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Adapted for all soils and crops. and in fine,
dry powder for sowing or drilling in with the
seed The mos. prominent farmers Of Mary land
and Virginia, after
THIRTEEN YEARS EXPERIENCE WITH
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in growing Cotton. Tobacco. Wheat and Corn,
pronounce an application 81 100 pounds per
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guaranteed by manufacturers
Price $50 per ton.
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~ Pratt street, Baltimore nd.
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as the only reliable substitute tor PeruvIn! Gu-
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other cities to our trade mark r. ccsl"r -.
to sell their worthless compounds. Every bag
of genuine Excelsior has our nam" IN tin red
letters. Al others are cOuntcrtcltS For sal" b,
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.lSSOLUTION OF COPARTNERSHlP.

Dlss0IVTI0S OF c0PAK7SERSH7P:
Mr.. R. C. PIERCE having retired from the
irm of PIERCE 6 LOVING, Commission
Merchants Of Alexsndria, Va, and Mr. L. u.
BUCK, of Warren county, Va, having associa-
ted himself with the remaining partner the bus
mess OF the house will hereafter be conducted
under the name und style of PIERCE Low
Ing s. co. PIERCE LOVING.
my l0-lUt T. q. BUCK.
DKIME n. 7. CHEESE.
i o. WIN. RAMSAY,
ms 10 s. E. cor. King and st, Asaph SIS.
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Sun rose ......... 81 Moon SETS 1917
Sun sct,...... ...... I.Ul

ARRIVED.
Schrs Fl A Hoyt, Townsend, New York, and
W II kenzle, Soper, Providence, to J 2 Agnew.
Schr Alex Young, Providence to American
Coal Co
SAILED.
Steamship John Gibson, Winters, New York,
by lIoce i johnston.
Steamer Wawaset Fowlkes, Currioman, by
Potomac Ferry Go.
Schrs Schofed Disoway, New Haven. and
H A Hoyt Townsend, Hoboken, by J p Ag-
new.
Schr Roxanna, Frank, for Baltimore
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LYScuB RG MARKET, May Flour scarce
and advancing; Supers 9aS9 Is; Extra 9 50a
S. IS, and Fnmily I0rSlO %. Wheat, white.
lG5alSO: red l5ja 20. Corn in steady demand
at StjagU for white; yellow and mixed S2aS3.-
Receipts of Tobacco light, with but little fine
selling and prices fully up.
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RICHMOND MARKET, May 9-The offerings Of
Grain very light the only sales rep"rted being
10 bushels of prime white Corn ut 7a, ana "a
bu.hels Oats ut 63c
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FREDERICKSBURG MARKET, May 9.-The Of
fnrings of W heat are smaIl-no prime or choice
being held by the farmers in this section, all be-
ing brought from other markets. Flour firm at
llnSl2 for Family; Extra i0aSlu5 50, and Super
s 75nS9 Is. Wheat, l70a220 Tor fair to choice
white and l72a2!5 for do. red C.rn 62a65.-
Oats 50sJ5 Rye 7Uu7S
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GEoRGETowS CATTLE MARKET, May o
There we've LIS Beet Cattle, 1880 Sheep and
Lambs and 10 Cows and sprngers offered this
week AZ Cattle, $50 sheep and 20 Cows and
Springers rel ain over unsold the remai nd-r
81 d At from 4 to Sc for Cattle to SC for Sheep.
3 TO So 30 II Lambs. and from Is to SGU for
Cows and Calves and Sprinpers. Cattle dull !;
Sheep and Lambs mod rateiy active; Cows snd
SpringerS only active for No. !.
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ITO CORN GROW 4 RS.
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24
Ecclesiastical RnmmerN.

During the Rebellion there was q class
of men soldiers they were-who went
along with the army, sometimes in the ad-
vance and sometimes in the rear. They
were usually grave. fearless fellows, and
would even fight well on occasion. They
attsched themselves 70 no regiment, were
not enlisted men, but just hung round the
camp and the march, wearing no uniform,
and having no regular arms. They went
and they fought, as they we're wont to say.
= on their own hook You know whom |
mean. They were called bummers. .
Not q euphonio name, or particularly ex-
pressive Of dignity or value, [ admit; but
still suggestively expressive. They were,
IN their way, patriotic, and fought for the
country but they merely went bumming
around in camp and march and field.
s. Now. I know Of no world meau no
disrespect, as you see-that describes you
and those that think with you SO well as
2 hummer You are an ecclesiastical
hummer. You are. [ am sure, loyal to
the great cause Of God; you wish It's tri-
umph. But you fight on your own hook.
You attach yourself 10 no regimental or
ganizatiol, you march by no guidon, you
wear no uniform, you are in no army
corps; and [ Go not know where 70 put
you, except among these extremely irreg
ular fighting men. You may do service
in the Masters cause / do not deny
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

sometimes very cold, have q corner brick
Cd up, so as 70 make sort OF great oven
or furnace. A very small FIRE is sufficient
TO keep this warm, SO that the children
can be put 10 at any time during the day
aud the whole family turned in to sleep at
night.
Women don'1 live single in China all
the efforts Of the parents arc devoted 10
getting her married, aud female child Is
often promised 20 the son of n friend be-
fore she is born. Daughters are undesired
al over the world, and il China with rea-
son even more than In America for the lot
Of 3 girl. if she IS poor. is terrible, and
mothers and fathers too would rather see
them die than live 10 inherit il. That IS
the reason why female iutsuticide = 50
common IN China. They consider ii > JUS
ti6able act 20 rid her of the evils 70 come.
Moreover = daughter is hardly considered
IS belonging to her parents, Or in her own
family.
As sooa as size Is betr0,4ed-whiea IS as
quickly as 3 suitable husband csu be found
she Is adopted iuto ais family. Is brought
40 aGd educated by them aud even # he
should die. would still he as their disposal
70 besto8 in marriage if tney choose, upon
some one else She has the alternative,
however, Of dedicating herself to the mem
ory Of her first afianced, and such an act
Is considered very Prsi~eworthy II she
should do 50 and i've 70 be op7 hun
drel wears old, faithfully fuld.in. her
vows, she would have pagoda erected 20
her memory. There are several such IN
Chico. / ,av one On the ros3 between
Wampooa and Canton
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

that. TIE bummers in the war did good
service. [ think that on one occasion
they, bumming far IN advance, even held
a ford till their messengers hurried up
some regiments Of the army 10 cover it.
But, after all. they we're not tie troops TO
be relied on and their services do nos
appear largely recorded in the history Of
those times"
Ny friend smiled grim.y. said ny figure
was good shrewd and taking metaphor,
but it did not apply, 81 I added a little
rreachment Ike this: " You have with
drawn FROM churchly organizations aud
you seem n think that the work Of the
Master can be done best IN thar way. Can
you taiI me Of any great and permanent
work done Tor the extension Of His sing
dom except through some such organiza-
ton Can you tell me Of any mission
established il q heather land, any Ian.
guaga reduced 70 writing any book
printed, any copy Of the Bible made, any
tribe elevated or civilized. except By men
and women who have gone forth 20 the
work. not simply under tue broad banner
of the Cross but under, ST the same time,
some badge OF an army corps Or flag OF q
regiment from some church organization
I can think Of none. The bummers Of the
Church have not done much for her cause
in the world
There are good many meu u these
latter times-indeed, there have always
boen-who, Ike my friend. amuss them
selves with high sounding words Of unity
and ''unsectarianism' and of being" dber-
al and unbound By narrow obligations Of
/ denomination. do not see where ne
can put them, u how describe them. ez-
/ cept By the title which I have put over
this article. We do not deny that thsy
are true or loyal, or that they viii work
OF fight for the Kingdom; bat they are IN
no battalion OF company-taey ara the
bummers. rather than the soid.-rs-Dr
Aikma1 il tie Independent
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

that be has to subject his brain 70 such
constant pressure. The journalist ls
equally a victim to this delusion and
after doing nothing one-half the day, and
very little the other half, strolls away from
home with the magnificent consciousness OF
having borne the world on his shoulders
ike another Atlas, or at least, Of having
moulded by his able articles the opinions
of hemisphere. The only doubt that
pertubes his mind Is as TO whether be Is
not ' working himself to death ;" and he
can always find some sympathising tosiy
who can tell him ne looks pale and IS IN
danger of mental syncope. This informa-
tion always gives him tender satisfaction,
and the toady Is embalmed in his heart o..
hearts as one man Of ten thousand, aud ss
a being unrivalled for his just appreciation
Of intellect and its attendant denger7
The overwork delusion has wrought great
havoc IN the pulpit Good able bodied
clergymen from lack of exercise often sc-
quire fashionable pallor Of counteuaHce.
which they at once attribute TO the ments-
labor expended OH their soporiGc efforts
those sermons noted as emineutly conducive
20 that Sunday siumber which y 50 invit-
ing and 50 tantalizing when surreptitiolsig
INDUCED in at church They are wearing
out their brains. friends sell them and
so there Is the trip 70 Europe or the
Springs
Mercantile clerks complain greatly q,
oyerwork, and generally they have good
cause 50 TO do buJ on the other hand the
average clerk ot the present day IS qui
uncomfortable when away from hls buslnes,
and utterly lost Il by chance he has two
or three holidays He thinks himself
overworked, but sooa pines 10 be 10 harness .
once more. 50 on . larger scale 1t is with /.
the merchant: while as 70 the doctors, there
never was one Of the race VINO did not
think himself the most hard-workel man
IL the community.
Children ia school are terribly distressed
over the work they have TO do men 10
business are the same; and yery old people, !
who only sit around the fre corner. prob .
ably groan over the weight of their sup
posed duties All through life this sweet I
consolation is our best boon, aud without
it very many Of US would he decidedly /
wretched
To be sure. there are few theorists who +
wildly aver that work ia itself Is happiness. |
thus trying to reverse the primal curse ofI
man To these We have nought to say /
They are beyond the pale of common sense.
But accepting work as a very tedious nee |
essity-as what Mr.. Madtiljni fa.icitousy /
terms 3 a. demnition grind we ought st
least TO be very thankful for the oompen- /
satiDg comfort contained in our firm self /
conviction that We are thoroughly over
work kcd.-N T. Egenjn2 Past
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24
A Few Thoughts Oh OverwOrk.

Among the most blessed consultations
vouchsafed TO US in this vale Of tears IS
the privilege Of grumbiing. Some people
are never 50 happy As when they are mis-
cradle. and they derive immense satisfac-
ton from the reflection that they might be
a great deal better of
One Of the most popular forms Of
grumbling IS that which finds expression
IN the complaint Of being overworked. 1t
arises from very general delusion in
which everybody shares. Not human
being Of your acquaintance, good reader
not even yourself-but Is q victim 20 this
universal selE-deception,
Everybody deems himself overworked.
The feeling may be discerned in Eight
Hour laws and IN various labor movements
It crops out in the tendency to lessen the
hours Of study for children IN our public
schools. It IS felt IN every sphere Of life.
Those who work the least are generally the
most thoroughly infected with the preya-
lent idea. The young lawyer who sits
half the time with his feet on 4 green
baize table and an imposing array Of
unopened law books before him is very apt
70 talk Of his arduous labors, and 10 regret
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

earnest covoting of the best gifts. those
who possess them had utterly forgotten the
d" more excellent way" they would shrink
from them in terror or in pity. Ii is sad
to think that from the most notable school
Of personal culture in the country faith
long since departed, with limping wings.
while devotion TO the work of making the
world better went out with faith. Men
who ministered at the altar have forsaken
It and men who broke bread to the multi
tude refuse 10 taste il themselves, even
when It Is presented to tneni IN the name
Of Humanity's Highest and Divinity's Best.
God save Is al from the influence ofsueh
culture as this, and help US to be grateful
that it has seen its best or It's worst days.
and Is dying at its root Christianity must
kill It or Christianity must die Il must
Kill Christianity or It must die. The event
is not doubtful.
A culture that Is in itseIf 4 mistake can
not by any possibility become a bar of
sound Judgment on any subject. It Is not
safe 70 trust it N any question of religion.
or morals. or society, much less In suy
question Of art or literature. Its own pro-
N4SttShs tl4e koOpio uGtS tl"&1S ucCtiAod
to receive as useful to them IN any degree,
for they have no relation 10 their wants
Indeed, the wants of the world are things
that the deyotees of culture Z" for its own
sake '' are quite apt to despise, though
tbey not unfrequentIy undertake TO tell
the world what is good Such blun1ers as
they have made in the psst prepare US to
be surprised at nothing they may do in
the future. Ii would not be strange if
they should eonspire to perpetuate the
egotistjcaI twaddle Of Henry Thoreau and
gjld By their approval the influence of his
wretohedly selfish life. Nay. it is posi-
bIe that they viii try TO induce the world
to accept as poetry the preposterous bald
erdesh of Walt Whitman.-Dr T. G.
Holland, %. S5ri5ner's for January.
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

hanging to lamp posts, and such terrible
things
It was now Tuesday morning, and we mad
eaten nothing since our Sunday dinner at
three O'Clock, and nothing but little soda
water TO drink. / got that morning ten
gallons Of water for fifty cents, and starting
a fire made some coffee and got up an apology
for breakfast, but our hesrts were too heavy
70 eat much. After breakfast re went over
to the south side, ana such . sight "a met
the eye; not one building standing,-all q
mass Of smoking ruins, and not 2 bridge over
to the south side left, and hut for one tan
nell many moro lives must have been lost.
Cropping through that we came out on the
north side and stood and gazsd- That large
and deUssiy P2pulated portion Of tuo city
wss 81 barren sud desolate as il it had never
been inhabited swept as clean 81 with
broom. Counting the streets We came -
our corner. and then We stood aud felt We
were indeed Paupors. But many we're worse
OF than We, obliged 10 stay in the open
fields With no shelter but the sky. We ala
lowed ourselves 5ut two meals day, aud
when night came on, went on my police
duties and for just week did not go to bed
or nndress and every night, just As We were
getting little composed. away would 20 the
fire alarms. and frighten as again, till got
50 nervous tha5 the moment the belle struck
would commence shaking like 8 leaf, and
my teeth 10 chatter 40 l could not speak
for we knew that it ira broke out on the
west side we should be destroyed Tor ne had
no water IN tbo whole city. have given
you sort Of description Of our life for one
week, but IL seems 50 tame and Iifeless but
I cannot tell yos now we suffered, and would
not if I could.
Wo thank you and yours mere than &c
can express for the kind invitation 70 share
your beautiful home this winter, but I
should be Sinking my duty if L for moment
haF5ored the thought Of leaving, in her dire
cur much loved city. I5 has bsou
our home in days Of prosperity and hapPt-
ness, It's my child-on's birthplace, and l
cannot turn ny back On hey viii joins in
sending love 20 you all, and an, more than
ever. Your friend,
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24
There's Nae Room For TWa.
was simmer tine o'zear.

Il was simmer time o'year,
And simmer leaves were shesn.
f hen | and Kitrie walked Rbraid
And Jamie walked stWeen,
We reached the brig, e'er yon wee Bum.
Our bonnie brig sac sma,
jamie said, d" you mann walk behiu.
There's nse loom for twa.
IheTe' q nae room for tws, said he,
There's nae room loy tWs,
i Rcel s-Qay m- rsssrt ieaped hisI,
When walkin by his side,
SIC thoughts, Rlls are idle nov,
For Kitsie is HE bride.
lie could nae, and he 9aa Hss 14ls-.
For that forbid by Law.
In we ided iite.i in welded love /
There nae room for tys.
There's nae room ior twE, ye Esa,
There 2 nae room for tws,
Sc I bae g0ngsd my gate alsn..
There 3 nae room for .-Ta.
The creeping years l.s =i5ssiy t.--s-,,.,
An | hae struggled strong.
vi q bT0ked h2To. an1 brokca heesE
But les Dac E5a Icy lang
MF thread 0, lie ia 9 bHt sr8a
An I mauu gang gws,
IA uCClder IN tBe clsy-csa4C srslui,
- here eros n7e T0om i0r TVS.
here 2 nae Ie1m for swa, Sc Ken,
Ibare 8 nae room for tvs.
tae narrow bed where al maui ltc
Has nae room for tws-
p1 hI-ss. su tly allGie ars0.
trs l#..Fga~ H.t~ shall .HHta
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

4 St Johnsbary gentleman who drives
wholesale team through this section, stopped
az the TrotEer House for dinner the other
day and vas placed opposite couple from
the ''rural districts" 1t 90 happens that
the St JohnsbuTy gentleman has "facial
peculiarity'' consisting Of 6 slight squiut.
W hen dinner was about half through, up
jumped the rural swain, called for the land
lord and demanded private table, declaring
hat he was mot gJjng to set there and
have his lady insulted by that fellow on the
other side Of the table. The said ''felloE
on the other side Of the table" was pro
toundly unconscious Of having given any
cause for ofense, and it was some time be-
fore an explanation revealed that the afore
said swain was mad because the st. Johns
bury gentleman ''kspt a0iaking at tie LADY,
who accom- panied him i-OP5Aion.
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

Nor THE RIGHT WAY TO DO IA
Franklin street gentleman and his wife had
a little argument Christmas eve, when he
kindly said he would hang up her stock
ings for her. Which he did; but mad
vertently omitted to take her out of them.
She stood on her head for nine minutes
when the neighbors arbitrated.-Norscich
Bulletin.
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

A machinist in Springfield, Mass. bet mis-
whiskers that Major SpOoner, the Republi-
can candidate for Mayor, would not get over
500 majority. Prompt to his promise, he
came to his work Tuesday morning, shorn Of
his heavy beard. -
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24
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Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

a thoughtful Danbury lady puts lard on
the stoop when she wants her husband 10
stay at home Of IN evening. Barring an
hour or 50 devoted TO rubbing his back. the
time is pleasantly occupied.
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24

A Western paper thinks the snail has
- right smart chance for tO0thache. He has
one hundred and ten rows Of teeth, with enc
hundred and teu teeth in each row, or twelve
thousand two hundred and ten in ALL
Green-Mountain freeman. [volume] (Montpelier, Vt.) 1844-1884, 1872-01-24
Jbe fr&eman,
MONTPELIER. VT.
. Remintscence Of the Chicago Fire.


"a friend sends US for publication some
extracts from a private letter which sets
forth in vivid language the sad experience,
IA one instance among thousands, Of sui-
fsrer b the great conaagration. ED-l
DEAR I.-Oue evening when the shadows
had begun to lengtheu, and melancholy steals
over one with the shadows, there came
raissive laden with dear kind words. and
messages of love from far Of eastern friends,
and you eann0. know how Il helped 10
tighten the burden and cheer the heart,--to
feel that IN the midst Of this trouble, those
.ebo have s+Ill their homes remember us in our
5esola5ioB The FIRST letter ! received alter
she 6ra was from sou, snd it brought Ehs FIRST
sears bad shed Iha7e will power 60 light
sdversiey. but such words Of love and sym
gathy touch sho hearts InuermOst rscesses
we have much LETT 20 b. thankful for, and
yer have ail we can hold Up anr hearts under;
che ie95r "a sixteen wears lies iu asae-, ana
now i is 1eejn again a, t0e 100, @, the ladder.
riH write something 81 Fhnt I saW and
know Of She IRE. thinking 1t may interest
-31 more aaau tle newspaper reports, s0d
.eiI commence 80 the beginning.
gH Saturday night there was e larse are
II -re west side, which destroyed four whole
leek.. oag VIC knew nothing of is till We
.ar5t in the morning pzpers, and were then
s1.7. Harmed a. 'n7 extent % 'he n'e' iOf
rye NAN .'.-r-.y no ram i1s suFee year7' anu
r.-- a-on for three months Sunday, Oct
'-l, "F7 'eFJ H'l ~ d45 1Lo-E' s-''"5
-r7sz7 towing from Tue so0'H"eS eS'- Aoou
asi.-E1s- H-no 10 tue eVenIng' the me alarm
z.r-.z. slt having gone TO bed turned
,'sr sH ny comfortable place ana sad to
WINE ff7' ana ne fePleo' oFoAe oo'
zgs.7 where 10 was ias' hlSh'' ana We went
Az sleep. little after twelve my giFl came
p our bedside as "nits a7 her nisn. u'e97
=lt =h-a.nz IKE ieafi ana said 'drs.
ZEE lF- believe a4 Chiclgo IS burning up.
spran- e. the "indo" and the we" vas
aF'li one could htrdiy F5lp thnkinS th5 I
earl- Has passing away. as spoken Of 70 t'e
bio.e We dressed, called al the family .
and -oi1 them % prepare for the worst and /
tH-n + l-i aad Hent over 60 ths south 5lde
II see how ar the ire had progressed Io0o" {
% had crossed from the west &c the south .
side. and showed every sign oE crossing again .
p 1ae H9rtn SIDE, and the old court house
te.I -ar- Gus agsln and egaln on tne night
sr saeh Wild. ag5aizsd poals as made one
.se. .aas te was % t7e verge o. aa a"iui
5e-ulcuou. and 20 help ioE any one.
4nc4 then that we we're doomed, and IS
"a turned aud ,Fsze home, almost wished
had never lived O. see this hour he