davidaulloa/AmericanStories huggingface dataset:
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Chancery Sale Of Valuable Lands.

DURSUANT TO A DECREE RENDERED
IL at the last term Of the Chancery Court at
Madisonville, | will, on the 18th day of Soptcm-
Der 1860, sell On-tho premises, to the highest bid
der on n credit of one and two years, with inter
est from date (oxcepting 5000, required to be
paid in HANDY the Lands of which Col Jona-
than Upton. died, seized aud possessed, in Mon
of his widow Mrs. Margaret Upton. Note with
approved security will be required and lien re-
tanned on the lands for the payment of the pur-
chase money.
This valuabl farm Of about 500 acres is cligibly
situated on Little Tennessee River, between Lou
don and Morgauton, and contains large proper
ton of fertile bottom land.
At the Same time and place. there will be sold,
ten shares of Il. T. q Il. r. Road Stock, together
with tho scrip dividends heretofore declared on
tho same. j. A. COFFIN, q. d M
Aug. 10, 1sG0-ti-prs fee Si,0O-62O
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Chancery Sale of Valuable Lands.

DY VIRTUE OF A DECREE RENDERED
I'D in the the Chancery Court at Madisonyille,
1 will, on the Goth lay of September 1860, sell
ut the Court house door in Msdisonyille, to the
highest bidder, on q credit of one and two years,
excepting one hundred dollars required in hand }
the Lands belonging to the heirs Of Charles VIII
son, deed, subject to the widows dover. Notes
with approved security will he required. and n
lien retained ON the Land for payment of the pur-
chase money. j. A. COFFIN, C. O. H.
Aug 10, 1SG9-6t-prs fee $500
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

81. Joseph, August 1.-THE pony ex-
press from California with dates of the
LIST has arrived.
The Steamer Stephens sailed on the
3lst with $4,000 dollars Treasure. Bush
ness was slightly better, crushed sugar
lie.
The Democratic State Convention tried
to agree on one electoral ticket, but was
unsuccessful, there being 26 for Breckin-
ridge, and 10 for Douglas. The former
have called a convention for the 18th of
September to nominate an electoral tick
ct, and the latter for similar conven-
ton on the 5th of September.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
HiWassee College,

Mr.. Iuias The Fall Session Of this moritorious
Institution will open September 9Th, 1860.
Parents and guardians will find no safer place
at which their sons and wards may receive a thor
ough education, on terms every way reasonable.
II is a,ooy from any torn.
JOHN II. Drummer, Pros't,
Madsonrille p o., Tenn.
Aug 3, lS60-tf-Gl9
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

eay" II. McClanahan has been removed
from the office of Marshal of the Western
District of Tennessee, and John L. Green
has been appointed in his stead.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
DOUGLAS AND JOHNSON

The National Democracy are invited to
attend Mass Meeting at Charleston, Ten
nessee, on Saturday, the 25th Instant
Distinguished speakers arc expected to
be present. r. NJ. EDWARDS,
j. q. BROWN,
Aug. IL, 1860. Committee.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
LAFAYETTE ACADEMY.

4 school for Males and Females ut
h'ikcNitic.
TGNHE NEXT TERM OF THIS INSTITU-
I ton will commence on the first Monday in
September. The buildings arc undergoing thor
ough repair, and before the commencement of the
next session will he improved to the amount OF
several hundred dollars.
The Principal, A. +. MOOPE. who is teacher
by profession, aud who gives the school his undi-
vidcd attention. will have tho uid of an expert
en- ed and accomplished assistant. lie has also
rccurcd tho services of II well qualified Music
Teacher, who viii devote her time exclusively TO
that department. lie is furnishing himself with
Charts, Maps, Diagrams and School apparatus,
which he considers almost Indispensable aids ia
awakening interest and rousing thought. Ample
accommodations will he made for boarlcrs; and
in valley proverhial for its abundance the terms
will he very cheap.
With these and other improvements, the Prin-
cipal is determined to merit and hopes to receive
the hearty cooperation and support the Valley
and surrounding country. For further particu-
lars call on the undersigned at his room in Pike
Vile, or send for n Circular.
July ~, lsGO-5t-6lsl A. F. MOORE, A. D.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

ALABAMA PoLITIcs.--Dr. N. B. Cloud
formerly one of the editors Of the Mont
gomery Advertiser, the Democratic or
gan at the seat of government, is one of
the Vice. Presidents of the Bel. analBys~.
EFT club at Montgomery.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

SroNINGroN, July 81, lS60.-The annual
election for charter officers in this ancient
borough was held this day, and resulted
in the choice Of the entire Union ticket.
DIR. Geo. L. Palmer was elected Warden.
and the Burgesses were a mixture of Bell
and Everett men and Democrats. All
united TO defeat the sectional candidates.
The ticket was elected by two-thirds
vote, against the combined efforts of the
Republicans. Two-thirds of the officers
elected, including the Warden, are Bell
and Everett men.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Fount'n Hill HALE & Female Academy.

u
TIVE SIXTH SESSION OF THIS INSTITU-
IL ton will commence on Monday August 9TH
1850.
We are happy to announce that from among
numerous applicants. we have selected j. b.
CATE. \. b., Il graduate Of Messy Creek College
We arc confident the Institution will lose moth
ing by change of Principal, and We have no hcsi-
fancy in saying no Academy South offers superior
facilities. Loration-wiihin n few hundred yards
Of Mouse Creek Depot, on the East Tenn. d Ga.
RAD Road, and in valley proverhinl for the fer.
tility of its soil, and the health and morality of
its inhabitants.
RATES or TUITION. per Session Of T,ccn-
W-onc WceA,, }oij in odraacc.
Spelling. Reading pnd Wriing,........,...... $500
Geography, English Grammar, History, Compost
tlon and Defamation, 500
Natural Philosophy, Chemistry, Astronomy Bot
any, Geology, Mmcralogy, Algebra, Geometry.
Trigonomctry and Surveying, with field prac-
ticc) Latin Grammar and Neader.,....,.. 1900
Latin, French, Moral and Mental Philosophy
Logic and Rhetoric, 1900
Contingent fee invariably in advancc,...... 100
Board can be obtained in private families con-
vcnient to the Academy ut from 81 80 to 81. 7j per
week, (washirc and lights extra.)
No deduction for lost time except in cases Of
protracicd sickness Strict attention given to the
moral us well as the mental culture of pupils
TRUSTEES.
John T. Sherman, Grecnbcrry Cate,
Eiuh Cate, David Neil,
john I. Lane. Russell Lane,
DR.. Il. 5. Lane, +. Lane,
John Lane, I. S. Rice,
W. A. stephens. II. l.. Shuts, Tres
Fountn Hill, sMcMinn co., Tom, July 21-jm-jl s
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Cleveland Flour Mills.

TNIlE CLEVELAND STEAM MILLS ARE
a now in horoHgh repair and will pay the high
esi cash prize for Wheat and Co,p delivered at
the Mills, or on the line of the +. 4. & q. u. r.
Per,ons having grain to sell will please apply at
the Mills, or to g. W. ALEXANDER, Agent.
Cleveland, Tenn. July 10. 1sG0-Gm-G17
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
tFrom the Montgomery (Ala.( Post.]

WETuMPKA, Aug. D, ISbU.
Mr.. SArERs:-As we have no Bell and
Everett paper here, have concluded to
send you the result of the election for
Sheriff in this county, at this box. We
tumpka is all right for Bell.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
MARRIED.

Gas" +. p. Blair is reelected to Congress
in Missouri by large majority.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

REMOVAL OF FREE NEcRoEs.-The Com
mon Council of New Albany, Ind, has
made an appropriation for the removal of
all the free negroes in the town from the
State.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

ST. Joseph, Aug. 10.-The Denver En-
press of the 4th with Sl3, 900 in gold has
arrived. Mining news unimportant !;
many are leaving for the States.
In the case of Wood accused of at
tempting to kill Byers, the jury failed to
agree. Wood was escorted ont of Dem
yer by % citizens. The result of the
trial was altogether unexpected and caus-
ed great indignation.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

pG- The Hartford (ct.) Fosstamws; iii
many quarters of the country thecaepuB-
licans are such ardent supporters of
Breckenridge, that people are asking
whether Lincoln hasn't resigned"
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

Fs.
Enos C. Hooper. s. s. Gicn and s. p. Hale.

Ehoa z. IIUOT'"T' ". .. VTVT UIV >. T. 1II.C.
Crosse BW.1
TT APPEARING FROM TIE CROSS BILL
4 fled in Ibis cause. that defendant Hooper is n
nonresident Of the State of Tcnncs7cc, puhlica-
ton is ordered to he made for four successive weeks
in the Athens Post requiring said nonresident
defendant Enos Hooper, to appear and answer
said cross bill in said Court, at the Court house in
Madisonvllc, on or before the first Monday of Dc
ccmber, 1850 or the same will he set for hearing
pro copteaso. JAMES A. COFFIN, c. d; u
Au. 10, lSGO-it-nrs $500
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Cleveland Flour Mills.

CLEVELAND. TESN., July LIST, 1850.
have this day appointed Mr.. q. W. ALExAS-
DER. my duly authorized Agent, 10 transact all
business connected with my Milling or general
business at this place, and he is duly authorized
to use my name in connection with said business.
July 20, lS6O-6m-Gl7l W. g. PETERS.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

On TUESDAY, August IA, by Rev. T. ]. Pope
Mr. j. d. McoRE, to Miss NJ. c. MATHEWS, all
of Athens, Tennessee.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

re.
Isanc y. Baker. Jas. NJ. Baker anil A. +. Cliff.
DILL CHARGES THAT DEFENDANT
I'D Isaac n. Baker. resides in the State of Mis-
sssppi, publication is therefore ordered to he
made in the Athens Post, newspaper printed in
Athens, Tennessee. requiring said nonresident
defendant Isaac y. Baker, to appear and answer
complanans said bill in said Court ut the Court
house, in Madsonvillc. Tennessee, on or before
the first Monday of December next or said bill
will he taken as confessed ne TO them and heard
accordingly. j. \. COFFIN, G. d H.
Aug..1O, lSG0-it-prs fee S3-G2O
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
sWEETWATER UNION INSTITUTE

TTNHE FALL AND WINTER SESSION OF
i this Institution will commence ON Monday,
| Sd September next. The Female Department
will be under tho charge of Mrs. II. G. Co1KE.-
The Male Department will be under the charge OF
| OSCAR w. MULLER, A. b.
| TUITION pey Session of 90 Weeks.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Bonnots, Hats, Boots. and Shoes.
INVALUABLE FARM FOR SALE.

TNHE UNDERSIGNED HAVING DETER
Il mined to msve west, offers for sale near tho
town of Madsonyille, Monroe county, Tennessee,
his FARM, containing three hundred and twenty
4e<css something like one half of it cleared, and
m cultiyation-good Dwelling House, Kitchen
and Negro Cabins, Stables. Barns, Smith-shops,
Carriage house and on it is ms good sprihg rs
thereis in East Tennessee, within one hundred
yards Of the house; large and good meadow ON it.,
and some fifty acres Of grass land. The Farm is
within of q mile of the town of Madisonville,
s. miles from Swceiwater Depot, Il. I. 4 Gar. r.,
and mile from lliwassee College.
Persons willing to examine the property will
he shown it by my father VIM. King, vho Is Oh
the premises. Tom Crutchfeld, Chattanooga,
Tennessee, is acquainted with the property, and
will give any information wanted in regard to it.
TErus:-One quarter cash down, and the bal,
lance in l. Q mud z Nenrs. -, s:...as11i. Lnnl~
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

lars, adyess IN
Jefferson county,
at private or public sd,0I
senal property, on the aSoSe95 fchl1l1
horses, cattle. hogs, reaper and mower, thrcsfYng
machines. sugar mill, farming tools, household
aud kitchen furniture, and many other things too
tedious to mention. JOHN KING.
June 90, lSG0-tf-G1i
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

You will see our Bell and Everett man
has majority of 0 over the whole tribe.
Respectfully,
IT, j. Dire
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Rheumatisml Rheumatism 7
Mouse Creek hale G. Female Academy.

A PREPARATION FOR RHEUMATISM,
IA by n Russan-No Cure No Pay-iust re-
coiVca. [June 81 JOHN MoGAUGHEY.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
In Chancery at Washington, Tenr.


In Chancery at Washington, Tenr.
VS.. Grccrotoly, A. C. Day, Noel & Co.,
rs. re-.
". 8. Norr ols W. s. Horr ct ais. W s IIurr e ais
Walker, O'Eeere & Co., Allen & Thompson,
rg. rs.
W. 8. IlOrr ri n's W. s. IIOrr n ale.
r WILL PROCEED TO TAKE THE AC-
4 count ordered in these five causes consolidated,
at the office of the Clerk & Master in Washington.
Tenn, on the Sd day of September next, at which
time and place the parties are notified to attend
with their proof ". Z. COLVILLE, c. d. ".
Aug 10 lSGO-3t-prs fec $2-G20
y. W. Smith and d. N. Roddy, Admr's of D. D..
Smith, deceased,
The Heirs and Creditors of L. D. Smith. deed.
Z WILL PROCEED TO TAKE THE AC-
count ordered in this cause, at the office Of the
Clerk and Master in Washington, on the 9TH day
of September. 1850. at which time and place the
parties are notified to attend with their proof.
W. l.. COLNILLE, &. d H.
Aug 10, 1SG0-St-prs fee $3.50
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Presidential Canvass.

The undersigned, by request have agreed up
on the above list of appointments; at which times
and places, W. C. WHITTHoRSE, one of the Dem
ocratic candidates for Eector for the State ut
large, together with some candidate Of the Con-
stitutional Union Party, will address their fellow
citizens. john c. BuRcH,
July Goth, 1860. NELL s. BRowS.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Good Rargains for Cash

OUuu odt aAio ioi Sdslt'
r HAVE ON HAND A SMALL LOT OF
Clothing and Hats, that l will sell out at
cost, for cash. Call and examine.
July 1871 - GEO. W IGsiuun
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

Positively the Last Call!
WYE HAVE DISPOSED OF OUR ENTIRE
w stock of Goods, and the Notes and Ac-
counts of the concern not paid or satisfactorily
arranged during this month, viii be handed to an
officer for collection.
Aug |, go robson, RICE & co.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Redstaadsl


Kings Salt.
1900 SACKS KINGS SALT JUST RE
l. cOO ccivcd and for sale at 80 per sack, for
Cash or in exchange for Producc, by
Aug 10, 1860 j. II. HENDERSON.
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
BLIZZARD C BRIDGES,
A T It o r. EYS AT LAW,

@ aHc VI. nnln n.@A"O Athens Tennessee.
L 1 as partners, will practice in the Courts com-
prl,ing the Fourth Judicial Circuit, and the
Courts in the counties of Monroe and Roanc. in
the Third Judicial Circuit and one or the other
when specially retained will attend to suits in any
county in East Tennessee.
June Is, lSG0--tf--Gl2
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17

Ut IO-'' TT ''r0''"" y ~ " 'V"o'
second lU,uO
ihiIu Sldss S,uU
Fourth Glass, Cincluding the Languages,) ...l5,0
Contingent fee lin advance .,....-........ 90
One half payable in advance tho remainder at
the close of the first half session. No pupil will
be admitted for a less time than tho unexpired
session, after admission, unless by special con-
tract No deduction for lost time, except in case
of protracted sickness. No pupil will be admit
ted without ticket from the Secretary. The
Music Department will be under the charge of
Prof. ii. q. COOKE.
Boarding can be had in good families at reason
able rates. j. ii. PATTON, Secy.
Aug II, lSG0-tc-G2l
The Athens post. [volume] (Athens, Tenn.) 1848-1917, 1860-08-17
Chancery Court, at Madisonville, Tenn.

James and David Castor, John Knox and IIenr.
Sheets,
New Orleans daily crescent., 1860-12-26

!
After this come the beginning of the end. A
morning dawned with every premoniton of a
| storm. .5
| Long, soughpg breaths of wind came wandering
up the valley--were palpaple to the touch, were
lost, retreating and still retreating, with moan
a! dsconsolate, as might have come from souls
whose corses, weed shrouded, were the play
| things of the waves.
| The gusts increased in violence until noon,
when the trees, which had at first but bent and
tossed their arms in supplieation, commenced
their keen cry Of anguish; and when night fell
the blast went shrieking and screaming into
space, with fury that drove all things living to
\ shelter. s..44.....- -..#m w. .u..
| 1t was fearful night and when the light of
day came again to earth, and its fury was spent,
there went up a wall from desolate hearthstone,
| and cry of one who refused to be comforted,
because the child of her old age had left her to the
the ministrations of those who held not the same
| blood in their veins.
There was piteous tale told by quiverng lips,
| of sleepless eyes, which had searched the scrip
lures of Him, who had said unto the tempest,
" Peace, be still; !" Of consciousness that had
come of lingering footsteps at her door, and
the suggested idea that possibly daughter was
seeking comfort and conlpaulonsmp.
Her name, I" Christiana,n had been spoken i
whereupon, the steps had receded in haste, and
the mothers eyes had only been assured of her
presence by the futtering of her robe, it swept
across the outer Threshold.
Down, into the darkness and storm of the night,
she had followed, crying, Christiana Chrstiana,"
but without response. -
One glimpse she had had of her "ewe lamb;
it was as it passed athwart the long CLEAN Of
light, shed from her mid night lamp OF prayer, and
then was lost in shadow-lost alas to her, in the
shadow of supposed guilt and certain desertion of
duty.
Her voice struck silent by the fearful thought,
the widow had borne to her strained ears through
the rush of wind and rain, the quick rattle of
wheels, and then conviction setting deep that she
was abandoned OF fal love, she had tottered home
to lie senseless till the morn-then to wake and
know, it was not horrid vision conjured of the
night, but too hard reality.
Public rumor soon coupled the names of Christ
lana and Richard Couyngsby.
But why? Had he not taken honorable leave
before her disappearance from our midst.
None would tell from what source the thought
had had its origin.
Under its fatal influence one frail lily bud dropped
its head nor waited for the soft breath Of spring
to warm it to new life, but fell to EARTH and lay at
rest on her peaceful bosom.
Gentle Abbie, as the world said, auccumbed to
rapidly developed disease which had come an in
hertance from the young mother who had slept SO
many years in a consumptiye's grave.
Be that as it may, the keen pang which comes of
love betrayed, struck the first blow at the roots of
her life.
New Orleans daily crescent., 1860-12-26
CHAP TER III.
(" And Rosalie was loyed--not with that pure
And hSls pa sion which can age endnre;
But loved with Wild and self consuming fires
A thrrh which s,larpg land &c ,rches--nad ex


Abbie had appointed that the succeeding day
should be passed by Mr.. Conyngsby, her father
and herself, with some friends, resident few miles
distant.
Mr.. Conyngsby appeared at the table languld
and dispirted, and announced himself SO much in-
disposed as to almost preclude the possibility of
his fulfilling the engagement, whereupon it was
proposed that it should be entirely abandoned.
To this proposition he would not listen, insisting
that they should go, and declaring his intention Of
at least making an effort to accompany them.
The result was that when they assembled for de-
pa-ture. an addition had been made to the expedi-
ton in the shape of Mr. Conyngsby's riding horse
which occurrence he explained by saying that if
he found himself too much indisposed TO remain
through the day, it would enable him to return
without deranging the stay of Abbe or the Squire.
OF these arrangements Ghrstiana was in igno.
rance, as she had found an excuse for not appear
ing at the morning meal.
At Abhie's request she had promised to remain
through the day, aud supervise during her absence
the domestic affairs.
When she found they had departed, she gave
New Orleans daily crescent., 1860-12-26
CHI APrER II.
oresi. Did not see
Her hate, her rage, her Indignation rise
Against the ungrateful manf
'Twa- then she loved him nlosti
AnlroTnauue, tft,ns itied by An

/
| 'Twa- then she loved him most
/ iAndroInaqne, tfansl l4ted by Ambrose Philips.
| With the morning, a change had come. The
| steelike brlancy of the sky was gone, and in its
| place were dull, leaden clouds A decided abate-
| ment of temperature had deprived the atmosphere
Of its bracing, exharating effect, and the mental
barometer fell down to zero under the depressing
! influence.
Rain, and consequent thaw, was impending.
| Christiana, who had remained to assist the young
mistress in restoring order to her disordered house
hold, and to complete, before the week closed in,
garments which Abbie desired for her approaching
| visit to the city, and to which she imagined the
dexterous fingers of the young servings girl impaired
peculiar grace, awoke, and arose from her sleep,
but not from the delicious trance that wrapped her
SOUL
She did not observe that the sky was overcast,
or the day was snlen, for, self-centered, she was
lost to surroundings.
A beautiful reflection from the inner glow and
warmth rested on her face, and as she proceeded
with her simple toilet there were pauses and rests
not of meditation-no, but of mingled remem-
brance and hope; this morning there was past
to recall, future to anticipate--in the one they
had met; in the other, they would meet again.
The summons to a late meal was at last given,
and the family and its inmates, with tardy steps,
| assembled In the hreakfast-room.
The last to make his appearance was Mr.
Conyngsby.
He lost nothing of his attractiyeness either Of
appearance or manner, when seen by the light
| of day, and made his morning salutations to his
host and daughter with consummate grace and
appropriateness.
The passionate untutored heart, which had so
unwarily opened its inner sanctuary to his pos
session, sweed and throbbed as il to break way
from its combining breast at his approach, and to
the glorious eyes came black darkness, and a
cold faintness to the trembling limbs.
What brought the sudden revulson? The
haughtily lifted head, the hot flush and the wild
glare as of the wounded panther preparing for the
| revengefu spriugI
After the interchange of courtesies, glance, q
smile. word, or pressure of the hand for each,
at the moment when she almost realized the
ecstacy of his greeting, he passed with cool com
/ parently unconscious of her presence.
She busted herself in assisting to arrange the
appointments of the coffee tray at the corner Of
which she was placed; but her breast heaved ir-
regularly, her lungs seemed to refuse TO perform
their functions, q sense of snHncatian swelIed in
her throat, and hot, Wild tears, would have
trenlhled in her eyes, but that o resolution firm
rs fate put them back.
She did not see the quick glance Of investIgS-
ton that was given to her face, the beauty of
which vas heightened By these emotions. but only