The Yakima herald. [volume] (North Yakima, W.T. [Wash.]) 1889-1914, 1890-07-17

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IPrgy: lit IL time ] learned TO bear
anne Of ilfe's troubles for nlyHPlf. !
nave been ~ guarded ind chrFiahrd that
I have LcOme wicked and hearlOSS-ln
my seltishnPSs"
may. nay. Iovel You judgs yO4rsslf
t'HI severely"
When ahe was alone with trembling
hand she LEOke Oprn her husbands It,
ter Il seelned like 4 meaAAgP from tlO
dexd & waaduted July 20. le-~s
my OWH DEAR CAHnKNs
Il am IJnginG fur guar 0ext dsar ~
ter The mail b due In about = week,
though know ] must nat expect 70 hear
quite ~ frequently now that you have
left M'hDOl. How lPautifII your new
home must bel | can ses your dear lit
tie bHIduir. YOUR flowers In the lalssny,
even the canary. DIX, YOu arc just
tittGd TOR alGh aIrTOunAingA and Il
makes me all the more eilgET 10 strain
every nerve "a make our fortune. Hut
IL not. lHweech you. forgpt nla In your
gay. bright life.
THE risk Ia very terrible. But obi
when HlIcS~ed. hOw great the FrwaFdl
II have made aranN'msnts for wiling
NV share Of the Htatmn at 4 EOOd
ur0fiI and pushing up country. ! really
TN waiting. with what patience ] can
command. for your letter. ! feel SURF
here Is one for me.
Tell the everything. swart VITA You
an hardly understand what your lptteS
~ To me out herp-dropa q PrnciOuF
water in the desert. the shadow VI 4
great rOck In u weary land I long with
hungry longing to ses you. TO touch
jOu.
Lately I have been reproachIng my
slf Siprnly for SOmething In connection
with Our marriage which ] thought
ittIr enough m Ut thr time. You ar
E.rfectly bhmeIrs. my darling: always
'pmemlRr that prFHuaded you II !
an excuse myself At all. my grral love
ior you must plead for me. And ths
I0ve IL my hope. my life. Il b indeed
''Trur love. Ihr gin which God has given
To man alOnr 6enRath the haven;
Il "a the HscrSt nympathy,
The SdlvsT llnk. thr dlVrr Tia
Which haaTt IN haad and mind 70 mind
In Lody and 10 soul tan bind
Il know, dear. you do not care for
POPtry; forgive my quotation. Ny h'0Ti
is ~ full of you that cut VI that fullness
the mouth spesAketh. or. perhaps, !
should way my pen for me.
but ! believe ! am gloomy. out Of
s0rtS, ! am going ON short shooting
expedition. with rough but Kind. hon.
est friend of mine. yclept Bill Walsh,
nut shall return In time for my precious
letter tod have you In his koeping.
"MOst dearly loved Carmen,
Your loving husband,
ALLEN FITzCLARE."
Tic tears STRAINED down her face IN.
needed. a. she rad IhrIugh this IpItHr.
~ touching in it, pathetic love. Then
her thoughts went hack to their Iasa
meeting In the old pine wood. She felt
his tender clasp his kisses on her face.
and sad in memory. the brilliant sunset
that Illuminated his beautiful face Iikt
an inspiration. And nOW-he was dead.
past all reparation
"oh. Allen. my poor boyI With your
purc. white soul. u you can hear me
from your homo above, forgive mel for
give mel"
Then sadly her eyes fell on q parcel Of
letters. She turned them over. An ex,
cIamation Of great thankfulneas escaped
from her Lips. Thank G0dl No, he
never rcrived my cruel letter"
It was unopened, just ~ she had sent
IL. the date outside. the name Of the
steamer. It was the letter he had been
hnging for. II was indePd laln TO heI
crushed spirit To think that her husband
in all his ardent manhood should have
been spared this crushing olonv oG her In
difference. The letter had been read.
dr,SSaL by the clumsy though kindly
hand 81 Aliens friend.
Whpn her father. an hour later.
knocked at the door. he found her suffer
ing. ypS but chastPned and peaceful
Papa, should like you to read my
pOur Aliens last letter. And wish what
money there h In the Australian bank
to lie given n the man Walsh. and
shall have a marble cross crpctcd owes
p,nr Allen Fitzclares grave, said Car
men. with tears In her voice.
II will nee to It all. dear" Her father
then rad the letter.
'Pmr fellow. All. Carmen! he loved
you. there can he NO doubt Of that"
Indeed lie did. but was not worthy
Of L."
And now, my daughter. wo know the
worst The dreadful uncertainty isOvpr
lat Us try to banish this unhappy lnsa
You HinnPd In childish ignorance. and
the poor lad who l. dead was not blame
I,-ss. indeed he adniits t. You both
rushed into dilemma more than sri.
Qua. and II has brought the Pverse Of
happiness Now. drar. begin over again
Try and he happy GOr my sake"
"Ah. dad. dear. wherO shall find IN.
other NJ glH'd ar 81 patient a. your
''lJO~ MT SllakealsaEO say, 'Let me
but ;-sar your love. III boAr your careA'
Now. dear. IN dinner We will not keep
kin,l (0Ilnin Adsla'a good fare waiting"
That night before col blazingbird
rptlrPd u reIt. lie wrote q long. exhaus-
tive IattRF % his kind friend. Marcia
EarOuFt He told her everything ~
Iating u the suiierlngs Of his daughter.
her rpIRntanrS. their wandrFings In
Spain. the nd episode IN Australia. and
ali the detaila Sir tleOREy. he knrw.
was aIM'nt from Esic0urt. but Col Mas
singhirL Craftily left the affair in Marcias
hands lie kneW tis0lfry would pithrr
hear of the lettPF or zee Il And the
fathers Thought waS. could he but re-
store the blOOn % his daughters clCek
and the light "a her eye. he would not
BE- tO particular ~ 70 ways and means
Of accomplishment.
WI
(1ocdwoud Vraa e,VpP. and Nth n kha