The Yale expositor., 1912-08-08

helpless, alone, but It must not be.
| know you better than you know
yourself. You will not take advantage
OF affection SO unbounded, Of weak
ness so pitiable."
Was it the wisdom of calculation, or
was it the wisdom Of instinct by which
she chose her course? Resistance
would have been unavailing, in weak
ness was her strength.
Blessed are the meek, for they shall
inherit the earth! Yes, that was true.
She knew it now, if never before, and
so did he.
Slowly the man released her. She
did not even then draw away from
him. She stood with her hand still on
his breast. She could feel the beating
of his heart beneath her fingers.
Il am right" she said softly. TT
kills me to deny you anything. My
hearts ycarns toward you. Why should
| deny it? 1t is my glory, not my
shame"
There is nothing above love like
ours" he pleaded, wondering what
marvellous mastery she exercised that
she stopped him by q hands touch, a
whispered word, a faith.
+ No; love is life, love is God, but
even God himself is under obligations
Of righteousness. For me to come
to you now, to marry you now, TO be
your wife, would be unholy. There
would not be that perfect confidence
between us that must endure in that
revelation. Your honor and mine, your
self respect and mine. would interpose.
If can't have you with a clear con-
science, if you can't come to me in the
same way. we are better apart. AL
though 1t kills me, although life with
out you seems nothing, would rather
not live it. we are better apart l.
can't be your wife until
Until what and until when?" de-
manGed Newb0ld.
Il don't know" said the woman, but
believe that somewhere, somehow,
we shall find a way out of our diff
Guilty. There is a way" she said
little incautiousFy. Il know it,"
SHOW 1t to me-
mo, | cannot"
What prevents"
The same thing which prevents you:
honor, loyalty
TO q man.
"To a woman"
II do not understand"
"No. but you will some day" She
smiled at him. See she said.
through my tears can smile at you,
though my heart is breaking. ! know
that in Gods good time this will work
itself out
Il can't wait for God want you
now" persisted the other
Hush, don't say that" answered the
woman, for a moment laying her hand
on his lips. But | forgive you. l
know how you suffer
The man could say nothing. do moth
ing. He stared at her moment and
his hand went to his throat as If he
were choking.
Unworthy" he said hoarsely. "un-
worthy Of the past, unworthy OF the
present, UTfWOTIuy Vi the lulUTe. MAY
God forgive me, never can
"EIc will forgive you, never fear"
answered Enid gently.
And you?" asked her lover. Il have
ruined your life"
NO, you have ennobled 1t. Let
nothing ever make you forget that.
Wherever you are and whatever you
do, and whatever you may have seen,
love you, and | shall love you to the
end Now you must 60 it is so1ate.
cant stand any more. | throw my
self on your mercy again, grow weak
err and weaker before you as you are
a man. as you are stronger, save me
from myself. If you were to take me
again In your arms" she went on
steadily, IL know not how could drive
you back For Gods sake, if You love
me"
That was the hardest thing he had
ever done. to turn and go out of the
room, out of her sight, and leave her
standing there with eyes shining. with
pulses throbbiug, with breath coming
fast. with bosoD painting. Once more,
and at a touch she might have yielded!