The state capital., 1892-09-17
er of the sent a military force to
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discontentment and sorr, N ,
not alone in that respect, No!oHO ol JIG,I-Srl6
away from home and wi uud 4S--H'I LII y
hardships and hard hearted people for their sakes.
| But Harry 1t is best after all for us to be together
| for then enjoy ourselves togerher once In
whie as it is you wishing for me and for YOU
| and pleasure when that wish and that feel
| ing creates, comes upon US, You say You love me.
and let thousands of miles divide us, and speak of
| putting five hundred more. How can you leave me
here alone without your protection, your influence?
| When you were home wthsteod all temptations
all tests and could reproach me for msbehay-
ior any thing that unladylike; for had hus-
band then if he not good to Kind and affect
ionate, he proved himself to be gentleman, hard
| working man, one who seemed to love to work one
who believe true to his wife and children al
Though he had peculiar ways for expressing his love
and protection to his family with all of his peculiar
tiles which was inherited believe his love is ours
and ours alone / say again when you was home
had all this before me; have no husband by to
love me- caress me to do for me, to take husbauds
place in all respects; what have to help me TO Win
stand temptations that is before every being IN
this World. They have been before you sin ce you
left home, and being away from home and wife, If
you have withstood those temptations say you are
more than human
Harry YOU know my craving disposition and what
| crave are you not afraid that will fall In love
with some man he-e and allow him to take your
place? you know that you have not shown your love
for me as you should; loved you and loved you so
well that have almost sent my soul to hellb by my
own hands on account of that love and knowing how
} poorly it was returned. Could you blame me very
much if 7 put some one in your place in my Affect
| ions? don't mean husband, but mean my affec-
tions don't write this because love you less Out
because want you to see for yourself Whh poslt
ion you have lefi me in Men never think OF THESE
things when they go away for months and years and
| Lyi,,Ic If
this moment crave your company and your caresses
but YOU are far away from home and cannot give me
what crave Could you blame me IT, while thi
mood is on me, which is often, would accept VIVA
other men might offer? You are right when you
said love to be loved and be caressed for 1t Is my
world: but Harry have only craved 1t, from you m!
IS husband and have been so sadly disappointed. Thi
v s what told you could not put on paper at tnt
e time came forgetting in my longing for you AM
~ | the happiness that your embraces and caress
= | would give me, that was married woman, an
- that had pledged you and God that would be eve
: true TO you.
l. was talking to young man this city one nigh
n at an entertainment. His every action was OF 10Y
III and affection but not for me; He only taxed 10 me
little but In those brief moments he yielded sucn
n influence over me that cant say what would nav
been the result had he shown me that was the SUI
- iect of his powerful Influences but am happy 10 ID
= that no such advances were made on his sde' ana
| course none mine; but Harry II you Hda eaeh
AZ nower as he coud have me If loved MIN
i would almost worship you; but you know YOU al
i'll cold and ind orent your affection only exerts l
ar self through your passion. Understand me We
IN Harry love no one but you, but away from you
long my feelings may at some time get the Dest
me thsn who will be to blame, the wife VINO Wou
avar he +rue to her husband live in his love ana I
III ontenf t live there or the husband who would te
T himself away from her loving arms be content
Spifa Of
him to stay If shd be contented to i've Win M
r with all the domestic troubles arising 10 mar ~
happines ought he to run from them ana leave hef
" hattie alone with every thing that comes In her '"
Y. am frank with you, tell you Of my temptation
IL no such everc ONE to me when you are nome
cause have your company and enjov 1t when ever
IN am 10 fortunate as to get Can you think less OF
bv nv telling yeu these things2 You are the ana
-, know You are the one to either pity me and DO
to keep me from going any farther or to conden
and leave me to battle with st harder things whi
win you do
think will st ay two weeks in Chicago ana
- moy send your answer TO 1879 Armour ave. \
1Q not there they will send 1t to me- Ny trip 70 Cc
Al win cost you nothing have s3.2 coming 10 me-
get It from Em for washing next week ana BOD
eu nv pass: don't think viii be doing wrong Dy goi
nd as YOU are not at 1t may be my last chahcs
: 4 endowment my last time of seeing my motner'
hope you will think well of this letter and ansW
and tell me what you think of it In all respects. ~
nv little ones want to see papa so much.
,, iooA CLARA.