El Paso daily herald. (El Paso, Tex.) 1881-1901, 1899-10-21

except from your minister here. who
said he was sorry foZ me and hoped
! would find job somewhere. | suppose
it is because you get so imposed on by
the professional tramp that you have
lost your interest in the other sort. m
not blaming anybody, am I? Just stat
ing facts OF course l understand you
can't all go out of your way to hunt uI
jobs for people like me- I'm not asking
you to, but what | feel puzzled about is
what is meant by following Jesus. Dc
you mean that you are suffering and
| denying yourselves and trying to save
lost suffering humanity just as l I'M
derstand Jesus did? What do you mean
by it2 1 see the ragged edge of things
| a good deal l understand there are
more than 500 men in this city in my
case. Most of them have families, My
wife died four months ago. I'm glad
she is out of trouble. My little girl is
staying with a printers family until l
find job. Somehow 1 get puzzled
when l see so many Christians living
in luxury and singing, Jesus, 1 my
cross have taken, all to leave and fol
low thee and remember how my wife
died in tenement in New York city,
gasping for air and asking God to take
the little girl too. OF course don't ex
pect you people can prevent every one
from dying of starvation. lack of proper
nourishment and tenement air. But
what does following Jesus mean? 1
understand that Christian people own
a good many of the tenements. A mem
Der of church was the owner of the
one where my wife died, and I have
wondered if following Jesus all the
way was true in his case. ] heard some
people singing at a church prayer meet
ing the other night.
''All for Jesus, all for Jesus,
All my beings ransomed powers,
All my thoughts and all my doings
All my days and all my hours,
land I kept wondering, as 1 sat on
the steps outside, just what they meant
by it. 1t seems to me there's an awful
lot of trouble in the world that some
how wouldn't exist if all the people
who sing such songs went and lived
them out. L suppose l don't under
stand. But what would Jesus do2 Is
that what you mean by following his
steps? 1t seems to me sometimes as if
the people in the city churches had good
clothes and nice houses to live in, and
money to spend for luxuries. and could
go away on summer vacations and all
that. while the people outside of the
churches, thousands of them, l mean,
die in tenements, and walk the streets
for jobs. and never have a piano or a
picture in the house. and grow up in
misery and drunkenness and sin. " The
man gave queer lurch over in the di-
rection of the communion table and laid
one grimy hand on it. His hat fell upon
the carpet at his feet. A stir went
through the congregation. DR.. West
half rose from his seat, but as yet the
silence was unbroken by any voice or
movement worth mentioning in the
audience. The man passed his other
hand across his eyes and then. without
any warning, fell heavily forward on
his face, full length, up the aisle.
Henry Maxwell spoke. 1--WE will con
slider the service dismissed. He was
down the pulpit stairs and kneeling by
the PROSTATE form before any one else
The audience instantly rose, and the
aisle was crowded DIR. West pro-
the man alive. He had tainted
away.
''Some heart trouble the doctor
also muttered as he helped to carry him
into the pastors study.
Henry Maxwell and a group of his
church members remained some time
in the study. The man lay on the couch
there and breathed heavily. When the
question of what to do with him came
up, the minister insisted upon taking
him to his house. He lived near by and
had an extra room Rachel Winslow
said: Mother has no company at pres
ent. l am sure we would be glad to
give him place with us She looked
strangely agitated. No one noticed it |
They We're all excited over
he strange event.. the strangest that |
First church people could remember
But the minister insisted on taking |
charge CT the man, and when a carriage |
'ame the unconscious but living form |
vas carried to his house, and with the |
entrance of that humanity into the |
minister's spare room new chapter in |
Henry Maxwell S life began. and yet no
me. himself least of all, dreamed of the
emarkable change it was destined to
make in all his after definition of Chris
ian discipleship.
The event created great sensation
n the First church parish. People
alked of nothing else for week. 1t
vas the general impression that the
nan had wandered into the church in
ondition of mental disturbance caused
y his troubles and that all the time he
vas talking he was in a strange de-
irium of fever and really ignorant of
is surroundings That was the most
haritable construction to put upon his
ction- 1t was the general agreement
lso that there was a singular absence
anything bitter or complaining in
What the man had said. He had through
ut spoken in a mild. apologetic tone.