The Cadiz Democratic sentinel. [volume] (Cadiz, Ohio) 1854-1864, 1863-05-27

kissed lhe picture and, rising,
be encountered my earnest gaze, and
"S;arisd like guilty ,his..
Without appearing tonstice his embarASs
men,. said, pointing TO the window:
81 fear sir. that shall be compelled to
kIespasS further upon your hospitality"
n o"fep y, are ge!come, sir, 10 everything my
pEao :. B he6 ! 4 aiE,As As."ufh 1YINqg
Abd Shhs he sp6te.s ne settle husaif
breakfast upon the table. Ny entertainer
ate little, but talked more than on The previ- /
ous evening As he avoided illusions 10 the
singular affair oi the night, made no men
ton Of IT, although mysspriosltR was-deeply
excited on the snbjest. ~
AI'et bFeaksst hs. aaened a small book
case, ia lew words drew my attention to
It's contents, and thus left the room. SO
lecied a volume OF Byron, aud, drawing a
chair TO he glowing fire, was soon immers'
ed in the passionate poetry of the melancholy
"Chi'de"
My host did not return to the room until
it was time to arrange the tlble Tor dinner.
Hes xeuSed the plain iare BY saying:
,slle so seldptn had ~ guest in shis housc
tiiat he vas ot prepared 70 entertain them
IN a proper manner"
The frugal repast bsing ended, We took
seats before tho fiTe. After tiresoIne silencc
OF several mlauleS, venured to ask my
host IL he lived en- irely alone.
Alone" he answered, almost fiercely, al
am sneter alone, never, reSer,s never Oh,
God! Whist Ii 10 is Minis! No rest day and
night. Thoughts Of the gloomy past all day,
md wrestling with torInentiug tiends hall
the night. And Iwhenat last exhauseigna.
ture sinks To- sleep hispotyepose. h or hos,
lible dreams are the knighty companions ot
my pillow This i ny lie w bout hops- e.
woe, woe. eternal woet 4 AN lost, lost lost
s 0FsyS, is,,aIsst,a \ o,sa,o An Wan M bJos
OF better days in the future.
"Sir waste not your sympathy on me-"
he cried, S srtng his eyesblating with a
lurd light, which threw over his wan face
an awful b,auiy. & sHappinsss can never be
ming. Iieokat hne--do yon .hiek bnshtsr
can dweltoH enesei lps,sor pleasure light up
these eyes? l am guilty Of an mlaamea
crimes There is no more rest for me in this
world or the next! Macbeth hath murdered
sleep Macbeth shall sleep no more!'
! Ater altering this wlldf wall If despair,
the unh lppy nan cane upsto me, siyius: 4
~A"pardon this veliemcuee. III yod knew
! the quenchless fire that consumes my heart
youwoud, ,excasepandA pity me.p 40
| was affected even to tears at the sight
of so much misery and hopeless despair, and
throwlns my arms around the neck Of this
nest, disconsolate,u but most interesting OF
ulehsl begged hlnsst open his ht'art to me.
HI was then he told pae3he following: nj
II 8 y STORY or mig LpsT NAN. sSb
u, began lie with every prospect of a
bright and Curious future-I thought the
golden dreams Of my youth were about 70 be
trealiza ad-e vefIhing Sioeked~so beau tidul,Ss
enchanting, seyallurieg-waen all, my tow
erins'h6pes were destroyed at ONCE AMI for
ever.sS tsHs o.
qBefbre selling you the horrid secret that
ike raging fire consumes my heart, 1gwi,h
to revert. for a short pefIod, To the days OF
my .boyhooa at Gresnwsy Park andlh fam
jy residence. ~ Ss s,,,,,la laSs.. - IS
fseMy father was d very sierra mar, and full
Of pride for the family Of which he was the
head. My ther. onthe cohtrary, was one
of those sweet, angelic bsings who are more
fitted lorthe heayeniy spheres than for an
earthly habitation., go. ..,.,-........ =.
, al hsd no sister, but one brother, Richard
WHO was fire or six years older than |, and
4 during the whole OF the roSecolored days o
kfnT yodthg he was at home AMID the delight
I ful bower 8 Green way Park ' b s'.i"D'
r. 5EsThus passed the BttsSfl period "ot my
IEoath, until + W,lS, eigh cen years, old wheL
j,tae event happened ~ hich was destined, at
terra brief btltcsweet dream. to change tht
color 81 my Ire from sunshine to stia low
4 rom light L, fdafkpass--to naaks ne tctat
am. .y71-. aIstt6a .4--.snI ~. Er5f
a:A ew months, before my department tc
4 Oxford to complete my education, Lllliar
'fPagsts my hther's ward, came TO reside a
Greenway Bark She was one Of the rich
est heiresses in England. * a-ssH .slhs1
j. .couili not be the. daily eempanioa OF tn i
Y fasein sif, wslnan1 vi tlfoht -lQyins heF.E |
was natural or me-tu love Lillian as 1t wa
for ths hs-sSae Aolbse theAgiefio Is sVsun. Sh'
y msdeg this world q paradise sYory mery !
I smile from aherswas. wgsthg more. han the ap
, plauSe from millions. 10 sba!a -.S o5
/ /. tf' Thus passed away the summer lika AIDE
leioifs dream. until the Time arrived lor IN
:, to)depart-f6r college yAAef 'spbhiing three
! years az Ux ord,J took mYY dsgres and re
, turnedsto Greenyay Park. Great chang
had TAX n place IN tlI2 bslogsi, house of Ii!
boyhoOd ,.my brother had come back ate
eda long and extra avagant sojourn on ihe Con
tinent. he had mingled in the. abost sotiet
: in Paris and Ro,ne, Where his faseina,n
. ananner and, eIegant appearances had mad
a him q universal !avoritea Ills brillapb ca
a feer abroad had completely spoiled him for
quiet. As.dshclsAt "a DE 6WAy " P P4shk Wand 500
IS a4spAssgssFn elneg pFfdssf PtstPpiHaFss HaF be
Y gan! livra v,!rAa
, fiofs was bfiYshed up stars; ahd .heHrtom
arranged in the Ftehch mariner. 90 1'hiel WI
3rAsinahtsd With sssd perbi mirrors Thic
r reached rom Inc II Or Ceiling y Silke
;. curtain, we're suspended fom the Windo ~
.-Eaaa- gorgeous carpets covered -the--aeesss-
] ssfyYs1sgye ere,sysh hargetwFA ste nsighbriin
n gentry, and BATS and parties NY Broth
,e er's wofdFfs litssItheslaw dfAhe nedes an
rersiaas ID theEsHob house, zSevedmy stei
4atkerayieided ato The 'itapeinousJ Richar
i aisF Y b ileimY gentle rno,hsrf dared NOT OPEN h
o9.EnS.e yAT.~."' HTvgE s1e3c eni 81 sqs3A sb
81 81 IiGst, the,s. IA chang fhG s'fnck q, mott
II blow to my heart wassthe sdeneanor saofoLi
- tian ieYards. mex 7shewaS no longer {tf
& GENIAL cfrark coup p3niahable l.creaSure Of otl
Il ersdays. ThelcaG,ss 81 this. &as soon mac
ID known tovms. atsAsapsd Rshqrd, ,aoers enga!
al ea soJs siasTieag sThesxpenses eiang broti
!. er abroad, and the innusatiea at home,uhs
d d1texaaaausted ths family resources, and my {
d Ethes Only saw on MAY j get ng ops pt q
, d ddficuIly, and Iallianr-thusssee9ripg hersin
: mense wealth E6r the future head Of the fan
i, lily. fHs-S9'' - 's''i'' ,o'''o 'Si..'
,e MY brother acted according to this su
!. ,.lgesho1 Apaidf Lillian The a64t hat srhg ar
ID assdaops attentions, ,bropgbt, al bis extrao
| diHary tassipsdpg Spsws@ Etos aeilRs sa
. addressed her and was accepteG ~ffs wct
u Hing Wis apoointai UoTt DE lpReeU Ui9A tV