The Donaldsonville chief. [volume] (Donaldsonville, La.) 1871-current, 1906-12-15
The Temptation Of Father Gray
BY CLARENCE I. GILBERT

advance for hina-so great an advance
that their fondest dream could be rea-
liz ed.
yes, said the priest, thiekly, look
ing at her with unseeing eyes.
God help me, tore up the note, !
went on the girl, Wringfng her hands,
and told Nellie that Henry went
away in anger. because she wa5 not
ready
"Merciful heaven! no. you didn't do
that?" cried the priest, with some
thing very like passion in his voice.
Il did, I did. replied the girl. sink
ing on her knees and covering her
face with her hands. And that is
not the worst OF it. He went away
and she heard from him no more.
Probably he was heart-broken at Nell
lies supposed heartlessness.
Yes murmured the priest, sadly,
"he was heart-broken.
But you see#I have seen Nellie all
the time" went on the girl, and as l
grew older I realized what 1 had done
to her. She never smiled after that
in the old happy way. At first she
was very angry and soon after he
went away she married Claude Belk-
nap. I felt from the first that had
done very wicked thing
A very wicked thing" echoed the
priest, almost under his breath.
But it was not until a year ago,
when | went home from boarding
school, that aWoke to full realiza-
ton of what / had done" continued
the girl. Then, being a woman my
self, [ learned that Nellie did not love
her husband and never had loved him.
and tina. she still loved Henry as she
o1Ways had, and the. she considered
h.. married life a proclamation Oh,
iatheri | will never forget the hope
less voice in .hich she said to ne:
Mary, Mary, never marry for any
reason but honest love. I have never
Lived Claude, and the days are full of
-morse and the nights full of tor
n1ent. Il / were not sure that he
my 1over-Was unworthy of my love
and that he basely deserted me, ] be-
ljeve should 81 mad And this,
fether, almost On the eve of my own
marriage to a MN whom / love dear
" and who loves me. So you see I I'M
derstood fully.
I did not know what to do she
went on, creeping forward and laying
her hands appeaingly on the priests
knee. Z would have told her and en-
dured her contempt and hatred, but
feared that it would make her more
unhappy, as she said it would if she
knew that her lover was true to her.
And then thought Of Henry and
what he must have suffered and the
false position he occupied in her
heart and mind-and | have nearly
gone mad. Tell me, oh! tell me what
to do. Give me some heavy penance
Only show me how I can undo what
I have done. cannot marry and be
happy with this sin against two low
ing hearts on my Conscience
The priest sat very still with closed
girl watched him with staring, fear
full eyes Little did she dream, how
ever, the struggle going on back of
those closed eyes and that peaceful
face. Little did she dream Of the tu-
mutt surging in the heart beneath
that priestly robe. Finally he opened
his eyes, took both her hands in his,
which tremb1ed a tri1e in spite of his
most desperate efforts, and said to her
in a voice steady, gentle and full Of
paternal kindness:
Daughter, you can do nothing.
You have acted wisely in not telling
your sister 1t would lead only to
misery-perhaps sin. Your penance
is that you must ever bear the burden
Of your guilty secret. | would that
could absolve you from it, but even
a priest cannot wipe out memory and
conscience. Depart and be as happy
as you can, and try to atone for the
two lives you have ruined by making
all with whom you come in contact as
happy as possible-and pray always
and increasingly for forgiveness for
yourself, and also that your sister
may find strength to bear her burden
yes, and that the man whom you
Wronged also may find strength to
bear his
The girl arose and went from the
room sobbing like child.
When the door closed the priest
sank to his knees, and great sobs
shook him as he prayed, as he never
prayed before. for strength to bear
lis new trial and temptation. And his
ong years of self-discipline and self
control stood him in good stead in
irving back from his heart and mind
he face of a rosy-cheeked girl which |
persisted in returning again and
again. Finally he arose-the battle |
won, and no one in the vast congre,
cation he addressed a half hour later
would dream that the calm, grave
priest who told of Christ's great love |
Ind forgiveness, had within the hour
oeen buffeted by the iercest passions
ind nearly swept from his anchorage.
Verify, he who controlleth himself |
s greater than he who taketh city. |
Copyright, 1906, by Daily Story Pub. co..