Richmond enquirer. [volume] (Richmond, Va.) 1815-1867, 1846-10-16
Two O'CLOCK.

r. 90 with her this morning to make some calls
bnt a fer receiving the intelligence OF your Illness
felt TOO miserable to be with single soul. NO
thing induced me TO leave the house, but the s"ee'
hope of being with you, even were Il pue ior d
moment With this hope, went TO Inc E1
change. Good God what were my feelings as
entered the parlor and found you not there. ID
thai Short time was feAhhe misery Of years Your
dear uole was there handed me, and on ioVea
one. telt as ifmy heart would break, when read
those words telling me of the pain, the agony you
we're suffering. and that you were not able 10 see
me NV God "did ever moltaP' feel as aiu
then. Il was impossible, dearest, Tor me 10 re-
main out; | was suffering too much 10 conlroi
nv feelings; returned home, dear love, ana mere,
in the quiet of my own room, l am sena,ns You You
these words, which will moi, cannot convey 70 you
he anguish OF this poor lacerated bosom. Oh
dearest feel as Il | should go mad when re-
fleet tba, perhaps may mol see you ere ieave
YES. dearest feel It is FOREVER; somethinstens
me we are 10 part forever. Good God can II De
so1 mr. is il foolish presentiment Dearest one,
aid kuor tina, we should never meet again,
would no, hesitate one instant-no! would die
nv nv own hand; for oh love, you know lie mas
nought for me without thy precious sell. Ch
dear. loved one, cannot leave without lmpresslng
on those precious lips The seal oil nnaying, e'elnai
love. OIL dearest, TO leave without one WORD
from thee is impossbe-I cannot-and yet have
no resource lett me. The command Is given and
90 must. Dear darling, on | pray GOD you
are now better; yes, dearest since READ your
note this morning, have often knelt and prayed
Heaven for one so dear 10 me, one love better
than life ITSELF Sweet one | am interrupted by
Mr.. M return; but TO night shall write again.
THURSDAY NIGHT past o'clock.
AT hi. lale hour, mine own dearest, behold me
writing you. Every soul, save myself is asleep;
no resi- Tor me; am Tar too miserable 10 sleep.
retired, dear one, but finding could no! steep,
stole out of bed and now, il you could but see
me. darling, sitting here all alone, in The deep ST.
lence of night, tracing these words; oh! would
YOU. couM uou ever doubt The truth OF my perfect
affection. Oh! dearest one, what misery to think
YOU are now i'll, suffering, and |, your own dear
one away from you. Oh! that Thy dear head
was now resting on this bosom; thy precious hand
clasped in mine, and oh God, that might now
| press those sweet lips 10 mine. Dear love, you
know not how long to be near you, now thai
YOU are suffering; now, were permitted, l misn!
prove 10 YOU my tender, entire love. On! now
would love 10 nurse you; how would delight 10
minister 10 every want, and should be 50 ieal-
ous of the dear pleasure, that not one thing should
van receive from another. These hands should
sye YOU all; yes, all you wish. Oh that could
now fIy to you, press you 10 my heart, encircle
vou in The arms OF tenderness and love; TO have
Inv dear head resting on this arm, and soolheyou
10 sleep with The words of sweet love, and lhen,
while YOU slept, to bend over you, watch over
YIN. pray tor you, 10 kiss those dear lips, while
You would be 50 unconscious OF all 10 take INV
dear hand and hold il close in mine, TO eDtwine
these arms around thy dear neck, and ieel INA,
then held in my embrace all that loved, all
adored; oh this would be bliss; yes, bliss un-
/ nf
| thrills the inmost 6bres of my soul. But no, II
cannot be. Oh agonizing reflection; you, mine
own, adcred idolized, being, now on bed oil sick
ness and pain, and cannot be beside you
who love you 10 such desperation; ], who now
would rush through even The pains OF dealn 70
be near Won and vet cannot. What have J
on this earth TO make me happy2 Nothing save
Inv dear love-nothing save Thy own precious
self. and loving you TIL every feeling oil thls DO
som is absorbed in The one burning passion
| With all this we are separated, divided, perhaps
eernaly but oh! Gcd. II cannot be; WIZ mol
believe lhattwo beings, 80 indissolubly united BY
the purest affection, should be severed forever =
Dear love, when write, or even think on this
subiect. il almost kills me, and this night am
almost loo miserable for existence. l ieel ihis
instantI could welcome death, SO perfectly wretch
ed ami. fear shall be i'll 10 morrow, Tor
cannot close my eyes in sleep; all can pray IS
that God will have mercy on my soul, Tor us
| bleeding, torn one.
FRIDAY, IL O'clock.
AGAIN this morning, behold me writing 10 you.
Dear one am so miserable can do nothing but
write. pray from my soul that you are better
well Oh! dearest one, would that could be III
instead Of YOU. Dear love, have never had these
feeling, before My God do they not speak 10
Won OF worship, idoary? am in perfect stale
OF excitement ill receive your letter. Nothihg
can picture to yon my anxiety. am almost ne
| side my-clf Oh that dear letter, may II tell mo
| you ire better, and thus send one feeling OF nap
piness 10 broken heart. Now, dearest one,
have another, and The strongest proof 10 give you
Of my love- Yesterday, when | read your las,
note saving you would not be able 10 come mere
on Saturday, resolved by some means 10 defer
my departure for few days. hoping oy mat oe
Law should be able TO have one dear meeting IN
This room, consecraled by so many happy asso.
Citations with thy dear self, mine own love-
cannot bid YOU adieu anywhere save here Tor
have so much TO say 10 you, that long for lev
hours of perfect secusion and privacy. This
morning entrealed Mr.. M only 10 wait ill
Wednesday, Tor | really lelt too sick TO leave
home on Monday. AT first ne positively re-
fused, saying | should go on that day. Dear
love, it was great struggle TO my own pride 10
beg and enreat man thus who treats Inc SO
|
to see you once more. He at length told me
there was but one condition on which he would
remain He would stay until Wednesday
if | promised what he asked !! Good God
when he named the condition, my blood was
chilled iu nv veins-tor moment ! could not
speak. Oh dearest il is most trighItul, awful
condition 10 me, and yield, is like yielding. up
all my woman's pride-all my delicacy. You
can imagine the PROMISE dearest. cannot wrie
| / chuddPfpu q
proposal, promised it, even though 10 perform
il will be like death; for dearest, lknewif efI
Monday might not see you but once, perhaps
moi al all. II remained, would see you. This
and this only decided me; for, oh, mine own one,
would give up all on earth, 10 see you. Loved
one. If could tell you the condition, then you
would indeed prize The love which prompted me 10
WELD feelings which you know are yours and yours
only. Now, dearest one, Shall not see you many
times ere leave and willy not have one part.
ing herc7 Oh this will recompense me Tor all
have done: and God knows how much il is. Dear
one. you say will not come 10 you tomorrow
Yes, sweet one, that will, and ! would walk SC
long as had strength 10 do So just Tor one KIND
word from those dear lips would not be will
ling for YOU to come TO me tomorrow; for dear one
would mol have YOU suffer any fatigue, any ex
errion. No, not for worlds and, dear one, eaI
YOU thought me unkind yesterday, in asking
You 10 come 10 The paTlour. ! know II was
wrong; but, dearest one, forgive mel knew
moi what asked ! was perfectly out OF my
senses when wrote you; for love, misery, all
have nearly taken my reason from me. Deares
one, read your note-il will either send misery
or sladness TO The heart OF your devoted -
Your note has indeed sent misery 10 my heat
God only knows now what will become Of me.
cannot write, dearest. All can say, is to beg, Il
enlreat of you 10 see me tomorrow. ask Il II
The name Of mercy, in The name OF love. shall
he there precisely at half past II o'clock; and oh
God grant we may meet Not strength Tor ont
word more miserable past experience.
| At The trial On Wednesday sixteen letters wer'
read from Mrs. Myers We yesterday publish
ed two OF them, which had an important bearin'
on the case. We find it impossible 10 gel tn
, remaining fourteen Gall to MIR. Hoyt0 into GU
paper, and content ourselves with the foowin:
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