The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1857-08-02

,sd. lark spot Il IN ,be future. VIVA, can ber Oh
God keep IL from Oh may wo DO happy: Dear
darling pray for happiness weep nos Eniie 70
would be well But alas siss see NJ chance chance
Of happiness for me. must 'peak with yoa yes must
again be pressed to loving DO kissed BY you
we atsd to be so unhappy. Why we're ~e made to be
kept separate My hea'tis too inil 70 write more On
pardon forgive II you able need not say u Will
give pleasure TO hear from you 10 morrow night II
n 0oco;k don't watt IN SEQ mo, - jane my not DO
sna win ssys to r ~ sns osn soovsa
osrlirg my emile Good pigbt best beloved Alden
lam your ever true and devoted Mini L'Ang"her. =
don't ace the least chance for my dear love ~
not well enoogh TO 90 from home and nv dear little
sweet pet dor acc could manage In Eir because
could not eave frepds house without thee knowing
IT, pet must at preren be put of till better
tine see NO chance before March But rers assu-ed
my dear love Emile II see any chance shall OF you
know Off
felt truly asonhed TO have my LIST letter returned TO
me- But will be the las, you shall have an opportunity
letters send you hen correspondence snail ct
cnospd as there coVlness both aides our engage
you have more than once returned me my et,srs and nv
mind made uf that should stAad the thing
again And you sAo annoyed me much IN Saturday oy
your cor dnci in coming Altogether think
oshg 10 ooolness AMI indifference (nothng esel that
bad better for the future consider ourselves rangers
rwt 70 your honor Gentleman tina: you will ut re
veal anything that may have passed between shall
feel obi ged by your bring me my letters and Lteues,
The parcel from You On Friday right shall ,end you
~ your Ie:sr. Likeness. &c. tis'. you may YET Ss
You may be astoni NED At this sue dem CHANGE but for
some time back yoa mus have mott ed coouess IN nv
COOL old once love you truly fondy but fov time
back have lost much OF that ove. There is other
for my conduct and think but fair 10 let you
know this might have gone on and become your wife
but could not have loveo you a. tugnt Ny coDdua
you win condemn out did at ono time love you with beart
and sou II has cost much 70 ell you this sleeple's
nights, but u necessary you should know. II you re-
main In Glasgow or 60 away hope you may succeed 10
all your epdeavors kn,w you will ne'er injqre the
character Of ysu f,pdly loved No Emile kuoy
you have honor and Gentleman What ha, passed
You will mention. | know when ask you that you
will mply. Adieu.
ia velope addressed, 'immediatsy," posted In Gas
Monday Night Emile have last had your note Emile
for the love you had for doius nothing III
you-for Gods sske do not bring your once loved Mini
10 an open shame. Emile have deceived you have
deceived mother God kn0wssne did not boast OF
think bad eaid of you-for she poor woman though
had broken on with you last Vim or. deceived 200 by
telling gu che snl of our engagement She did not
This row confecs and for wshi or engagement.
with anotneS do rot fancy she ever thought IT, Emile
write TO no one to Papa or any other ill
You Necpesday nvht-be at the Ramiions II IL aud
Gate shal yoa. ID would break my Mothers heart
Oh, Emile be not harsh 10 me am the most guilty mi 70
rabie wretch the face Of the Earth Emile do ao drive
TO dean. When ceaec to love you believe me !,
pre,ent Emile for Gods sake do not send my letters to
Papa Ii win be an rnptu'e ~i leave the house
VIII Ole EDne 10 noinlhg ul goo you One VOfu 10
morrow ngaS at my .indos to Tell me or SD, go mad
Emile you did love did foo y truly love yod too
On des Emile be not 70 harsn With Will goa Dot but
II capnot ask ors veuss too guilty. for that have
dece,ved-t was love for you NJ the time made mo .sy
Mama knew Of cur epgsgen ent Tomorrow one word
and on Wednesday meet ] would not again AK yon
to love ov know you could Dot But oh Gue 10 not
make me 60 mad l will tell you mat only myself and c
H. kpe n Of my engagement TO you Mama did not kno
sirce la, winter Pray Tor mo for gully wrctoa bat %
nothing Oh Emile d. nothing 10 o'clock to morrow night
one hne for the love Of God.
Tuesday morning am IN. God knows wha. have
suffered. Ny punishment Is IRE tban can bear DO
nothing I'LL see for the love OF heaven do no.hog
/ Am mad am III.
Mr. LApgelier, Mr. jenkins, IL Franklin place.
Tuesday evening IL oC. Emile have This ngst
ceivsd your mole On II ia kina VI you -ri,e emile
know the lot agony OF mind have sof
ered last nigh and 10 Emile fathers wrath would
kill me, you little know bis to nper Emile for the ovo
you once had for do not denounce 10 p Emile
him, DO win hse guilty wretch loved yor, ard
wrote 10 you IN my drst ardent ive-it was with my
sou. po. On paper sh.. rsoud not, was free be-
cause loved You with my heart If he or any ON one
ssw there mo letter: 70 you what would not be said of
On my Bonded tnees Srto you, and ask you, a.
you hope fo mercy u the Judgment day do not inform
me; do not make me public shame. Emile, nv life has
been one Of biser d-.pp ointment You, and "a only,
make the rer Of my nfe 'eful Ny Coincidence
win be pupbhmeut that shAii carry 10 my grave I
have deceived the bert Of You may forgive me, bu.
God never viii For Gods love- forgive me- and be,rsy
me net For the love you once bad TO me, do not bring
down my fathers wrath on me. 1t will Hill my mother,
who II not yell. II will forever oter unh sppi
mere. sm humble before you and crave your mercy.
You give me forgiveness, and you, oh, yod only
you to love me, ever make mo your wife, am 'O'
guilty for that l have deceived and told you
sS via yoS u you my ecrc. from ,ao
world. Oh, will you not for Oonst's sake, demo moe
me shall be rndooe ] shall DO ruined, VINO would
but make not The public scandaforgot me for ever
blot out oil remcmbraue Of uns have you III.
did love You ald IL vas my soul smbno, TO be your
wife. asked you tell my fauts You did 20, and
made me cool towards you gradually. When you nave
found fault with me have cooled-h not love for
another for there s love- My love has all been
given on. Ny bear, n empty cold--l unlovcd.
am despised told Won bad ceased N love yoa-, wa,
did not love and did-bn, oh hn ~f,his the tins
OF coming rown loved yoa fondy longed to be
your wife. had n1ed Feb ! hinged for s. Tue time
could not leave fabers house grew thcn
ceased TO love you-oh Emile this II indeed tho uo
statement Now you can know my state Of mnt Emilio
ifers con6denoo since tha, sep. And nv mother has
never been the n No sbe has mover given
the came kind look for The fake Of my mo,erher who
gave hfe spare rom shame. on Emile will you In
Gods came hesf M prayer ak 9o1 " forgive me
have prayed that he might PIT y 10 your heart yet TO
me from shame. Never while live can 90 happy. No,
no, IrbaiI always hsve ihe tbonehI deceived you. I
guilty Gill bo punishmc shall bear I'll the day
OF my death. am BUNDLED thu, TO crave your pas
don. Bot care not whie have breath snail ever
think Of you my best friend will only keep this
between our.elves eusn 70 ak YOU Yet, Emile, will
reveal what has passed Oh for God cake, for the love
Of heaven hcsr me gro~ mad. have been III, rery
M, all cay have hAS ~bat has given fasc spirit
bad rtsort 10 wbs, should not have taken, but my
brain In fre I feel a. " death would indeed he
sweet. Dcnouroe me not Emile, Emile, think Of our
once happy days Pardon me you can, pray FOR me a,
the mort ~retched, guilty, miserable creature earth
could stand sbytbipg but my fathers hot dispe0uro
Finite, will not cause me death. II he IL 10 get yorr
letters cannot zee him any And nv poor m1tber
I win never kiss bert 20 aid be shame 70 thom
all Em le, will you net spare me ths-hste me, tespse
ms-but DO not expose me- j cannot write more am
too III 70 night
Ps Icannot get TO the back stsir. could
H. /
area gate will be open. shall you from my window
IL o'C. Twin wait iii &C
saturday Ny dear Emile have got my finger cut and
not write 30 dear wish would excuse I vas
glad To see you locking well yesterday hope 70
you very soon write me for next Thursday ana then
shall tell you when can you. l want the nrs tine
meet thai you viii bring all my cool letters back
The last -four have written, and will give you othe'
In their place bring them all n me Excuse more ia
hurts me 10 write 90 With kindest and dearcst
lore ever believe yours with love s1ecuJu NJ
Posted si Glasgow. No date