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The Manchester journal. [volume] (Manchester, Vt.) 1861-current, 1913-10-02
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Mrs. W. y. Anderson 220
Mrs. l.. ]. Abbott 375
Mrs. II. w. Burgess 30
iiss Flora Il. Burgess 4.50
Mrs. B. p. Bowen .50
,ertha II. Bowen l.30
lrs. +. H. Brewster 4,l5
Miss E. Sophia Bebee LOB
drs. ]. G. Bacon LOB
Irs. II. c. Benson 20
iiss Erald Benson '75
Mrs. w. II. Bamford 2.25
Miss Marion Bennett 40
Mss Julia Burroughs l,2O
diss Grace Burroughs LOB
Iiss Edith Brook 10
Hiss Rose Brook l.2o
Mrs. Otis Brook 4'4b
Mrs. Bovine '6o
Mrs. Peter Brooks 3.2b
drs. Eliza Bentley 200
Mrs. Russell A. Clark BIB
Mrs. Clarence Curtis 30
Mrs. Irving Connor 34V
Mrs. r. NJ. Campbell %
Mrs NJ & childs 2.05
Lottie w. Cook l.2o
Miss Minola Crandall 3oo
Mrs. Geo. Coping l'fb
Miss Ann Chaplin 90
Mrs. II. J. Dyer fso
Miss Luella Davis z'5V
Miss Mildred Danforth lsol
Mrs. C. Dufresne Loo
Alice j. DeDch 80
Mrs. c. l.. Dench bo
Mrs. G. NJ. Foster Loo
Mrs. W. II Fullerton ESQ
Mrs. Alvin Gilbar ~
Miss Edna Graves .oo
Miss Celia Graves ~
Miss Nellie Grout Z.3p
Mrs. VIM. Grout ~
Mrs. VIM. Gillette l2b
Mrs. Kate Gilmore l.oo
Frederick Gilbert, Jr .bo
st. Margarets Guild 800
clifford Graham 30
Miss Minnie Beuick LIZ
Mrs. Elizabeth Harwood -
jamie Harrington %.oe
Mrs. Sheldon Harrington S.zo
Mrs. Chelsea Harrington iZV
Mrs. V. c. Hall 'Dp
Mrs. VIM. Hubbard i.zo5
Mrs. Harry Hubbard 2so
Mrs. Jennie Hilliard i'o'
Mrs. Earle Harwood zZV
Miss beanie jackson 2lS \
Azubuay Jones 80
Mrs T.. j Kendall go
Miss Edna Kendall NV
Miss Edith King zsV
John Kohler boR
Mrs. James I.ampson i.'V
Ellm Leach i-Vy
Mx. Edward Leach iso
geneylege J. Leach Zib
y. Leach 10
Mrs. J. Lusene ''s
Mrs. Geo. Lngene ~
Nrz. cresey Lugene Zep
Ms3 Anna Lighteap ~
Martha Lawrence it9
Mrs. Frank Lyon. Jr. i.p
Mrs. Fred Linihan
Miss Lois :asler i's
Miss Nina Marsh 20
Mrs. A. IS. Aarsdes i'Vs
Mr.. Henry Manlsy zao
v. V. Ladies' Soeiety iVv
The Manchester journal. [volume] (Manchester, Vt.) 1861-current, 1913-10-02

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The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07

mere is Only One BROMo oUN1NE
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The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
DRUGGIST GIVES
MONEY BACK
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of real ...erit.
That's exactly the case with Dod-
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The reason is simply this: Dodson's
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guaranteed to be satisfactory Gallo
mel is often uncertain, sometimes
dangerous, and no druggist wants to
guarantee that. it &on't knock you out
OF a days wotHand maybe send you
to bed
Laurcns Drug Co. sells Dodson's
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you and for your children, it's a good
thing to keep a bottle always in the
house.
Laurcns Drug Co. viii give you your
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Keep your liver working ard your
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ing is good advice to go by
The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
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.EFFECTUAL GENERAL TONIC
Groves TastelcsS chill Tonic Combines both
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out Malaria and the Iron builds up
the System. For Adults and
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MADDEN NEWS
CToo late for last issue. }

-N.NS iO' ioSl loout.l
Madden, April pa much appre-
ciated shower fell here Saturday af
ternoon, but we could have dispensed
with the cold snap following, had it
been left with us.
Forty two children enrolled their
names Sunday afternoon to be in
Chiidren's Day Mrs. Josie Martin
VIII, as usual, have the exercises in
charge. The Ladies' Aid Society will
nave in charge the refreshmcnt
stand
The following committee is asked to
meet at the church Sunday afternoon
at 2:30 to devise ways and means:
Mesdames Mary Allison, Ida Dean.
Lena Brown, Cleo Wofford and Misses
Hettie Cunningham and Carrie Lang
Ston.
Mr. and Mrs. c. A. Power and Chill
dren were welcome visitors to relatives
here Sunday and also attended ser
vices at New Prospect.
MIR. Ruby Martin, who has been i'm
Laurens for the past months. has
accepted Il position in Grecnvillc and
after short visit here to his moth
cr, Mrs. Maggie Martin, he left for
his now home Sunday. His many
friends wish him success and happi-
ness in the mountain city.
Mrs. w. T. Allison had us her guests
for the Weekend, Miss Josie Martin
OF Clinton, Messrs. Ben Martin, of
Enoree and Brooks Martin of Green
vile. MIR. and Mrs. j. H. Finley were
with them Sunday. These visits of her
grandchildren are always enjoyable
occasions for the grandmother.
Little Misses Kathleen and Winona
Martin arc spending awhile with rel
atiVes in Grccnville While there
Kathleen will be treated by DR.. Car
pcntcr
Mrs Dennis Culbcrtson was shop
ping in Laurcns Thursday afternoon.
Misses !Hmo and Emma Check were
the guests sunday OF Mrs Ed Burts.
The scrool children are under obli-
cations to MIR. Walter Thompson for
the nice treat OF apples he gave them
the last day OF school. Walter is a
general iaNorl,e with the children,
anyway and all are of the decided
opinion he can make anything. y Ger
tam Iiitle boy at our house has given
AlniS' gentle and broad that OF all
'hinss he desires knife. Finding
that hims did not bring results he
changed MS tactics and said 81 wish
The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
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If you want your children to grow
up with strong sturdy and vigorous
hair, teach them to use Partisan Sage;
the world renowned HAIR Tonic.
Partisan Sage is jguIranted by Lau-
rens Drug Co. to eyre dandruff and
stop falling hair FIN two weeks. 1t
grows new hair quickly in cases where
the hair is thinning out"
1t is positively the most delightful
invigorating hair dressing on the mar
ket. 1t is not sticky or greasy and
will make the coarsest hair soft, lus-
trous and luxuriant. Get a 50-cent
bottle and watch how rapid it's action.
GirouX Mfg. Co, American Makers
Buffalo, ~ Y
The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
SCENES OF DISORDER
IN LONDON STREETS
Socialist and Other Organizati ,ns
Gather in Trafalgar Square and
Widest Disorder Ensues.

Widest Disorder Ensues.
London, May 4.-Wild scenes of
disorder occurred today at the dem
onstration in Trafalgar square un-
der the auspices of the free speech
defense committee The police tried
to prevent speeches from the White
hall side of the plinth of the Nelson
column and only the intervention of
James Kier Hardie, Socialist and
Independent Labor member OF the
house of commons, who was chair
man of the meeting, prevented a Sc
rious riot
AS it was the disorders many times
eliminating in fsIicuffs between the
crowd and the police continued for
almost two hours.
B ythe time the marching Socialist
labor and other organizations. with
bands playing the Marsellaise reach
ed Trafalgar square, 10000 persons
mad gathered there and as many
more in the surrounding streets.
Permission to hold Il meeting was
given at the last moment on the un-
derstanding that no suffragette should
be allowed to speak. Unable to Sc
cure permission to march as an or
ganzaton the supporters of the Wo-
mems Social and Political union
marched with the lockers, their col
ors flying preceded by huge ban
ncr inscribed
Where there's a will, there's a
way"
Flags of the Women's Social and
Political union We're hoisted on the
plinth from which they waved dur
ing the meeting.
Trouble began when Socialist
speakers started to address the crowd
from the Whitehall side of the col
umn. The promise had been given
that no speaking Should take place
on this side because of Interference
with traffic. a husky police sergeant,
standing on the pinth, hurled the
speaker down on the heads of the
crowd below.
me crowd then rushed the plinth
afle ehdcaVored to replace the
speaker III looked FOR a time as if
tileir efforts would plove successful,
D"t mounted police ruthlessly rode
down the rioters. James kicr lIardic
theh lhteriered and the Socialist
speaker was allowed to regain his
p'@ce'
IN moment sullragcttc attempt
ca to climb to the plinth. The police
DeloW trled TO pun her back but SYM
Pathi%ers on the platform succeeded
III dragging her paltcr Shc mad sac
Fl'iccu some cIothcS lclt In the hands
OF ponce
III retaIiation policeman snatched
S"iiFaseIte banner from girl who
WAS waving II lrom the back or one
Vi 'he Sc" mons. She struck the
po''cei''"h' III Ihe lace ana her friends
FeS"ihe" 'he banner minus the stan.
me struggle ahgcfcd the crowd and
the disorder became SO general that
commissioner wells, commanding the
The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
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The Laurens advertiser. (Laurens, S.C.) 1885-1973, 1913-05-07
Beauty Is Only
Paint Deep

when it comes to houses When the paint
wears off, the house is no longer beautiful
house in need of paint is an eyesore to
community. In justice to your neigh
bors, as we'll as to your sef-respect, you
should keep your house well-painted and,
in justice to yourself, you should see that
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AND PURE LINSEED OIL
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We sell these materials as we'll as all the
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Come in and have talk with us, and see
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The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06

Ito be continued.)
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06
CHAPTER X.

The Disconsoiats Freddie.
- HE left him standing there In
- the street. With well practiced
tact he darted into tobaccon-
lists shop.
Another shakedown," he reflected
ruefully. They're all passing me up
today; but, great hooks! What's all
this about Medcroft and Constance"
He bought some cigarettes and started
OF for a walk, mildly excited by this
new turn Of affairs. It occurred to
him as he turned it over In his mind
that Mrs. Medcroft was amazingly re-
signed to the situation. or course she
was not blind to her husbands fnfat-
uation for her sister. Therefore If she
were 90 cheerful and Indifferent about
1t It followed that she was not espe-
cially distressed. In fact, 1t suddenly.
upon him she was not only
but relieved She had ceas-
ed to love her husbandi She could be
q free lance In Loves lists, notwfth-
standing the Inconvenience Of legal
attachment. "She's ripping, too" con.
Guided Freddie. with certain buoy
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06
NOTICE OF HEARING UPON Pc
TlTloN FOR CHANGE or
COUNTY SEAT

To the legal voters of the County Of
Stearns, State of Minnesota:
Notice is Hereby Given, That pc
tition is on file i'm the Office of the
County Auditor, of the County of
Stearns and State of Minnesota, signed
by legal voters of said county to the
number of four thousand seven hum
dred fifteen "A, 715l praying that the
County Seat of said County be changed
to the Village of Albany, and that a
Special meeting of the County Board
will be held at the County Commits
sioners room in the Court House In
the City of st. Cloud, County Of
Stearns, State of Minnesota, on We'd
nesday, the 18th day of November, A..
ID. 1918, at ten 10y o'clock A. M, to
consider said petition, at which time
and place any legal voter of said
county may appear, i'm person or by
Counsel and be heard
Dated at st. Cloud, Mimi, this oath
day of October, A. d. 1913.
BY NICHOLAS THOMEY,
County Auditor,
22-23 Stearns County, Mimi.
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06

frighsfully-er-com meant
to say that I'm terribly cut up over
poor Mrs. Medcroft. She's q dear.
Believe me. she's a most delicious sim
ner. Even Carney says that. and he's
very fastidious-and very loyal"
'They are married In name only"
said Mrs. Rodney. beginning to sniff1e.
She looked up and smiled wanly
through her tears You know what
mean. My grammar is terrible when
I'm nervous" She pulled at her hand
kerchief for wavering moment. "Do
you think I'd better speak to Edith?
We may be able to prevent the d.
vorce."
divorce. my dear" gasped Mrs.
Odell-Carney incredulously.
At this iuncture Mr.. OdeIl- Carney
emerged from his shell. so to speak.
He stalked through the window and
confronted the two ladies, one Of
whom at least was vastly dismayed
by bis sudden appearance.
"Now. see here" he began without
preliminary apology. 81 won't hear Of
divorce. That's all rubbish-perfect
rot. pom my soul. Wot's the use7
Hang it all. Mrs. Rodney. wot's the
odds, SO long as all parties are con-
tented? We can stand it. by love. If
they can. don't you know. We can't
regulate the love affairs Of the uni
verse. Besides. I'm not going to stand
by and sec a friend dragged into q
thing Of this sort
"A friend. Carney" exclaimed his
wife. ..
ITO he confirmed
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06

ancy Of spirit IF she doesn't love
Medcroft she at least ought to love
some one else instead It's customary.
I wonder Here he reflected deeply
for an instant, his spirits floating high.
Then he turned abruptly and made his
way to the Tirol.
1t came to pass In the course OF the
evening that Mr.. Ulstervelt, supremely
confident from the effect Of past
achievements. drew the unsuspecting
Mrs. Medcroft into secluded tete-a.
tete It Is not Of record that he was
ever a diplomatic wooer. One In haste
never is Suffice 1t to say Mrs. Med
croft. her cheeks flaming, her eyes
wide with indignation. suddenly left
the side Of the indomitable Freddie
and Joined the party at the other end
Of the entresol. but not before she had
said to him with unmistakable clear
ness and decision:
You little wretch! How dare you
say such silly things to met
The rebuff decisive! And he had
only meant to be comforting. not to
say self sacrificing He'd be hanged
II he could understand women now
adays, not these women at least. In
high dudgeon, he stalked from the
room. In the door he met Brock.
"For two cents" he declared saw
agely, as If Brock were to blame, "I'd
take the next train for Paris"
Brock watched him down the hall
He drew a handful Of small coins from
his pocket, ruefully looking them over.
1.-TWO cents" he said. Hang it ALL
I've nothing there but pfennigs and
hellers and centimes."
In the course Of his wanderings the
disconsolate Freddie came upon Mrs.
Odell-Carney and pudgy Mr.. Rodney
They were sitting In a quiet corner Of
the reading room. Mr. Rodney had
had q hard day. He had climbed a
mountain-or, more accurately speak
ing, he had climbed halfway up and
then the same half down. He was
very tired. Freddie observed from his
lonely station that Mr., Rodney was
fast dropping to sleep, Notwithstanding
his companions rapid flow Of small
talk. 1t did not take Freddie long to
decide. He was an outcast and par.
iah and he was very lonely He must
have some one to talk to. without
more ado he bore down upon the cou-
pie and moment later was tact
fully advising the sleepy Mr.. Rodney
to take, himself of to bed-advice
which that gentleman gladly accepted
And so 1t came about that Freddie sat
face to face with the last resort. at the
foot Of the chaise-longue, gazing with
serene adulation into the eyes of a
woman who might have had son as
old as he-if she had had one at ALL
She had been coquette In her salad
days-there was no doubt OF 1t. She
had encountered fervid gallants In all
parts OF the world and In all stations
OF life. But It remained for the gal
liant Freddie Ulstervelt to bowl her
over with surprise for the first time
In her long and varied career. AT the
end Of half an hour she pulled herself
together and tapped him on the shout
der with her fan. quizzicai smile on
her Lips.
my dear Mr., Ulsterveit. are you
trying to make love to mef You nice
Americans! How gallant you can bel
/ am quite old enough to be your
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06

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The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06

can't win her away from him. I
shan't interfere. my dear Freddie.
Don't have me on your conscience.
Goodby."
The Sauk Centre herald. (Sauk Centre, Stearns County, Minn.) 1886-current, 1913-11-06
STOMACH
SUFFERERS
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Is Recommended and Praised By
thousands Vino Have
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Il was q sick man for
about three m o n t h 8
caused from Gall Stones
of the Liver and was told
by three of ourmost prom
inent physicians I h a t /
would have to submit to
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but heard of your Wonder.
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The Alaska daily empire., 1913-01-09
THE
 DECKER BUILDING

The Juneau Construction Company having in hand the remodelling of the upper floors of the Decker build ing. has commenced active operations on the work.
 The building formerly had three suites and a hall only. Under the new plan it will have IS modern of fees which can be made single or en- suite at will Each of the rooms will have outside light. Ladies' and gen. tlemen's toilets are provided
 The old framework and wood par titions are being torn out and will be replaced with tile and plastering. The floors are to be tiled. Electric wir, ing and modern plumbing are being installed so that when finished the place will be &7 up-to-date office build ing.
 Charles Quackenbush. who designed and built the new orpheum theatre ! is supervising the work. MT. Quacken bush says that he has $3O,OOO worth of work contracted for that must be done as soon as possible. The Juneau construction company of which he is head is to open offices in the old Ju neau Iron Works building on lower Franklin street
The Alaska daily empire., 1913-01-09
HOW TO GET KILLED
 IN THE ALPS

LONDON, Jan. 9. - Getting killed in the Alps is rapidly becoming an in. ternational mania" says Frederick Birmingham, the author of Tn an Ay- alanche Path," in an article in The Bystander on the past Alpine season.
 Statistics published by the Swiss Alpine Club show that in 1910 one hundred tourists were killed. Last season the number of fatalities was increased to 133. Seventy-four were in the Austrian and Bavarian Alps. the rest in other countries. The nun. Der of accidents, too, is increasing rapidly. In the last year about four hundred tourists broke arms, legs, or ribs.
 Some years ago." says Mr. Bur lingham, 'it was the elite which climbed while the man in the street stayed in the street, or looked at the mountains from his hotel window. Now it is democracy triumphant on the dizzy peaks mad scramble of a hundred thousand souls to reach some snow.capped summit"
 AS most of these know nothing of the technique of getting killed, says Mir. Birmingham, he offers various rules.
The Alaska daily empire., 1913-01-09

kind and merciful if the law would let the doctor put me to sleep?
 Science knows way out of our troubles; it is kind. It has the key to the land of everlasting sleep. But the law won't let it use it. Every doctor will tell you that people im- perfume him to kill them. Every doc. tor will tell you of patients whom he would like to help out of their misery whom he knows can't live except for a short( or perhaps for long time in agony.
 Aren't We evolved enough, haven't we faith enough in the hereafter and in the goodness of God to drop our old superstitions and to be scientifi- cally kind?"
 Mrs, Squler applied to the Cooper Hospital in Camden imploring the sur. geons to operate on her, but fearing she would die under the operation they declined
 Last week Mrs. Squier appealed to the chief surgeon of Philadelphia hospital, praying that he take the one chance and operate, but as yet has not received an answer.
The Alaska daily empire., 1913-01-09

LONDON, Jan. 9.-The peace con ference which has been deadlocked since Turkey absolutely refused to give up Adrianople, will be resumed, according to statement published to- day by the London Morning Post,
 The Post says that Turkey must yield and goes on to state that in round numbers 5OO,OOo men were mobilized by the Turks for the two European armies. Up to and within one month after the declaration of war SO0,OOO had been put out of ac- ton by capture, disease, assertion, wounds and death. Of the remaining 100000 about one.half are defending Adrianople, Janina, and scutari, and the other half are defending Copsten- tinople Since the armistice furth- CT 100000 have been scraped up from Asia Minor and Northern Syria to strengthen the defense Of the capital, the lines of TchatRlja and in the Gal lipolis peninsula As to the cost of
The Alaska daily empire., 1913-01-09
SAYS IINCURABLES SHOULD BE KILLED

PHILADELPHIA, Jan. 9.-Mrs. Will liam l.. Squier, wife of an aged Pres. byterian minister, residing at Atco, near Camden, N. J., who has been bed. ridden for many months suffering from tumor and has become so weak death may come at any mom- ent, gave a remarkable interview yes terday.
 Our laws are wrong" she sad "We have too many of them We pile them up like the children of Is. rael did, and then We have to have them interpreted to us, There Is one law of the New Testament that should be the basis of all our code: Do to others as you would be done by
 q am sure if this were carried out would not be here suffering now. Nobody could want the thing to hap. pen to them that has happened to me. am sure I would love to live if could get through. But I can't; can only stay and stay and stay. Wouldn't it be much better if I could just go to sleep? Wouldn't it be