The Lehi banner. [volume] (Lehi, Utah) 1891-1917, 1898-01-18
My MOtller-in-Law.
BY JENNY WREN.
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i desolate and fcrlorn the day of Any
Tather's funerrl, that / was alone in
the world; that no longer my first inn
pulse on entering the house must be to
fly with quick steps to the library to see
the handsome head raised from his
work of writing with some word of love
on his lips, when now only an empty
chair and soundless space hereafter
would prove my greeting. His illness
had been so short, so sudden, that 1t
almost seemed as though | should
awaken from the frightful nightmare
of the past few weeks ard find it all a
dream, vivid but unreal. Only n fort
night before he had been stricken down,
and / had sent in hot haste for my old
practitioner, to find him absent and
II stranger in his place. At first felt
regret, but when saw Or. Phillips and
witnessed his earnest, skillful care, that
the assurance that If human skill could
avail, he would be saved. 1t was he
who told me finally there was no long
er hope; he whom turned upon with
qrick fury that he should dare assert
that my fathers lifewas in absolute dan
ger, when in all the wide world we two
were alone together; he who stood be-
side him at the last, then, with firm,
gentle hand, drew me from the chamber
of death and himself prepared the
sleeping draught which sent restful
sleep to quiet my strained nerves. In
my new sadness, my utter despair, he
came and went as of old, until It
seemed as though a brothers protec-
ton had been offered me, and / began
to wait and watch for the hour when
/ should see him, to feel keen disap-
pointment if it passed without him,
until one evening, sitting alone by the
low, smoldering fire in the first day of
spring, / was reused by his familiar
step.
Helen" he said, drawing a chair
close beside me, "Dr. Edwards, you
know, has returned, and my own pa
tients in Philadelphia are demanding
my presence among them. / have
stayed already longer than intended"
"And you now are going?' ] ques-
toned, while black cloud swept be-
fore my eyes.
"Yes," he answered, "but if you will
let me, / am coming back / did not
mean to tell you of my love just yet.
1 can hardly hope that in all the drear
desolation which has overspread your
life, love had found time to plant
single germ, but with me it has been
different. | have loved you from the
first moment | saw you, and my fondest
ambition is to see you my wife. Do
not answer me now; only when the
birds sing and the flowers bloom try
to think they breathe message from
me, and when return in the fall, re-
member my home will have been made
ready for you, and if you can come to
my arms, they will open, oh, so gladly!
to receive you"
So he left me, and let him go with
no answer, for 1 did not know my own
heart. That it was love beating at it's
portals for admission-love which had
made his coming so welcome, his going
so sad, could not realize until he had
gone; and then came only the long.
brotherly letters, so full of earnest solic-
itude for my comfort. so unselfish in the
careful guard ever shown in his own
feeling for me, till the time drew nigh
when he was to come again. Then
doubt, uncertainty, all fled, and / knew
my heart had passed from out of my
keeping. So went to meet him, stand
ing in the open door of my home as he
came up the pathway, and in answer TO
his question as for moment he held me
of while he looked straight into my
eyes: Helen, is this my wife," L
could only falter: yours forever
more"
The succeeding week few swiftly by.
He suddenly grew impatient of delay,
and declared he could not go back to his
work until / went with him. The
thought of my loneliness without him
urged me to consent, and so the days
were filed with busy preparation, while
in the evenings | sat by his side, content
and blissful, while he told me of his
home, of his widowed mother who
shared it, and of the new, sweet daugh-
ter he was to bring her. But when all
was over, when had stood in my we'd
ling robes before the gray-haired min
ieter. and knelt to receive for the last
lime his blessing, when my husbands
first rapturous kiss had been pressed
upon my lips, fervent congratulations