The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1871-04-19

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Is 70 be hatched now and can form no idea II would re-
have neiher seen nor heard from Mr. whitman for many
than permit Mr.. Dali power him in this
warn him and give hin tim, to make for pay
Twas In hopes you would &c. the control OF the mort
have been thinking, darling Of going for short time to
health After 10Th lma's day 80.
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would no; ,saGh me n time Mr. saon n here
suppose Mr. Ralson WIN DO Hereafter .hs Be guided IN
dreams BY conirares Though everything very dis
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darling Though he does know that you to whom
changed my the front. 10 and ao and that
he theatre often and out dng with the boys across
rally agreeable 70 The whole famys Does Jenny leave
WIN you be pleased darling for me to 90 to the Gss,
What a multitude of questions have just askedi I am
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will be loved A. you are by your LAURA
NY DAnLrNs-No letter from you to-day why /. .hIss
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wait till tomorrow tue would not reach you TIL Mon
Ihavs nothing new TO tel .you-but Il do"-and always
w dooay caring IN not WORRY you w IL. long anse
VERY oLrvrRLY SUGGESTIVE.
Own have not written EN- 10 for
Have suffered deal within those iortyegh hours y
again. Received sdort letter from you yesterday: You
have ca begun to mercy my ss s have
you The multitude against the few and Of course we
My dod never in all life had much at heart that
was hard to bear Is real trouble think you to be
TOO, and in this houaey You ought know how hate it
my pecanary position knowns that have had years
and have right to expect everything from and
ihst st 1npsa tina. for II
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the idea Of loving each other entirely Say. when
me there U.s. some truth in what she says
ssy ~ ns more
International Hotel TO be insulted by devlsh
wounded every day By being afraid
:oc SS up s
Ny Cod and have no real troutesY TO be made vince
on The note even though she owes -when am your wife,
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What is the use write when my letters consola-
spe 70 the
might say, within the las. week. until have been
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thoughts thousand sonteadns feelings Sometimes am
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force me to IT, but then, my Godi where would + end Il
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aned in San Francisco. hate 50, and him for the
lie, that should take some dreadful revenge. would not
Write . me. Oh ny darling sad lei ,Is
yours forever sA' "n''n A'As '''' LAURA
Ave sa since Tecens Of the nss
have often had S feeling would come day.
You truly, You say happier You have
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have no heart to speak Of business but suppose mus.
bow :: e.: % he M s
whether he the sfInGe on on that
tinued or whether must depend upon myself also whether
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Whenever business requires should write to you
win Dc so win not ~, trouble you with letters as
to tell ali feel; now, 80 viii say
hate intensely but love for is the curb
which cheeks GOD grant may last through all that to
When WOKE this morning lay and wondered what my
ter to you, viz that hereafter would believe that dreams
and standing upon the Door to married dreamt again
and Am to die or has the dream already been full
lind that have my letter upon half sheet.
And now wha. must say, and say what must be
Bury i deep IN the heart beref.,
Meier to be uttered or needed morel
All that is left of a broken chainf
Nav God forgive you the deed you did,
Ny heart viii lie under the coffin I'D.
Aud the dead never come back, you know.
ALL ABLAzE AGAfN.MoNEYl .
MY OWN own DARLINo-what perfect heaven of hap
pness is to write those blessed words again just to think
could or would live without my darling, who has been my
life three years Far better die at oncefor
MS but living death without YOU my darling know
the llh. But now, don't believe you meant what your
aGectonatey, tenderly" even-but without love-thnts
what thought you meant and that ''in month
you would forget your friend" Tell me, darling.
that you did not intend to convey that meaning, or
once for to live without you IL utterly I'M
possiblei have tried it-and not al OF earth or
than life to me- My Cod to think Of the agony that
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seemed those words must have reached yon In the
OF night have called youasf If you could hear
my could reach you over the cruel miles
that separate usl But felt as If dying and all
the relief had But Tor those dear words my darling my
BY agony of these daysby all The love which have
given youthe devotion, the worship OF lifetime or I've
loved all lifc mine Say you mine my
own darling then l shall live againl
leave this evening. Ma does not 60 with me. Don't
wTite until you hear from again. feel very weak and
f&nt
Goodby my precious daylins love you'll love you
than do my own soul. LAURA.
YEAgNIN0 FOR HIS EMBRACKs -
vInGINIA, Dec 16, 1865.
NY DEAR DARLING-Your letters Of the 1ih inst, re-
ceived this morning. tell me that got no letters from me
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