Barbour County index. [volume] (Medicine Lodge, Kan.) 1880-current, 1890-04-16


He glanced at his remnant of hat
which he held in his hand, and his eyes
Immediately fell, but he found no COM
fort in his boots, where they rested. ALI
his gentility departed on the instant
and he shifted awkwardly, trying to
speak and merely mumbling. With the
same irresistible gaucherie he passed
his hand over his chin, and the rough
stubble there gave further evidence of
his absurdly miserable situation. The
young woman seemed to realize some
what of his emotions, for her face in
stantly became serious and she said,
softly:
81 am sure owe very much to your
kindness, your courage, your muscle.
Truly l am very grateful"
Mr.. Drane knew that he was blushing,
and he wondered whether his face were
clean enough to show it. He looked up
and saw the young woman's blue eyes
regarding him compassionately.
81 feel as if I must apologize for ad-
dressing you at all, miss" he half stam-
mered. 81 forgot my-well, my loath-
some appearance. 1t isn't mine, it
isn't my fault; in fact, am not exactly
the thing you see."
'Oh, forgive me if have appeared to
notice any thing but your goodness,
sir" exclaimed the young woman, ap-
preaching him impulsively as she spoke;
you have doubtless been unfortunate,
perhaps seen better days. am sure
you are gentleman at heart, and l am
grateful, indeed am, believe me, and
without further ado she took his hand
and pressed it warmly in both Of hers.
Mr.. Drane WINGED. There was the most
delicate condescension in her manner
and tone; her action said what words
would have rendered offensive: 'See,
recognize your nobility of character, no
matter how ugly is your disguise, and
am not ashamed to acknowledge it." To
be thus treated by servant!
Yesterday this interesting young per-
son would have stammered in his pres
ence, hung her head, and would have
been overwhelmed at receiving serv-
ice at his hands. Now, forsooth, she
speaks grandly, airs her superiority,
condescends to grasp Mr.. Lawrence
Drane's hand! The unhappy man began
to experience profound resentment at
this cOnceited lady's maid when a sur
prising change in her manner aroused
his curious interest. She let fall his
hand as impulsively as she had seized
it, blushed painfully and looked at her
white little hands which she folded be-
fore her.
"Alas! 1 forgot" she said, and her
lips trembled. "You can not under
stand, of course. Oh, dear! oh, dear!
! You see, l, too, am not at all what you
see me, or what you think am"
Mr.. Drane fastened to give the lie to
his recent emotions.
81 am sure, miss" he declared, gal
lantly, Il have seen you and thought of
you only as lady in distress to whom
it has been my unalloyed pleasure to
render some small assistance"
The young woman looked up again
Her eyes were brimming with tears,
nevertheless she laughed softly.
81 can not help it, miserable as am, ="
she said; ''for your words do sound so
incongruous," and she glanced as if in
spite of herself at Mr.. Drane's tattered
clothing.
Eyes, miss" responded Mr.. Drane,
humbly. Then gathering courage from
the remnants of his pride he added:
And do you know, miss, 1 have thought
the same about your words" and he
made no disguise of looking at the big
cuffs, the emblem of her social position
81 do not wonder" she replied, calm
ly, "for / am not miss at all. / am a
widow"
II am deeply grievedr' exclaimed Mr..
Drane, hastily. ga blow of that nature
coming upon one 50 young must be Sc
we're indeed"
There was most improper twinkle
in the young woman's eyes as she re-
sponded:
"Pray do not distress yourself. NV
widowhood came so Unexpectedly, was
such a surprise, in fact, that it was
more Of shock than blow. There
were certain compensating circum-
stances, but, of course, ought not to
speak Of such a matter lightly"
mo, l suppose not" admitted Mr..
Drane, rather obviously. Even in his
wretched situation he felt an extraor-
binary interest in this young widow,
and he wondered again vaguely how it
came that she was away from her en-
ployment at daybreak. She was tapping
the ground with her foot thoughtfully,
evidently hesitating about continuing
her explanation, AIR. Drane was nat
urally curious. Circumstances had
brought them strangely together. What
could be better than to exchange con-
fidences? He began:
''You have been so good, madam, as
to admit the possibility of my having
seen besses days. That Is decidedly Jhe
case, and mean to see better ones yet
If luck is not wholly against me-"
Then he stopped abruptly, for the
consciousness of his situation over
whelmed him, and he felt the absurdity
young woman did not notice his manner.
.It is you who have been good" she
said, ..and you ought TO knowmore fully
how you have beiriended me. nv story
is strange one; people do not credit it,
but trust you will believe me. Let us
sit down, for / am fatigued with anxiety
and sleeplessness.
Still this same irritating condescen-
sion from > lalF's maidl Mr.. Drane
thought ruefu1ly- of his Pearagg4ed ag-
pearance and admitted that appearances
j0stiled 4. What becomes Of the fine
"a mans maa Ior q that.H
when every body estimates him by his
apparel? How can the ragamuff1n main
tain his own p-..- pa - 49,. - - knows that
the rest of the world is against him? 1t
= feily 20 kick against appearances, and
What Is folly is useless, and what is use
less should not be held; ergo. man who
appears to be a vagabond and disreputa-
bic Is vagabond and disreputable, and
SO much the worse if he stubbornly en-
deavor to maintain the contrary. Such
was the bitter train Of reasoning In
dulged By Mr.. Drane as he and the fair