The Garland globe. [volume] (Garland, Utah) 1906-191?, 1906-12-08

numberloss private conferences he
had been called upon 70 grant In order
that the full benefit Of the So vices
might be reaped. II Is no smf.i thing
to bold three regular services a day
besides the duties an honest priest
must ever perform to his p~arish-the
calls on the sick and afflicted. the
marriages and the funeral rites. And
when added to all this one is com.
PEELED to hold himself ready at all
times to receive the half-converted.
and pour into troubled and doubtful
souls the spiritual inspiration they
lack-well, II takes considerable out
Of him.
So Father Gray was particularly
tired, and even while he bravely told
himself that II was all nonsense and
a weakness of the flesh, and that he
was as well and strong and fresh as
ever to go about his Masters bust
ness. yet his tired head persisted In
laying on his arm on the table, and to
his overweight senses there stole
that delicious calm which Is the balm
to tired nerves and brain and muscle.
But 1t was not to be that he should
enjoy this relaxation long. A knock
came on his study door, and In re-
Spouse to his drowsy invitation to
enter there appeared the sweet, calm
face OF Sister Margaret, and with her
there was a shrinking young girl. with
frightened eyes and pale face crowned
with a wonderful mass of glorious
brown hair. She was a beautiful girl,
and Father Gray remembered { o have
seen her at several of the special
meetings.
He remembered particularly well.
because the face had strangely re.
minded him OF some part of his past
life-before he was Father Gray and
simply Henry Gray, before the great
trial which had come to him had
moved him to the world and
devote himself to the service OF the
Master and His church-and humani.
ty. AS he looked into the eyes OF the
girl the reminder came more strongly
than ever. and the blood ran through
his veins as II had not done for years.
The past-the happy past, with it's
human joys and hopes and promises
rose before him.
He shook the mood from him rough.
ly, and in reply to the greeting OF the
sister and the statement that the
girl had been awakened by the meet
ings and sought advise from him, re-
piled:
Very good sister. ] will talk with
her"
Then Sister Margaret withdrew,
leaving the girl, pale and trembling,
alone with the priest. With the gen.
tleness and sympathy which had
made him such a success in the min
istry he set the girl partially at ease
and drew from her the confession she
had come to make.
"Oh, father!" she cried, clasping
her hands before her and gazing into
his face with distress written all over
her face, II have a great-a very great
sin upon my conscience. ] want to do
the best and wisest thing to. undo the
wrong | have inflicted upon others,
but the way is 50 dark and I am SO
weak I do not know what to do. You
have been such a comfort to me at
the meetings, and you seem so good
and wise. that ] thought you could
advise me. l am willing to suffer
myself for my sin, but ! want to do
the best thing for those have
wrOneed."
Go on" he said gently.
Many years ago-dear me, II seems
ages ago-l did something in a fit of
temper which ruined my sisters hap
piness for all her life, and the happi.
ness. ] fear, of a good man. Oh, faith.
err. ! was only a child, and did not
know. ! loved my sister 80 dearly
that ] was madly Jealous Of her. She
was IL years older than ! and a beau
tiful young woman. She had many
admirers. ! didn't mind most of them,
because she laughed at them, but
there a one whom | grew to hate
with that passionate jealousy which a
child sometimes feels. In my great
love for my sister ! saw clearly that
| was second to none of the others in
her love, but | was most distinctly
second to Henry. For none OF the
others would she abandon any of the
plans we would make for our amuse.
ment, but for Henry she would aban.
don everything and forget me entire
ly.
brooded over this until ! was mad
with insane jealousy. And then, one
day, when he wrote a note and asked
her to go out riding with him, as he
had something in particular he want
ed to say to her, and she joyously
abandoned a picnic we had planned
and sem me down TO the parlor to en-.
terrain him until she finished dress
ing, IL lied to him and told him that
after she received his note Claude
Belknap-an avowed admirer--had
come and asked her to take a boat
ride. and she had torn up his note and
gone with Claude.
"Oh, | was cunning beyond my
years, and ] told him with the con.
vincing artlessness Of a child-and |
was glad, yes, heaven help me! | was
glad to see the pain in his face. He
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