The evening world., 1912-05-20

manned within the STATE. hoping
- vainly to get some word OF
forgiveness from Miss Ellen IN my
calher moments reviewed my Visit 70
tbs Tupins. and the letter which she
40 condemned seemed to BE- my least
offenss. Though understood her ro-
sentiment and appreciated the .pssiaoa
she had taken, I. felt. 'howsvss. that
iiad made q mistake IN 0bsy1nG -. end
now wished that I had remained at the
Pines and confessed everything - Bud.
I believed then. a. do now. that no
would have understood me better than
Miss Elem HAD done and would have
pleaded my cause. though DOUBT
whether ne any one else at that time
could nave shaken her determination
not to admit me to her friendship again.
7 wotrid wake up each morning re-
solved to quilt the state thet day. but
bef6re noon I would change my mind.
40 T. seemed utterly incapable OF tour
INK myself from the neighborhooI OF
the Pines. I even looked and longed for
sofne change Of feeling which might
blunt the edge Of my grief. but none
came. and my love seemed to grow
siSonKer each succeeding day. It was
u,ad8ehing 70 think that 4 had lost her.
and what gave this sorrow q keener
edsA ,was,ths knowledge that had for
ever ,pvt-it out Of my power 70 b q
aAxsssryics to her Or to lend ~assistApce
"a. those. she loved, ! would Rscome =.
Ply IS times ~ tie kesnest pans, OF
md no doISx thas the sqdirs would
rekew' his suit. and I feared tnat abe
la t.
toward me-. to accept his hand, In mar
singe. wrote her several letters beg
klpg, for her forgiveness, and II she
sopld not grant ne that. to try At least
20 understand the feelings which had
prompted me to write the letters which
had been tho means of separating US.
I told her of the hopeless state OF mind
into. which had fallen. and that be-
ileved that my life would be aimless
unless's1te would touch the magic spring
which would set my blood aglow once
nsere and arouse the dormant ambition
within me to accomplish something la
the world -
f'wrote on and on. ! exhausted my
lottcsi and mental powers 10 make her
usderstand. Il reviewed my visit 10 the
Ph,>s a. length, from the moment had
ma, Colonel Turpla 10 tho last inter
vasw ! hid i,.d with iisr. lily FIRST
mistake. told her. had been In letting
my, introduction 20 her and her mother.
as'e relative OF the Kentucky Planners
q unchailsnged. i explained how be-
Iievsd myself 20 have been merely
boasdsr, and the almost fatal mistake
I Nd made In speaking to the Colons!
On the subject. Such hospitality ] was
uusecustomed to. nor a. j now fuliy
unlsrstan nd the promptinSs Of that Kind
old heart when he invitsd me 70 the
Pines. t.f
Ya,s lsttsy which had 80 offended her,
sslA, would be the means OF bringing
thousands OF persons 10 proper sp'
probation OF her homeland ana ths
Houtiiern character, just as the facts
embodied In IL mad caused NE ~ change
the oplu!ons had held once, ] did not
believe nay onsnss MAS past forgiveness,
and . begged her that In splTt or
fsiin.ss sh. wsuid sTy 20 appreciate tho
llnbulsep IL Dne whose instincts seemed
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