Richmond daily Whig. [volume] (Richmond, Va.) 1842-1861, 1846-10-15

then. one dear glance-how heavenly twill be Como
dear ovc-do come, kiss me, dear darling and al
ways love me as your pure, devoted
| going horseback this EVENING" ask one dear
look from thee, 80 may sleep happily tonight Can my
| angel refuse!
No. Nv.
! MONDAY, 2Ist Sept.
Oh God. misery like mine! wretched day.
and sleepess nights Oh God! what is hope mel
Tomorrow decides my fate | am separated from my
husband, and compelled tn a homo whore know
not how shall be received. My father stern hearted
man-irom him receive nothing but unkndness, per-
haPs cruelty; but oh Cod defend from his fate oh
what is IL that stays this hand when all this misery may
be ended in momentl Ny God this life must DC aken
cannot support Oh that had strength TO write Won
but this poor bosom is too aRonizcd for word Oh
that could you for m0men-ust instant: but
no. alas! 1t cannot be! DoaTests for hour
did sit at the window Just the ssps hoping to SEQ
you, hut yuu did not Ny Cod just for hour
with thee, would give up life itself. You ask me if Dr.
| and MR. are Kind to met Dr. - so incensed
| against me, that he will not He believes
wrote tho letters lie they filed with love and
dolay, that he believed before could love
with such intensity. They indeed awful etten-eye.
ny word breathing the deepest, fondest love. Mrs C
has been like angel to She believes me limo
| cent, pure, and heavenly. She feels for me more
than dared hope any would feel for She sleeps
with me, seohes prays for me- when such ago.
ny that am almost maniac Sometimes have suffered
that IN order To- aay misecs have takon 40 drops
OF laudanum Every day since that fatal Thursday,
have taken opium 1--WE hours for without IT, should
have died. No mortal could endure agOnies like miue-
Oh God! whom think my future fate, am beside my
sef-going to house where shall meet with nothing
harshness-no being speak word OF comfort
word Of kIndncss-oll cold chilling mc-perlsps on
bed Of illness. delth-no creature smooth my dying
pillar. oh God God God the thought kills me; alas
what be reality Dearest, forget-never forget
To you will, your promise that my last
moments shall be spent with you. You sha be sent for
that PROMISE and oh, tell you will REFUGE
promise me; nay IT, then will be happy, knowing
the last breath will be IN thy expect nothing from
my family unkindness; and now wish you to advise
his antF IaaF all al
depend for ihins. have told you hail have
suif lent support myself for year should my
treatment homo be such fear will be- what would
you advise 10 do Ii thoy cruelty you
tainy would wish endure IT, have a very dear
friend in Washington Mrs. H, Of the very
h family and standing She IS go devoted to that
she will refuse nothing She loves she says.
child. Snail apply to her TO get situation teach
in school any other employment sho
might see fit | can write to her, and go to her.
unknown TO my iumily-for perhaps if they knew
1t, thoy would not let me go. Will not this bo n
good arrangement have such confidence IN her dcyo-
ton me, that know she will refuse any favor
however gTeatindeed, know sho would insist nv 70.
naming with her but that would rgroe only on one
cOndiuon-lhat she allows me 10 my support
Did you know how she loves me- would DO that
would meet from her unboundod kindness Now, dearest
know how coldly, how unkindly am to be treated nj
home They will treat break my heart and oh!
| cannot endure more than suffering! In your
letter tonight, tell me how shall in this affair." for
will do nothing without advice. Oh, very heart
beeds when think Of the trials before me! Oh you do
pity me- Think OF me tomorrow, when my fate is to be
decided; and oh! God to have mercy me! Dear
trust will send me the ring, for need every
kindness from you strengthen and support me- and oh
that ring will be such solaee For the sake Of mercy re.
fuse All my friends believe be ILL., not having
heard 81 my Distress have been 10 me, but my mind
is in such state, have Every hour
ceiyc message from some Of them J. W has been
every day, bat can am in much agony;
ond that Col NJ iorbids my mentioning the sublec,
and dearest, do you think, Justice
to myself, should hsvo told my friends Of his-rsr
when gone, they will hear Col M-'s statement.
lie will tell eUeTg lie will be believed and shall
not bo here 10 defend myself have longed tell my
friends OF all. but am not allowed 10 do They will
hear my aceusers when am gone aud shall be here
to say an innocent. Oh how unjust they me-
In those letters there IL word said Of meeting
| 70 speak TO 7. Il. Col. NJ told DR.. C that
P. R told him Of things which occurred Jefioeen u.s.
saying ho had them from BOyden. who friend'
| P.R-- spoke Of you Uiieiy, to Col M. saying
you only associate for men; also told him Of
certain woman whom you mad ---; but my God!
all nsk ~, shun him, Tor o ~ the runner Of peaceds
such, could you speak u himl Dearest, know shall
leave hero either tomorrow Wednesday, for home
After AT home shall you. telling you ALL For
fear Of danger shall enclose tho letter Boyden, put
ting It in the Office with my hands. la that letter,
shall form some arrangement by which you
IL shall be without RISK for oil shall be fixed with the
greatest pTeesufiOH. I think now Of getting a friend
Of mine, with whom I am exceedingly intimate, to
allow 60 receive letter. through him IIo oni Of
no. nrd know Sn 10 ipcrccy hoborah and therefore,
there deliver your IT, tcrs 10
me- In person In LITER night ten you viii
you will for could Won refuse M scb happ nss
scgln'ci rom AMI MT hear youts cfly
possible nprs- be. oh dafe', ten you wi eo
Wrt- has been arnged perfectly SAFE SOU a. nv
m requ refuse refuse IN AMI you lake my
lie oh darr' how will pass The days of s-encr. knowing
rat we are faithful c0raianand r tha long wi
n ~ happy Ne dsrrs SOMETIMES think Which
now tot The Gna1y ri uurr forsver
" ftthf will h7 Dnr. a. a. e. Asao
rally ne zni you're Ten beloved d. YOU n.t
ieye slal fiy hi n'f ~ you believe v,ryr
clmtt1co thss' OH run, h. Tbeo- Be-
nay iesfhtt u-tiaars tf owe Col s,v we
hln b. happy b"lt,anIw you fsayr love me ant
~ viii wait paen " iot the hour pve
alviyr there ding oar being unrcdoft
fee AMI i'n am thine Dearest ID think
teaI When you your night will
support when ~ sc flif To bpJr, that are
n be- Day happy aud swear nothing shin prevent
oye M" Tomufo~, deafcs, yot Ne.
The hour when chs be happy Oh the belief
That We san b. faithful constant Supports anievery
thnE while love Rem nbe words forever
me ita no b'ng sla1 have thought feeling hns
Love for md nothing shall prevent
yOufs and bDn0aby Ths separation Rre voi tril
but VII iook bcyon Day mestinE an
not write for alss' wsccj dsarsg' pray for
mo- Tel wben gone you pay met ON that
ue = tefs had intercepted nat ai,r vs. nom -,
eaf nsss NJ mine knew 10 ny e0td
not forece this No hva' cc-r ~ Gd an these
come have hafns one saOn human
benz again win i-ter put ti Tho on
htudf md IN h1se hands
wi Of fle