The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1846-10-16

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KS bosom rth the sane warmth as II L had been thy
sweet ssfin reality. lis now lying beside me and /
stop every moment 10 press the dear lips Darling YOU
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eitery e,terdsy found that was mistaken in supposng
y wa, ~ W.. Col -; il proved otherwise,
was gentleman from New York This of
lisyas my mind exceedingly but OH dearei; nave
day before went to DR. - and was compelled
10 see him He came to order me, as he said. to leave
Richmond and says shall not 90 to New York"
there many women who could stand such iDsolence Of
, ans manner towards me can give you no idea he
ne was so lost In passion as almost to strike me- oh
isaring you could see him with me accusing me Of
see ALL you would not suffer TO be in that with
nun one moment To-Day he terrified me- me 50 that he
was the only point | yielded and | regret It, al.
though OF course do not intend keeping the promise,
yet he sees he has conquered and will make
him yrannize over me still more. The other day be-
haved admirably all calmness and refused every
thing To-day lost all my courage. Oh when think
OF all his threats his iusolent orders me- amazed
TO think should endure it from any Thank Hea.
lately He is to BE- here at Q to morrow morning and
alas shall not sleep tonight fearing this interview 1t
interviews with Col - continue it will be my death.
Dear love tell me what to do Shell refuse to see
cling to You Tell me therefore which course to pur.
sue Dearest am almost distressed death Ny heart
soiste, alone--n the power of a brute of a man. who
takes advantage Of me. No one to speak with-no
tosympatAize with me near the only beirg earth
who can give me comfort and yet cannot him. Oh
darling know you pity me} Dearest, think perhaps
safest that should not TO the Exchange Friday
you know hos implored you to then therefore
yoa know what trial his 10 postpone my only joy in
Al tue pntc p@rlor for there is much risk-but you
must get the room spoke of Tell Boyden everything
ind ne wil assist US at the hour come II. Ask him
sec that NJ not about the Exchange and see that the
servants are away too, for them fear When leave
then ! can so when he finds will not be observed
Dearest, enreat you TO do this for il will be only
plan NOW, darling, as am so very anxious to know
what arrangement he make; do writo me in your
noe tomorrow what you think We had best do; I am
Nov, dearest as cannot you till Monday entreat
one thpg OF you viz: to see me at church Sunday
not speak with you yet It's such joy just gaze thee
just to have one dear look from thee-you need not
that, and have good joke to tell you prove 10 you
het nothing has been said about church in connection
wan You and me Twill make you laugh Now dear.
est don't refuse this, for it will be comfort to me
"a my dstress-st one o'clock tomorrow love, have
Good Cod! if could only see you now Till Monday.
is eternity Oh! how hard is my fae-so near thee
me, sweetly; think of every night with my cheek
resting thy dear miniature loving you with such de-
then, adeu. Your own,
r. Wednesday night
2o'oLocK-Language cannot express to you mine |
own dear love- the feelings of this distracted bos ON at
this moment have jusi returned home, disa pponted
10 not seeing you. had promised - to 20 with her
this morning to make calls but after the
intelligence OF your illness felt miserable to be
with single soul Nothing Induced me to leave the
house bat the sweet hope of peng with YOU even were
itbut for moment With this hope went to the Ex.
change Good God what feelings as enter
ed the paror and found not there In that short
time felt the misery OF years Your dear note was
there handed me, and oh loved one, felt as il my
heart would break, when l read those words tell
ing me OF the pain the agony you were suffering and
that you were not able to My God did ever
mortal feel as did tnen give you no idea of the
md
most fortunate for the rushed my eyes and felt
as had not strength 10 Ii was impossible dear.
est Tor me TO remain out; suffering too much 10
control my feelings returned home, dear love- and
mere IN the quiet OF my own room am sending you
these words which will not convey 10 YOU the
anguish OF this poor laceated BOSOM Oh dearest feel
as II should go mad when reflect that perhaps NAV
not see YOU ere leave; yes dearest, feel forever;
something tells me we are TO part forever. Good God
can ~ DE sol or Is 1t foolish presentimentl Dearest
not hesitate one instant-no! would die BY mine own
hands for oh, love- ycu know life has bought for me
without thy precious self Dearest idol do pray hea
ven we may not be severed eernally; no. the very
renecuon pierces my soul, wrings my heart with an
guish, and yet cannot drive this fear from me- il seems
IS II twas warning; 1t haunts me by day. and every |
night dream the fearful dream that once Separated we
never meet again oh, love, love, that could chase
ms irighuul thought away for ii has preyed on my
mind much that has rendered me perfectly wretcb
ed Oh. dear loved cannot leave without impress
ing on those precious lips the seal of undyng eternal
rove On dearest TO leave without from thee
u impossible i cannot and yet have resource left
me me command is given, and go must. Dear dar |
since II ad your note this morning. | have often knel
ana prayed Heaven for dear to me- one love bet
YET than NE ITSELF sweet one, am interrupted by Mr.
MS return; but to night shall write again.