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The Potter journal. [volume] (Coudersport, Pa.) 1857-1872, 1866-11-27
4 STORY OF CRIME.

e or why-he decided to cross the Chaune
and seek under miider sky the pure All
: and sunshine which he needed.
One fine day he embarked for France
He stopped some days at Bouen. Every
morning he made little trip in the sub
burbs, carrying under bis arm a volume ot
Dante. One afternoon he climbed Mount
Saint Catharine, and seating himself or
: the grass, began to run over some pages ot
the Diyina Comedia. At this moment, q
/. stranger, who had also climbed the hill
approached him and asked Of him in Eng
lish, with the greatest courtesy, permission
to converse with him a moment.
Il wish to perfect myself in your Ian
guage" said he, smiIingly, "and l seize the
opportunity to talk every time l meet an
Lnglishman.'
They talked a little about eyerything-
the weather, Dante, religion and politics.
The Freuchman was well instructed and
very amiabie. He informed Mr.. L
that he was one Of the physicians Of Roucn.
Learning this, the young minister related
bis case to him and asked bis advice.
The doctor examined him carefully and
wrote him prescription. They descended
IogeIHef 10 houeh, "Aefe IAey separated,
one to 60 and pay his visits to his patients,
the other to enter an apothecary shop.
Next day Mr.. Edward found himself
better; the doctors prescription had done
him much good He had gained more
strength IN one hour than during a month
ofP'evlous treatment
He wished TO thank the doctor, and re
preached himself besides with having offer
ed him nothing in return for his eonsulta
ton, He went again instinctiyely to Mount
SAINT Cathar.ne. \ moment after he was
rgoned by the frenonman. They both
oUist cut ID joyous laughter, aud pressed
each others hands IS though they were old
a'IuMatahees'
y gu have saved my HE, DOCTOR SAID
MI =, hd. ard' warmly.
linen LIE toucAed tInlaiy the question
ol money me doctor closed MS mouth
at lI1 N'st wo'o' Gee a'lng II,3Se'i amply
TT, y 'Ll5 success q MS Pfescf!p-
'''n .In., ,'ll.. me "! % ,I ms Z 'Isn' i,
i: 'l.oi' S,'.,5 ~. I. ~ I -'.,.' "'Il "u
i s'',,.,..' '"l' lo'.s' o9..'y 10 no'
I'1s cue -, y 90 oo'. 80 .'-l9U y'I i,o'
,,.s ~ y. ,.s' - 'o .'3 - o,''1 G & s','L0 "
nor TO" ~ Que . I''c'N ID 'I5 morning. lof
AHer = moments rsae.t;an. the doctor
sa;I.
~No-;+ worrl b. ., ar,sa IF ro7r cool
na.nra"
TN. T,L, r7n..,:-,,.,,,, ,,.---.3 H..
yarnr,r r5sf fba J,dtor ffna,i,. s,;I - 7'''
81 fgva manr- rarSs9rs ~ nni.r traa,,,,,+
at nv house, Amoa~ Them !. yerv r;,I
dam6i~afra whose Haas ora.a I;ttrs' 'lo,s,',aj
I think I Shall succeed in ssr;nr her. In.
The Potter journal. [volume] (Coudersport, Pa.) 1857-1872, 1866-11-27
z. w. KNOX.

TTORNEY. AND COUNSELLOR AT law.
y Cou ,ersp0rt, Pa, W j. attend The counts IN Pot
>er and the adjoining counties.
The Potter journal. [volume] (Coudersport, Pa.) 1857-1872, 1866-11-27
al EESE.

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= = 9, I;I ~ 49,, 49, -; - - I
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'.e'' t. % ~ DIs' q - '-'1l1' = 49, "
SnIsHSt men pol.l-e, D"I e','ol l reg ''I': az.
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Lsl ..I 80 ,''' -. -. .II,.S ~
tben,s.r,es ,T4 II. -.'', ,,l I.- -,
and bread make in the main the summers of
The majority Of tie working classes in all
these countries. ana where else sha We
find working men and women ana children
more hardy. be9'tbfu] and yicorous Ger
tainly not in cur own country Of universal
meat eaters.
We know from other than Bible author
ity that "man shall not live BY meat alone"
and that beer, though it may be wholesome
is not food Der s.. the conclusion is that
The STRENGTH. endurance and roDusf hoaItb
Of these habitua cheese eaters comes in a
considerable degree from the consumption
Of that material
There IS another cheese error that a very
great many-perLaps the majority Of al!
American farmers have fallen into, and do
not seem inclined to fall out of without a
great deal Of persuasion-j e, the belief
that cheese cannot be made SO as to be
pr"hta1.e or gooi cheese curing the winter,
or without keeping ten or twelve COWS at
least. Let Us see how some Of oar foreign
.cheese-makers manage that, taking first the
THuRISc1A CHEESE.
Tn Saxoav they manufacture worry nal
ataJIe cheese from the mill of s;nc,Ia
COW and patch Of potatoes In this vay:-
The Dotaf5-s ara boiIcl nnt;I r,arfsetr,.
cooked lbrouob. then mashed ami +, fanr
pounds Of potatoes add one quart Of tbicI,
sour milk with salt enough t, season. and
kneal the mass thoroughly Is Won wonIj
batch Of bread douo6. LIT # stand IN
bulk four days. Then oiva il aaotl4r y;o,-
or9us kneadinr. divide It into balls Of tbr@e
to five pounds weight. press these with the
hand as compact as possible into small bas-
bets, AMI dry in summer in lhe shade: in
winter by tie stove or fire. When thor
oughly dry put the cheese into tin cans or
any OF the improved fruit cans, seal up. anil
set by for use in a cool. dry place. and they
viii keep in capital condition five wears.
Let Us have Iool, next at
The Potter journal. [volume] (Coudersport, Pa.) 1857-1872, 1866-11-27

4 young lady Of Schuy kill cnrfntv offers
herself as prize to any young gentleman
who will get up the largest cluh, over fifty
subscribers, for the fremont Uaioa.-
Cheap girls down there.
The Potter journal. [volume] (Coudersport, Pa.) 1857-1872, 1866-11-27

a man in Mobile committed suicile t9
sscape the annoyance of mosquitoes.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
SOUTHERN ITEMS.

The Memphis Bulletin says that as the
train from New Orleans was coming up
at the rate Of about II miles an hour,
Mr. Shcrington, the Engineer, was fired
upon from the bushes, pistol ball enter
ing his.right jaw. This occurred n short
distance below De Sair Station After
Mr.. s. was disabled, the fireman took
charge Of the engine until the excursion
train was met, when the wounded man
was transferred thereto
Mrs. Eliza Francis Gilmcr, widow Of
the late Governor George X. Gilmer, Of
Georgia, died on the 2lst of June, at the
residence of Dr. G. w. Harris, in Gooch-
land county, Virginia, in the 10th year of
her age.
Several ex-Confcderate officers have
arrived in Galveston from Mexico. They
report the country TO be too dangerous to
| live in, robberies and murders being daily
occurrences.
The Legislature Of Tennessee has
named the section of country around
where Davy Crockett once lived, Crockett
county, in honor of that renowned settler
and hunter
A private dispatch has been received
at jackson, announcing that Duff Greer
has been confirmed by the United States
Senate as Marshal for the Southern Dis
trict Of Mississippi.
David Burgess, of Lawrence county
Mississippi, 10 years old, was murdered
in Copiah county, about the first of July
by some unknown person. His pocket
were rihed Of their contents.
Savannah papers chronicle the deatl
Of j. Gordon Howard, we'll known ply
scian of that city and for some years
professor in the Savannah Medical Col
lege.
Colonel L.,Q. G. Lamar has been ap
pointed to the chair of Ethics and Meta
physics in the University Of Mississippi
a position which he filled before the wa
commenced.
The freedmen of Holly Springs, Mis-
sissippi, have placed 500 in the hand
4 Of the Mayor Of that place as a rewar
for the capture Of negro murderer.
Judge McClain refused to hold til
June term Of his court for Dc Kal
county, Tennessee, on account of tn
previous interference ofGeneral Thomas
A Galveston Judge has fined one of tn
parties to suit $50 for trying to &c
food to juryman whe was holding OF
in his favor
!, A 3O0-pound panther has been kille
, at Bayou Sara, Louisiana. He was pi
7 killing in gentleman's yard when sho
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
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The Polk County Election.

The result Of the Polk county election,
which took place last Monday, is truly
gratifying to every lover OF his country.
The election, though it WIS but for one
candidate, is the most important that has
yet taken place. The Is ges that have
been before the people for ihc last year,
were evaded by the Rumps IN our gen
eral election, and by fraud and deception
they carried the State by asmal majori.
ty. This cloak was taken Ill before the
election in Polk county cane of, and the
candidates presented themselves on the
true issue-thc Rump candidate on the
platform laid down -Dy the congress and
the Radicals, and ffc Democratic candi-
date on our State Platform The voter
knew what principles he WIS 10 sustain
with his vote, and the ,rcsuh was, that,
whore Mallory received ciglt majority on
a committal platform, aIl where the
Rumps elected one-haIf the county Off
GERS, Dr. Jctfrics, the Democratic candi-
date, receives majority Of thirty-six
votes. The full vote Of the comfy was
cast. II there was any NEGLECT on the
part Of voters to 20 to the pills, it was on
the part Of Democrats. md not thc
Rumps. They allowed n,nc Of their
voters 20 remain at home. There Is an.
other fcauturc in this GLORIOUS triumph
which We would like some Of our loyal
Humps to explain. II it was claimed
that had Captain Laiollctt''s Company
been at home the Rumps would have
carried that county handsomely. rs there
were fifty loyal voters in tic Company
The soldiers have returned were in Polk
county ou the dag Of election, aud voted
yet the county gives Il Democratic major
ity Of thirty-six Are the Humps ready
to acknowledge that the people have
changed or that they swindltd the Dcmoc.
racy out of the triumph th1 achieved il
June; This result shows uat the Dem
ocrats have gained slcas, forty votes
aud allowing. a. the Rimpsclaimc1. iDs (,
soldiers voted their ticket t,is time tha'
were not In the county in .uue, it fhow.
gain since that time in favor of tht
Democracy Of eight votes We rcjo.c,
at this triumph 1t shuBs to Democrat
/ that all they need To 10 To h. triumphant
/ is to cling to their old, tried and cherish
cd principle. and when the masses Of GU
people unlorstaud the true position q
parties, lasting and cvcr2nduring VIC
tory will crown the Democracy. III
honor to tho noble Democracy Of Poll
county. She Is for all time to come Of
the side Of the Constitution, the Union O
our fathers, aud the Democracy.
/ Dir Jefrics Is youhg man Of goo'
ability, Il sound Dcmocrat aud a high
minded gentleman. lie will reflect crcdi
upon the county he rcPTescuts.-[D Demo
cratic Review.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
Connecticut Blue Laws.

An exchange paper gives nearly col
umn Of puritan Laws" which arc said
to have appeared in the Northampton.
shire Spy in 1887, from which VIC clip
the following -
No one shall travel, cook victuals, make
beds, sweep house, cut hair or shave on
the Sabbath day.
No one shall run on the Sabbath day
or walk in the garden or elsewhere, cx.
ccpt rcyercntly to and from meeting.
No woman shall kiss her children on
the Sabbath or fasting day.
No one shall buy or sell lands without
permission of the Selcctmcn.
4 drunkard shall have a master ap.
pointed by the Sclcctmen, who shall de.
bar him from the liberty Of buying or
selling.
No minister shall keep school.
Whoever wears clothes trimmed with
gold or silver or bone lace above two shil
ings per yard, shall be presented to Tho
Grand Jurors, and the Sclectmcn shall
tax the offenders ut E300 estate.
No one shall read Common prayers
me- '44I I5ti iItiS VI Ett "a - i'i1aI Ai'hISe
pies, dance, play cards, or play on any
instrument Of music except the drum
trumpet and jcwsharp.
No gospel minister shall join people il
marriage; the magistrates only shall joit
in marriage, as they may do it with les
scandal to Christ's Church.
When parents refuse their chilnrer
convenient marriage, the magistrates shall
determine the point.
The Sclectmen, on finding the childrel
ignorant, may take them away fro IN thei
parents, and put them in better hands, a
the expense Of their parents.
No man shall court a maid in person 0
! By letter, without first obtaining consen
Of her parents; G5 penalty for the first Of
fence. go for the second, and for tn,
third imprisonment during the pleasur
Of the Court
Married persons must live together 0
he imprisoned.
Every male shall have his hair Gu
round, according TO cap.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01

be such that you and the Convention may
not regret the assurances you have cx.
pressed of me. / repeat, | shall always
continue to be guided by firm and con
scientious convictions Of duty, and they
always give courage, under the Constitu.
ton, which | make my guide"
At the conclusion of the President
remarks, three cheers were given for An
drew johnson, and three more for Gen.
eral Grant. The President and General
Grant then retired, arm-in-arm, and the
Committee and audience commenced tc
dispcrse.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01

Padua, or anywhere else on the line be
tween Verona and Venice, fall in with
forces with which his 10000 men would
lie unable to contend. "hc Italian feet
VIC learn from Florence, steamed from
Tarabto on the 23d; but if its destina
ton be Venice, Pcrsano il not likely t.
find any one to cooperate with him or
the maifi land. The failure Of the King
on the Mincio will probably break dowr
the whole enterprise.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
BU SINESs CARDS.
BURR NORRIS,

ATTORNET6 COUNSELLOR4TLAH
OFsIcE in the Court House, Albany, Linn eonn
ty, Oregon. nnlsnolYZly
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
GEO. n. HELM.


SUGEON DENTIST, 4LBANK, OGN.
Performs all operations in the
SN> line of DENTISTRY in the most
80 PERFECT and IMPROVED man
NJCEGT ner. Persons desiring artificial teeth
would do we'll to give him a call. Office upstairs
in Foster brick. Residence corner Of Second and
Baker streets. au2o-ly
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
A Mechanics Wife Receives n Leg
acy of $35, 5,OOO,OOO-The Richest
Woman In America.

The fckleness of fortune is well illus
tratcd in the experience Of a worthy
family in this city, who have suddenly
found themselves raised from that condi-
ton in society where people are said to
| live in moderate circumstance" to the
highest pinnacle of wealth. The facts
are these: Mrs Ella Walker, residing
at No. 100 Maple avenue, is woman of
English birth Her husband (who is
machinist by trade) and herself have re-
sided here Tor number of years, and
have several children. It was reported
some months ago that a large property,
valued at thirty-five millions of dollars,
had fallen to Mrs Walkers father, as q
direct heir, and he being dead, that the
whole amount belong to her as his only
child
Steps were at once taken to ascertain
the truth of this report, and Ex-Governor
I. Fl. Seymour was employed to investi-
gate. The result of his investigation Is
entirely favorable to Mrs. Walker, docu-
ments having been received which show
beyond question that she will come into
possession of this immense property, and
She, together with her husband and chill
dren, will start for England next week to
receive the golden egg.
We congratulate Mrs. Walker and her
family upon their good fortune. She
will be, when in full possession of her
property, the richest woman in the Uni
ted States. But she is said to be a wo-
man of good sense, and will not place
herself beyond the reach of those who
have been her friends during the years
she has lived here; already we learn
| that it is her purpose to make one family
at least, in whom she is interested, indie
pendent of want and we shall probably
be called upon hereafter to chronicle
other charitable deeds which her geneF-
osity will prompt,-[ Hartford Conn.
Courant.
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01

ALBANY LODGE. NO. A
@st@ The Regular Meet
49, - ings of Albany Lodge.
No, 4, l. o. 0. F.. are held at their Hall in Nor
cross Building. Albany, every WEDNESDAY
EVENING, at 7 o'clock. Brethren in good
standing are invited to attend
By order of the n. G. auI-iy
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01
Oregon Conference Appointments

WILLAMETTE DISTRICT. T. DEvoRE,
PRESIDING ELDER.
Portland-C. c. Stratton.
East Portland and aIiIwaukic-N. 4.
Starr.
Oregon City-L d. Driver.
East Tualatin-J. ". Turner.
Hillsboro-John Finn.
Dayton-N. Clark.
Laiayette-G H. Greer
Salem-J. Ii. Wythe.
Dallas--H. c. jenkins.
Rock Creek-W. l. Cospcr.
Clear Crcek-C Anderson.
Tilamook-To be supplied.
Willamette University. II. Wythe,
President; 4. T. Waller, Agent
Centenary Agent-N. Doane.
Tract Agcnt-W. Royal.
UPPER WILLAMETTE DIsTRICT---G. HINES,
PRESIDING ELDER.
Corvallis. James.
Mill Creek-D. l.. Spaulding.
Albany-C. G. Belknap.
Lebanon and Scio-J. b. Galloway.
Brownsville-P NJ. Starr.
Monroe-S. II. Mann.
Spenccrs Butte-E. 4. Judkins.
Wilbur. W Miller.
Umpqua Academy-T. +. Royal, Prin-
cipal and Agent; member of Wilbur
| Quarterly Conference.
| Roscburg-J. I. Wolfe.
Jacksonvile-G w Roork.
Kerbyyille-To be supplied.
Yauulna- g" 90
Coos BAY
Correspondent member of the General
Mission Committee-G. Hines.
PUGET SOUND DISTRICT--H. X. HINES,
PRESIDING ELDER.
Grand Mound-F. Elliott
Seattle and White River-R. c.
Smith.
Whidby's Island and Teekalet-s, H
Dodd.
! Olympia-To be supplied,
Gray's Harbor and Shoalwater Bay
To be supplied.
Claquato-To be supplied.
Vancouver-G. G. Roe.
Monticello and st. Helens-J. III. B
, Royal,
Ports of Astoria and Portland-W j
Franklin, Seamen's Chaplain.
WALLA WALLA DISTINCT. DILLON
PRESIDING ELDER.
Walla Walla-J G.. Deardorff.
Umatilla and Birch Creek-J. L
Reeser, supply.
!, Dalles-John Tindall.
Cascades-To be supplied.
Canyon City" :"
La Grande- i"
t YAKIMA INDIAN MISSION DISTRICT
: II. WILBUR, SUPERINTENDENT.
: Yakima-To be supplied.
Sattas- C i" g
! Fort Simcoe-J. II. Wilbur.
Attanum-To be supplied.
: CGckitat- :"
idaho MISsIoN-WM. ROBERTS, SUPER
INTENDENT.
: The next session of the Conferenc
viii bo hold IN Dortland
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01

Gen. Ben Butler took from General
Richard Taylor's plantation 217 negroes
while he was in command at New Or
leans, and there are now but SO of these
negroes living. OF the negroes who were
living in 1860 but one-half are now alive.
This is said to be an established fact-a
record,
The state rights democrat. [volume] (Albany, Linn County, Oregon) 1865-1900, 1866-09-01

IDAHO MISSION-WM. ROBERTS, SUPER
INTENDENT.
The next session of the Conference
will be held in Portland.
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The losses by fire in the United States
during the last six months amount to
S45, 100000. The losses this month
make up nearly one-third of this sum,
The evening telegraph. [volume] (Philadelphia [Pa.]) 1864-1918, 1866-09-17

Arthur looked frightened but said somewhat
anGrily, as he went QUIT
"This comes OF coddling the child.n
Icasped my darling to my breast and cooed
and murmured in gentle accents over his little
tace, but minutes passed before he gave heavy
sob and the large tears rolled over his cheeks
be nest-ed his little head in my arm, and soon
sunk into an uneasy slumter, in which every
slight noise startled him. lis father returned
about an hour afterwards and was about to
m axe some remark, when deprecatingly held
up my finger.
mot now, Arthur"
suppose looked determined, for he turned
away, muttering something was not disposed
to hear. After some time the child woke up,
feverish and flushed, and little weak and
trembling, but saw no other symptoms of evil.
NV husband did not return for tea, aud not
until late in the evening, when Dot was safe Ia
his little bed; the moment ne cameain he sald;1
"Mary, you are running that child. You will
make milksop of hins He Is frightened at
Eyes. he is so; fear nothing will overcome
it, replied, as calmly as could, tor tet that
iniudiclous conduct before he was born had
helped to foster the weakness.
'FBut why humor him soW ..
''It is not that humor him, because he never
cries for anything; but that which you call
girls temper is nervousness. Arthur, If Dot is
used roughly, or. even corrected harshly, his
brain will SOFTEN" ......
you seem very suddenly enlightened abou
the ways OF children, Mary.p ... ..
"0nly about his nervous ways, Arthur. These
! understand, Tor The SIMPLE reason that l can
reco llect my suffering from the same cause, and
l know no physical pain to equal it,"
"Oh it Is all nonsense talking about an infant
having nerves." .
You have yourself often wondered at Dots
being so affected by thunderstorm. There
no fear in his trembling, because he does no.
know it would harm him; but If he suffers as
did. can compare it to nothing that ever felt
from other causes. The expression, 'the nerves
being laid bare perhaps will best convey my
meaning" ..
"Wel1, l can understand women's nonsense
about their nerves, but not about the nerves OF
such Dot as that However, Polly, | won't
shout and frighten him again."
And so the affair ended,
My little treasure became tolerably strong
after the attack of Group. and could fairly run
about. His llsping accents amused us both and
occasionally he would set up Joyous laugh.
He became very docile, and gave me but little
trouble, while he was his fathers pet and play
thing. l began almost to bejcalous OF my child.