The Wheeling daily intelligencer. [volume] (Wheeling, W. Va.) 1865-1903, 1875-03-26

but not to risk anything for T. l have
again and again prObed my heart to SEQ
whether was truly liable to such feel
ing, and tho response Ia unequlvocal that
| AN not. No man can sec tho dill
culties that environ INC, unless no stands
where | do.
To saw that have church on my
hands ia simple CnOugh,-but to have
tho hundreds and Thousands Of men
pressing me, each ono with his keen
suspicion, or anxiety, or zeal; to SEQ ton.
denotes which, II not stopped, would break
out into ruinous defense Of me; to stop
thCm without seeming to do II; to prevent
any ono questioning me- to meet and
alIay preiudices against T. which had
their beginning years before this to keep
serene, as II was not alarmed or dis
turbed; to be cheerful at home and among
friends when was suffering the torments
Of the damned; to pass Sleeplesa nights
often, and come up fresh and full for
sunday,-all this may DO talked about,
but tho real thing cannot DO understood
from tho outside, nor its wearing and
grinding on tho nervous system.
God knows that lave put moro
thought, and judgment, and earnest do.
sire into my efforts to prepare q way for
I. and z. than ever l did for my self a
hundred fold. As to tho outside public,
have never lost an opportunity to soften
prejudicos, to refutc falschOods and to OK.
otto kindly feeling among all whom |
met, am thrown among clergymen,
public mon, and generally tho makers OF
public opinion, and havo used every RAJ
tiOnal cndeavOr to repair tho evils which
have boon visited upon T., and with in
creasing success,
But tho roots of this prejudice arO
long, The catastrophe which pfecipitalcd
him from his place only disclosed feel.
inrs Tint had existed long Neither he
nor van can bo aware Of The feelings OF
classes In society; ON other grounds than
lnte rumorS. [ mention this to explain
why 1 Enev with absolute certainty that no
mere statement, letter, testimony; or NJ
irmation will reach The root Of affairs
md reinstato them, Time and work
will
iIut chronic evils require chronic REM
edicS, II my destruction would place
him NIL ripht. that shall not stand In tho
wny. I nh willing to stem down and out
M opo cnn offer moro than that, That
do offer, Sacrifice me without hesitation,
IL you can clearly sec your way 10 hls
safety and happiness thereby ! uo hoI
think that anything would DC galheu "
1t, should DC destroyed, Ply he wouiu
not DO saved. E'ahu tle chIIurell wo9 ,I,,
have their future cloadeu; In onS POM
OF view could desire the SacflhGe on
my part. Nothing can possibly be &C
bad rs tho horror Of great darkness y
which | spend much Of my time. ! loon
upon death Is Gwector;l9ced thsn an!
friend | have ~ the world Lilo woutt
DO pleasant II lcould see 1hat reOuil
which Is shattered l Is 70 70 .r yI ON 1 rs
sharp anu tngSeH eusS .. a"A,v!, H., H.
morse ,e"r ~y'p .nro " a,S "nUinsaS
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tsiOnjshin 'S Sr5 viii, oiUcctO afYection
avon tb"h1h you lave ma not, | an, YOUR
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SUNDAY MORNING., June lsIO.-MF
Dear Franz! Tho whole earth u TRANQUIL
and tho heaven is serene, as pony on!
who has about finished his world'llle'
could do nothing on sattirday|my hea'
was confused but good sleep ma maa y
II Ike crystal. nave dete i,i !
. make no moro resistance. Iheodore
I. temperament Is such that the failure, eve
II temporarily earned, wotildbe aGsolule
ly worthless, illled wltn abrupt ehange'
. anu rendering mo lIaple ~ Hny nVI ~. =
DAY 70 De Obliged 70 aIJyy aa , me oI \, !
ny w9leh W. nave sas.d V anS.,, ia, u,
only lalt INV IT, SioIaI ~ H"I i" , '
puolleatlonoi tne Casu m,..C'' ~ XIX h
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