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The Indianapolis journal. [volume] (Indianapolis [Ind.]) 1867-1904, 1903-05-24
INDIANAPOLIs, sHELBYvILLE 4
SOUTHEASTERN TRACTION
COMPANY.

,ssve Indianapolis for sheibyvilie ana an
Cars ssdiate stops from the corner OF Washing
INTERN Msr,dian streets on the following hours.
ton anu 10 II a m. IL O'Clock noon and 4 q
go 3. !. s and no p n:
cars issate stops as follows: &:57, 557 e:s7
s:S7. 1851. ll6 a. m. and 1851. Isl.
ASS, So: tickets. indianapolis 70 sheibv
Roun can be purchased at Hcder's drug store.
Vile, Oaxra shinston and Pennsylvania street,
corner, the E. Z. Ensley pharmacy. stubbins
Hotel O lime card goes effect Friday morn
ing. AP55Hnc5;t,LAR SUNDAY SCHEDULE
.nctng sunday. May IL. and continusn~
s,rther notice the regular Sunday scheduls
vh.n - as follows. 4 will leave Indiana pois
VIII ~. hour beginning at o'clock a m ,,nrlI
On : M the last departing at II 30 car
~ WI also leave at $50 and 7:30 a. m. and Col
40 and $50 p. m.
Beginning at 40 a. m. a car Will leave Shelby
vile every nour during the day until 3
o'clock T. m. the last departing al II 90
There win also be car at $50 a m. Il 80, so.
1.2n and $50 p. n.
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QUIET DAY IN CEREALS
WHEAT CLOSES AT SMALL LOSS
AFTER A NARROW SESSION.
Corn Is a Fraction Higher and Oats
Are without Change-HOg Prod
ucts Are q Little Up.

CHICAGO, May 23.-wheat was rather
quiet early. but showed hrmness later. with
slight advance. Near the close a weak
undertone developed. and the close was
lower, July showing loss of M@hc. Corn
was firm, with light trade, final figures
being at yesterdays close. Oats showed
considerable strength. July showing gain
of @c. Provisions were fairly steady at an
advance of 21zG10c.
The early wheat market was easier on
cables and generally improved weather con-
ditions, July opening a shade to hQAc
lower. at 73ss973zc, but predictions Of
frosts in Nebraska and some bad crop news
from the Red river valley caused pit trad
ers and commission houses to buy and a
firmer feeling ensued, July advancing to
41sc. Liquidation near the end of the ses-
sion caused reaction, Armour being cred
tied with unloading considerable July and
the close was easier, July down h6Ac, at
1880. There was no noticeable improve
ment in the cash situation. Clearances of
wheat and flour were equal to $50 429 bu
Primary receipts were 357,39S bu, against
25s, 164 year ago. Minneapolis and Duluth
reported receipts of 153 cars, which, with
local receipts of IS cars-none of contract
grade-made total of 1888 cars, against 157
last week and 132 year ago.
Sentiment in the corn pit was moder-
ately bullish on the crop situation, and
there was scattered buying by commission
houses and local traders. Increasing re-
ceipts, on the other hand, were a bear fac
tor, as were also liberal country offerings
Under these conflicting influences the mar
ket ruled steady, July closing &c higher,
AFTER ranging between Arc and 44%@447sc.
Trade was light, due in a measure to the
hight offerings. Receipts were AS cars, &c
OF contract grade
There was not a large trade in oats but
the market was quite strong on small Offer
lngs and bullish sentiment on the crop
situation. There was little feature in the
trading and but little Improvement in the
cash demand. July closed lsc higher, at
33ssc, after selling between 33c and 334c.
Receipts were 1S2 cars.
PROVISIONS were supported by the pack
ers and the market held fairly steady
There was some pork and lard on the mar
ket early, but fair demand from brokers
caused offerings to be quickly absorbed.
July pork closed sc higher. at 1855 lard
showed gain OF 212c. at $9.05, and ribs were
10c higher, at $40
Estimated receipts for Monday: Wheat
30 cars; corn, 400; oats, 245 hogs, IS 900 head.
Leading futures ranged as follows:
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New York News.

New YORK News.
A man blind from birth. speaking OF the
mental pictures which unfortunates like
himself have of external things, said:
I'VE get some idea of shape, more than
we do of size. OF color we have an idea of
black and white and Of red, but I think
few. If any of u.s. can comprehend any other
hue. We picture the sun as an immense
mass with red rays shooting about 1t. and
daylight as a million white shafts floating
above the earth.
when a blind man dreams his dreams
are not like those Of other people, but con-
sist almost entirely of sensations of sound.
He cannot dream of scenes and places. for
he has never seen them. For instance.
when we dream of hearing of our friends
we dream of hearing their voices.
THE sensations of sound and motion take
the place in the dreams of the blind of the
objects which appear in the visions Of the
night to those who can see. speak of those
who have been blind always. for. of course,
with those who once could see their dreams
may be filled with visions of people and
places which their waking eyes cannot now
behold, but which may appear vividly to
them in sleep. But one who has been blind
always cannot dream of seeing because he
does not know what the sensation of sight
te
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Butter, Cheese and Eggs.

NEW YORK. May 23.-Butter-Receipts. 2,541
packages. The market was firm State dairy
17Q2lc; extra creamery &c; creamery, common
to choice. 1sd211zc. Cheese-Receipts, ), 1872 pack
ages. The market irregular. State full
cream, fancy small coored, new. 12Ac; small
white. pew. l2hc; large coored, new, 1llc;
large white. new. 11hd1ikc. Eggs-Receipts.
9Os2 packages The market steady. State
and Pennsylvania, 17dl7hc; Western. storage
packed. 17c Kentucky. 15Q15hc; Western frsts.
16lzdl7c; Southern. 13hQ14c.
PHILADELPHIA. May 2s-Butter firm and
In good demand; extra Western creamery 22l9c;
extra nearby prints. 24c. Eggs unchanged;
fresh nearby 15l1c. loss off; fresh Western Ice.
loss of; fresh Southwestern, 15c, loss OF; fresh
Southern nominal Cheese firm and In fair de-
G15c New York full creams. fair to good. fall.
l4M14lac; New York full creams. choice. new,
l2l9c New York full creams fair to good. new.
11%d12l4c.
CHICAGO, May Bon the Produce Exchange
to-day the butter market vas steady; creamery
15Q211zc; diaries. 15c. Eggs easy at 14G14Ac. at
the mark. cases included. Cheese weak at 1llzQ
12c
Missouri and Kansas stock. 12c per doz, cases
returned; new No wildwood cases included.
12lac.
at 16Q22c; dairy, l3d17c. Eggs lower at 13c.
CINCINNATI, May 2S.-Eggs weak at l4c.
Butter quiet. Cheese steady; Ohio fiat. lac.
LOUISVILLE, May 23.-Butter-Common and
medium. l2dl5c per ID Eggs l36l3l1c.
BOSTON. May 23.-tSpeciaL Eggs steady at
16Q16lzc.
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Quotations at st. Louis, Baltimore,
Cincinnati and Elsewhere.

ST. LOUIS. May 23.-Flour irm: red winter
patents. s350G3.s0 extra fancy and straights.
s. Goa :. so. Timothy seed steady at s292 40 Corn
meal steady at 81 So Bran strong; sacked on
east track. 7sa5sc. Wheat lower: No. red.
cash elevator. nominal; track. 75iag76c; May,
73iSc: July 5oAe: September, 677s6l6Sc: No .
hard 72d74isc. Corn weak; No. 2. cash. nomi-
nal: track. i564Ss.c; July. ii&Gt2c; September.
July. s2Tsc; September. Sec No 2 white, ssc
Rye steady at ACC. Pork lower; jobbing. stand
ard mess $3.50. Lard hrmer at ISIS Bacon
Irregular, boxed extra shorts. sl0.37,s; clear
ribs SO 62i1: short clears. si0.75 Hay steady to
Arm. timothy ssa1l.50: prairie. Edll Whisky
steady at 80 Iron cotton ties. s1.05. Basrinx
54GEitc. Hemp twine &C. Receipts-F1our, 900
brls: wheat $4,000 bu: corn. s2ooo bu; oats. 5000
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LOCAL WHOLESALE TRADE
DRY GOODS MEN UNUSUALLY BUSY
FOR THIS TIME OF YEAR.
Provisions Are Quiet for Export, but
There Ii q Good Domestic Trade
Grain Markets Are Light.

Trade In the aggregate has been very satisfac-
tory during the past week. There
fears early OF a drought and merchants were
somewhat anxious the effect 1t would have
business. but the rains OF Wednesday and
Thursday gave a much brighter outlook to busi-
ness matters. and travelling statesmen who came
N Friday and Saturday brought good orders.
Dry goods houses doing about much bust
ness IN April. Goods have sold so well In the
country that the retail merchants who thought
they well stocked up ind themselves short
and are increasing their purchasers. Wholesale
srocers. during the entire week. had a brisk
trade The unsettled conditions Of the sugar
market and the low prices at which cofYees are
selling have increased rather than diminished
the demand for these lines of goods. In fancy
groceries sales are much larger than usual In
May. which 10 taken as evidence that people
throughout the country so prosperous that
they are furnishing their tables with a greater
variety. The provision market Is rather quiet.
Prices are easing on. The dullness Is felt more
IN export trade than in domestioe. The fact IL
that fresh meats are 50 high that the people are
greater users OF hog products. Leather mer-
this season OF the year. Prices have taken on
. steadier tone The hide market presents no
features It has been busy with the
iron and hardware dealers. Sales of nails and
glass large and the times are so good that
they selling lawnmowers and like arti-
cies than in any previous year In their history.
On Commission trade has been good. Stocks.
ciaIly In green stun. Strawberries have been
scarce and higher all the week Oranges have
aSancsd cents soa nave Bananas sa are
moving freely at steady prices. The produce
market in 4, domestic way is active beyond pre-.
butter are required to supply the home market.
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Cash quotations follows Flour steady:
spring patents. s3.35d3sO: straights. So 1903 So
bakers. s25Od2 90. Wheat-No. 2 spring 7sasOc
NO. D. 140l9c; No. red, 7Sq79. Corn-No q 45c
No: yellow. 47c. Oats-No. 2, 33lsc; No 2
white, 3l1aa3S1zc; No. white, 35& 6371kc No 2
rye, 49l5@?Oc. Barley-Good feeding 3S(l43c: fair
to choice mailing. 49d5ic. Fiaxseed-No /. SIP:
No. Northwestern sL17h. Prime timothy
seed, $3.50 Cloyer-Contract grade sll 5O61I Il
Mess pork, per brl, sl7.37izG17.50. Lard per 100
lbs, S.9oqS.Glz Short rib sides Qoose). So 4OD
80 Dry-salted shoulders (boxed), S. l2tLIs "a
Short clear sides (boxed). ss.75Q9 s7ls. WHISKY
Basis of high wines, s1.a0
Receipts-Flcur, %, 200 brIs: wheat l36 200 bu .
corn. 35t. 100 blu: oats. 21s 900 bu: rye s 500 bu
barley $500 blu. Shipments-F1our 17s 900 brls
wheat l2l,OOo bu; corn, $4,000 bu; oats, 2i9 200
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THE LIVE STOCK MARKETS
CATTLE SCARCE AND QUIET, SELLING
AT STEADY PRICES.
Hogs in Fair Demand and Five to Ten
Cents Lower-Sheep Steady-Con-
dition Of other Markets.

UNION STOCKYARDS. INDIANAPOLIS, May
23.-Catte-Receipts 100; shipments light The
marketing of cattle this week shows decrease
of about 100 compared with last week an in
crease Of $50 the same week year ago. and
1,l5e over the corresponding week two years ago.
Thus far this year the receipts are a little over
500 smaller than the same time last year, and
for the month thus far there is an increase VI
over $500 compared with the same period last
year. decline in prices of all grades has been
the order of business this week Some have lost
considerably but 1t was observed that such kinds
usually are the weakest at this time in the year.
The demand from local sources has been all that
could have been expected under the circum-
stances. but the request from outside sources mas
been small. The quality this week has been Of
fair average. but not up to the standard of some
time ago. when there was a smaller proportion
OF grass stock. The fight this week has been
the hardest against the big heavy cattle In all
departments. but especially in the steer
line. II has been very difficult TO find an outlet
for this class and at the extreme close of the
week IL was not uncommon to hear Of sales Csc
to Csc lower than last week. The next class. av-
eragng around 1.250 to 400 lbs lost possibly at
least Csc. and the tidy light steers. of which
there not large supply, lost from loc TO
Csc. according to finish. The demand for feeding
cattle account of the conditions existing In
the market for fat cattle. has been about the
dullest of the season. and prices. of course. have
declined. It is observed. however. that yester-
day the best feeders sold as high as $40. which
Is probably. not to exceed l5c lower than a week
ago. The market for cow stuff. on account OF
the scarcity, comes nearer being steady than for
any other class. but that there was general
loss of possibly 10c TO 15c in prices. Hefers de-
veioped considerable weakness. the good kinds
selling from 15c to Csc lower. while grass heifers
in many cases were reported 4oc to soc lower.
Under natural conditions the market should
steady up some in the near future for choice dry
fed heavyweight cattle, but the outlook for
heavy stock and grassy cattle is by no means
encouraging. The highest prices paid this week
were s5.25 for fat steers s475 for feeders. Al5
for heifers. 81. for cows. A.2 for bulls. and
sos for calves. The receipts to-day. as usual
on Saturday small. and there was about
the usual close-of-the-week demand, which
means that there was no important request and
the market was necessarily quiet. but sales in
a general way represented quotably steady prices
compared with yesterday There was liberal
run of calves to-day, and sales were usually
from 25c to SOC lower. the top being practically
IS So but there were few sales above that. Quo
tations:
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Hogs-Receipts, 45OO; shipments small. Com
crease of about 1000 over last week. fully 5000
over the same week year ago, and little change
wt a the this gears the receipts are
$1,000 larger than the same time last year. and
il 900 compared with the same period last year;
For the week ending Yesterday the leading local s
the the DR. preceding week and 22ssS the same week
year ago. During the same period the shipments
ii2s the corresponding week year ago. Al
though there has been another sharp reduction
ing hsse S Been in line With
than last week. The best feature OF the trade
eere hss Deen u .ae be admitted that With
p the receipts have
this week. the patronage from outside sources
has decreased and statesmen, therefore. have had
ton tH Of the Supplies The quantity has been very
satisfactory all week, and the average weight Is
h ne Week Khan epensG With
the downward movement was checked for two
S %ss from sc to loo decline each day and the
net loss for the week is fully SOC The top price
at the close of this week is fully 35c lower than
a week ago. s1.o5 lower than month ago. and
CSC lower than a year ago The receipts TO-DAY
ket showing an increase Of over LOCO compared
with a week ago. and about 1000 compared with
no demand from outside sources. and packers. of
course. were bidding lower. Their conduct here
spos IN the hearts Of and their
bids considering the receipts and the limited
opposition were recognized as reasonable There
fore the disposition was to accept prices offered.
and from the start the trading was as active as
one buyer could make II. The result was good
clearance in good season. and. although there
was the usual quiet closing market. there was
no further change in prices compared with the
day would be very difficult on account of the ir-
regular sales yesterday. but IL was generally
admitted to-day that the average was fully 10c
lower than yesterdays average. and representa-
tive sales indicated that this Is conservative
estimate The extreme range in prices to-day
was from S. 90 to $685., and the bulk Of the sup
DIV sold at s6d6.30. Quotations:
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A factory expert who has been for more
than year examining the works of an old
and well-known New England concern and
suggesting changes and Improvements,
made this remark the other day:
They were always interested in all the
suggestions I made which would lesson
the cost of supplies. but when I submitted
long list Of new machines needed the
presidents face grew long.
Don't you think, he said finally. that
we can get along In many cases with the
machinery we already have? Such an ex-
penditure as this will hurt the years divi-
dends. and We can realize very little on the
old machines IL we try to sell them
well. no. said. If you merely wanted
to get along you didn't need me. And that
isn't the American way. The reason we
win is because were willing to take big
risks to do it,
:" I guess you're right he answered, but
that's long list
He'll do 1t after awhile" went on the
expert. but there's quite bit of old Eng
land in New England methods"
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blend. &c; fancy blend, 1sc; Golden blend. l5c.
blend p. 5oc Diiworths, io25c: Mail Po sssa
s75c: Gates's blended Java. 1025c: Climax Java
sasaI-cisy pT,sss: , Crystal pominoe.. 5-lb
@ P ocss.sea sis S S Ssss
ETanuIaiea SOss ,, sta1dard graduated i0o-b
lated. Sl5c: granuiated alb bags. 52sc srsnu-
lated. 5-ib cartons, soc; cubes, 5.sOc; mold A,
'V Windsor A. 1sOc Ridsewood " a. tsOe eS0c;
Phoenix A. i.75c: 5 Empire A. 4TOc; Ideal
RidssWood es s5se; yellow sx 800 SOC %
k 3 sslos ssiCw ssc yellow yellow .sse
Molasses and syrups-New Orleans mo,as...
fair to prime. @as2c: choice. SSa42c: syrups. 2s
saIt-In car lots. sOas5c; small lots. soas5c.
spices-PepPers nc; allspice. l5glsc; cloves, Is
.n, e .lss e. C, CAROLINA. ss9sO
Lead-sl497c for pressed bars
,a WoS 3d. Ro 81 sd per No lOso sa No.
weodenwsS.-No tubs; ssa1 No , tubs. $50
sommen wsshboards, sss9iso; ciOthespinsee sc cS
Iron and Steel.
Bar lyon; s5oc; horseshoe bar. a7sc: nail rod.
tire steel. sasisc; spring steel. 41zQ5c.
Leather.
Oak sole. 3za42c: .hemlock SOLE 2sassc. b.rr...
3:ai5c; skirtins. 2S@4oc: single strap, 4I6Ssc:
SKIN k sc Fiepcs KIP sos9s city calf
Nails and Horseshoes.
Steel cut rails rails So yIEs nails from store.
per key. a; mule shoes. per key, $50: h"rss
nails Hqs per box. Barb wire galvanized. os ss
Oils.
sc per gal: OIL legal test. 1 lesi5c0 boiled
Provisions.
sugar,cured Hams-Indiana. IL to IS lbs aver
shoulders-English cured, Reliable 10 o. a. :,
average. ii1.c susar-cured Indiana to 10 lbs lbs
Picked Pork-Fancy homeless pig pork mar ,-,
200 lbs s23 fancy clear bean pork per brI Zoo lbs.
br zoo lbs $3.50 Also half brIs. 100 sum Ib: per
half the price of the brls. adding SOC TO covsr
additional cost OF packing.
Lard-Kettle rendered, lie; pure lard 1ossc
Bacon-Clear sides. 30 to 40 lbs average. l2Kc:
lbs 20 81 les ay s ls clear bellies 3 to
70 10 lbs average, l3c; clear backs, 20 to so lbs
s average Rc; Y to Is lbs average. I2lc to il
Produce, Fruits and Vegetable.
Applee-Ben Davis. fancy. sssoa4; w,,,ov
xsparseus~Home grown. per dog. 15c.
Rananas-Large, - per bunch; medium q, sn
Reans-Mobile. green. 81 75. '""'
TSabba1e-Mobile. per crate 81. 25d2 50
Canteloupes-Rocky Fords. per crate a
S,,,cumbers-75c per doz.
LemonsWExtra fancy verdelia. $50 size. 81 box.
200 size, 1915 -
NAVY Beans-Per bu. $z.35.
oranses--California navels, So: seeding. sa7k.
Onions-7c per doz vs''S'
Peas-Tennessee, per blu box. $3.50
psnsa nples-Per crate, 2.40Q2.6 60
ppntatoes-New per bag. $2q2- 25
Potatoes-wisconsin white 7oQ75c per blu.
p.dirhes-i5c per doz. '
Observation-Disclosures 81. 75Q2; Indiana ., "a
Sauash-Florida. per crate. 1915. 'S'o'
e. So choice. g. eS'
Seeds.
s.ed clover. prime. ss.75q7.25: English cIover
&C gSSS7 %: alsike, $9dl2. Timothy prime co.;
so Fancy Kentucky bluegrass, S. 5OGI *. 80 ex
tra clean, s0a10c. Orchard grass, s2l1a 25: red
ton s0cQis1. 70. English bluegrass 81 ~
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Oils.

OIL CITY. Nay 23-Credt balances, 81. 90; GER
tiicates no bids. MISUNDERSTANDING
i15.27o brls: average. S5,ol4 brls: Lima. 5s.o5s
1885 brs average. 1854 brls Lima So. $50 brls;
average, 5,5H brls.
NEW YORK. May 23.-Petroleum steady; re-
fined New York, 9.55c: Philadelphia and Balti-
more. S5oc; Philadelphia and Baltimore, in bulk,
5.s0c. Resin steady; strained. common to good,
s2d2o5. Spirits turpentine firm at 5S11d54c.
SAVANNAH, May z3.-Turpentine firm at 5lc
Rosin firm; A, B. c. d, s1.e5: E. $40; F, 81. 10;
q. $3.50; H. $40; I. 3:o5; X. 1910; NJ $3.50; N,
50. 25; window glass; 30; water white. 1896.
WILMINGTON, May 23-Spirits turpentine
50Ac Rosin firm at 81 70dI.75. Crude turpentine
quiet at 81 ss.25 and 1915 Tar firm at s165.
MONTPELIER, May 23-Crude petroleum
steady; North Lima. s1A; South Lima and In
diana, s1.09.
CHARLESTON. May 2a.-Turpentine steady at
49c. Rosin steady.
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mediately dried.

mediately dried. Washing. conducted I'm
this way. can do no harm. but volumes
OF water entering the ear can do an amount
Of harm that Is incalculable.
For instance, colo or saIt water, flood
ing the ear. may cause Inflammation of the
meatus. When water II forced from the
mouth and nostrils into the middle ear
through the eustachian tube Inflammation
OF the middle ear Is sure 20 occur
IF bathers in bath tubs would use wash
rags on their ears carefully and n bathers
In salt and fresh water would plug their
ears with cotton. keep their mouths shut
and In diving hold their noses. there would
be many thousands less OF eur diseases an
ually."
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New York Mail ana Express.

For some time an old man and his wife, each
over seventy. have been practically wards of the
city Neither has been able to do much work
but they have been kept In the institutions be-
cause there seemed TO be no other place FOR
them. The old man could putter around bit
sweeping, cleaning UP. etc. short time ago
either as Gift or legacy. He promptly OBJ
tanned permission 10 leave the Institution for a
day. came 10 the city and hired small tene-
ment Then he went after his wife, and to-
gether they bought little furniture and moved
into their home.
On the day that he moved ne went to one OF
the employees Of the institution and told him
that he was about to leave.
us that so. Mr.. -" was the reply. What's
that for?''
Well" said the old man. me and the old
woman are going &c housekeeping for a while
We're both kind Of tired of boarding.
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Washington Post.

have a small boy friend. aged eight. and
named Todd. He is wholly human, and he
has careful and religious mother who
strives constantly to bring him within
speaking distance OF her Ideal of what a
boy should be. To this end he is admon-
ished to pray every night that he be made
better boy. One night recently h..
ers. His mother asked him IL he had for
gotten to say them. and he answered that
he had not forgotten, but that he did not
intend TO pray that night. His mother in
quired the reason for his determine ton.
Todd. from his comfortable pillow, made
answer:
well. mother" said he, I'll get I'D and
say my old prayers IL you want me to- but
/ don't want TO do it bit. Here I've been
asking and asking God to make me a good
boy. and think I've done ii enough God
and 1 don't think it's nice for me to make
nuisance Of myself. I've pretty near wor-
ried the life out of Him about IL already"