New-York daily tribune. [volume] (New-York [N.Y.]) 1842-1866, 1855-10-20

nj, Of conscious suffering should hrst do its worf.
he vas not wise here Il wse love ara mercy .as'
vrou. ht blessed change.
Where had my husband been woy nsa Di' ny
ton ever lett BIN Who bad nursed him Ans IS
a.h.d that las. question, cry Of syory orose ,ro1
nv ps a. the thought tbs, l. his wife, hsd reLdefei
myself unworthy that office.
Mr.. Morton coulj tel me that hrs Ry'oo nsd nos
h.,dfuIFy ncrsed nv husband and ths. DR. Ryton hsa
oply lef him because Harold, when e5nscioas, la-
plored him 70 be here % watch o7er his children tie
kp. that n .rold II those 'hort in ervsis OF CON-
sciorspess bad t.se nrch Of his chndrsr ana osen
painfully .oci,ous for h-i- ~elf+re aud thai even IN
bis Seiriuun Re hiss 81. spoken Of them but snetcsr
and II AZ ell how, my husband mentioned me be could
Lot tell.
nv eager quss ioos I wac resdy sud very VIII
ing 70 listen calmly 10 tbe old mans wisdom llat
eveniJ z be spoke {, my heart and 10 my need was
very weak ard worn, and weary, AMI had hst.e nope
of happiness in Dis world aud ye, had an l1nni
mercy for which desired and sc. harily knew
Row 10 thank God. That my hus band would ever
again fsie me back 70 bic hesrs and home scarcely
hoped; and il hoped the liue would one 1t lo)ket
distant tina; my weak splrt wearlsd a. tng eresry
fved that Iwss fiee from he blood Outlines that
lsio on my science, that my Lilly has sill wise
and tender faher-did not the>e things demand boutd-
les gratitude
As, dsy afer dsy, sat in spirit very mseky a: that
sood sn' feet, the darkness gradually cleared away
By degrees learned al The story Of ns own he, OF
his loves, and Losses, and martyrd-n of p.iOi !
Learned hos his faith Dad beon purified, and his soul
subliped BY pa lent suffering Of the Lords VII.
Then .,iled to n. attention, hesrt the s:o-y
and Instructed in the teaching OF another h'e. In
nv weakness and spiritual ignorance bad so newhat
of the siu plicty OF child; listened simply to what
was ply tol, ard ell heard came 70 me fresh and
srspee and il fnl'ey sweet and corsollrg. through
the upperpeaed medium Of the soul of fsitaful be-
lever coulc look clearly and steadily q. the grand
idea of the Christian dfe.
And While listened and learned exercised my
newly siriveD. after pa.sLce Doctor Ryton DID nor
come. ard DAYS passed in which heard nothing Of
my husband. Duriug those few quiet even though
some hat ANXIOUS days grew familiar with my fn'
ture life. ] did bNass and perpleZ myself by et-
fort 70 discern s features 20 depict s joys and sor.
rovs endeavors and failures, and farof success; bat
triec 10 realize 10 my consciousness the spirit
In which | ought 20 live, and in which with Gods
help woudlive.
my pillow y as wet. But they were qaiet, peni ent,
resigned ears sad and yet sweet and blessed tear.
wild res re. for that dread and sinful past essayed
to destroy my peace 10 ls,h nv soul iuto tund
nous unrest | knew now how 10 still The troIb!sd
waters; IL my spirit failed me sometimes, and my
heart quailed az d sickened as im igined What might
be the Door fofloDness, and the deaeeess LOGGING,
and the everything eDdesvor Of my future, yet
/ could, even then, pray; and having prayed, could
look down pity on my hearts trouble, and YET
control lie euoi,is.
began to have some dim idea, some, not knowl-
edge, bat ina aiion of ~he, would be 70 be able,
in all scenes tias dangers distesses, temptations,
and pains OF life 20 be calm enough TO feel mat round
sll our Residences flows Gods rest TO be able 10
merge all hopes, fears doubts and breads, ia perfect,
unf4ilipg ust in Him shO makes all thngs 1org 20
gethtr for good 10 those who believe IN ii IN.