Thomas County cat. [volume] (Colby, Kan.) 1885-1891, 1886-06-24
OUR MUSIC TEACHER.
A Womanly Heart Just Saved
from Bitterness.

Twas not Roman Catholic, but l
liked to 60 to that service, particularly
after the new church was built, which
pleased my eye with its pure beauty,
and appealed to my recollectiOns in a
way, faint, to be sure, but delightful
to me. In those glorious mornings l
would hurry along the streets, hug
ging my cloak about me, the keen air
bringing the crimson to my face, my
eyes idly searching hither and thither
under hats and bonnets for face that
should strike my Imagination. and about
which 1 could weave strange, fanciful
histories. Thus l walked on till came
to The less thickly inhabited portion of
the city. Sharp breezes came from the
bay, whose scintillating surface was
nov in sight across the plats of land
not yet built up. l turned rapidly
round the corner, and came in sight of
the church which was my destination.
/ looked with admiration at its heavy
stone facade; did not even scorn the
fingers that dipped into the holy water
in the vestibule. My childhood had
been spent in Montreal, close by its
imposing cathedral, and the glittering.
impressive ceremonies enacted there
had remained in my memory like the
shining phantasm of dream. So, with
all my conscious pride of intellect and
education, l could never despise the
devotees of that religion.
l stood just within the door that led
from the vestibule, glancing through
the new corners, watching the degree
of devotedness on each face as each
forehead was believed with holy water.
The majority of the countenances were
those of working people-some pretty
how and then an aristocratic form
and dress swept up to the marble basin.
and then passed me to the seats of the
church, leaving slight perfume behind.
The lights at the altar were cleaning
out below the picture of the Mater I'm
maculata. was about turning to find
4 seat, when slender figure came up
the steps. Here was face to dream
about. If had come twice rs far this
cold morning, l should have been re-
paid by the interest this girl instantly
excited. She was not dressed like the
wealthy people who had passed ME,
but she was more thoroughly an arts
tocrat than any of them. Her clothes
were almost poor, but worn with that
manner which the well dressed would
have envied. Was she a Catholic?
As she came up l caught the CLEAN
of rosary of pearls at her belt,
whose heavy red gold fastenings were in
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But she did not stop to sanctify her.
self with the holy water. though she
half paused. as if feeling an inclination
to do so, then came through the door
and stood near me, waiting for seat.
She, too, was stranger. l stood fur
lively watching the face of the girl. A
proud, dark face, not naturally pale,
but pallid now, from suffering
thought: handsome, with its full lips,
albeit so cOlorlesS now, and its hazel
ewes. though they looked cold and dis
tant now-cool with that hopeless. dis
trustful look that Llust have been
caused by pain. In some people such
life struggles as l imagined for this
girl would have given a pleading, sup
plicating expression. For her they
were doing worse; they were freezing
a nature passionate and impulsive. In
q moment gentleman came up and
asked:
would you like seat, miss-and
your friend?"
The question was addressed to me. I
bowed assent, feeling more pleased than
the occasion would warrant. in think
ing that this stranger would sit with
me. We both followed our conductor,
and sat down side by side as the first
peal of the organ burst on the air. My
com pan.on did not kneel. though she
followed the service in little velvet
bound prayer-book. 1t seemed to me
that l had never heard much finer
organ music, but 1 was so intent upon
watching this girl that it rolled on
comparatively unheeded by me. She
leaned forward. shading her eyes with
her hand, her mouth growing sadder
and sadder, till l thought should cry.
just looking at those lips. At last a
tear dropped on the leaves of her book.
/ turned away my head; it seemed
hardly right for me to look at grief
which had no power to assuage. The
monotonous tones of thu priest rang
through the church, and the responses
of the organ and choir awakenedin my
Ieart that old romance of religion