The Yale expositor., 1912-02-29

! Il showed it to you that day down
| town merely to create the impression
In your mind that ] had Bruce under
suspicion and had not thought OF you
in connection with the matter. He
probably threw it there thoughtlessly
in his trouble as he entered the house
on the morning we were all there to-
gether Now i am satisfied that you
drugged the poor devil, and | know
that you had the cabman send him to
that resort. That was bad enough in
itself, but when | remember also
that you tried to fasten suspicion
upon him | am inclined to lose all
sympathy for you which | might
otherwise have. To my mind your
treachery in that respect is by far the
worst element of your offense. can
understand how a mans infatuation
Tor woman may sometimes lead him
to dishonesty or even bloodshed and
under those circumstances | am liable
TO have lot Of charity for him. But
when he attempts to put friend
whom he knows is innocent into
! feIon's cell and thus destroy him and
the happiness Of a sweet woman. he
does an act unworthy of any one who
possesses the semblance of humanity
or decency."
"LeDuc," | cried brokenly. what
ever else ] say you may believe or
not as you see fit. but when tell you
this | want you to believe me i'm
plicitly. | had absolutely no idea Of
1 n I roll
you and everybody else from the be-
| ginning in the strongest language
that | could command that | did not
| for an instant believe that he could
be guilty. Neither would | have per-
mitted him to be punished for the
crime If he had been tried and con-
victed | should have confessed, come
what might. But | knew he would not
| be convicted, because l was certain
| if he had no other alternative he
would tell where he spent the night.
| did not know how he came in pos
session Of the key, and simply told you
of having seen him have it, because
| wished to appear as telling you all
that | knew, and having no idea but
that Bruce would Immediately account
for it. | admit that ! dropped drug
in his cocktail. and that | was the
one who told the cabman where to
take him after he fell unconscious
upon the seat, but that was for an
entirely different purpose than to try
to incriminate him. | made him I'M
conscious merely out of fear that he
would return to my uncles house in
another attempt to borrow money and
possibly roll into my bed for the
night as he has sometimes done. thus
interfering with my plans. And | had
him conveyed to the place he was
taken to instead OF to where he
was known for the reason that | did
not wish his friends to see him in
that condition and think he was in
toXicated. had no idea that he would
be suspected of this affair, for did
not know he would be so obstinate
about refusing to tell where he had
been, nor did know that he would
deny having had the key; while as for
the cigarette | had nothing to do with
it. Therefore ] supposed he would
awake in the morning, come away,
and that no harm would have been
done. And when ! feared that by
reason of several accidents he was in
danger OF being suspected, l said
everything | could to clear him ex-
cept to acknowledge my own guilt"
Il am glad that you have explained
that the way you have. | like you
whole lot the better for it. But how
about your mentioning the fact of the
money to Mrs. Dace, and why did
you cough as you choked your uncle?
Was that an attempt to implicate
Mackay?"
You may look at 1t In that light II
you choose. | utterly despised the
man; knew that he would do me all
the harm that he could by fair means
or foul. and did not care what hap
pened to him. ! did it with the idea
that IL might possibly furnish false
clue for You to tire yourself out on"
Anything more?' he urged as I
paused. Utterly within his power /
made this last appeal.
only this. Knowing that I am
criminal aud by all law should go to
pIlSOu lOI uldiy ySdib, pTOUdply W
die there, / have this TO say in justi-
iication of myself. Until com.
mitted this crime ] had always been
an honest man with no thought Of be-
ing otherwise and with no desire to
harm living thing. But because
of my love for woman for whom
would this moment gladly give my
life, and because | could see no other
way of gaining her except by specu-
lation, fell into temptation as many
better man has done. Driven on.
ward by love at whose command /
would have faced hades itself, I used
my own money first, losing $1,000
upon the race in the attempt to win a
large sum. and the rest in the first
break in that stock. In my despera-
tion | committed this crime as the
only means of getting more funds
with which to win that for which |
would have staked my life as readily
as | did my liberty. Had l succeeded,
| should have married this woman and
lived an honest life thereafter; hav-