The Lamar register. [volume] (Lamar, Colo.) 1889-1952, 1914-06-17
PLACING HIS AFFECTION
BY HARRISON SMITH.

Johnny HaWley LOOK lib secouo Guy
of tea, absent-mindedly put in two
Jumps of sugar, which he never used.
and stirred it thoughtfully. The fire
cracked on the wide hearth, and never
had he seen Philippe look 80 alto
gether adora BILE as she did that blowy
March afternoon.
las l was saying" said Johnny, with
a sidelong glance at Philippa and try
ing to hold his voice to its usual con-
versational tone, I've been very. very
wretched OF late"
Have your" said she. Il think /
know what's the matter" she haz-
arded.
DO your" asked Johnny. Let's
hear your diagnosis of the unfortunate
case"
You're In love-" said she. very de-
murely. and Johnny in his Joy of the
moment started SO violently that he
all but upset his tea.
Say, you're some little old mind
reader. Philippa." he declared. How'd
you guess it,"
Its too easy" said she with little
sigh. Anyone who knows you at all
could guess that about you Of late.
Johnny"
That's dead right" said Johnny.
Anybody could have guessed 1t,
couldn't they?"
mo reason why not" said she. Il
can even tell whom you are In love
with"
Go ahead" said Johnny. Don't
let any false modesty stand In your
way"
Philippa said very calmly:
THE reason you are wretched Ii
because of the person you're so much
in love with. Johnny. and that person
is-yourself."
A dainty Sevres cup was smashed
and a goodly quantity Of perfectly
good tea was stopped about promiscu-
from his chair. sat down In It again
with rather too much suddenness.
You're terribly IN love with your
self, Johnny" she went on calmly.
"You think only of your own pleasure
and comfort. You have altogether too
much money for your own good. It's
made you dreadfully selfish"
you mean l should do things?" he
asked weakly. aware from her pause
that something was expected Of him
conversationally.
Exactly"
'well, I'll give away more Of It,"
said he. What's your pet charity now.
Philippa? Tell me and I'll write out
one that will really make your eyes
pop out"
"Oh, Johnny Hawley!" she chided.
always a point OF view like that! You
think Just giving money. when you
have coolies of it-more than you can
possibly spend yourself-means being
unselfsh. You wouldn't miss the
money. You'd forget ten minutes
after you'd given 1t. You'd never feel
the difference. That will never cure
your wretchedness. You've got to
give something of yourself-something
personal, something really worth while
before ever you'll feel any better"
There's Ned Hawkins" she said
musingly at length. "Ned's going an
awful pace. Money won't help him
any. because he has too much Of It al
ready. But personal work will. Ned's
young and foolish and a bit Of per
sonal work with him might make Q
marfout of him."
"Oh. that silly fool?" he questioned
1.-THE quicker his kind go to the devil
the better for all concerned. couldn't
do anything for him"
1T would be disagreeable, wouldn't
it?" she said mockingly. Il forgot you
couldn't possibly do anything the least
bit distasteful to you"
'Whatd you think of me II I did
succeed in making Ned pull up bit?"
he asked.
Your reward would be in the feel
ing you had OF having done something
really worth while for once-in beine
really unselfish, for l realize it's goins
to be particularly disagreeable tasl
Strengthening Ned out"
| Johnny took his hat and stick, sale
good-by, apologized :or the cup he had
SO awkwardly broken, and went dowI
to the club. He sat there for a Ions
time staring out OF the big front win
dow. thinking deeply and turning
many things over in his mind. TheI
he saw Ned Hawkins coming up the
steps, none too steadily-with two o,
his closest and most disreputable GRO
MES. Johnnie got out of his chair
squared his shOulde rS. rolled up his