The Rutland daily globe. [volume] (Rutland, Vt.) 1873-1877, 1874-08-17
THE TILToN.BEECnER SCANDAL.
Continuation OF Eseechcr's state
ncnt.
Continued from FIRST page.


Continued, ,ro,, t.,,st nooe
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VIVA nNN0''hr DiD go ,..
A'i'
nave no recoiiect'on OF seeIiig, or neuI-
ing read, the lelter OF ME- mon on INC
same date. lnlny letter to Alrs llitoh,
alluded to the fact that ! did not expect,
wheh l saw her las', 'o' u' awe many
days. rms statement staiius conhecteu
with series o. symptoms WhiGh nib' VN-
peuenced III looo' | went through 'le
Fremont cahpaign' speahlng III lnc open
air three hours III lliile' tnIee Gays III NV
week. On reviewing my literary 'aoors
let ! must nave sNeH uWay' anu FciJ
seriously 'houSht ! was going 10 nave app
pieXy or pai"'yef' =" s""le'ii"lg ~ w
KIND. On Two or 'hFoc occasions, "nle
preaching snouii haNe 'Hileii IN .lc PUPPY
II mao nos NY NY I" 'l'c ''"'G ,o'F U,.o.,
came near la''ih| III INC suee'S' puliiiH
'hI i,9' n,..N" - ,''' - t,t |
u ,inr,, etrnn,r innrc..inu thai { ehould |
,o,.,,r c,,,,o ont nf + uiv,e have n,rach-
ed more sermons than any human being
would believe, when | felt all the while
that whatever | had rot TO say To- my
people must say to them then, or would
never have another chance to do so. If |
had consulted a physician, his first advice
would have been, YOU must stop work,
but | was i'll such Il situation that couId
not stop work. / read the best medical
books on symptoms Of nervous prosifalion,
and overwork, and paralysis, and formed
my own judgment of my case. The
three points marked were, ! must
have good Digestion good sleep, ana
must go on working. THESE three Things
were to be reconclcd, and IN regard to my
diet, and siimulants, ana neuicihc' mace
the most thorough ana searching tlial, ana
| as the result, managed my Dody so that l
could get the most woIk out OF 1t without
substantially impnring it, If had said a
word about this to- my family II would
have brought such distress ana ahNiely, on
the part OF my wiic, as coulu not pear;
| have for many years so steadily taxed
my mind to the utmost that there nave
been periods when could not bear to have
| people express even sympathy win me.
10 have my WIG or irlehus ANXIOUS ABOUT
it. and showing 1t to me, would DC Just inc
drop too much. IN loo5 came AGAIN mo
the same condition JUST before gong 10
| Englands ana IL was one oi lhe reasons
WY, W.S "".i.5 w. ,,,,,n,. ~; ,,,,,
hoor, had the Tndc1endent in chnrrc.
| tN1
Ih ~ I ,yos I,lt1l,. 10 hc frustrated aooin
r., Deca,nLnr $50 the sudden shock of
,hasc tronhlns broucht on nroiu those
st,n,n,nn1s in n moro violent form. | was
VOW! much depressed in mind. ana all the
noyo boconsn il was one of those things
that could not saw anything about. wa.
silent Win everybody. During the last
four wears tbese SYMPTOMS had been re
nootoilv brought nm nv my intense work.
corric1 forward ON the' underlying basis OF
en- mich eorroyv and trouble. NV friend.
,,;ii hoo,, witness thot in fine nulnit | have
, ",rr frenncntlv alluded to nv cXncctatior
Of srddon dpnth. feel that have beer
n1ore thon once already near stroke tina
yo,,Id have killed or naralvzed me. and
oorr,, Win me- now as have 50 often car
r ,oj in years before this trouble beran. th,
dail,, thnnmht of death as door which
might open for me, at any moment, out o
all cares and labors into q more welcome
rest.
: r,,, ryrorrs ro ,vvrer,c ATE rt,roy's pF
| Inn - I1cior,s virws
c,,,
during 'he Whoic VI .lic lcai go 90 w"
kept III a slate on suspense anu uoup.' ~
only rs 10 me lu.uie vi .lie lai',,y ioi w
e reason ana happiness Oh "hicn hau s'ilNel
y so earnestly, out also as 70 ,iiG oesrec i,
winch might personally DC suoJcc. w ~ ~
n he brought into the church and magazine
4 by publicity. Inc officers OF tue churc
!. sought to investigate Mr.. Iliton's religion
Il views and moral conduct, and on the latte
: point had been deceived INTO behei Tia
i he was not in fault. AS to the religion
n views, still hoped for change Tor tn
better, and it was proposed to drop hi
= from the list OF members Tor non-attent