The evening world., 1907-04-13

rnrrrl.tt 10 s,e this letter from me. but
/ cannof help feel that u VII BE- no
more than rirht for me 20 maze myself
seusrs with YOU and tell you fully how
! feel toward you.
wish ~ impress upon you the fact
that when Mr.. white was shot that
thought Il would be a heroic act on my
part 10 stand by the man whose mefn-
or TO me was 80 precious. believed
him TO be only one that was great. kind.
good and honorable
To me he was a king, and ne won my
childish affection by his kindness to-
ward me. II ho was n bad man. ala
not know Il. for ! WI only a child, and
waA and could have been easily deceived
a. to his real nature.
when Mr. Jerome took my statement
he only wanted to know all about you
white and Florence ! told him what
Florence told me-or, az least. was sup
posed 10 have told inc. ! VIII put u
more strongly. aud say she never told
me anything ersinst you in any way.
] lied. ihInking lt would help tho man
thought was 80 good.
After Florence told her story on 'hc
stand. believe me. ! was with her from
intended 10 say one word against her "
put on the stnnd-1 woulf have forgot.
ten everything kn-W-I would havs
perjured myself out and cut. yoa1
visa 70 caR Il perjury
y am not aud was not afraid or A.
Jerome. Another thng ! wish yoa 10
-he,r FsafFs,i. ana shat j. that / fshs
influenced by artful and deslsnins prr-
Hsn H L.
stand taht / ala They are 10 be found
in this city. and not Jar away. either
love and ehtrisn Florence as ans
brother should and u breaks my hear.
10 think / cannot see her. want 30
zee her and tell her how sorry ! am.
she would listen 10 me. am sure
am very very unhappy-ln fact.
! have made myself sick worrying and
] cry at night and cannot rest am
frank and sincere with you. 1 do no
seek 20 hide my feelings.
believe you right ana justified In
doug what you did and you are now.
In my estimation. more than a hero. ]
look upon you now as a man fully sans
and capable OF holding your own In
every criSis.
9fhAGf WAll wv ~ ''''if'
/ wrote. to Florence telllSg her how
sorry was. told her l wanted 70
ftar herr Ia the city Wtth nay roam
mates from college. bull Who have since
returned but So seems TO be somewhat
bitter at me yet and viii not see me.
! asked her to let me have some
r,oney--sioO u she could spare Il, 80 that
] cauia pasf snme debts which / was
forced 20 contract while here. but she
answered that she didn't have any
money. Ana 20 l must appeal 70 you
70 help me Perhaps ! was wrong IN
coming here. hut my parents are re-
sponsibie for that The fact that re-
fused TO 20 on the stand against you
and my sister should be enough to show
you that / am true TO your cause
want the money TO enable me -
stay here untn can get position and
be Independent OF every one else. Won't
sou help met IL YOU don't l will be
forced to write home for money. and
don't waat TO do that.
am living at the ST. Paul Hotel. Six
fleth street and Columbus avenue. ana
J owe money for my board. ! also owe
Assistant District-Aitorney Buckley $40.
which was forosd TO borrow from the
clerk OF the Hotel Martinique while the
State kept me here 50 you will see l
am In very bad hS.
II you fail me | don't know what I'll
DO. would rather XII myself than
have to 20 10 certain persons IN his
city for the money. / have been 90
miserable at times that | have felt Ike
ending = all Please help me. as /
helped you by not going on the stand
Yours sincerity,
HOWARD NEsBIT.
OF all things IN the world next 10
confinement In an insane asylum TnRw
dreaded an disagreement he an
nounced many times while the jury was
deiiberaung.
Find me innocent or md me guilty.
but ! want no disagreement The un-
certainty Is killing