Oxford Democrat. [volume] (Paris, Me.) 1833-1933, 1863-06-12

~ have hevcd cut cistcrns. broken
cisterns that have held no water. DO no,
mock me-. nor vitbold a draugh; II YOU have
a. Don't YOU see I am diving With the
thirst u -Hpeetancys~ I eiasp~d nv hands
ner'ous'y. %. Dr. John. YOU 90 not
how much need synpathy,-
O. Poor chid,- be- said Jennie. an
going % Do What I have aiwavs said 10
man With proper self-rcspcct would DO
And nothing except The torture % seeing
the woman love undergo such treatment
A. you g.. wosld ever have opened my lips
AGAIN Have your changed circurnstances
made YOU repent the decision Of two wears
ago."
Selling my establishnlcnts Nes
That was not what I meant. b. sid.
q" A. for the other part replied.
o. rather poverty. starvation. sufIcriu. OF
any Kind than marriage With one whom
cannot love. nor even esteem.
lie looked a. n I had said enough and I
did speak strongly. for vas grievsd aud
hurt. Did be not intimate in one breath
thar Le loved me. aud the next oaer me
that man a. relief from INV self imposed
scr,itudcs
- Jennie be returned. in a .ubduea
voice. " wish you could End some one
You considered worthy Of your love. Ivas
rash 20 arrosate 50 much 70 myself bat
hardly thought / had fallen 50 entirely from
your respect ,r
Respect. for YOU. Dr.. John That Is
too cold word. There - no earthly
friend whom ! reverence and value 50 high
ly, but not even my trust ia YOU could
make me love Everitt War,l
" Evcrit Ward, What has be 10 90
with us:~
am sure don't know l replied.
90 When you advised me 20 marrs hiul. two
wears aso. / told yog IL would be imT-os.i-
b.c for n.e % think 81 marrying such per-
feet tyrant-I called han So. not vou-and
nov this return 20 the charge j. Ossa on
Pcl.on piled
loa are the most difficult case have
found yet. % manage. the doctor said.
slodung some strong emotion. q" You are
lahoring under strange haIluciuation.~
' ] thank the same ulish, be said Of Your
SELF rcto-'cd
Perhaps 50. AMI j.; . that whi,h
prompt. u.e 90 undertake your restoration.
Like cures li.e.' yoa know 90
Eut. persisted I Il viii hear no,h-
in. Of Everift Warit~
o. lou shall not from me. an deIe-a,e
f'r no man. What can yeu mean. Jen-
nies~
90 That I REJECTED him two years aco.
That .til more decidedly resent sucl in-
tcr,erruce now" II ] could only have sot
aass' How hateful they al apparel 10
me-
'' j don'i understand yet. Jennie the
doetor saiA When yotir father died. and
ic.t ,ou pcnniless. every one admired The
strength OF mind with which you threw scru-
piles aside and So earnestly ant rcsoiarelv
q ~ork. / don't know which vas the
strongest feeling viih M. admiration. love.
or Ftt; Or / saw the slotis-. dear. and
ielt Lor useless your labor would bt--ilr
kues kl's sItravagaut habits pretty thor-
olgl.r. When Dr. ml-rrieI. auI heard
from lis oun lips that you thought of seIl-
iug o1- ani going Co live with hin. could
no lou-cr Keep siisrt. Nau knoW how
trir.l to i.s.uade yog from it. hua. then
] asked yoa to come and live ~ m, hrc-
'ile. o. De my cherished .iariing. ~ ,ou
hal been my hope. nv star remember
~as little exalted - rhaps o,ical. pcrlap.
bot .t seems you totaiiy misunderstos.l
me-thoasht vas proposing for Escriit
Wari-
iaeu t1I were igncrtnt that hc had
aarr.ei me Or q year with BIS .u.t. that
p hal t5rueut, me- W th eutrcat.,s and
eHp staliisous chat. morning. Dom. aud
a'-ht. vas So. .s,tei to tie san.e per.crr-
uous. % rot iu words. iu coui.n.piao.s s.-
Ienee Then sol joined 18th ihrm. a.. Z
taoash'. ,,r uaen sou offered ue p.s-e.
AZ some ones f-eside. ~ th5a.lts sent in
the aeea.torsi ehannti~
VERY ambiguous must Lase been.
sa.l tle doctor. lear.rg ba.k and drawing
a bong breath cd wlI be esrai.i for
onor. Dear Jennie. 81 700 bad tbeu andsr-
stood mr. waaId vc.Ir ausaer have been
different lstdi1rrcut now
Do droppel fbe rcns. took both NY
hanls. ard iopE,i ai me vita evcs which
voa.l not le d-nicI
] BAL paved io- sanE-ht Here vas
heaven crrr d1un o. earth again u n
broad sweep of -ior =. u Do up tae dark
ness. and opened f o. doors oa tbr hi.lI.n
se.rrt oi my bart For ~ten haI not
loved Dr Irhnp U. reaH fLe s..-ef am