The weekly Panola star. [volume] (Panola, Miss.) 1857-1881, 1861-02-28

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tp frNlnl
lhH Fannie Wdt fgouia ml
already iio shrine which devotion
wla doing homage my henri funHn
mlly protested although the lr
nut Chen would nyaw And h w.
daily sir1llol ocr llr enolad lawn.
and ~ twilight lfoluuniei the lynn
bowor 70 chase tho lliiilng sunbeam
lIght, and echoes wake n aaaut
vale, ! could fcnd in tcil tale bnsle.
volume n loyo--lho lnowledso ~
which thrilled my very honrtsifius.
tIll, liko q spirii.lutc, ihoy Ilscaursel
sweet music lor the taf ~ sainuss.
The time for departure a. length
drew near and | resolved 10 Lnow
my Fate twas the eyonint previous
10 bidding farewell The night was
beautifully mooulIt. the WALL delight
ml A sent was selected IN the centre
of the bower aud the word trcmb
lugly uttered. 4 momenmry H.
lcncc prevailed, during which / im
agincd my heart ceased beating for
At no time have | experienced such
period Of dreadful anxiety.
My fears were Illfoundci. however.
for in words of tenderness she breath.
ed language that made md perfectly
happy, and caused lie to appear q
pleasing reality.
The following autumn was men.
TONED as the time VI union, and Oh ,
row distant that period seemed as
slowly month after month rolled away
IN my waudnrines through the ,arl.
Gus states August found me ID
Newport Ia o void II cx,ilemen
The first hop Of tbc season was risen
~ the "Atlaniic,' where | was sIop.
ping. the Attendance was large. the
bellies magnliIcriiIy aitircl ~ went
merry gs o m'rr.aEo bon. and the
hours flew onward with rapid llieht.
Unfortunately ! hid received au IN.
PRODUCTION to Mrs. Graysqn Of Bos.
ton, young, fascinating. and sealthy
IA widow too, which gave her double
assurance Of being able 10 Win whom
she saw 'it to favor. Fate. or the
gods, willCd that ! should prove nm
attraction, and be charmed by her
musicsl voice and Judas smiles. Nv.
cry attention var paid: not that |
desired to be- the Object Of widow
affection, bu; from lore If rivalry
that las from infancy been prominent
IN my character 4 score # admir-.
ers would have construed the lielt.
- recognition, ,ilio al honor Of mag.
n.'uic.
M invitation 20 accompany her 10
Naiani was e,od.na,1rcdiy accepted.
hoping thereby to PCT rid Of tenn.
taiion tnat w. daily becoming more
dangerous n my immediate interests.
The trir was takca: and on the clos
ing Of The second day | found to my
sorrOS, that was a victim of coquc;
ry---;o BE- cast aside at will, and my
place fllcd hy another more highly
gif;cd.
SiCka ai heart or vanity and iuplie..
y, Newport WIS visited once more.
from whence ! anticipated going
southwark % Fannics home With
clatcl spirits. But judge of my sur.
prise on finding q note Of dismissal |
awaiting me. from her whom more /
than any living being | loved. She
had arrived the day after our leaving
for Nabaut, end learning from the |
mouth Of Falsshood that ! had proved
penncl a message that
would have caused the angels 10 weep
so mild. so deepin love unchanged. /
full Of grief. hopeless IN tone, dos
pairing over disappointment, and
firm in resolve never again to place
confidence in man-wllosc name sho'd
be "fraiIty." and not .'woI4an. She
lcit fof New York in company with
Nir. Leonard. anil on ny arrival at
said place, found they bad sailed lor
IIavre.
Three years have rolled away since
hat fatal lay. without things froin
Fnnnie. Who knows bat she sleeps
The slumbcr of ages in a lonely for.
egn land. with ''the sad sea wsses''
an eternal Urge fer De.
parted worth-washing in their iron.
lied surgings the very fringe Of Ne.
urc curtain that covers from mortal
Tisicn all that was ever dear tome on
.ar.h.
I can never be hsppy in this wOrli
gain, nor DO / cease for a moment ,
hiding myself for unssudicd impru. .
lencC: and to think that traitor .
miles brought such fearful jadr-
1ent on me, Is mere than human ma. .
are can bear. The nigh. does not !
ass that 70 not dream Of willows i
very hour | see onc-meet them in ,
II possible places; travelling com /.
anions invariably turn out meu. |;
er Of that hateful class; conyersa- /,
ons with strangers or ffien,ls rill :
nd in euloriums on mourning moth :
ministers select her a. ssita. /.
r text three times each Sabbath
l read Z paper. accidents Of the j,
Nv will b. the first naragranh. ..I