The home journal. (Winchester, Tenn.) 1858-188?, 1867-11-21


guishahlc fury, rwhat seems to us so,
and we feel hitter reiis in the IN
guish, and seek to make it more, rath-
er than less, as we stir the heap into
tlercer conllagration. .U
All mo- AZ me what mispraho
fool | had been, and how was tpunish
ed !
| had thought, when in my hopeful
ness that morning | had calculated the
whole affair, that I had been prepared
for this mpossiblity, and could bear
it. But strangely, it bad never cntere'
into my calculations that if Lpisette
were not for me, it could be that she
was promised to another; t,rre was
the sting, the thing 50 impossible to
endure without every fibre of my heart
being torn by the agonies of Jealousy,
in addition to grief Loisctte engaged,
Losctte with no love for me, nll her
love for anothcr Loiscttc thinking o.
him, calling lin all those tender name.
that lips like hers seemed made to ut
ter! And in August, in tlrcs months,
he was coming BACK, doubtless to claim
his bride!
AT that thought | sprang up IS II a
serpent had arisen from the green turf
and stuug me. stared away 80 fr
that twas not till dark that, Utterly worn
out and exhausted, | reached home. I
shall never forget that night, nor che
waking in the mJrning, alltr n couple
OF hours dead sleep
That day | wrote to my cousin, sir
Edward lIaldane, who had Just been
Governor Of New Bra IS wirk
TO offer myself as his private secretary
ii post he had suggested my tokinl
when his nomination to the place had
first been talked Of The answer came: /:
he would he delighted. In less than a
fortnight left England,
IL ain SO griovad,' Mrs. Hamilton
had written before this, $50 grieved in
every way had not been wrong,
thcn, in fancying had had her good
wishes II slo0'f nave been SO glad
10 nave hidden you & d-,pend by word
Of monyh before You went, bur J feel
| ought not to ask you 20 come. ANY
way, you have our lest wishes. now
and ever Not n word from Lolsettc
Well, better so. What coul she say !?
| often look back now on my soiOurn
III that black, hllsefa"Ie, raw coiony,
lcc-0olihd lof nan JAc year, sun sorrl-
Ell 1or Il lew weeks, VITA something ike
q shlludeT.
Ihe great roLd staring barrack OF q
GoVeTnmel, iiou3e; with It's nAt I'M
s'ia0ed gardens; tle uhpict'ircsque VII
'H%c thaI was t'io seat oi government,
ana rT'ded i'se'i accordlnSly, the
colihtrV that vas hoth'ng Sut dense
toreS' I''Hs clearing studded with
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INC l!'efihIIiH"'e winter Nhlte, st!l!,
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