Pullman herald. [volume] (Pullman, W.T. [Wash.]) 1888-1989, 1909-03-19
Her Child
O Dreams
BY Frances Peck Rarnee

| SdIu lie. mOIH6TlOOu mad meant so
much to her
Then had come the cruel tearing
apart The wrenching of bonds. which
no human hand could have sundered.
The dull thud, thud of earth on a lit
tie coffin, and then for a time the
darkness of utter oblivion. After
wards had come a terrible time of
fever and delirium for the mother,
whose motherhood was but a memory.
The fever passed, but In its place
was terrible weakness over which
the doctor shook his head gravely.
Il have tried everything in my
power, but to no avail She pays not
the slightest attention to anything |
may propose"
And then-when every one had al.
most given up hope-came Child
Dreams.
He came at time when the world
was wrapped in slumber. He toddled
into Mrs Mansard's frelit chamber
and with eager, baby steps hurried to
the bed where the woman lay with her
mournful eyes, which would not sleep,
| fixed on the glinting freight He bur-
cowed a warm little face into the list
less hand, then raised two love filled
eyes.
tate, muzzie. Baby heepy."
Mrs. Mansard gathered the little
| form into the warmth of her bed, cud-
ding the tiny feet and hands and
pressing ardent kisses on the tousled
baby head. There was no surprise in
any action of hers. Why, no. He
| had been sent back to her, for God
was good and had understood. Not
real baby, of course, but a precious,
comforting thing-one that was all her
own and of which no one else should
know.
Dear" she whispered, lust you
and me. Not even father must know,
for he would not understand. Darling
Child O. Dreams"
The baby drowsily burrowed his
head under her arm and murmured in
his sleep.
The days wore on and Mrs. Man
sard improved with rapidity that was
astounding. She ate and slept as she
had not done since her collapse, and
gained strength. The color once more
came into her cheeks, and her hus-
band fondly anticipated the time when
she would again be her own happy
! self, and in hundreds of little ways he
endeavored to fill the void which had
been left by the death of the baby.
But underneath all the joy he felt at
the rapid convalescence of his wife
there was a puzzled feeling of unrest
and pain.
He noted that even when he was
reading to her or talking to her she
seemed scarcely to hear him. She
would lie with parted lips, her ex-
pectant eyes fixed on space. At a
question from him she would start,
then answer quickly-apologeti 1t
appeared--and he would regret having
spoken. Something intangible was
coming between them, and because it
was intangible the knowledge of it was
all the harder to bear. They two had
| been so much to each other at one
time, and she was so dear to him-so
dear. Alone in the stiffness of the
nights he suffered as strong men
only can suffer. But his wife never
guessed, for the face he brought to
her was always cheerful In choosing
her life partner Margaret Mansard
| had chosen well.
But though the mothers ears were
deaf to all save the prattling of his
! own little voice, the echo of the IA
theirs suffering found its way to the
knowledge of Child O. Dreams, and
one night with grave little face he
asked for "Favver."
Hes sleeping, Child O. Dreams, re-
| turned the mother with a strange lit,
| tie resentful note in her voice. Isn't
mother enough?" she added unable to
restrain that jealous contraction of her
heart.
Child O Dreams looked at her with
great, reproachful eyes. The mother
was startled out of all inertia by their
searching gaze.
Baby Child O. Dreams!" she
cried Don't look at mother so.
Don't you love me. Child O. Dreams?
Don't you?"
The BABY nodded slowly. Then his
lips quivcred "Yoye favver, too, Fav-
yer kyin,' he said.
And Thea a great wave of compre-
hension passed like a cooling hand
over tho brain of Mrs. Mansard. The
face O Child o Dreams seemed to
grow hazy and far away, and in its
place was the one of the man who had
been 50 much to her and to whom of
late she had been so little. A thou
sand things flashed over her memory.
How unfailingly patient he had been.
How tenderly his arms had Graded
her pan-racked body. How carefully
he had shielded her from each and
every annoyance. And how had she
repaid him?
She had shut him out from all
rights OF confidence. She had hidden
from him the dearest secret of her
heart She had selishly drunk to the
full OF the JOY which the companions