The Sedalia weekly bazoo. [volume] (Sedalia, Mo.) 187?-1904, 1887-08-16

Homer, darling, am going TO write
you something which may surprise
you. Darling, | am going to tell you
all, for you are the only one on this
earth that / love. One day, darling,
| thought | did not love YOU, but
since / have got away 1 have found
out better. Darling, what a fool |
was such a nice little start we had.
thought lots of times of those nice,
good things We had in our garden
when was hungry. Pet, i was in
Kansas City nearly week and did
not have any one to stand over me
and wait on me like you used to do,
but what | got | had to pay for.
Homer, when 1 look at our pictures,
and just think how happy
We was when they were taken
and how far apart we are now. Oh,
Gud, Homer, / am all broke up and
you don't know how happy | would
be if | could only see you once more,
and then | am ready to die. Darl-
ing, suppose you know who l am
with, but Great God | hate the
ground he walks on and / don't in
tend to live with him any longer.
Homer, he is working on the road
and gets good wages, but money
don't make happiness at all. He has
rented me an organ and / am taking
lessons. Homer, want you to come
to me for | can't come to you for
haven't got any money to come ON.
Darling if you don't come please don't
write me any letters. for L don't want
to hear anything if / can't live with
you. Homer have regretted more
than once leaving you, and wish /
had told you that [ would live with
you that night that you and Levi
came there. Darling you told me
that if | was to come back to you in
ten years from now, that you would
live with me. Now darling / have
said that | will live with you forever,
and darling when you see me you will
see quite a different women.
Study well before you decide
bless you, sweetheart. Ho-
mer l want you to forgive me for
what have done. | now come before
you asking pardon on my knees, and
darling | want to be your wife once
more. | am your wife, and that
isn't all i never will be any one else's. !
Darling | am all alone and have been
for two days. never go out in the
street, only just to my meals. We
room one place and board another.
We room with Mr4. Staten and board
with Mrs. Dillon. Darling you NAV
say | wont live with her now. after
she has done like she has, but
darling any day you may come,
will go with you any
place. Do come, Oh, Homer, Homer.
Homer, darling, just think that when
we are old We can live happy togeth-
er and forget the past. / have heard
you say if we ever did part we would
never live together again but darling
believe it would be the best for US
10 live together for [ know we love
and worship one another and if you
are like me you can't love any one
else. You are my first love and al
ways will be. can't love any one
else-I have told you that lots of
times when we were in our little
nome. Homer, just think of that
sweet little dog: cry
every time / think of the poor little
thing so far away. Pet when you get
his letter read it well and study well
what to do. Homer, / am a misery
10 myself. Every time l hear music
| can't keep from crying, for / think
IF you and what yju have said to me.
Darling | am crying now while | am
writing. Oh! God, only one year
ago was happy as bird, but now
my happiness is gone and / am left in
his wide world without a friend.
They all have left me, and now am
eft to weep and mourn with no one
% pity me. Homer will I ever get
forgiveness for what | have done
How my poor heart is aching, but it
s nobody's fault but my own. | don't
blame any one but myself. Daring,
| shall look every day for you to come.
Homer / will tell you one thing, and
mean 1t with all INV heart; if II can't
i've with you, | wont live at all.
Darling, l shall look for you to come
% me. / will lock for two long weeks,
md if you don't come / am going to
rave Sedalia newspaper sent to you
md ask you, dear, to please look it
,ver carefully and read its contents. /
hall write beautiful piece and have
t published for you to read. 1t will
1--WE an. account of my death. Now
you may just think am trying to