The Cairo bulletin. (Cairo, Ill.) 1???-1928, 1910-11-09
My Sympathetic
Friend
By SUSAN YOUNG PALMER
Copyright. 1910. by American Press
Association.

to an orphan asylum. When l was
eighteen the nlatron one morning call.
ed me into her room and said to me:
You have been very useful to US
here since you passed out Of child.
hood. but | am expected by the
managers to get on without help.
You are now old enough to be self
supporting and must either work for
yourself alone or in home. I &C.
casionally receive letter from some
man desiring one Of our grown girls
for wife, ! had one Of these let.
tiers this morning from young man
in the west, who says that he has
good farm ON which he lives alone,
and he wishes me to send him some
one for helpmeet whom can rec
ommend. and he has forwarded let.
tiers recommending him. Let me know
If you wish the position"
The matron was used to cpndensing
everything she said just as she had
spoken these words. She was a good
woman. but was so intimately connect
ed with the worlds troubles that she
could not give much attention to those
OF any one person., She turned to 9th
err duties, and left her to 60 to my
room to think.
The result OF my fearful delibera.
tons was that was few days later
handed ticket and what money |
would need on the journey and took
a train for the west. My leaving was
telegraphed to my future husband,
who was to meet me at the station.
marry ME and drive me twenty miles
to his farm. l had no money with
which to return or go anywhere else
In case he should prove disagreeable
Indeed, felt as though had been
pitched over precipice.
The train had left Chicago and we
We're bowling along toward the Missis
sippi. noticed young man sitting
near me who was looking at me,
thought. alphabetically. must have
shown my dependency in my face
for bis own reflected 1t or. rather, be-
spoke commiseration. Presently he
came over to me and said, with an en-
couraging smile:
You look troubled. Is there any
thing can do or say to make you feel
happier"
There was that In his honest face
and eyes that invited confidence.
told him my story. He listened to 1t
attentively and respectfully and when
i had finished said:
HAS it occurred to you that the
man who Is 10 marry you Is in the
same position with regard to you that
you are with regard to hlmY
II never thought OF that"
And do you know that many so
called love matches turn out very un-
happily"
II supposed" replied, that II was
the forced marriages such as the one
l am about to make that are failures"
There is no truer saying than that
marriage Is lottery. 1 think you
have a better chance In yours than
those people who. blinded by love- see
no fault until a number of them are
plainly visible after marriage. I'M
biassed persons have recommended
this man to you and you to him. You
both trust to them instead of your
own Judgment biassed by love. The
chances are largely in your favor"
what you say" replied. sounds
encouraging. but 1t seems to me
that would rather begin with love
even If must end with disappoint-
ment."
Spoken like woman" he rejoined.
"And | would rather begin without
love and end with love"
What n treasure are these people
who have the faculty of lifting the
cloud that hangs over us and showing
us the sun shining behind. This young
man seemed to have only nm ordinary
education, but any deficiency was
made up by common sense. Then, too,
1t was easy to see that he had kind
heart. lie was constantly looking at
me out of those sympathetic eyes Of
his, which said, Poor child, how /
pity your He was with me most of
the morning aud all the afternoon.
He soon ceased to Talk about my trou-
BILE, leading me into other paths,
though he told me many instances Of
persons who had made marriage n
matter Of business and found 1t a
matter of affection.
My lover--f was certainly thinking
the word. mockery that 1t was-had
written that my train would land me
i'm the night at the last principal town
on my route. and was TO remain
there. taking another train the next
morning. When ] parted with my
newly made friend relapsed into the
same miserable condition as before,
But | was tired. and that night, though
| went to sleep In tears. | got fairly
good rest This and a bright morning
kept me up the next day Till | ap-
preached the last station. where ! was
to meet my lover" when 1t was all
could do to resist a temptation to
throw myself from the train. per.
mitted every one to go out before me
and wished there were more of them.
Then when alone | ncrved myself for
the ordeal and left the car.
My lover was there waiting for me-
extending bis hand TO assist me down
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