Deseret evening news. [volume] (Great Salt Lake City [Utah]) 1867-1920, 1899-10-14
DEsERET EVENING NEWS. SATURDAY, OCTOBER u, 1899.

meat In the First church had passed
away Rachel would 80 on with her
public lie according TO the wishes Of
the family She was totally unprcparcd
10Y hachers next remark
mankind where 10 most needs fhe s1rv.
Dec ~ SONG Mother. ] have made up
my mind to use my voice 60 some way
10 as 10 satisfy my soul that 4 am doing
something better than pleasing fashion,
able audiences or making money or
oven grntifylnE my own love of alnginF.
satisfy mo when ! ask, What would
Jesus dor and / am not satisfied and
cannot be- when I think ~ myself az
singing myself Into the career u con-
cert company performer"
Rachel spoke with a vlF0r and ear
neHtness that surprised her mother.
Mrs, Minsluw was anEfy now, and she
never tried 10 conceal hor feelings.
IL Ia simply ahaurli Rachel you
are a fanatic what can you dOY"
"The world has been served BY mon
and women who have given ID other
things that were gifts. Why should I.
because I am blessed with q natural
Flft. Nc once proceed 10 nut u market
price on ID and make nll Che money I
can out 81 ~ You know. mother, that
you have taught me 10 think OF a mus
steal career always In the lIght ~ a
financial and social success have boon
unable since I made my PROMISE two
weeks nFo 20 Imagine Jesus luinlur a
concert company to 30 what I would
do and live the lie would have 20 live
N Joined H."
Mrs. winsiow rose and then at down
again. with a great cnort she come
posed herself
what do you intend 90 DO then ?
You have not answered my question"
~ shall continue Co sins for the time
hcinn IN the church. I nm pledged 10
sing there through spring During the
week ] am going 10 sling lt the White
Cross meetings down in the Hectnnrie. %
What Rachel Winslowl DO you
know what you are rlyIug' 100 you
know what sort OF people those are
Rachel almost qunliod before her
mother. For moment she Hhnnk bach,
and was silent
Il know very well. That la the rcn-
son am going. Mr.. and Mrs Gray
have been working there several weeks
! learned only this morning that they
wanted singers from The churches Ia
help them in their meetings. They usr
"a tent. II n Ia "a part NJ the city whore
Christian work II most needed. I shall
offer them my help. Mother" Rachel
cried out with the FIRST passionate ut
torrance she had yet used. - want 10 40
IN the way ~ sacrifice. l know you will
not understand me. nut ! am hungry
TO suffer something What have wa
done all our lives FOR the suffering. sim
ming side ~ Rnymond1 How much
have We denied ourselves or given oi
our personal ease ana pleasure 10 bless
the place IN which We live 90 initiate
the NE of the Savior Of the worlds
Are we always 10 go ON doing ~ so
ciety Helnshly dictates, moving on It's
narrow little round ~ pleasures ana
entertainments and never knowing tho
pain u things that coat3"
Are you preaching az mo7" asked
Mrs. Wlnalow slowly. Rachel UNDER
stood her mothers words.
mo- I am preaching az myself" she
replied gently She paused a moment
as n she thought her mother would say
something more ana then went out VI
the room, When she reached her own
room, Nh. folt that 90 far us her moth
cr was concerned, she could expect ma
sympathy or even fair understanding
from her.
She knecled down. II Is safe 10 cay
that within the two weeks since Henry
MaNwclfn church had faced that shah
by figure with the faded hat more meme
hors ~ his parish had been driven "a
their knees In prayer than during all
the previous term Of his paatorate.
When she rose, her beautiful face
was wet with tears. She SAT thought
fully u little while ana then wrote a
note 10 Virginia Page. She sent II IA
her by mcsrengcr and then went down
stairs again aud sold her mother that