Warren sheaf. [volume] (Warren, Marshall County, Minn.) 1880-current, 1882-03-02

admired nv ayery one. Some how st1e looked
helpful. too, hem tell 90 # eve man
4 hand was against me- told her, and III might
i "a II Ell have the game as the name, you know
Yes. 4 know. 3 she inter. sT have felt
Just 90. Is ID false way to think. II But excuse
me, maybe the memory 81 half -defying tho
faculty =stings 8 little, too b
face must hsys been dery, for she
~ do hope yorl're not hnrt; shall not 60 on
f if You do not look up. know how slight your
Irritation Yerr kelly is. ! can guess how inde-3
{ pondence and Il good time have led yon on
L from one imprud ence to another. But if peo-s
pie see you del them they will speak q harsh
Judgment hat they out s on
see.
lis ii their business ato. watch me, Is Get
something 70 put me down for ?'' ( said hotly
No, 4 do not think 1t is, 2 said Kate, sbnJ
you know we do q great deal that isn't precise
" our business, and we must leave 81 good
margin in life for remarks--not kindly crit
cism, but unkind, making much OF little things
Trying, OF course, but We must look for it i
must be 9 bit OF original sin, or restless king
But, I told her, there is no pleasing peo-
pie. q . s:3 s3.5 Il
THAT'S question, said she, tive can
give them as little as possible to talk about
One has 70 suffer some--at least ( did before
independence is toned down, But character is
too sacred for q wrong thought ! have wanted
to be at your elbow lately. Z
J AS We went back beside the great lawn. Ben
Fennell met us and touched his hat, 53
Mr.. Fennell is fine looking, said Kate;
eyou have q nice escort, Kitty Did YOU know
him before you came ~
Z wanted to say yes badly, but did not feel
Just like lying to her So shook my head
carelessly. h
When We reached our floor followed her
into her room 20 ! sat rocking and tanning va
+ cantiy, but. tho sight OF Ben passing by the
house again, Inspired me to obey sudden ina-
pulse. # 3ss
'sKate. broke out with great gasp. Z am
not bit like what you think me. I am in
trouble Not about Ben Fennell; / don't mean
that. But 4 have gone wrong about other
things from the commencement of this term
Kate was arranging her paints
Did your profession of religion have any
thing to do with it?n she asked
Yes, a great deal, 2 I mad to say. 81 never
felt converted. I might have been if I had
kept right, but didn't dare be honest I have
been hypocrite ever since. You cannot like
me any more, but it is right pleasure to tell
what whted sepulchre I am, have kept il
hidden SO long =
went and flung myself on the window scat
face downward, or could not endure even
her sweet eyes. She sat very still at first I
expect she was perfectly astounded, for she
has always seemed to think right we'll of me-
But before j had done-and my words were q
torrent-sha was beside me with her arms
around me- Is,
fUh. pray, Kate, 2 said I, as was leaving,
do advise me- may 20 wrong about things
again. l am in auch . tangle cannot do
BE irue,n she said, with her dear arm
around me. 81 am sure your heart will tell
you best what truth in all things will be. Moth
ing but the deepest truth will do now. - pity
you, Kitty dear, and do not like you q particle
I less. No, Love you more
It was very kind Of her, wasn't it? And 1
!. expected she would nearly turn me out of her
room.
November Is. II have decided, and the evil
one is 90 ever present with me that am going
to act on the resolution now. I am going to
send a note to Ben. Fennel. I suppose he will
ask for an interview; and if he comes am
going to put right some Things. He would find
them out some time. anyway, if heSever in
Gulres about me Of q mutual acquaintance,
and we have a few. He had best hear the
truth from my lips. He cannot believe me
quite so hardened And must tell him above
all, because it, right he should know. Unjust
be true!n And when have sinned must
try to bring sacrifice Heaven knows it is a
sacrifice, for the thought Of what he will
think nearly kills me.
went about the rest OF the day In q. perfect
maze Of trouble 7 felt so stunned by wllatIs
4 had started to do that ] rose in geology and
read q page OF Bataille des Danes which I
had fetched to the class instead Of the text
book. I behaved everywhere as if bereft Of
what wit / was blessed with. And when [
went to Miss Bayne for the reception room
could hardly talk. don't think should
have been any worse ii had been about to be
hanged.
But times relentless, and supper came and
ended, and brushed my hair and put on my
best dress and started. My hand gets nervous
at the mere rememb rance Of the way felt. 1t
was dreadful. Ben was there waiting knew
he stood by the table ana spoke to me, but
was too frightened to see him distinctly MY
appearance seemed to startle him. for he fairly
shouted out, What is the matter, Kisty?" as
ii were gone deaf. T know If my face betrayed
much / must have looked stricken. He asked
whatI could possibly mean BY my note, and
saw there was no use putting of what must be
I told. So I shut my eyes with q horrible feel
ing Of desperation and went straight into the
middle of my reasons. Nearly the first thing
Iblundered out.Was how sorry 1 was about IN
Yiting him MP IN vacation while my homo was
so different from the pleasant PLACE had "a led
him TO expect Il told him he had very likely
never visited at such q poor little place as our
house. Aud Itotd him I had heard his family
! were aristocratic, but bad deceived him IN
saying my connections We're SO. Ihe dis
| tinguished people OF whom had often spoken
lived in the town indeed, but they never waited
! US. My parents were poor. 3
! He listenea, and then asked what motive [
| had in telling him this
. L looked np then and met his blue eyes 1
| could see that every bit of respect for mo was
! gone. Because it was right he should know
| It. said, and was as calm az he then. I did
| not desire him to believe himself escorting a
| girl OF high family when he might be half
| ashamed to own my acquaintance, if he could
/ see how small our means were. 3A liiz
And why had 4 deceived him! he asked
| again, as indifferentiy as if my state OF mind
we're a new and amusing experience.
/ hesitated, but / could not say did not
| know. told him that I supposed it was to
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