The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1847-10-14

gle within me to seam the being am not which hes
made ms ILL., My feelings have caused my Illness. This
the secret why the physicians are so pushed ~ re-
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the period when Mary could take Of herself My
presence we'll he dispensed with have been so
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my - glance. and among the gentlemen % onr
scqusintancs know you Of one who would be burdened
with me? Could you read my heart. In 1t the feel
ings OF GOODNESS dislike towards you aud the utter
indfersnce have to all that pertains to would
cannot help It. Vain have been my efforts to acquire
Inherent emotions no more can struggle believing 1t
foe myself The past is hateful TO me- wish not to think
upon it. would not for all the wealth Of the world
md s TIM state, Tnns With
are 70 Dc dreaded the most the sneers and of
the world Or The pains q On unauist conscience
the world 10 valueless. Que hour Of self approval Is
worth all the world's applause. When ali is clear
sure; ! h.ye long fsit that you could All do with
out me- This belief has confirmed me In my resoiu-
ton from from nv H atSs II You refuse Sn
me- esn sell my risht In that which yet rsmsins Let
Ing. wish not me Obscure a. either feel
IL pee Sn Rny have s y you you
never Underwood ms-nsvsr appreciated me- was not
intended to minister only mans ssnsusl fseings it
was revolving and degrading to to nnd ali my hsppi
ness was to depend such submission never could
on that subject and surely would not nov; nd az
led to my dislike and aversion, the would st
your children you win forget all about me- and in
their Improvement under your management you win aud
Mr. Abbotts should be placed in plae Of strict
discipline fora year, then Mr. stsinhsyl will take him
have no fear Of suicide and would resort to It rather
than live With you any more, Watch wherever go
you will not find much to reward you do not expect
70 live long ask not for life only for quiet and reposs
have alarming symptoms, and II wish TO
myself away attribute to my oddly all that Is strsnge
lknow am faulty, but think in me the good has pre-
domiusted over the bad there are strong redeem
ing points to oppose to my errors. ok 3. d s..s,
Do not brave me to any rash acts BY scting on the
for avowing to others our difference, win oply lead
openly to dsgrace you and your children and family
sentsry ordered on inmediatsly, to wait Tor
snything 90 there i auf1eient excuse to all i-
them able to do that them both So month. and
day. they are both honest neat ana faithful aud when
Mary comes bnck she must hays the care, 'Cs ga.,
Letters were then read assla Mr.. Lynds to
so a. to be able to earn his own bread, Another
letter from Mrs Lynde to her father was read
In which she alluded to the fourth commandment,
honor thy father and thy mother,'' and argued
theretrom thatshe equally bound to honor her mo
ther as well as her father 10 was dated in Janusry
Lvnde ana was addressed to Miss Lvndef n wbicb
fhe rter r.minded Miss ~ IN at III fa,i naat ~ 800
were the scales of iustios supported Nv " ;o n
and his wsh hat she shor,t "a nIac 80
rhs cars ~ hsr nm eia NJ Ismas Mnrroa x ~
ter from the ca No ~ hs ds,,shter .crws;s ia
stne rha va,oms ch.rges Of 3nda,itv ara;..f NJ. T
This letter dated Feb 81, lS46, in which mention
was made Of the seapon with which tho alleged
assault already referred to had been committed.
ietter went on 70 9euai Vne parcuars o. the safd
nov tne Wlisr ns4 oeen 70 the deed
~ CERTAIN Maas 70 nlM oy ms daughter;
ana tnat tne haa AMENDED TO use the
weapon referred to save nnaet such circumstances as
tne law wouo yustliy ne ietset drew very ieehog
was sns n.v,ns tn nj. NJ e NO no~e, no sartn
happiness 20 expece TINS sac the grave ana that hs