The times and democrat. [volume] (Orangeburg, S.C.) 1881-current, 1909-05-15

she was u 'EenluS-tnat tpefe WAS no
field for her in that deSolate place.
Once or twice Ezra tried olunderingly
to show her ethe beauty of her sur
roundings, where nature has been
more lavish of gracious gifts than in
any other land. but in all that wonder
she saw nothing worthy the attention
of the great writer she was.
All she lacked was the atmosphere
of q great city. New York was the
center. There she wished to 20, and
alone. She did not wish to harness her
genius to such plain. ignorant COM
panion as Ezra. No: she must be alone.
and when she had achieved success
and realized her ambition she would
return-for visit.
Dreams Of honors to be. showered
unon her by the great ones Of earth
filled her head In this lonely place
she was lost. eEtombed with her gen
ius. She did not say talent. but genius.
Ezra had heard all her complaints
until he knew them by heart. Dimly
he felt that she was throwing away
the substance for the shadow. but he
had no words to voice his thoughts.
With all the obstinacy of weak and
foolish woman Edna clung to her idea.
repeating 1t always in the same words
and in the same monotonous tone,
with her weak chin uplifted. until now
unaYailingly. when Ezra had said:
VERY we'll"
Then she went to her room and be-
gan to pack.
Ezra went up to his comforting ma
Grona tree and threw himself down
with his gaze fastened upon the Gold
en- Gate and the little fleet Of ships
that were sailing in. His friends. the
stars. came ont while the silver moon
hung low above the horizon and sank
slowly out Of si@ht he half sobbed:
Poor little thing! | don't blame her.
She is roo bright and clever and gifted
for mp anyway never he'd no chance
to learn. If she will be happier-why
| ought to be too. Poor little mother
less thing!"
Then two big tears suddenly sprang
from his eyes. and heart wrunS sob
was in his throat as he pictured to
himself what the ranch would be with
out Edna.
When he went in she had finished
packing and was sitting before the
glass putting her front hair in crimps.
1t was such soft, pretty hair. Ezra
thought. He bent clumstly and took
wisp of It into his broad palm and
lifted it softly to his lips. She consid-
cred this almost an impertinence and
drew her head away. while Ezra said
slowly:
Edna. want to say this-I'll stay
here on the ranch. and-and If you
ever want me you have only to send
me word"
For answer she tossed her head. he
continued:
To-day drawed all the money l
had banked-a thousand dollars. Here
it Is. If you need more III send it
when the crops are sold"
~ shall not need any more. And |
will return this out Of the profits on
my Little Will O. the Wisp.' l only
borrow it,
MAYBE there won't be no profits"
hazarded Ezra.
"Oh. wish you could learn to
speak English properly" she replied
angered by his doubt. She had no
doubts.
And" she continued. Il may so to
Europe. have read that The Bread.
winner made hundred thousand dol
lars for the author. And if such a
silly book could do so we'll mine ought
to do much better. Why. all the peo-
pie in that book are just ordinary
folks and don't do anything grand or
heroic, and-well. know mine IS much
better"
Ezra sighed. but said no more. Edna
took the money.
Neither slept much that night.
a week later Edna stood IN New
York. She began her search for a
publisher. She wrote letters to the
most prominent publishers, limiting OF
the great work she was ready to read
them, for she determined not to let
her precious manuscript out of her
hands. She dressed we'll. arranged her
rooms-rooms then-and waited for the
publishers to come. She hoped they
would not fight each other. No one
even replied to her letters But why
tell in detail the story of her long wait
ing. her cruel disappointments, the
cold refusals-later and worse, the re-
turn of her books without comment
or regret? She had learned that she
must trust to the publishers. after all.
She learned many hard lesson dur
ing the next few years. but with the
sunerlat tive obstinacy Of her nature she
persisted in her belief of her own
genius. She wrote hopeful letters TO
her husband and never told of her de-
feat.
Her money was all gone. She moved
to one little attic room and peddled
cosmetics for awhile, then addressed
circulars. living. or, rather. existing,
most miserabiy Her garments were
shabby. her shoes diStreSSfnl and her
hat disreputable.
At last even tho circulars failed her.
She was cold and hungry. Without
money she had still been hopeful. The