The Baltimore County union. [volume] (Towsontown, Md.) 1865-1909, 1883-02-17
had taught him this "papa." Why

had taught him this 'papa." Why
did not spring up, bound toward her,
and with one word, one embrace, strike
out the Loneliness ofthese last six years
One light word in this moment and all
would have been well. Il remained
unspOken l seemed to have lost all
power to act but on 4 certain page OF
my ledger are still traces Of the tears |
shed in anger at my own stupidity.
There was no doubt about il another
spiri; had stepped in with its little
curly head-the spirit Of love; and that
made me a stranger in my own house.
A precious sunshine frightened the
rooms, even when the one in the heavens
was hidden by clouds. The faces Of
the servants and even inanimate objects
streamed back this radiance. Bu; me,
only, the sunshine did not touch.
felt myself always more unhappy in
my loneliness. Jealousy grew in me
II gave me all sorts Of foolish thoughts.
] wanted 10 rebel agains, the little
autOcTat-thai would be ridiculous.
wanted TO give her the choice between
him and NE. ], arsdacious one, knew
very well which side her heart would
choose. At another time was ready
10 take steps in order TO find the mother.
and with the dover Of gold force her m
take back her child-behind my wife's
b7okS That would be cowardly.
could no longer fix my mind on
business. mistrusicd even myself
People asked the what was the matter
with me. !eigned illness.
The sunshine would not let itself be
b1nished, and the spirit Of love was
stronger ihanI. With his flaming sword
he drove me cut.
81 mus; tzkea long journey, Martha" "
Ny voice trenEed Is I said this
Ny wife mus; have noticed it, for some
thing ike pi;y ;rembled IN her beauti-
ful eyes =; n taking leave she held
the liiile oue toward me. and asked in
a sofi. ozressing tone: 'sWilI you no;
~ zfieu 20 our child2 ?" took up the
Iitile one, perhaps too roughly 4, all
eyenis h began 20 cry and resist my
caEesses. Then ! put him down and
hzs.ened away.
travelled in uncertainty through the
void, and behold after the few DAYS
N addition 20 ny ordinary travelling
companion. had humor. there came
another f=ilow tha, told ne plainly that
! Ezs : fool Firs: It sounded ike a
EaisTer. then louder and louder '.You
z-e = toEurizh; fool" Finally. I read
:; = TIE -eEspaPcr before me. !; was
traced OF the blue mountains, the loco
motive shrieked u tong YES believe
j.; why did not then and there turn
~ f1ce hozeWartS : Well. the fool mus,
5-s- travel i al OF before everything
Toz..t u be righ; again.
~ l1ss- one d1y. with yiolen, beat
Irg q the he1rT, I again entered my
dwelling What solemn stiffness reign
q. there could nOE hear the sound
of whispering voices; nv wife came
-oEz-t re Il; IS SEX. very SICK"
r5oazed she ; ''it viii sssreiy die -
tired 20 oO-afor- her. Ouly a short
tIaae, bo~eyer proved, that her fears we're
TOO vel groCzded- Daring the last
.Eerc zzt here. ezch one OF Us holding
oze OF MS Et;Ie hlats. Al. those fever
II pr-lse-bez:s every stroke sounded
II 1ppe1i '.I0ve each Other. love each
oc--r b good 80 We feI; eventually
tEaose ;hrob55aSs. AID We understood
IL appeal or eyes met, full and
c1-ues- through the Sllttcriag tezFs, l.
u tk~ E-ss holy vow Words would
1--WE seemed slcrIIcgc thea.
No: Iozz after We lid our darling IL
;h- u1-rz >PsInz earth
WEez ~ z-lIr 81. down A. our table
-5-.-c vs. ! Stiffness between u. but /;
W. Ec- tE@ sine Stiffness - thar which
-he Ls--5< ssrzngcr I'D broken IN upon
vl-- Is r1-rlug ''pIp1- Even BY the
MI s,ood rs high armchair. and on
rAS I5stLe hoard before i L1y his spoon
sceTt-e- Nyw5fc re7ched her far white
Er-t OVER tke t1bbc and zsketi IBID
yors 1Is0 I0ve i'll. Ie1st Ii,tle ;" Her
vo5ce rrerzbIesI- NV wsf. NV sweet.
nv OWE vie - Cr5ei l. Then fell !;
1er neer 1-.sl heisi ner hInfs Ess II
=zze- II love thee nv wife : oh INV
viz
Af-er the ErsS emotion had subsidized
Polz-ed 20 II 1-zl-cklIr- The Iittle
oCr c-n.e 10 ~ 20 teIch ~ love. whis-
Fe=1i ! '-Aud WHEN u Ind flashed
- -ezIrhzz,< = wer- 1g1ln tothc angels.
a5s5cr5 sEtc- through her tears
one 1Iv The physician stepped 0'It OF
NJ WIS r5ou- with i smiling f1ce--
. EEe s1rarhs.tI the IsstIe armchair IL he
passed = sryIry ''Iet it stand there /:
, you VII rset Z IgIir-
Ee1Eys WIS Z Possibles Had de
%rrvs,t sS1rh h1PPlresss
" ksd NV wIie close TO nv heart
q NV E-sPressTbie Joy could not for
hr:E- 20 bead down To her bl1shsng IIt.Ie
Enr= md SIv. We VIII love It dearly,
vssv dc1-iv. hs 4 not SOP