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II don't know. Only Ferris can explain
that"
"Well. then, Mr.. Alder. he won't ex-
plain. SO on the face of II he Is guilty
and Dean isn't"
II tell you he is innocent'' said Alder,
angrily, 'and my friend Mr.. Basson can
prove it."
'Basson-Clement Basson. the barris-
ter?" said Gebb, with a stare. why.
what on earth has he got 10 do with it,
"He saw Ferris on the night OF the
murderv'
saw himl Where?"
"At Grangebury In the evening"
"And Miss Gilman was murdered at
/. Grangebury," said the detective why,
that looks as though Ferris was guilty.
Your evidence rather condemns than ex-
onerates him"
mot at ALL" rejoined Alder. tartly. II
read the evidence of the murder In the
daily papers, although did not know AT
the time that Miss Ligram was my cou-
sin. Ellen Gilmar."
"Well, what of that?" inquired Gebb,
| rather puzzled by the irrelevancy OF this
! remark.
This much. Mrs. Presk and her SER
want were at lecture on Dickens In the
| Grangebury Town Hail."
81 know that"
"wcll. Mr.. Gebb. that lecture was given
| by Basson!'
by Clement Basson. the barrster. who
| defended Dean twenty years ago7''
THE samel You must know that Bas-
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KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK OF
GIVING FREE ICE TO THE POOR.

The sample OF tropical temperature
which was doled cut yesterday and today
by the clerk OF the weather was pointed
reminder To those who are I'm a position
To provide themselves with the real lux
ury of the season-ice, that there are
thousands who are deprived OF it's use.
The News has appealed. and not in vain,
as the splendid responses OF liberal heart
ed men. women and children attest. to
the public for donations TO the free Ice
fund. charity which is practical, sub
stantial and noble.
There is but one end I'm view-the allie
Walton OF the sufferings OF those who,
without means of securing what is looked
upon generally as an inexpensive COM
tort. are debarred from having II.
Every person who has, by large OF
small contributions. aided I'm the distribu-
tion OF free ice, made himself solid with
the poor and put a bright and endearing
mark against his name.
While but few of the donors have wit
mothers and children, some have takeI
pains to visit the free ice stations. and
these have come away resolved TO make
other gifts of money 10 the cause
1t is pleasure 10 note that the Outlet
Company has made "A liberal contribution
and of the ice itself.
men who constitute this company. who
have revolutionized business methods in
Providence and have astonished not a
few by their bold dashes for and the
securing of trade. have donated two tons
OF ice per week, notifying the News to
place IL where II will do-the most good.
Already the Outlet company's ice has
reached the hot garrets and the sick
rooms.
This may be good suggestion TO some
other business houses in Providence.
II is an experiment worth trying.
The returns from the ice stations re-
ceived this morning show that the News
delivered twice as much ice to the poor
people last week as IL did during the
first week the charity was started.
The good citizens of Providence are
responding nobly TO the call of the News.
but the Indications are that even twice
the amount OF money already collected
can be judiciously used during this sum-
mer season. Earl Carpenter & Sons Co.
have put no limit upon the amount c'
ice they are willing TO supply under their
agreement with the News. having full
faith that their generosity will not be
abused.
They will continue to supply half the
ice required by the News In It's free dis
tribution. so long as the public will sup
port this movement.
The police have done their work well.
The tickets have been distributed with
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BRISTOL.

The town is having a celebration today,
the Italian citizens observing the ami
versary of Mary of Mt Carmel The
Italian society attended a special mass
at st. Mary's church in the morning and
Capone's Italian band furnished music
during the day.
A statue of the Virgin of st. Carmelo
was presented to st. Mary's church by
the Italian people and parade took place
at ID. m.
In the evening there will be a band
concert and a fine display of fireworks
on the common.
The residences of the Italian people and
st. Mary's church are handsomely dec
GRATED and illuminated in honor of the
anniversary.
A game of baseball was played on the
common Saturday afternoon between the
Bristols and /. c. /. OF Providence and
was witnessed by two thousand people.
The home team won by score of 20 to
Company G., Second Regiment, return
ed Saturday evening from Quonset Point.
where 1t had been In camp with the
brigade for the past week.
on by the s MAYS s Society ee
and drum band. and parade was made
through the principal streets to Has
brouck block, where the armory is To-
Gated.
Rev. Patrick McCabe, pastor of ST.
Marys church, who has been attending
the annual retreat of the priests of this
diocese, returned home on Saturday.
The school committee Will meet this
evening for the purpose of examining
plans of the new school house.
Notice has been received by Babbitt
post, q. A. r., of an official visitation of
Department Commander Walter A Read
to the post Friday evening, July II. De-
partment Commander Read and stan will
visit the Soldiers Home the afternoon of
the same day.
The deed for the transfer of land from
Edward s. Babbitt TO Frank p. Pinherio
is recorded at the town clerks office
y The painting of the Mt Hope block
on Hope street owned by Contractor
Samuel c. Easterbrooks Is looked upon
as a fine piece of work
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A / Mntrum. Chas Smyth, New York;
A Lasker. Boston; w Ween, New
York; j II Kirkey John S Noonan, Cam
den; w Bartlett and wife. Boston; Mrs
J Clark. Mrs Il Kennedy. G Clark.
Washington. ID c: r Il Wade. Warren;
w III Parker, Fall River; J Il Seball.
New Haven; + G Hoist. Pittsburg: q
Wilson and wife, Boston; 8 Gahon,
Woonsocket; Leonard, Bayside.
DORRANCE--Wiiliam Walker, John
Roche. w Buttles. New YORK; Il
Rowe Chicago: w westtake, New York:
w Patnot. st Louis; j A Wright. Wake
field; Geo Paquatta, Haverhill; John r
Martin. Boston; ID Il Schwarz. New York:
c T. lie Valley. woonsoeket; Me-
Donald Taunton: Henry Morse. woon-
socket; Daniel Hunter. Galveston. Tex:
M ID Hunter Middletown. Conn; w r
Ellis, Provdence; A Lord, Hartford;
E # Blanding. Boston, DR. & Byrne,
Washington, ID G.; s III Plumb. Boston:
S Hotchfiner. New York; J Herhilcy.
Providence; Levison. New York; w
Beaumont New Haven; G l. Shaw. Bal
timore; Jas Bradford. New York; John
# Collins, Boston: w f Russell Now
York; w Thurston. w " Barnes.
Providence; III T. Hasken. New York: ID
III Graham. Syracuse; q l. Smith. Ros-
ton: w c Noble. Long Island II r Wall.
A Lewis, PrOvidence; j T. Kenny. Nor
wood; III A Kinney, w r Babtt, Boston:
K M Slouf. Springfield.
THE ALBEE-Geo III Carr and wife,
Emily Jordan, New York; @ II Phillips
and wife, Boston: Chas Congdon. David
Brown, No Scituate:.W w Gfldersleeve,
Boston; Frank Carney. Peter Edwards.
Dorchester; j III Flynn and wife. New
York; + G Clark. III Barth. A s Thaveg.
Boston; Paul Fetching. Lymansville:
Capt r s Hopkins. Newport News: B M
Faulkner, New Bedford: w d Flanagan
and wife. Newport: John Mcintosh At
tleboro; Miss l.. Julian. Lecminster:. Mrs
M Keyes. Violet Gleason. Fred Mcdonald,
Mayo Sisters, New York: + KinE.
Gloucester; w @ Warren. Frederic Hurd.
New York.
PERRIN-C G Weed, Sanford: ] r
Mathewson, Franklin; r o johnson ana
wife. Fred Mcdonald. Boston; J M Rus
sell. III r Russell, Bennington; s c will
son. Chas Carr and wife. New Haven:
@ r Briggs. Taunton; Edward Brady, Jas
Connor. Providence; r Webb. Law
renee: M Wright, Tony Pearl. New York;
Mace, Providence: B Anderson. w II
Hickey and wife. r williams, Boston; I
Mercier. Philadelphia; w II Moulton
and wife. Providence; Albert Lewis. u
Burton, Boston. tS n
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Hartford Defeated Providence Grays in
EIeVen-Inning Game.
Other Contests in the Eastern League
Series Referees Gossip.

The Hartford club demonstrated Its
fighting abilities in the game at Rocky
Point yesterday afternoon. winning out
in the llth inning on three hits and
sacrifice. The final score was to 3.
The game was a peculiar one. II
hbounded In free hitting. but these same
hits did not come when they were most
needed.
The game was an uphill contest for
the Hartfords. although they did get one
run In the first. when Stafford fell down.
while running after Myers long fly TO
centre.
Providence broke in with three tallies
In the third, which was the sum total OF
their batting during the day. Friend
was first up and struck out. Parent was
given a base on balls and then Connor
banged terrific hit to left near the
barn. Hemming fell while after this ball
and lost sight OF IL. 1t would have been
double anyway, but Connor got home
before the ball could be returned. Cas-
sidy was second out. and then Davis put
one To right for another homer.
With the score three TO one I'm the
ninth, hundreds of people. prepared TO
leave the grounds. They would have
missed the best part of the game. how
ever. for the Hartfords were destined to
win.
The tenth was played with Providence
etill fighting as in the last OF the ninth.
They nearly got run but Gatins spoiled
their only chance when he grabbed
Smiths liner.
In the eleventh Steelman got n hit,
went to second on sacrifice by F'laherty
and scored on a hit by Donovan. The
latter went TO second on the throw to
the plate and scored on hit by Shindle
Massey was third out on fly to CASH
dy.
Braun batted for Friend and flied out
TO centre. Parent and Connor were next
I'm order but could do nothing and the
game was over.
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ERNE-M' GOVERN FIGHT.

Arrangements have been completed by
the Twentieth Century Athletic Club for
ison Square Garden. The betting today
was at even money. The easy way in
which Erne has reduced weight has sur
prised many of his supporters. lie will
have for one of his seconds kid Nc
Coy.
Both men are so confident Of victory
that IL is said they have wagered large
sums on themselves. The bout will be for
10 rounds at 12S pounds. Erne TO win will
have 10 knock ou. his opponent in that
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MICHAEL-M 'FARLAND AGAIN.
The Referee.

Jimmie Michael and Floyd Mcfarland
nave been matched for another race to
determine the middle distance champion
ship. The unsatisfactory epuing OF their
2o-mile paced race at Manhattan Beach
Saturday. in which Mcfarland was beat
en- by the breaking of his motor in the
18th mile, made this the desire of the
two men. The men yesterday made a
match for $1,000 a side and the gate re-
ceipts.
Ii was decided to hold the match on
Saturday. July 2l. at Woodside Park, The
conditions of the match are: Twenty
miles. the men to have two motors each
and the winner 10 take ALL
.,e men have met twice, Mcfarland
winning one race at Woodside by three
feet and Michael the one Saturday by
one lap.
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VACATION IN THE WOODS.

Archbishop Ireland is well known in
Washington, where good stories about
him are frequently told. Here is one
of, them: A protestant friend of Arch
bishop Ireland and an admirer of his
many fascinating qualities, was struck
one day at finding a gray-haired priest
whom he we'll knew to be an exceedingly
learned and able man, officiating In a
very small parish in one OF the country
districts.
How is it. your reverence" he asked.
that 30 wonderfully capable a man is
kept laboring In so unproductive a field
as that in which ] find him?"
"Ah." retorted the archbishop, rubbing
his hands and smiling in the unctuous
manner peculiar to him. 'Ah. dear friend.
the very man for the place-the very man
for the place"
There was a moments pause and then
the archbishop added, as though from
an afterthought. "and the very place to
the man. my dear sir-the very place for
the man."
The right reverend gentleman's nom
Catholic friend afterward found that he
had unwittingly discovered an example of
church discipline. The learned priest In
the country parish was undergoing what
Is known In ecciesiast stical circles az "a
vacation In the woods. st. Louis POST
Dispatch.
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SYNOPSIS Of PREVIOUS CHAPTERS.

In small suburb OF London an ecoen-
trio old woman. who has given her name
as Miss Ligrnm. Is found murdered. IL is
finally discovered that she was I'm reality
a Miss Ellen Gilmar. formerly house,
keeper at <irkstone Hall. During her
stay there a sensational murder had oc-
CURED. The master OF Kirkstone had
been murdered I'm a room known as the
yellow Boudoir. A man named Dean had
been convicted OF the deed and imprison-
ed. mainly on MSS Gilmar's testimony.
lie had sworn to be rcvenged on her. The
room in which Miss Gilman is found dead
IL an almost exact fac-simile OF the orig
inal Yellow Boudoir.
Gebb, n detective goes down TO Kirk
stone Hall and sees Edith Wedderburn.
n relative Of the dead woman. Edith has
lover named Ferris. and II Is found
that Ferris has pawned the diamond
necklace which was stolen from Miss Gil
mar the night she was murdered.
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Cobb. looking up sharply.

Gebb. looking up sharply.
mo. Nor did he know Miss Gilmar so
far as my knowledge goes" said Alder
with a nod. Ferris has been friend OF
mine for many years, and although for
certain reasons we are not very inti-
mate, am sure he is not guilty of this
crime" .sl
''If Ferris did not know Dean. or does
not know him, I don't very well see how
ne can be shielding him." cried Gcbb. ir-
ritably. eff You will excuse me saying
so. Mr.. Alder. / think you are talking
sheer nonsense" ...tH
II am sorry you think So" said Alder.
stifiy. "Of course | only state that Fer
ris Is not acquainted with Dean so far as
am aware; but he may know him for
all that"
"why?" asked Gebb, pertinently.
Because I am certain that Dean II
guilty"
Admitting that he is-which don't
on the strength of the romantic vow
how did Ferris become possessed Of the
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son Is friend OF mine," continued Alder,
conversationally, ''and a barrister. like
myself. He Is by no means well of. as
he Is fonder of play than OF work.
suggested to him that he should write
and deliver a few lectures I'm order to
make money. for he has n fine voice and
Is an excellent orator He adopted my
suggestion and wrote a lecture on Dick
ems; but being nervous. he wished 10
make an experiment I'm the suburbs. be-
fore attempting TO interest a London au-
dience. 1 suggested that he should de-
liver IL I'm the Grangebury Town Hall, as
i know many people In that suburb. He
consented, and delivered the lecture on
the 24th OF July, that Is, on the very
I night my cousin was murdered"
And Mrs. Presk attended the lecture
| with her servant." reflected Gebb. did
| you know that Miss Gilman was I'm
| Grangebury?"
| 81 No! She took lodgings In Paradise
Row under the name of Ligram. you
know" said Alder. IT had not set eyes
| on her for years-in fact not since she
left Kirkstone Hall. Out OF terror lest
she should be killed by Dean. she kept
| her address secret from all. although I
believe she occasionally wrote to Miss
Wedderburn on business."s
| II know" replied Gebb, with nod.
1 but Miss Wedderburn had not heard
from your cousin since six months before
the murder: so she was not aware OF
Miss Ligram's-or rather Miss Gilmars
| presence I'm Grangebury. Dut what has
the lecture to do with Ferris and his in
| nocence7'
I'm coming 20 that" said Alder quiet
ly. "As i had suggested the lecture 20
Basson. wished him to have a large
| audience, 40 I asked my friends In
Grangebury 70 attend; also invited some
London acauaintances. amongst them
| Ferris"
did Ferris go 10 the lecturer"
Yes I saw him myself at the door.
when I spoke a few words TO him. y
sat In front row and Basson-who
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HOTEL ARRIVALS.

NARRAGANSETT-w N Young, A G
Barrett, Boston; A G Dee. Worcester; M
Traub New York: Mrs Alfred Hand,
Scranton; Brande. New York; M
Baer, Miss Hattie Baer. Pittsburg; VIII
liam Carleton. New York; John Weizel
and wife, Boston, Frank Dickerson and
wife, III Z Jones and wife. A + Lahens,
New York. G wordner. Boston; f. c
Neville, Lewiston; f w Malloway, Phila-
delphia; w ID Casseltaine. Elizabeth: T M
Gilhllan, p Hollingshead. w r Kersch-
ner, New York; w Lockwood, s. Parsons.
ii Philbrek. Boston; l. Wallace, r.
w Ney, New York: c III Barger and
wife, w c Hazelton, Boston: "A III Hepp-
ner, Jas Harvie. 4 c Shoemaker. Geo
Marks: New York; w r Livingston.
Philadelphia: Mr. and Mrs c III Graff. Jas
Mccullough. New York; J NJ Fenlon. G Il
Smith, Council Bluffs; Hartford Base
Ball club; Z Ames, Boston,; w w Will
hanson and wife. New York; J b Ed
ward, Southtridge; r II Martin, New
York: M Robir. II Goodwin. Miss Sher-
man, ] X Mullen. c + Johnson and wife.
w E Saunders and wife. Boston; Miss
Neville, Lewiston: q w starbuck. II
whittemore and wife. Middeboro; r. III
jackson, Providence; Jas Fairchilds, Miss
NJ Montgomery. Miss Nj II Richards, b
l. Wells, N Oliphant, III Fairchilds, No
Attleboro: w c Hazelton, Tufts college;
Mrs F v Stebbens, Westerly; A f Win
ship, Boston,: Mr. and Mrs j Stevens.
7 b Kennedy. H Logan Reed and wife.
r wardner and wife. Lon Ward. e III
Fanison. G II Dresler. New York; p c
De Francis. Philadelphia; J l. Fournier.
Fall River; II wald. New York; w r
Clark, Boston: Andrew Roche, Hartford
L o Appleby and wife. w III Miller and
wife. w McGoyern. New York.
NEwMAN-F Edwards and wife. F c
Florence r Morton and wife, Boston;
+ c Halst. Pittsburg; O d Bostwick,
Chicago; J weimner. M d. New York;
] r Carey, Indianapolis: ! NJ Anthony,
Whitinsville; @ Brewer. Fred ID Levy,
w Il witham, Boston; A r Tator, New
York; Harry Collins and wife. Lowell;
@ Farquhar and wife. Philadelphia:
II Davis and wife, Concord; G. Hon.
man, Wheeling. w Va; G f Hall and
wife, M ID Crosby, Boston; w A Woods.
Spencer; G. Wilson and wife, Boston:
Philip McCann. Fall River; w A Wallis.
Lynn: Mr. and Mrs Stevens, New York:
T stiles, 8 ID Burrows. A Ruden, Bos-
ton: G T Bullens. q A -ButIens. Medfeid; |;
r. II Falbaum. Philadelphia: @ w Gro
yer. Cambridge; w A Rhodes. Boston:
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nearly a mile ahead when Downey quit.
at the beginning OF the 18th mile. for a
punctured tire. Downey rode erratic and
could not hold his pace. The summary:
Five-mile pursuit race ebtween +. But
terworth OF Darlington. X. L.. and John
Burns, Providence, won by Butterworth,
who caught Burns at 3ls miles Time sn.
43 3-5s.
Five-mile pursuit race between Y. But
cox of East Providence and Louis Hen
way OF Broekton. Wilcox caught Hen
way at 3ss miles. Time 9m 3-5s.
Twenty-mile motor paced race between
Joe Downey and B. Munroe. won by
Munroe. Time Sim. 20 4-5s.
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The strong Providence Optical Com
pany team added another victory TO It's
already long string on last Saturday.
when they met and defeated the Waite
& Thresher team on Lincoln Field.
The final score was 16 TO T. The fea-
lures OF the game were the pitching of
Reynolds and Mowry. the individual work
the uniform fielding OF the Waite *
Thresher team who played snappy
game, although defeated.
The players OF the +. o. team are aa
follows: Vincent b.: TayloG b.; Nc
Lane. !. f.; III. Moran. c.: MCGOWAN. / b.;
Luby. T. (. McGuckin, s. s.: Mowry. c.;
Reynolds, p.
teur team In the city or state Address
Optical Baseball Team. Providence, r. I.
The Y. Il. A. c. defeated the Linwoods
in n well played game yesterday rhs
score was tied TO the ninth inning whom
Black hit safe and Downe sacrificed ana
Cooney hit out a three-bagger. The Y.C.
II. A. challenge any team i'm the state
under l5 years after July "a. Address
challenges to Charlie Sheehan, IS Culver
street.
A very interesting game OF base ball
was played at the picnic of the Ostby {.
Barton Relief Association at Palace Gar
dens, Saturday. The association gave two
new balls and bat for prizes. The game
was between the Foster & Bailey and the
Ostby & Barton teams. II resulted In a
victory for Ostby e. Bartons by score
of 13 10 5.
On account of poor financial support.
the Young Mems Athletic Club has dis
banded the base ball team Last year the
Y. NJ. A. c. team under the management
of Martin J. Egan had a very successful
season. defeating the strongest clubs in
the state and winning % out of % games
played.
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-Picklngs From The Diamond.

In the Chicago-P Pittsburg game at Chi
cago yesterday each side got two runs; In
the initial inning without the aid OF
single hit
Ritchey of Pittsburgh sprained his an
kle in the game yesterday.
BY the loss OF the game yesterday. the
Pirates dropped into fourth place.
Philadelphia and Chicago are now tied
for second
Noodles" Hahn is piIhing magnificent
ball for the Cincinnati Reds. Shut-outs
are common occurrences with Mr. Hahn.
Providence is now 20 points ahead of
Rochester in second place. They should
make IL more in the next week.
Scott Stratton will be in the game with
Hartford this afternoon.
The game between Providence and
Hartford this afternoon will begin at $3.50
o'clock. Braun will pitch for Providence
and -4emming or Donovan for Hartford.
Piggy" Ward had .ots of fun when the
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and decided that events set for today
must be concluded finally on the grounds
today, but that records made I'm the pre-
liminary trials yesterday would stand.
The following men were the winners
OF the finals:
Broad jump. Kraenzlein. II. OF p. 60
meter cash. Kraenzlein. ". of p; shot
put, Sheldon, N. Y. A. c.: 400-meter run,
Long ~. Y. A. c.: discus throw. Bauer.
Hungary; 1500-meter run. Bennett. Eng
land high jump. Baxter. u. OF p; 400
meter hurdles. Tewksbury. u. OF P.: 300
meter hurdles. Orton. N. Y. A. c.; pole
vault, Baxter, ". OF II.
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discrimination. and although three hum
dred were allotted to each district many
more can. be used II. .
Persons interested In charitable and
lphilanthropic work are frequent caiierA
at the News office with Information m
regard To deserving cases and their sug-
gestions are willingly received and readily
acted upon. In response TO rrcommenda-
tion of the Church OF the Epiphany \,
Elmwood. the News has arfanKed with
Earl Carpenter AZ Sons 80. - open STA
ton at their ice barns located on Masha-
paug p>..d.
This station will enable a large numbers
OF poor families In that part OF the city
TO receive the boon which has been so
thoroughly appreciated IN four other
districts.
This will make the ffth ice station es-
tablished by the News. Tickets for this
station are In the hands Of lady IN
Elmwood who Is well acquainted with
the needs OF that locality. so that tho
contributors TO the ice fund can feel as
sured that their generosity Will be propcr@
ly dispensed. This station az Fimvo !
will be open on Tuesday. Thursday and
-uIoo 'uoou nun Nooio.o OF moIJ AppinleS
menCing tomorrow.
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knows him-told me that he stayed al
most to the end of the lecture"
oh said Gebb. meaningly. Almost
TO the endv' Ht.
"well. at all events. he stayed until 10
o'clock" replied Alder, rather nettled.
And as my cousin was killed about that
time. Ferris could not have murdered
her"
mo! Certainly not. So far as I can see.
Ferris can prove anNalibi. II so why does
he not defend himself in that way?'
Alder shrugged his shoulders. "I can't