Eagle River review. [volume] (Eagle River, Wis.) 1890-1927, 1914-02-13


Don't ask me about that; can't
think. All know is that if you had
asked me to do anything in the world.
think I'd have said yes"
For me?''
Yes, for you. It's the truth. It's
all out. at last! There's the whole
story now of John Rawn-all oft. in
black and white! Here's all my story
Ito you. You must have known
Yes" she nodded; "of course. That
was why, I said, that I've evaded you
SO long. It was very hard to do.
Charley: hundred times I've been
on the point of sending for you. But
| didn't"
I'm glad, too he said simply, see
ing 1t was TO be soul facing soul, be-
tween them now. 1--WE missed you.
I've never passed such days in my life
| as / have here. There's Grace hating
me, you ought to hate mel ought to
hate you! Oh, Rawn. man! Where
would you have stopped. to get money.
to get power? Oh, excellent-to set
your wife as trap for another man!
But it worked. 1t could have been
done!" He looked her frankly in the
face as he finished. Il love you, Vir-
/ ginia," he said simply. II suppose I
have all along It's cheap. after all
at this price. But for all this, I new
| er could have told you.
but one thing will say 1.-The I'M
/ happy young man added, after long
time; its the one thing can claim
| for an excuse. My price was love for
/ you, and good love. 1t was the whole
| love of naan for woman--I never knew
| before what that meant! 1t wasn't for
money, but for you. That great, mys-
ferrous second current-wnat you
yourself said was the one vast power
of all the universe-ttat belonged to
| every ody-love-love thought that
belonged to me, too. I can't see even
now where that is wrong. ] can't
| think, don't know. If it is wrong.
then I've been wrong. We're down in
the mire together! dragged you
there. And once / dreamed of doing
something to lift people up-that was
| why / mutinied and tore up the mo-
tors. And I had my own selfish price.
I. / can never lift up my head
again. But love you!"
| She looked at him, her lips parted,
her bosom agitated now, her eyes
large, her color slowly increasing.
"You must ot-Stop. we must think!
Charley"
"But why didn't you?" he demanded
fiercely. why didn't you finish your
work as you promised?"
Il never promised. / didn't finish it
because knew / could / told you
1t was-Charley-yes- was
love!"
For me?"
He half started up now, but she
raised hand to restrain him.
"The servants!" she whispered In
| deed, even as she spoke she saw the
livery OF the butler disappearing at
the tall glass doors letting out to the
gallery. She did not know that the
butler had seen much and heard some
what; that being a butler he was wise.
'But it's got to be-we've got to go
through now!" he went on savageIy.
why did you start this, then? Why
did you let me known"
ut was he who started it in me-
ambition! No, always had it, From
the day was born I wanted to climb,
to win. to be rich, to have things in
my hands. All girls want that, sup
pose, till they know how little it is.
So married him-I tried to, and did.
I knew he had money But
then there was more / wanted, after
ALL only wanted that something else,
too, that any woman wants-what
she's got to have, once in her life, rich
or poor, because she's woman-some
one who truly loves her for herself as
she is, because she is what she is
because she's a woman!
ooh, looked all around me here,
long time after came here, for what
I'd missed. I've never been happy
here. I didn't have it. wanted it. At
last saw it. wanted it. It's price is
ruin-for two, you AMI me. I'm like
you. If it's wrong, don't know where
the wrong began! / didn't mind, SO
far as was concerned. Let a woman
love you, and she'll do anything. no
matter how it hurts-herself. But not
you-not the man she loves and wants
to respect, Charley
"But-me? / am not good enough
for you!''
ooh, boy! How sweet that sounds
to me! Say it over again to me!
You make me think | might some day
be worth mans love. It's got away
from us now. It's all too late. Every
things too late. When he-Mr. Rawn
comes back, we've got to tell him.
I've done what / was set to debut
not the way he thought. not the way
any of us thought"
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