The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1854-07-07


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not; and vevs Of him correct and ceoede With
exsEtops that permitted believe hat there was
undtou, through sheldoDs tending for and against
70 ands.ssDd hat Ss Sea No. % IL iosss me-
and only IN Arranging those that were contested With
he Of S wa ~ Of them wro
letter setting forth my disposition throughout the
whole n.seti.toa as beng uny.verpg in the dssirs
promise oe Otherwise, and then sent TO me .
dozen Of CrooAers letters to him, right along
during his visits there, and how he stood with them in
relation IT, his endssvors and in truth since yes
erday IhAve 70 the conclusion that he has ovsr
10 easily led Off, though believe he means WE'LL and
have given him credit for more than he knew and have
seen an Interior design In hts management which did not
exist. So much for him, who has gore TO Washing
ton he did 60 10 Bangor Bath last time but hav
ing made the acquaintance Of some ono in Augusta
Nrs virgins sitter Of 8. Caldweiis wife, and he at
tended her TO the fair. But enough Of him. en- glad
70 bear Of you and the children being we'll am, and
that's blessing, for since I've been here have
to such extent that the poor sufferers have
emily been carried out TO die Yes within the last SIX
months four have suffered than death hers, and
were carried out to die elsewhere We have now one
that for two weeks has eat nothing had doctor twice.
A. for me don't allow myself 10 be sick II am stop
eating and drink cold water and lay down till tired
thep walk VI til am tired and do the same again am
particular In diet see that am looked upon ~
do not have anything 10 do with sick folks they
make one sick, and so GO. along the best way can
Of the succeeses and bal luck Of others In busi
nesa Well, all these things Of course interesting
on tie score of-that misery loves company Bus nei.
tact talent is not them to be anything but Miss
Nancys bat am not In position to critoisc others
just now Tell john Lambert am Obliged TO him
for his attention to the children. lie was Always .
whole souled 'ellov. and as wrote to them, suppose
they wiz tel me Of the ride Do you know how long
since u IL SHIRE you last wroteS &f
The date is Feb a. have been looking hoping, and
expectir letter all sst week and this, but was dsap
pointed; but hope in the morning viii get one. see
hs: the Thos ii. has arrived. close this hastily, and
send it, Love to you all as ever al yours, WrLDES
FRIDAY EvEyINe, Oct IA, 1868.
Ny DEAR KArE-For dear yeu and must be,
under all returning from my exami
toD, (Which you win, sure be glad to Anow win
terminate in q speedy, well honorable acquitta
sit down to write you; and oh, Kate with what feet
jpgs-with my heart torn my f fiDgs shattered and my
hoer Of future usefulness and happiness to and the
children, and lastly, to myself destroyed know not
what to say. had hoped after seeing you, that
promise to communicates with after three day
would bring me something that would alay the wrongs
and wretchedness that surround me. Death wound
be preferable yet blessing to what endure after
this is the heaviest of all the remaining
hopes Of my life. Oh Kate would appeal to the last
few truly happy days that we pssssa together 70 the
lived and loved each other. And why do not
1t cannot he possible that yon have undergone such
change. You alone know me-you alone have
cised an influence me- and II my pride of and
affection for you that has buoyed up hopes in the
future; but now, what are theys What have done
that you WIN no. see me-that you win not tell mo- Of
your own heart that you WIN or viii give chance
auence by which surrounded with others would
outweigh even honest poverty 70 say nothing Of the poi
not think IT, and anly believe that you will not
me, even though it should be against advice think
for the interference Of Others TO ruin our and
make the children more than orphans, could,
ever have been be happy You know that love you
your e Kate, have it had to believe Il
aba,ing and then Why for the few remaining years Of
our life, should both be made miserable TO satisfy
others, who consult their vanity rather than your
know It's not your father and he il your best friend
cannot but respect him. and shall for think Of
all he 10 the least selfish and the last TO advise this
less be satisfied tits based your wish to the
course they wish to pursue. Kate, beg, beseech
Of you to psuseto think before you act. There
occasion for haste; weigh all the circumstances Of
pnets, your own, and lastly Of all, don't cut oil
the good, in this his hour Of need that your
WAS Rot 30 important as is now in the depth Of a rsty
canDct tell you what feel that the result Of Is Win
lie to the happiness Of both you pursue II thus rashy
know you will regret It, You must-it cannot be other
wise; and hope you will arrest IT, but only to to
talk with me- tell if you consider Of I'M
| for another Kate, your happiness ia paramount to
mine. As ted you, so win make any sacrifice Of my
rne a y ia aa
II win not the children for ovo you and respect
you too much to do so but ] mnss see You and hear
from your lips your decision Aftsr the privilege
Of an unrestricted conversation II you insist upon some
else being present. viii yield that but rather
James said Il IL the object to eec. separation and
after the interview Of that determi nation
time viii be lost from your concession and 1t may be
Why thouh wish to make more miserable. and t.
lose that lingering regard for my future that would
have You feel for mef You mus. consent to inter
view. ask II as privilege that your hear. win
tell you that you ought TO grant mot who adj
yises to the contrary submit 1t TO your feelings
Let every thing remain is until you seen me-
then, Kate, tell me your wishes and you shall hrd
me what will ever pride myself in being In your es.i
| nation.
Icannot say more and must expect that for this matt,
cannot be forced upon me to conclusion before VIZ
some, If not many nonths hence when win hope to b.
free and He thsttempers the wind for tho shorn lamb
mag Ss induced 10 default S IL
No such allegations as have been infimated must b
proven, and 1t must take time know that IA not your
feelings but my poverty Ia too well known fos "a
doubt II, and II the issue which eesily be
avoided, and Of money against poverty be made
public and J. by following the advice Of counsel be
thought by yeu be acting the nv
for love Of regard for your happiness do not then fail 10
remember that told you with my whole heart 70 I,
pe that sent you word to do co. and that h 70
written and plead earnestly for your sake, for tho chill
once more know each others feelings; then I,'
II the joys Of my life forever must perish,
Oh Why should my bosom then .seadi..sly cherish
| The visions that please me, and vanish awayY
| Then, too, would know your feelings In regarl 70
with them which would wish TO under your direction
wish, Kate you could read my heart, and how have
felt that the few things that took over II them
d.