The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1846-10-18

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overcome that Tcarnot suppress my feelings cannot
then even speak u another am perfectly distracted
o. b 1rss SdS to
make wretchsd-dividsd. perhaps forever from one
whom love with perfect alteration! Is not this misery
miseryf But dearest, you will make happy won't
you sweet lover Again. dearest say if you love me-
you viii not refuse; for when you my life depends
parted have suffered pangs which have almost broken
my heart oh precious love. did you not see what /
should not have strength to reach my room had no
opportunity Of receiving your dear note for was not
dans nsns morning 9d %sa
to ssy made ss ms
awfully divided from you. This alone makes me mise.
contain SO happy being oh, beloved, kneel to YOU
entreat you, besesch you. never never desert me
when you sake me- then life has no longer any charm
for me- and shall not for instant hesitate to take
win my own hands An existence far too wre.ched far
words are from my very soul and feel this is to be my
fate should YOU my own darling, desert Oh, dear.
est one, with my closely twined around thee with
my lips pressed to thine, entreat you beseech you,
always always love- Dearest you remember the reason
yet again. my angel exhort you. do not do not judge
away for the moment TO much-bu remember what has
csuscd IT, The imP;Ssionsd vnuterabls, burning love
heaven ITSELF would swear that this bosom Is as free
from guile free inpurity as an angels and rather
than lose that ru.sy h.. dssc9cy which know I the
q
ySu shSuFht Of you and pure
Nov, am perfectly wretched, that it is i'm.
only sompn asms Of
ton Alas! could they read this heart they
Sods Ny family %sf s sss both Dd
emaciated appearance, and from all ! receive the
deepest tsndSrs.s syIPsy My health ( slowly but
constantly associated do not observe the change vet TO
others, from whom have been separated s most appa.
dear L.. have wspt bitter tears as have toid her
all She feels for the warmest compassion a. every
you how dearly love you for you S ss
the difficulties have TO encounter both in writing and
sending SSt Garnet live ps. write
without running the least risk Or
country looks beautiful. and 20 osi think how de-
lighfu it would be If could only have you here with
them too what delicious moonlight rsmbles alone
twould be the perfection of bliss. How eloquenty in
how my heart would beat with rapture to hear the bles
ed words Of affection from thy precious lips Oh dear
happy Tho decision rests with YOUTH aItoeethsr n
your power. Darling, am hoping every dav for the
time to be fixed for my return OF he regulates
can be happy with else save you nv beloved
What are frends-the whole world me- without thee
Tis very blank The EARTH and all il contains, am
ready willing to give up, every living creature for YOU
dearest ony say shall do it, and thus secure my eter
be called away, so must close this letter which
have written with such happiness But not before /
%s . b y0
to reach me on that day you mail il on Thurs
day afternoon. Don't forget the tme-for would NOT
be disappointed for all on earth, darling entrest YOU
send long, sweet letter. for tits ali that can sustain
me in this sad dark absence Tell me every feeling Of
Monday the a9h. and be in Richmond the next day. /
shall write you in answer to letter. and tell YOU the
very day we reach Richmond, and also appoint some
time for our meeting Immediately on our arrival Isha
have 80 much to tell you, sweet and, oh won't il
be delightful meeting You can never know how do
suffer, parted from you My only hope that supports
me, is this trust ere long to be forever yours have
determined to speak freely to my mother my unhappy
suation.2Do you think it will be best Kiss me sweet
darling, and always believe am your own your de.
voted, your unchanged love- Mine own angel will SEMI
me long kind letter. and then when we meetI will
give him thousands Of kisses love you dearest with
heart soul. mind all sll you're win YOU s re-
| ject it'll No no dearest one
ION the outer or last page of the above the following
found " Let the handwriting initiate that of ladv
Direct to Mrs VIM X Myers, Alta Vista, near Warren
o., Albemarle County, Val
ALTA VsrA, June l6, 1916.
Mrs. Myers desires Hoyt NOT 10 prte 10 her at her
fathers, lest eree suspicion, and desires to mest
him at the Exchange Hotel on her return TO Richmond
and in that letter begged you to send me long on" IN
return Since that have thoaght over the matter dali
oeratey and Tearing there may be risk in receiving
your dear letter. now write you, my darling to say
you had best not write at ALL YOU dearest one who
know how devotediy love you, know full well what
trial this has been 10 me, for had anticipated with such
happiness the arrival Of your precious letter and now
TO be disappointed All mine one believe me- il
has been great struggle but only hope il will re suit
for future pleasure There would be such danger
dearest, for it might fall in other hands and aid receive
~ would We Questioned closely as to whom it came
think OF for the moment but since have reflected and
cohversed with - Gu the subject. have come to the
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you which well put on paper and them s You
dearest love- nothing but necessity should debar me
from the beloved pleasure of reading your dear letter
On sweet one your letter would have made SO hap
py and cheered me so much in this absence Alas how
nad It TO say you must not write now separated
fearing you do love me- Oh that | could receive
one assurance OF affection from you What oy would IL
not bring to my poor heart But mine angel will al
you may change my very bosom is rent with agony
Oh could you see me in those moments Of fear and
tell how sufer-To know al the agony then endure.
you the bitter coursing my cheek feel
the convulsive throbbings OF my heart know not why
is, dearest but parted from you have been
tormented by these fears. They have kept me from
sleep they have actually made me too wretched for life
and have suffered much have since last
babe you adieu and the is, am afraid dear
you will cease to love My God, this to be
my fate, hat in the name OF Heaven would become Of
mel shudder at the thought OF such q thing. Oh !
| dear love- again and again, remember my life is
IN your nhnus, ahu spare me, earning ldOl, VINO
loves you to such perfect alteration that the power
Of language cannot express It. Oh dear one fear
shall die If am not soon restored to you. You
cannot conceive all have suffered and still suffer.
so miserable that cannot conceal my feelings and at
times that am compelled to lush TO my
and there in silence ard tears pray God for strength
to support me- My only hope is, to be with you Tues
day the Both of this month hope to remain at the Ex
change the first night Of arrival and shall not
60 house till the morning folio ing, perhaps that
night may be able to say flew words to you alone
You must remain in the parlor and may have OPP
portunty-if not, may be fortunate as to have
in the morning before go home However, It's doubt
full, he may remain and accompany however dear
love, trust hope TO be with GU alone, for shall real
| y 20 crazy il do not We must do everything
power to accomplish You he at tea the evening
Of arrival for shall be anxious, tearing these
may have been intercepted and not receive them
dearest love, beg you you have received them, wear
the dear ring OF love your right hand and BY this
manner shall know all On the evening OF our arrival
| IL Mr. should go to other hotel instead Of
the Exchange, dc, dear one, the next morning (wed