The Salt Lake herald. [volume] (Salt Lake City [Utah]) 1870-1909, 1892-03-16

But you positively must not worry about me as
| you do. Now, do you understand that you
naughty many i have far more reason TO worry
about you, dear one, for as you say. you are all
alone and no one to let me know anything about
it if you were sick, or none to care for you.
Dearest, can't bear to think about it. wish l
were with you, and then there would be some
one TO care, and care great DEAL too. Butyou
know my sister would surely let you know if
anything was wrong, so don't you worry any
more about your little Zeni, for some day you
will have her for all the time.
Well, this is Sunday afternoon and 1 have
nothing to do. wish something. Can you
guess what it is? Why that certain great big
man away out IN Salt Lake could come to see
me. OH would be so glad to see him, and L
think he would be glad to see me, too. Don't you
believe he would? Well, dear what about your
coming out this fall? Ii would be no use for you
to come while am in school, as am SO busy
could not have scarcely any time with you, and
l will have vacation till November, and that
is such perfectly horrible time in Pennsylva-
MIA. Wish it had been so you could come in
! September or October AS for my work here
beng too hard for me. dear, it is as easy as 1
could expect anywhere. We have but half
hour for each class and get out at p. m. But
of course have school work that keeps me
busy in my room all the rest of the day fear
my eyes are going to get to hurting again from
using them so much, but shall try and be care
full of them.
Well. had to laugh at what you said about
pictures Now. have not the least idea they
were nearly so bad as you imagined them to be.
! WI not SEND one anyway, and II / think
they are such frights, would promise not to
show it to any of my folks. 1 was quite inter
! ested in what you wrote about your
| mines. Where are they? You never told
| me any thing of them before; at least don't
remember of it. 1t seems so long since left
Salt Lake, and after all il is not so very long.
Perhaps ! had better say so long since left
you and that would better express it No,
dearest / have never seen anything in the
eastern papers in regard to the matter we spoke
of before If it originated in the east then Of
IfO-1 rEn oh a q fha n nov had in fhn
papers, and l am not Surpr1ed at the version
given it. But should think she would rather
have said nothing, and yet of course the
articles eXonerated you both so far as any
blame might have been attached to either: but
it is mystery to me how some people can live
IN such deceit as they do. Yes, dear, you are
quite right in thinking it best that people out
there should know just how you were situated,
for they would always have been wondering
why you left her, and as it is the matter will be
dropped and nothing more said about it. 1
don't remember now that there was any
thing in particular WANTED to ask you. l think
l only meant there were great many things to
ask you if 1 could talk with you, and, you
| said, tell me all about it, but you will do that
! some time, my dear.
Did l say in my last letter was feeling blue?
| Well 1 am sure | can't tell you now what was
the cause. You see it takes SO long to get an
! answer to my letters that l forget all about
! what it was. New, If you were only here
should think it a real comfort TO put my head
on your shoulder and tell you all my little
troubles, as once told you. L think that an
admirable place to be comforted Do you
remember, dear the night 1 told you that and
what you said in return? You ask why said
perhaps would see your crayon of me? We
dearest, you know we can never be sure of an
| thing IN this world. That is why it is always
| necessary to put in a modifying term. Well,
must close. Don't ever say again you may tire
me by writing so often. You know L am al
ways glad to get your letter. and you. no doubt,
have more time tnan ], so want you to write
just whenever you feel like saying something
| TO your own loving ZENI.
DIAMOND RING.
WEST SUNBURY, Pa, Aug. 81, 1891.
MY DEAR CHARLIE-I was expecting a letter
| from you this evening and was not dlsap
your little Zeni and 1 don't believe you ever
will, at least Intentionally. L wish could see
you this evening. How nice it would be to 90
out for ride in the old park in Salt Lake.
| together, and am so far from you now. But
dear one, we don't mean to have il so always.
Do wef l remember SO well the night l left
you, you seemed SO sorry to have me go and
| know you were. But dearest you must not
worry about me. When you wrote you were
worrying lest should not get home all safe,
but of course you have gotten my letter since
| telling you that had. 1t is indeed a sweet
thought TO me to know you do care so much, and
1 am sure L shall be very happy when the time
| comes that you can take care OF me and have
you always with you. Well don't be surprised
| if you can't read this for ] am sitting in rock
ing chair and it is so dark can scarcely see
! Well, dear wonder where you are tonight?
How 1 wish 1 might drop in and see you.
! wouldn't you be surprised and yet glad to see
your little girlf l fancy Just how you would
look at me, and say My darling" How much
there is want to talk to you about but will
Just have to wait and be content till can see
you. AS you say it all seems TO me a dream
| that we are so much TO each other. And yet
know it Is all true. 1t certainly is as my sister
! said, when 1 told her, strange story and yet
| perhaps the very strangenesS of the whole
| closer
L look at my ring ana when do so I always
| think my Charles love for me will be as last
ing as the brilliancy of that diamond.
Dearest, 1 think so much of my ring and L SO
often take it off ana look at The inscription,
Now, remember, dearest, 1 don't want to hear
anything more about your firing me by SO many
! letters. You surely know there is not the least
! danger OF any such an occurrence. Well must
STOP and 90 to bed for have to be in my class
room at 80 tomorrow morning So good
night, dear one With very much love. Your
own, INEz.
WITH YOUR ARMS AROUND ME.
! WEST SUNBURY, Butler Co.. Pa, Sept II, 1891.
My Own Charlie-Your letter of the 9th was
received to-day, and it was the second one since
l had written YOU bur- dearest you know
! think about you, and will write you just as
often as can. l have about fifty examination
papers that ought TO be corrected now. On 1
| DO want TO see you SO much. Sometimes l
! think cannot wait so long Holidays seem
| a long way off, and yet it will soon CO. Yes we
have short vacation then, but think, only
a week.
Yes, dear have gotten the papers you sent
me, and always enjoy Them but 1 don't get
much time to read noW. What you told me
| about the life insurance policy makes me think
| you regard your little Zeni as almost your wife
now, and since l think you do, have nothing
20 say, and dear, it won't be so very long, so
you must not get tired waiting. No, dear,
won I say anything more about the picture and
Will try TO do without ii since l am to have the
| original, which would be much better than any
picture. Well, dear, must stop and go to bed
for lam TRAD irrbt I
| say good night to you as used to- with your
arms around me. Your own loving, INEz
| p. S.-Dear. l am very much AFRAID you won't
be able TO read this at all. 1 scribble so when 1
used to say you couldn't read my writing
| l don't blame you With love, ZENL.
THE DIVORCE
WEST SUNBURY, Pa, August 49, 1884,
| MY DEAR CHARLIE:-This is my first day in
Sunbury, It's getting late and 1 know 1 ought to
! be in bed as L am very tired tonight, but
| though l must write you a few words first for
| 1 have written you but one short note since l
came from Bangor. Your letters of the 10th
| and 18th fould here. as very glad to hear
from you for it seemed a long time although
! just one week since l had heard from YOU
! Well, it surely seems strange Tor me TO BEGIN
school here instead of in Utah However, l
! think shall like it.
Well dear one, 1 wish 1 could see yor TO-
night. Oh. there are so many many things to
talk about, but can't see you, ard that settles
! l was indeed much surprised to know of those
! sensational articles in the papers. How did
they ever get their information, or was il from
what you both told in order to get the divorce.
| And yet should not have thought The judge
would give it for publication. OF course knew
/ IL was very incorrect in many respects and yet
| it is perhaps Just as well.
You know there was not one word disparag
! ing to you IN il, and as IL was necessary that
| your having divorce should be public, perhaps
after all il is Just as well that they have the
! so n vii htA n