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Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

What about persimmons after the
frost2 Quite toothsome.
The yellow fever in the South
continues to grow worse daily.
Try the INDEPENDENT a year. 1t
gives the news and all the news.
How will the three Bs read Bos-
ton Beat Baltimore, or Baltimore
Beat Boston !?
The great Hungarian Violinist,
Edonard Remenyi, may appear in
this city in the near future.
Winchester Presbytery will have
a called meeting at Charlie Town,
on Monday next, (27th inst.)
Another excursion to Washington
is announced by the B. & O. R. b.,
for tomorrow Sunday. Train
leaves this city at 9.13 a. m. Fare
$l.00.
A slight wreck occurred short
distance west Of Cherry Run early
Thursday morning. A couple bump
ers on freight were mashed caus-
ing only slight delay.
The second annual meeting of the
Winchester District Epworth League
Conference NJ. e. Church, South,
will open at Stephen S City, Va, on
September 28th, and continue for
three daye.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

SALOONS AGAIN OPEN.-A fter
having been closed a week by order
of the court, two of the saloons in
Sistersville, this state, opened, and
the proprietors say they will keep
open until closed by the sheriff. 1t
is expected the rest of the saloons
will open during the next couple OF
days. An effort was made to secure
license, but the County Court would
not grant it, and the saloon men are
going to take chance with the Cir
cult Court.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

CONVENTIONAL convention of
the Women's Home and Foreign
Missionary Society, will be held in
st. John 8 Lutheran Church, of this
city, next week, Sept. Goth, Both,
and Oct. LIST. There will be day and
night sessions to which the public is
invited to be present. The sessions
will be interesting and entertaining.
About $50 delegates will be in at
tendance from other cities and
towns,
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

TEMPERANCE SERMON TO BE PREACH
ED.-A temperance sermon will be
preached to Berkeley Lodge No.
IA, /. @. G.. T., of this city, in st.
Johns Lutheran Church, tomorrow
Sunday morning. at Ii a. m, by
Rev. G. s. Trump, pastor of the
church. The lodge will attend in a
body. The public is cordially inyit-
ed to be present.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

The CRY BAND.-The City Band
held business meeting and rehear-
sal on Monday night. A number
of communications have been re.
ceived from band leaders, and it is
expected that in short time a new
leader will be in charge and the
band in better shape than ever.
Several new players are expected to
locate in this city in the near fu-
ture, and will be members of the
band. The organization now is in
good condition, and when the new
leader arrives will soon be in tip
top shape. Let the people, when
called upon to do so, give the boys
helping hand.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

AcoIDENT.-Mrs. Brilliant, an aged
lady of Falling Waters, met with
quite q serious accident one day
last week. While in the yard look
ing after some affairs needing attea-
ton, she made mis- step and fell on
her face. The bruises she received
from the fall are quite severe. She
still suffers much from the injury,
and the healing process goes on slow.
ly. We hope she will suffer no per-
manent injury.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

ARRESTED FOR SELLING LIQUOR ON
SUNDAY.-John Morarity, of this
city, was arrested on Sunday last,
charged with selling Intoxicating
liquor on that day. He was given
a hearing ON Monday afternoon by
Mayor Henshaw. and plead guilty
to the charge. The Mayor imposed
fine of 500 and costs. On Tuesday
morning a state warrant was served
on him, and he was taken before
Justice Byers, who held him under
$50 bond to appear before the Janu-
airy term of the Circuit Court. There
is great deal of this kind of bust
ness going on in Martinsburg, and
the sooner our authorities break it
up the better. Be vigilant, and keep
your eyes open.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Relief I'm Six Hours.

Distressing Kidney and Bladder
diseases relieved in six hours by the
"NEw GREAT SOUTH AMERICAN KID
NEY CURE" 1t is a great surprise
on account of its exceeding prompt
ness IN relieving pain in the bladder,
kidneys and back, in male or female.
Relieves retention of water almost
Immediately. Ifyou want quick re-
lief and cure this is the remedy.
Sold by L. G. Matthaei, Druggist,
Martinsburg, w. Va.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

To BE WEDDED.-Inyitations are
ont announcing the marriage of
Miss Cora Poisal. daughter of Mr..
and Mrs. George D. Polsal, of West
Martin street, to Mr.. Charles E.
Lawton, of this city. The cere-
mony will take place at the home of
the bride, on Wednesday evening,
Sept. Goth, at o'clock. We extend
congratulations and best wishes in
advance.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

SCHOOL FOR W. VA n. G.. OFFICERS.
The commissioned officers of the
West Virginia National Guards
are encamped near Charleston,
for ten days. The object of the
camp is to give the officers a thor
ough schooling in all the depart.
ments of the military service. Cap
tain Moore and Lieutenant Weddle
are in attendance from this city.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

SENTENCED By THE JUDGE.-Judge
Faulkner, on Wednesday morning
sentenced several prisoners who
have been tried and found guilty at
this term of court. Harry Worth
ington charged with petit larceny
was given four months in the coun-
ty Jail. Joseph May, found guilty
of assault upon Frank Pierce,
blind Frank, eighteen months in
the penitentiary. Feldon Page,
thirteen years of age, sentenced to
the Reform School until twenty-one
years of age, for grand larceny.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

PICTURES Framed have just
added large assortment Of Picture
Moulding, and have all necessary
equipments to do good work at low
est prices. Bring your pictures and
allow US to give you an estimate on
the cost OF them. | can surprise
you at the quality and price.
BURDETTE's Book STORE.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
A Cure for Bilious Collie.

RESOURCE, ScREvEN Co., Gal
have been subject to attacks of bill.
Gus collie for several years. Cham
berlain's Collie, Cholera and Diar-
rhoea Remedy is-the only sure relief.
1t acts like a charm. One dose of
it gives relief when all other reme-
dies fail.-G. D. SHARP. For sale
by L. G. Matthaei, Druggist.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

THE OPERATION PROVED FATAL
Mrs. Ella Boyd, widow of the late
William Boyd, and sister OF R. e.
fancy, merchant, Hancock, died
from the effects of the operation for
abcess of the liver, performed on
her, an account of which was given
in the INDEPENDENT last week. She
was aged fifty-six years. Among
her surviving children are Harry
Boyd, of Philadelphia, Howard
Boyd. an attorney of Washington,
D. c., Walter Boyd, Cumberland,
Nd.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

CARDS OUT.-Inyitation have
been issued by Mr.. and Mrs. John
Tabb Snodgrass for the marriage of
their daughter. Anna Belle, to Mr..
James Leland Order. The cere-
mony will take place on Wednes-
day, Oct. 10th, at 2 p. M, in the
Presbyterian Church, of this city.
We extend best wishes.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Children Cry for
Pitchers Cast0Fias

Itch on human, mango on horses
dogs and all stock cured in thirty
minutes by Woolford's Sanitary Lo-
ton. This never fails. Sold by L.
G. Matthaei, druggist, Martinsburg,
w. Va. 5.8-1yr.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

BOARD OF DIREoToRs.-The fol-
lowing are those who compose the
local Board of Directors of the
Hagerstown Fair for Berkeley coun-
ty Chairman, W. 7. Stewart |;
secretary, P. R. Harrison Decatur
Hedges, Hon. G.. M. Bowers, S. W.
Boyer, William Rutledge, james
McKown, George T. Sperow, J. w.
Dodd, Hon. G. A. Weaver, W. N.
Lynch, Allen G.. Legg, Robert
Horner.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

We just put up BOO packages of
VOLTS Celebrated Horse and Cattle
Powder-the Best Powder. Made
for Horses, Cattle, Hogs and Sheep
Largest and handsomest packages
on Earth AM. GILBERT, Druggists
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

Incontinence of water during sleep
stopped Immediately by DR.. E.
DEToHoN's ANTI DIURETIc. Cures
children and adults alike. Price 81.
Sold by l.. G.. Matthaei, Druggist,
Martinsburg, w. Va.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

A license was Issued on Friday,
in Hagerstown, for the marriage Of
William Ellis and Annie Douglas,
both of this city.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Children Cry for
Pitchers CastoFlas
&UCTIONEER.
Old Veteran.

Old friends request me to again take
service as auctioneer in the counties of
Berkeley and Jefferson. Call on or ad-
dress me at Little Georgetown.
L. S. HOWARD.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Antietam Cement for sale by
j. 81. MILLER & Sons.

Prescriptions carefully compound
ed day and night at A. II. Giibert's
Drug Store, Queen and Race SITS.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Children Cry for
Pitchers Cast0Flas

Adamant and CaIclned Plaster,
same as used on new Courthouse
for sale by j. Ell. MILLER a ScNs.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

Genuine BARGAINS ia every
thing in the line ! keep. When Isay
bargains ! mean it. Come and see.
". l.. JONES, Jeweler.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

When Baby was sick, we gave Der Castoria.
When she was Child. she cried for Castoria.
When she became Miss, she chung to Castoria.
When she had Children, she gave them Castoria
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

Wanted-a small farm within five
miles of Martinsburg to rent. Apply
at this Office.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
PROFESSIONAL PEOPLE

Are the best judges OF Pianos, and when.
ever professional people have given an
opinion upon the subject they have ex-
pressed the highest appreciation Of the
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25
Potomac Valley Railroad
Company of West Virginia.

OFFICE OF SECRETARY, J
Baltimore, Nd. Sept. 18, 1897.
The annual meeting of the stock
holders of the Potomac Valley
Railroad Company of West Vir-
ginia for the election of seven Cd
directors to serve for the ensuing
year, will be held at the Office of the
company, Hillen Station, Baltimore,
on Wednesday, October goth, OF IL
O'Clock m.
j. t. NJ. BARNES,
tt. Secretary.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

Toledo, O.
%" Sold by Druggists, 75c.
Martinsburg independent. [volume] (Martinsburg, W. Va.) 1875-1900, 1897-09-25

Constable "Tug" Wilson, of Hunt.
ington, who was sand bagged in that
place on Wednesday night of last
week, died at his home on Monday.
never having regained consciousness.
He was held in high esteem by all
who knew him, and his death was a
sad blow to that city.
At half price. so styles of Wall
Paper. New styles and full size
rolls. At this price it will pay you
to buy end lay it up for spring, If
you do not wish to use it now. All
other styles reduced. 90 per cent.
on all cash purchases until Oct. 10,
at BuRDETTE's Book Store
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Tito Coming OF Is sby.

When a baby comes to the house
real happiness comes. The care aud
anxiety counts for nothing against
the clinging touch OF the little hands
and the sound of the little voice
The highest function given to hnmsn
beings is bringing healthy. happy
children into the world. Over thirty
years ago the needs OF women ap-
pealed to DR.. Pierce, now chief con-
sulting ply stefan to the Invalide'
Hotel ard Surgical Institute of Buff
falo. N. Y. The result of his study
improved by thirty years Of practice
is embodied in DIR. Pierce's Favorite
Prescrip ion. II strengthens, puri
fies and makes healthy the organs
distinctly feminine. 1t gives weak
women the strength and health nee
esssry for the production of health,
children and it makes the bearing Of
those children easy. IL is sure to
cure any weakness or arrangement
peculiar 10 women; stops pain.
snothas Inflammation. streng thens,
purifies, invigOrates.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
.CCABE'S
Lawn Mowers.
MORE TRADE SURPRISES.

Careful buyers, take notice. This
time McCabe's hammer strikes lawn
mowers. Material and workmanship
the very best, no stove bolts, NO gas
pipe, no cheap cast iron bearings.
bat all made with cold rolled steel
shafts. seli-clinging "brass boxes, ="
steel adjusting set screws. every
part properly made and put together.
Our opening pr ces:
ALL RIGHT MOWERS.
12-inch size, $l.75 instead Of IS. 90
l4-iuch size. el.S7 instead of IS 2S
l6-inch size. 81 10 instead Of s. so
IDEAL MOWERS.
Should sell at 81 90, our price q SO.
Should sell at - Sd. our price 81 So
Should sell at IS 90, our price 81 81
Only one car load at the above
prices. The next shipment will cost
US more.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Humphrey Enacting Clause
Stricken Out.
COULD NOT PASS THE HOUSE.
Excitement I hat Almost Led
to Personal Encounter.
Miscellaneous Late News of
the Day by Wire.

Springfield. May 1.-The enact
ing clause was stricken out of thu
Humphrey bill, III TO 90. In the
house, Fuller's bill. to prevent the
coloring of sub, titutes for butter.
was discussed till IL O'Clock. when
the Humphrey bills, extending the
street railroad franchises, came up
as a special order. After the bill
had been read the speaker recognized
Miller, who moved to strike out the
enacting clause, aud on that NOV ed
the previous question. The previous
question was ordered by viva voce
vote, and the action required on the
motion to strike out the enacting
clause. The call showed more yeas
for than opponents OF the bill than
was expected. The vote stood: Yeas,
121: nays, 20; sbsent and not voting,
8. To clinch the victory q motion
was made to reconsider the vote by
which the enscting clause wa
stricken out, and this motion was
laid on the table.
The second Humphrey bill. thai
providing for street railroad com
mission, then came up on specia
order. For a time it seemed that 9
physical encounter would result, but
the vote was reached and the enact
ing clause stricken out by vivs
voce vote.
The house passed, 100 to z, the
bill designed to do away with 6-day
bicycle racing. 1t makes it unlsw
full to race more than IL CONSECUTIVE,
hours without q rest of six con seen
tive hours following each IL hour
Of racing.
The auditor of public accounts hal
issued call for a statement of tn
condition of all state banks on tn,
morning Of May IL.
The senate adopted the house join
resolution for final adjournment
amending BY making the date June 4
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Turkish Towels.

The trust goes to pieces
Lot No. Good sized bleached
Turkish bath towels, Sc.
Lot No. Both brown and
bleached. a crnts.
Lot No 3-Double twisted brown
and bleached Turkish towels. Sc. IL
for 81. better and bigger At 172c, Csc.
38c and so on.
100 dozen face cloths, &c each
Bath mats. bath mitts, bath towelipg
by the yard. at prices below those
You have heretofore known.
Children's spring coats and jack
cts. very choice styles and some rare
bargains to show you this week.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12

Lawn dresses all sizes, four to II
years, t1.75 to 81.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Millinery and Ribbons.
A VERY FINE SALE.

An unexpected opportunity to buy
half Of . jobber's stock Of fine mill.
merry and ribbons at twc-thirds value,
right in the height Of the season. WAS
. chance We run across last week.
The goods will be coming in during
Monday, Tuesday aud Wednesday.
We can not quote prices Is it would
only be from memory. but We prom
Use you q lot Of bargains that will
tickle you allover. Be sure to come.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
1t May save Your Life.

A dose or two OF Foley's Honey and
Tar will proven: an attack OF pneu-
mopia, grip or severe cold ii taken
in time. Cures coughs. coIds. Group,
Ia grippe, hoarseDess. difficult
breathing. hopping cough. incipient
consumption, asthma or bronchitis.
Gives posi- i've relief in advanced
stages Of consumption. asthma or
bronchitis. Guaranteed. Sold by
NJ. F. BAhnsen
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Presidentia, Amendments,

Washington. May 12.-The presi-
dent has sent to the senate the fol-
lowing nominations: Brig Gen.
James W. Forsyth. to be major ger.
ersl. Postmasters: Illinois, Daniel
Gam, at Kinmundy.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12

Are the most fatal of all diseases
Foley's Kidney Cure. guaranteed
remedy. or money refunded. Sold
by NJ. +. Bahnsen.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12
Summer Dresses.

Little girls from four to IA years
old can be fitted out in The most ele-
giant manner with summer dresses,
all sty,es and materials. Dark and
Light Percales, Ginghams, Dimities.
fancy trimmed Lawns. Plaids. Stripes
and Checks. Percale dresses Al, s.,
59c. Better Style at 62 to SIC. Choice
Dimity dresses. beautiful patterns.
up to el.75.
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12

Cascsrets stimulate liver, kidney
and bowels Never sicken, weaker
or grippe: 10 cents
Rock Island Argus. (Rock Island, Ill.) 1893-1920, 1897-05-12

A special lot Of Bingham dresses.
sizes five to IL years. all sizes. st 47c;
take your pick while they last
The Wichita daily eagle., 1897-12-11
GROVER GOES DUO KsaoorrNG.
VIII Take a Winter Auting With Friends
IN South Carolina

VIII Take a Winter Auting With Friends
in South Carolina
Washington. Dec. 1o.-Forner Presi-
dent Grover Cleveland arrived in WASH
ington this afternoon, in the special
Pullman car ''Davy Crockett attached
to the regular westbound train on the
Pennsylvania road. He left Princeton
this morning az $50. and is en- route to
South Carolina on hunting trip.
Although this was the first time Mr..
Cleveland had been in Washington since
he left the Executive Mansion last
March. he did not leave bis car during
the two hours Il was In the city. He
was met at the Sixth street station by
Captain R. d. Evans of the lighthouse
board: General Anson c. McOock.
United States Marshal A A. Wilson and
two or three other intimate friends.
Mr.. Cleveland has evidently improved
greatly in health since he left Wash
ington. He eaid that he was enjoying
excellent health and, indeed. had not
been better for several years. He de-
chned to discuss politics or public at-
fairs. but iaughingay suggested that he
might have some interesting stories on
duck shooting 20 tell upon his return
from the south. He Is on his way to
South Island, about thirty miles f<Om
Charleston, s. c., where he wiz oe the
guest of General e. p. Alexander. the
distinguished chief OF the confederate
artillery forces at the battle Of Gettys
burg, ami now president OF the Georgia
Central railroad. He left Washington
accompanied by Captain Evans. Gen.
erai McCook and Captain Lan5ereson
of the light house service.
Mr.. Cleveland and General Mccook
will remain in camp for ten days or
two weeks Captain Evans wah
with them for a week and will then
proceed on his proposed tour Of inspec-
tion Of the lighthouse establishments
along the south Atlantic and Gulf
coasts.
The Wichita daily eagle., 1897-12-11
SALE OF THE KANSAS PACIFIC
Attorney General Takes steps Looking to
Its Postponemeut

Looking a
Its Postponement
Washington, Dec 1o-Attorney Cen
eral McKenna has taken steps looking
to the po.tponement of the sale of the
Kansas Pacific RAILROAD. As soon as ne
received a copy of yesterdays senate
resolution ne telegraphed its substance
to Special Counsel Ex-Governor Hoadley
at New York, with request that ne pre-
pare at once motion asking for post
ponement for sixty days, or until abou.
February Is. The attorney general also
telegfaphed the president a synopsis Of
the resolution. Up to noon today Mr..
McKeHna had heard nothing of the re-
ported decision of the reorganization
committee, as stated by a New York
newspaper. 10 offer the government a
guarantee bid OF s6,30s, 900. the amount
OF the principal of the governments
claim, nor would the attorney general
what would be done in case such anoffer
was made before the motion for a post
ponement was fled There is no rea-
sonable doubt that this offer, If 1t had
been made prior to the adoption Of the
senate resolution, would have been ac-
cepted. 1t may be, i: is said, that the
president would consider himself bound.
in courtesy to the senate. TO ask for
postponemert. Irrespective OF any offer
that might now be made, as seems possi-
be. that he might ascertain the view.
OF the leaders in congress upon the ac-
ceptsnce OF a bid OF 81. .3a3. coo. should il
be made, and act accordingly. TIE at
toTney general today expressed no DOUBT
that Q postponsment would De granted
by ;he court upon the showing the gov
e-nment would os able 10 make. In
addition 70 the very potent reason. that
the senate. representing the people os
the whole country. bad requested this
action. mere was another. ne said. of lit
tie less Importance. lOJner responsible
parties. outside ot the reorganization
committee, were just now taking an in
teTest in the Kansas Pacific road with 4
view, no deubs. to he-ening bidders e
their investigations warranted suca
step Who these parties were the az
;oyE=y general wzs not at liberty 70
state. but, 81 things considered. ne
thought the reasons foz postopnsment
We're ample. In the meantime sas n<ss-
The Wichita daily eagle., 1897-12-11

Women. mothers of families, have no
more right 10 live beyond their strength
than beyond their income
The greatest injustice that women do
themselves and their children is in put
ting off getting well. Headaches. nerv-
BUSINESS, dyspepga and melancholia lay
their leaden fingers over the whole
household.
Paine's celery compound has driven
sickness and gloom from innumersGole
homes, where some loved member was
the source of continual anxiety and even
despair The constantly repeated suc-
cessss of this great invigorator in max
ing people well have reused many per-
sons VINO thought themselves destined
unredeemab bly, to lives of imperfect
health to try Paine's celery compound
No one can read the following letter
without being inspired with confidence
in this great remedy:
659 Elm street, Buffalo, n. Y, July %.
About eight years ago, after the birth
of a child, | suffered terribly. l could
not get help from over dozen pbyst-
clans to whom l applied, and after re-
ceiving treatment from the last doctor
continually for nine months, was pro-
nounced cured and continued So until
the birth of another child, when was
obliged TO commence doctoring again,
although all imaginable treatments had
been resorted to without one particle Of
relief
I was subject to neuralgia troubles
and slightly rheumatic, and 1 became
discouraged and melancholy, feeling that
I should never again be a we'll woman.