The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1847-10-14

hdeous to that remembrance OF ms Will give only
disgust do wish you to live apart from your fam
lily and frsndsI being the offender, will absent myself
If live, do not doubt my capabty to support myself
feel developed in me new thoughts and fsengsI dream
ed not Of possessing Come back ut the time
w 60 none my tos rsonrss Of
climate have no sppetite-l sleep not ano
dyne, and am weaker and weaker saon gay; an
useless and inefficient here and have an utter dsinoii
nation to exert myself am weighed down With grief
and sadaess Mary will be pretty and integenti and
ment Of their faculties ~ can tree yourself from the
responsibilities attached to - duties of parent Ny
the curse Of your household, the bane your life
feel this mt my hearts No inducement argument
entreaty will affect Let me quietly depart, and
bless you for your forbearauce. Oppose me, and you
will weep In bitter repentance you saw or knew me
shall go home with Sarah in July; before you return,
you make arrangements for to to Florida and
will no more be an expense to you Thank me you
WILL eventually that came to this decision Feel no
bitterness only that relief Afforded you you dream
ed not Of am sincere In my avowals, and shall abide
my decision. .i... ,4s ... .l.,. .-- RUTH.
The children all well, and all goes usual
Helen sends you many messages and much love. Mary
Is hurt that did not reply to herr she Is under the
Directed, Per Great Western, g. Lynde, Esq care
of Messrs. Thornton 4 Attsrbury, Manchester, Eng
land,n
The following was read It would appear sddsn-
da TO the above letters:-- o., ,,
You are mistaken in supposng shall retract That
letter calmly and deliberately written; and long ere
same views. Finding me absent on your arrival, you
will feel convinced Of my sincerity do not wish you
to follow my mothsrs for any EFFORTS your part
to alter my determination will be useless You reproach
with faults which you say inherent In my ma
turs These yet exist, and will continue. These same
reasons which made much unhapptness will continue
to influence me. My nature cannot change for you
Let depart in peace am I'LL, wrstohedy ILL., IS all
in the house testify to- My physician prescribes
for travelling and absence from here year. | re-
qurs entire change. What Is there in such an alb
to exotic caluniny9 fear mott and unless you
proclaim to the world the differences between who Is
to that there is sught unpleasant in your domestic
affairs! Look upon dead for am eternaly
separated from you death between Drive
desperate acts for capable Of committing
crime My feelings are not new or recent, you we'll
know but only alternative left me, either to
brave your diBpcusure by avowing them suffer the
constituent Of them to wholly destroy You have
always felt convinced did regard you with affection
We cannot agree any two subjects; views Of ali
things totally differ there is not the slightest assma
ton 10 dispositions ~ ".i.
lam weary Of this life Of hypocrisy have led can
not any longer control my feelings You will yet thank
me for sparing you much ness for am con-
WINGED Of the utter and absolute mpossbility of
living together In the same house with peace
Ysu remark you willing tn attribute my feelings to
nhealth; bat you are wrong It is this perpetual strug