The Bourbon news. [volume] (Paris, Ky.) 1895-19??, 1899-12-12
} A BRAVE COWARD
2 By H. I. Cleveland.

John Sloan was trembling. His face was
white, his eyes wandering, while over his
skin ran cold and hot hushes. His mother
sat by the big window at the west end of
the dining room. Mary Carr was at the
door, her hand upon the knob. She was
speaking to John:
'Of course, if you have got to be made to
$50, there's no heroism in it. The Tenth
Pennsylvania don't want that class of men,
But if you love me-if you think anything
of the old 1ag-if you go because you ought
ito go-why, you can come and say goOd-by
to me tonight"
The latch clicked and she was gone. Sloan
looked at the troubled face of his mother
and left the house. Mechanically he wan
sdered to the great red barn and the stalls
where sleek horses stamped. There he bat
tied with himself.
The Sloan farm in Pennsylvania, on the
banks of the Juanita river, has been worked
for hundred years by men of the same
blood. | think the Irvings, the McClellands,
the Curtins, and last the Sloans-all inter
married-have been the possessors of the
acreage since the battle of Brandywine.
Each generation of this family down to the
Sloans had a fighting man In the nations
service
1t is not to be wondered then that the
sSloans suffered in their pride to find that
they were the first of the race to be with
out military representative. John Sloan,
their only son, heir to their goodly estates,
was physical coward. He knew it, and SO
did his gray-hared father and kindly-faced
mother
Morally, he was clean, wholesome boy.
Physically, he was tall, ruddy-faced, we'll
muscled and more than good looking. Yet
il was a matter of horror and shame to him
that he feared firearms, dreaded the blow
given in friendly contest with other boys,
and was in a trembe if bodily harm
seemed imminent
But if the suffering had been a sore trial
to him in his earlier days, John Sloan never
realized its full agony until following the
operations of the American army in Cuba
and the war with Spain there came the
call for troops to serve in the Philippines,
and the Tenth Pennsylvania regiment was
ordered to prepare for service in the field.
The destination of the regiment was Manila.
Word had gone out from Pittsburgh that
recruits would be accepted by the regiment.
This message reached the settlement about
the Sloan farm in the Juanita country.
Several young men promptly came forward
and declared they would enlist. The girl
that John Sloan loved and wished to be his
betrothed-Alary Carr-asked him if he
did not intend to join. His answers were
evasive. Then she called at the Sloan home
and asked him directly to enlist. And it
was after this scene that John Sloan fled
to the red barn to hide his misery.
A woman's will is stronger than a man 5
when that man loves the woman. John
Sloan won a partial victory over his fears
and decided that he would join the regiment.
At evening time the young man crossed the
fields to the Carr homestead. He expected
that Mary would be watching for him, but
she was not at the gate nor on the front
porch Her mother greeted him with the
words
eve had sudden telegram from Iowa,
John, that Mary's sister was i'll, very ILL.,
Pa hitched up at once and Mary left on the
afternoon train. She's gone to Cedar Rap
ids, cause none of the rest of US could go.
She left this note for you
The lines within ran like this:
"John, mother will tell you about my
hurried going. / have prayed every min
ute since | left your house that you would
see your duty clearly. If when you receive
this you have decided to enlist you will know
that you have made your best friends very
happy and done your duty to your country
and the flag. Mary"
It is making long story rightfuly short
to say that the next day he left for Pitts
burgh passed through the test of enlist
ment, was accepted and assigned to com
tpany A. of the Tenth Pennsylvania. A let
ter which his father had written to Col
Hawkins, commander of the regiment, Sc
cured him some courtesies he otherwise
would not have received.
He wrote to Mary Carr, at Cedar Rapids
the date his regiment would leave Pittsburgh
and it's route to San Francisco, and it wa,
after this letter was gone that he was seized
with an inspiration. He made his way t.
his captain and told him frankly that ht
would like to leave Pittsburgh several day.
ahead of the regiment and meet it at Cedar
Rapids as it travelled west. He said frankly
also. that the reason for his going to Ceda
Rapids was a woman. len hours later h;
was on his way to Chicago dressed in hi
regimentals, and marked by al who oh
served him as a recruit for the Philippines
His peace Of mind did not increase as tn
North. Western carried him from Chicag
to Cedar Rapids, across the Mississippi int
the fertile fields of Iowa.
1t is not necessary to go into the detail
of Sloan's meeting with Mary Carr, nor tn
inevitable pleading on his part that befor
he left she would give him her phghte'
word When the moment of final separa
ton was at hand, she said to him:
''You know, and know, that L care TO
you-how much it is not necessary to tell
Let the way you do your duty at the from
prove to me how much or how little am t
care for you in the future. L am not send
ing YOU to greatness, but, oh, John, l wan
YOU to come back proven man, and-and-
the day you do | will give you my final an
:swer Go, now, and God be with you, til
we meet again"
Sloan Joined his regiment, crossed wit
them the historic Union Pacific and Contra
Pacific railroads, and came at last to tn
Preside at San Francisco, where the reg
ment was stationed for a short time.
The sailing was on June ID, and as tn
transport passed out of the Golden Gate o
her long journey to the orient, he leaned owe
the rail of the troop deck until the land ha
entirely faded from sight, sick at heart, III
manned, pitiable object to himself if no