The herald-advance. (Milbank, S.D.) 1890-1922, 1908-09-11

Slowly, and moro or less YEARLY, hi
sauntered along-up on one side OF
the street and down the other. He
spoke to no one recognized no one;
he felt as much alone as If he had
been out on the moors or cliffs Of his
native county, and when the daylight
faded, and the streets became a little
less crowded, he turned his face west
ward and sought the shelter OF bis
humble lodgings.
He had been a month in London,
and every Saturday afternoon and ev-
cry Sunday he had spent in the same
task, but without success; and 1t
seemed to him as though he might go
on searching in that vast labyrinth OF
crowded streets until his head was
gray and never catch a glimpse OF the
face he wanted to see.
One pair of yes was ridiculously
inadequate for the task he had set
himself. He might have passed her
again and again for all he knew.
While he was looking across the
street she might be almost brushing
his sleeve. While he fingered at a
crossing she might pass behind him.
1t was tantalizing to be so com
pletely at the mercy Of chance. If he
had q clue of any kind his task would
| seem less hopeless. He was not even
sure that she was in London. She
might have left it again weeks ago, or
she might be i'll, or have given up
the struggle In despair.
He tried to worry as little as posi-
ble-tried to take a hopeful view OF
the situation. But in spite of every.
thing he endured many hours of acute
mental suffering.
When he got back from his wander.
ings or the day in question, he sat
down %dejectedly before his frugal fire
and gave himself UP % the most
gloomy reflections. London seemed a
big, heartless, merciless place. What
chance had q young and friendless
girl in such a seething cauldron OF
humanity? For a young man without
Ii l. VI l. W w haAS
adrift in such a place would be to ex-
pose him to awful peril and to proba-
BILE disaster. But for a mere girl to be
so placed was enough to make the
most careless shudder.
What had become of her? 1t was
a question he vas always asking him
self, but the days passed away and he
got no answer. He still hoped for the
best, still reflected on her courage,
her energy, her brightness, her re-
| source, and yet there were times when
it seemed to him impossible that they
would ever meet again.
Never once, however, did he enter
| tain the idea of turning back to the
old life of idleness and self-indulgence.
Hard as it was to submit to discipline
and put in so many hours of work
| each day, he felt that it was infinitely
better than dawdling about from
| morning till night with nothing to do.
He mieht have miserable hours of
loneliness and f~oreboding i'll London,
but he would be more miserable eat
ing his heart out at Mawgan Chase.
At least he was doing som thing He
was no longer dependent on his moth
er for every penny he spent, was no
lon"er depriving his sister Of the small
Injuries she had never been to
get: and the of independence
of manhood-stirred his heart with
emotions he had never known before.
On Sundays he ran after the most
popular preachers, and always with
the same end in view. He tried to
salve his conscience with the refec-
ton that his motive was as lofty as
that of most other people. They went
to be entertained; to have their ears
| tickled with pleasant sounds. He
went to seek-and it might be to a
the woman he loved. He did not
| pretend to be greatly interested in
some of the services he attended. Not
a few made no impression on
him whatever. In some cases he
made but a half-hearted attempt to
listen. He generally went early. 50
that he might get a seat that would
command a good view of the congrega-
ton. II he failed to see the face Of
the preacher that did not trouble him.
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