Daily globe. [volume] (St. Paul, Minn.) 1878-1884, 1879-10-15
The Suicides DSna.,g.

The Suicides Diary.
In the woman's pocket was found a small
diary which seemed entirely devoted to re-
cord of her meetings with Hickey, whom
she calls her dearest FRIEND" and now and
then to her meetings with H, whom
Hickey says is her real man, now living in
Syracuse, and whom he describes as a
wealthy admirer. Here are the later entries
which show that the dead woman was insane
ly jealous of Mary Anderson, and that she
deliberately planned to kill Hickey and then
destroy herself. We give the following ex-
tracts:
WORTH CENTURIES IN HE'LL.
June 29.-My dearest friend came home
yesterday. will see him very soon, and he
will put his arms around me, kiss me, and
say, elbow is my little girl?' Such min
ute as that will overpay centuries in hell. If
1 could make a bargain to have Syl all to
myself for just one month, that might be
everything to him as he is to me, for only
one month, and then die and live in tor
lures for all the countless ages of eternity, I
would do it this very minute. do not get
any letter from my darling, and patience has
about ceased to be virtue. There has got
to be change in the programme, and I
shall tell him SO. If he does not change I
shall
ONLY TWENTY. --.
Aug. lO.-Yesterday was 20 years old. It
does not seem very old, only to those who
count time by sorrow, not by years. won
der if there ever will be any happiness for
me. would not treat dog that loved me
as badly as he does me. Yet love him all
| the more for his neglect, but sometimes it
makes me almost wild.
PUNISHED FOR HER 1Do1ATRY.
Sept. 22.-The mother superior says that
when we love one of Gods creatures more
than the Creator He always takes them from
us, and that is just what have done. He
was my God and to try and please him was
| my religion, and T. am punished. To see
him give to another what have tried so
long and patiently to win, is very hard. If
I was good suppose that would wish him
to marry this actress and be very
happy, but it is only saiEt that
| could do that-and I am only a wicked
heartbroken girl. He could have made me
a woman that would have been an honor in
stead of a disgrace to the sex, if he had
| chosen to. know that am not worthy to
be his wife, and would have been not only
contented but proud of ever so small place
| in his heart, but if I cannot have 1t, can at
least prevent her from enjoying it.
HIS NEGLECT FORGOTTEN.
Sept. 5.-My dearest friend came home
last evening, and am SO happy that can
not find words to express it. When he is
with me forget all about his neglect, and
ONLY hort hiatt
the nuns do their Savior. He is going to
Auburn tomorrow, but will return and
spend the Sabbath with me. .
TRIED BEYOND ENDURANCE.
Sept. 7.-Whenever am very happy he
does something to make me miserable again,
and now he has tried me beyond endurance.
HE MUST DIE.
UTICA, Sept. III heard Miss Anderson
play Glove. last night. would like to tell
her that in real life women sometimes say as
she did about her love. He shall not belong
to another. He shall not even love another.
If be does he dies She can never love him
half as well as I do. I love him with desper-
alton and jealousy, love him as Henry VIII.
loved Anne Boylen when, in the hatred of his
love and jealousy, he caused her to mount
the scaffold because she was untrue to him.
WENT TO SEE MARY.
ROCHESTER, Sept. 13-Went to see Miss
Anderson play Julia in 'sThe Hunchback''
this afternoon. Lust received note from
Syl with pass to the theatre inclosed. He
says he will come over after the play.
HIS LETTER.
The letter referred to here was found on
the person of the unfortunate girl, and is as
follows:
OSBORN HOUSE, Rochester, N. Y, Sept.
13.-Dear Friend: I was awful tired in
Utica, or I would have called on You. am
also very tired and sick now. I will come
over if can after the performance or to-
morrow. Yours, SYL.
If you would like to1come to the theatre I
inclose you pass.
he LOVES THE ACTRESS.
The following are additional extracts from
her diary:
Sept. 14.-He has dared to tell me that he
loves the actress, and never knew what love
meant until he saw her. He also said that
were she penniless and he could marry her
he would do it. I knew that he would never
give his love without encouragement, but
she shall not have him. Rather than see
him belong to another, will kill him.