Watertown republican. [volume] (Watertown, Wis.) 1860-1906, 1903-08-08

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he said. 'Do you mind getting it for
me? My willis in there, too. l made
it as soon as [ struck my first luck, in
case. = Oh, what 1 wanted to
ask you, doctor, was-if [ don't pull
round, will you have my bag and
everything sent her? You'll find her
address"
eyes, yes. But not now," Walden
interrupted harshly. you've talked
too much already. Come
along, Barrow" he hailed the advent
of the steward with ineffable relief
call me if he is worse in the night"
He was dazed and stupefied by the
knowledge that had come upon him
so unexpectedly, and yearned to get
away and be alone where lie might
think of it.
Yet he could not think of it even
when he was alone, for every thought
as it touched his brain famed into
madness and became an incoherent
flicker that dazzled and baffled him.
One thought only burned to clear
and tiercely steady blaze-a sinister,
hellish thought that he dared not
face and could not distinguish.
My God!" he muttered, pacing his
cramped room like a Gagged animal.
Its more than I can bear!"
He lost all count of time, as man
does when he sleeps, but when the
steward summoned him hurriedly an
hour after midnight he had evident
ly not been in bed; light was burn
ing in his cabin, he was still dressed,
and his face was wan and his eyes
heavy as if he were in pain.
"Mr. Ashton's worse, sir. Edwards
is with him, and called me to fetch
you. He can't sleep. Keeps sitting
up, Edwards says, staring as if he
could see people, an talking very
singular. Delirious. 1 expect, sir"
"We must try a sleeping draught,"
said Walden duly. 'I'Il be there di-
rectly."
Barrow being gone, he busted him
self in the medicine cupboard, and
fastened after him, carrying some
thing in glass.
hear the sick man babbling monoton-
ously, and the very sound of his voice
stung him and quickened that fire of
hell to a fercer flame within him;
till suddenly he caught a word of
what the man was saying-merely a
name, but the utterance of it checked
him instantly, as if a hand had
plucked at his sleeve.
He stood trembling, and in that
same instant saw, shaping white in
the darkness before him, sweet, sad
face, grown. pale with weary years
of longing-the pure, wistful eyes
looked into his, and their calmness
him ashamed.
He was sane again; he could not
go on, but yielded to gentler impulses
as readily as if the utterance of Der
name had conjured her there in very
reality to turn him back, and he had
ence.
With a something breaking like a
sob in his throat, he swiftly retraced
his steps, pausing in the unlighted
saloon to open one of the portfolios
and fling the glass he carried far out
into the dark.
Thereafter, he sat till we'll into
the day watching and tending the
man she loved and had loved so long.
He shrank from trusting himself
alone with his own thoughts again
yet; and, because she loved him and
her happiness was bound up in his
life. all that unhappy night he fought
with death for the man he hated.
Going on deck in the morning he
leaned over the side to tear up the
letter he had written and scatter its
fragments into the sea.
1t was the burial of a great hope
that had died in the night.
AS he walked away, the captain,
coming from breakfast, met him and
fingered to make inquiries.
Morning, doctor; how's the pa.
tient? You're not going to make
funeral of it, I hope?"
"Not quite" Walden laughed care
1essly. ''He has taken turn for the
better. BLACK and White.