Wausau pilot. [volume] (Wausau, Wis.) 1896-1940, 1914-09-29

of anguish. Yet she herself could net
marry him. The barrier was impas-
sable!
She was still lying listlessly among
the cushions when a step sounded On
the porch and she heard Chilly Lusk's
voice In the hall With heavy hands
Shirley put into place her disheveled
hair and rose to meet him.
I'm awfully selfish to come to-
night" he said awkwardL'; mo doubt
you are tired out"
She disclaimed the WEAKNESS that
dragged upon her spirits like leaden
weights, and made him welcome with
her usual cordially. She was, in fact,
relieved at his coming. At Damory
court, the night of the ball, when she
had come from the garden with her
lips thrilling from Valiant's Kiss, she
had suddenly met his look 1t had
seemed 10 neld started realization
that she had remembered with a re-
nlorseful conjunction. Since that
Right he had not been at Rosewood
Ranston bad lighted pine-knot il
the fireplace, and the walls were shud-
dering with crimson shadows. Her
hand was shielding her eyes, and as
she strove to fill the gaps in their
somewhat spasmodic conversation
with the trivial impereonal things that
belonged to their old intimacy, the
tiny Pickering flames seemed to be
darting unfriendly fingers plucking at
her secret Leaping from her nest of
cushions she thrust the poker into
the glowing resinous mass till scalks
whizzed up the chimneye black nav
In torrent.
How they fyi" she said. Hickey
Snyder calls it raising a blizzard in
Hades. l used to think they few up
To the sky and became the littlest
stars. What pity we have to grow
up and learn so much! I'd rather
have kept on believing that when the
red leaves in the woods whirled about
in a circle the fairies were dancing,
and that it was the gnomes who put
the cookie burs in the hounds ears. "
She had been talking at random,
gradually becoming shrinkingly con-
scious of his constrained and STUN
bling manner. She had, however, but
half defined his errand when he came
to 1t all in burst
IL can't get to 1t, somehow, Shir-
ley" he said with sudden desperation,
'but here it is. I've come to ask you
to marry me. Don't stop me- he
went on hurriedly. lifting his hand:
whatever you say, must tell you.
I've been trying to for months and
months" Now that he had started,
it came with boyish vehemence that
both chilled and thrilled her. Even
in her own desolation, and shrinking
almost unbearably from the avowal,
the hope and brightness in his voice
touched her with pity. 1t seemed to
her that life was a strange tumble of
unacceptable and incomprehensible
pain. And all the while, in the young
voice vibrant with feeling, her cring-
ing ear was catching imagined echoes
of that other voice, graver and more
self-contained, but shaken by the same
passion, in that iteration of Il love
youl | love you'll"
His answer came to him finally in
her silence, and he released her hands
which he had caught In his own, They
dropped, limp and unresponsive. in
her lap. Shirley" he. said brokenly,
maybe you can't care for me-yet.
But If you will marry me, I-Ill be
content with so little, till-you do"
She shook her head, her hair max
ing dim flashes in the freight. mo,
Chilly" she said. 1T makes me