intimate picture of Wood
row Wilson~-the man-drawn by him
self, on the occasion Of the house
warming" at the Press clubs new
quarters.
The president did not intend to
have his remarks reported, but later
at the request of the club, the speech
was made public.
Wilson, as tle Sees Himself.
Il was just thinking Of my sense OF
1onfusion of identity sometimes when
read articles about myself, the
president said. 81 have never read
an article about myself In which
recognized myself, and have come TO
have the impression that | must be
some kind Of fraud, because | THINK
great many OF these articles are
written in absolute good faith.
II tremble to think of the variety
and falseness in the Impressions /
make-and it Is being borne In on me
so that It may change my very dispo'
sition-that ! am a cold and removed
person who has thinking machine
inside which he adjusts to the cir
cumstances-which he does not allow
to be moved by any winds of affec-
ton or emotion OF any kind-but turns
like a cold searchlight on anything
that Is presented to his attention and
makes Il work.
Feels Responsibility keenly.
II am not aware of having any de-
tachable apparatus inside Of me. On
the contrary. II we're to interpret my
self, would say that my constant
embarrassment is to retain the emo
tions that are inside of me.
You may not believe it. but some
times feel like fire from far from
extinct volcano, and II the lava does
not seem to spill over 1t Is because
you are not high enough to see into
the basin and see the caldron boil Be
cause. truly, gentlemen, in the posi-
ton which | occupy there is sort OF
Il do not know how else to express
It than TO say--passionate sense OF
being connected with my fellow men
In a peculiar relationship of response
bility OF Office, but God knows there
are enough things In this world that
need to be corrected.
Fear He'll Disappolnt People.
II have mixed first and last with
are mighty few kinds Of men that
have TO be described to me, and there
are mighty few kinds OF experiences
that have to be described to me-and
when | think OF the number OF men
who are looking to me as the repre-.
sentative OF party, with the hope
for all varieties OF salvation from the
things they are struggling In the midst
of, It makes me tremble.
1T makes me tremble not only with
sense OF my own inadequacy and
weakness, but as II | were shaken by
the very things that are shaking
them. and II | seem circumspect It Is
because am so diligently trying not
70 make any colossal blunders
III you just calculated the number
OF blunders n fellow can make in
81 hours II he IL not careful and II
be does not listen more than he talks
you would see something OF the feel
ing that ! have.
Always Eager to Get Advice.
81 was amused the other day at q
remark that Senator Neslands made
had read him the trlyt message that
] was to deliver TO congress some ten
days before delivered II, and never
stop 'doctorng' things of that kind
until the day have to deliver them
when he heard 1t read to congress
he said: I think 1t was better than
II was when you read 1t to me ! said
Senator. there is one thing which dc
not think you understand | not only
use all the brains have, but all can
borrow, and | have borrowed a LOT
since ! read It TO you first
Often Feels He's Masqueradnq
Il really feel sometimes as If | were
incorporating when | catch a picture
OF myself In some printed description
In between things that have to dc
es a public officer never think OF my
self AZ the president Of the United
States, because ! never have had any