Northern Wisconsin advertiser. [volume] (Wabeno, Wis.) 1898-1925, 1907-11-07

A~@oeul anu SA44ullhS uu1AbiCuSSS.
His smile was rare but like flash of
light from the face of the infinite.
Bunglingly l tried to apologize for
my appearance. broke down and fin
ally, almost unwittingly, revealed
enough of the true state of affairs to
suffice this keen reader of human
hearts. Alarmed at what 1 had done
i raised my eyes to his face, but forgot
self at what saw written there,
though l could not read it.
Suddenly he arose and began pacing
the floor in evident agitation, utterly
at loss what to say. simply sat sob
bling softly and furtively watching him
Presently he spoke. my young sister
wish 1 knew if leaf from my own
life would benefit you in proportion to-
the pain would afford me to give
it."
l stopped my crying drought sheer
establishment. There was another
pause and then Let us prey!'
= And pray he did,-a prayer so full
OF passionate entreaty that he might
be willing to sacrifice himself for the
sake of others in peril and that those
thus imperiled might see their danger
in time, that held my breath in awe.
Was it then such dangerous such an
awful thing to let strife and discord
into ones little home world shivered
now with something beside petty an
ger and my tears fell from other
causes than selfish self pity. When
We arose from our knees he was calm
and gentle as was his wont. Taking
chair where he could see my face
he began; / know now, Mrs. Thurs
ton, why my feet were directed to your
door to day. had no thought of COM
ing: indeed, Twas in the midst of a
sermon and much interested in it.,
when something seemed to bid me rise
and go-where / knew not. At first |
resisted; then, remembering my vow,
| arose and went out, at first l thought
it must be among the sick l was
wanted, and turned in at Father
Browns gate. The dear old man was
sleeping so / knew it was not there:
sister Crowly was out for a ride, and
| found Deacon Smith in fins opirits
and recovering rapidly. l was puzzled
and concluded that for once there were
no spirit leadings: but, I thought to
myself while l am out, l will call at
Harry Thurston's; and here | am. and
verify believe that here l was sent.
Il hoped I might fulfill VOW made
by deathbed, a vow to go whenever
DUTY called and do whatsoever was
commanded me to do, without telling
the story of my life. have even
prayed that this cup might pass from
me, for it is bitter one but if by
telling it will save even one home
from ruin, feel now that 1 am willing
for the sacrifice. 1t is just thirty-two
years ago, coming thanksgiving day
that there were married., in the state
OF Vermont, a young man of twenty
four and bonnie girl of eighteen.
Never was there fairer, sweeter bride
never prouder, fonder bridegroom. |
can seem to see her now-of course
this couple was Charity and myself
as she looked on our wedding day, re-
minding one of apple blossoms, with
her pink and white beauty: and she
was so tender, gentle and charming in
her ways. Indeed, think it was her
complete femininity, her perfect ivy
like helplessness that first won my
heart toward Charity Dumleith.-I was
one of the strong. self-important ones
one born to lead, told myself. That
Charity Lad another self / never
dreamed, though glancing back over
her Puritan ancestry ! might have
known that sleeping somewhere was
an iron will. What might l have been
saved; what might she have been
saved. had not been so blind! / was
studying for the ministry, was sole
heir to my fathers large estate and,
withal. had rather good opinion of
myself, suppose, but loved Charity:
aye, my very love for her wrought my
ruin
The first few years of our married
life ran smoothly, was what was cal
led a popular preacher. My wife
gloried in my success, was proud of
my triumphs, yielded to me in every.
thing. Do not understand that
tyranized over her far from it. | all
but idolized her and we were so happy.
When in other homes | could but
think complacently of my own, condu.
cted so entirely and so successfully on
the ST. Paul plan-as man interprets
il.
by and by there came to us a boy
his mothers image-and our Joy was
complete; but alas! he soon faded and
died, and while ! mourned for him.
was secretly. almost unwittingly an
noyed that Charity took his death so
hard. 1t seemed to me she ought not
to NOPE so-tbat was my term for it
she still had me.
Then there came a daughter-like
me they said she was certainly strong
enough, healthy enough and willful
enough to be. In the companionship
of this child my wife hIooned into har