Richmond enquirer. [volume] (Richmond, Va.) 1815-1867, 1846-10-16

angel | can know naught save The bliss of
paradise. OH dearest, do you ever thinkdoT
love you7 How unselfsh, how devoted is my
patient 10 give up The whole world for you. Oh
God! that you would consent to this-lhat you
would make me The dappiea Of women Oh! did
you ever consider how happy We could be TO-
gelher-eyery hour winged with love-I ever near
thee as thy worshipping and adoring Virginia
anticipating every wish-lavishing on thee every
devotion, claspng thee in these arms and breathing
to thee these sweet words: Treasured darling Of
nay soul, Thy Virginia is happy-oh how happy !!
She is thine, and no power can take her from
thee. She has given up all for thee, ,e,tdosn re-
gret. She would not leave thee for all ths.world
could offer. She loves thee, and she is happy,
happy. My God, dearest when think what
happiness is in our grasp-oh how can you
hesilale7 Did you love like me you could mol.
But this subject kills me. | cannot suffer myself
even 10 think Of it. Oh lis distraction agony,
10 think how happy might below miserable
am. But, no, dearest, do not blame youi !
only wish you could think differently. Dearest |
fear YOU hesitate because you think my love is
moi sufficient for this test. You fear, perhaps, l
might regret the step after it was taken. Oh!
mine own one, Danish this thought. My love mol
sufficient! Oh! lis more than sufficient. Good
God, you do not reflect h0tc love you. IT'S with
deplh, strength, devotion unparalleled in
The heart of woman. | cannot realize this love,
for it is boundless unlimited; and with this, love,
could there be one regrel7 No, nerer, never
Now swear 10 you am ready 10 give up every
thing in life for thee. Oh that we could fly to The
desert-any spot on The globe would be paradise
with thee Oh dear, precious love, for The sake
oil one who worships you, who adores you, ! en-
treat you reflect on this subject and make her hap
py. Think that The happiness of being is now
in your power, and oh implore You hesitate no
more Dearest, if have said aughll should not,
forgive me- for all has been uttered with pure hea-
venly feelings Dearest you know the purity OF this
hearl; you know not one impure thought has ever
dwell there; and SO long as you know me, care
not tor the world; they may think of me as they
see fit. All ask is, that my dear, loved one,
NAV appreciate me And, dearest, what makes
me so Indifferent TO the opinion of others? IT'S
that nv love for thee fills my whole heart. |
have not one feeling tor another. have but one
wish, one desire in life; It's tina! may always
possess thy love. Oh, dearest, when you Tell me
you will always love me, what Joy thrills my
very soul. Dearest one, tell me you will never
give me up; that no power OF man shall sever
US; that you will be faithful 10 me forever: Ieli
me this, darling, and then | can endure ercry
Oh, dearest, my very heart congeals al The
thought were he to torsake me, what would be
come OF mel Oh, darling, is mol This reflection
Qrfll9 What in the name OF God would be-
come oil me2 Only think, | love not human
being save thee. telling 10 Thee a my all. MY
VERY heart is so entwined with thee, that, 10 tear
thee from me, would rend every hear! string. On
dearest, lis agony 10 dwell On this; Danish u
from me. know my angel will never forsake
me: Tell me so, dearest, for these words alone
sustain me now. Oh, dear one, en,reat you
alter you have Iaversed this letter. 10 reflect
on all have done 10 prove my love for thee
Think on all, bntespeeialiy on The events OF yes
lerday; Mat tells me how love thee; for il was d.
vine love alone which enabled ME 10 brave The
passion, the threats Of such man l, poor
weak woman. YET so strengthened by thy love-
that felt thai could brave the powers OF all The
world for thee. Yes, dearest, think on all have
done, and then say, has woman ever loved IKE
mel A love SO disinterested for she has no Thought
OF seic She sees everything torn from her, and
yet she cliDgs TO thee throughout as her dearem
and no MAJ, has power 10 tear her from thee
Dear love, am so happy; have Thy sweet mi
mature Did you know what comfort II IS 70
me you would not regret giving il 10 me. do
wish YOU could see how | love even my sem
blanee. Every night the last thing, ere close
nv eyes in sleep is TO press II TO these lips ana 10
this heart. | then place il on my pillow, and resi-
nv cheek on that dear face Oilen in The still
ness and darkness OF night, so overcome by sleep
as lust TO be conscious am halt awake, press u
with such passion to my lips, and feel as II J
never could give up the pressure. Then, Too, J
long for morning, just TO gaze on The precious one
OF my SOUL Oh! how delicious lis 10 KISS those
dear Inns even in irory! Darling, would you mol
like TO have my minialure1 should be so hap
py for YOU 10 have it, as know il would DC lus
such comfort to you as yours IS 10 me. 10,
morrow dearest, at o'clock. send the book and
inside the mole, as we agreed upon. shall re-
ceive il myself, SO there will be no RISK. Deal
love, try and send me long note, for every word
will be SO precious 10 me.
Since writing the above, dearest, sen. Dayy
10 Col. Mysrs' honse In see II there were any cI-
lers there for me. Davy tells me that Col. III
wasin close conversation with gentleman wnoul
made him describe 10 me, and who from the
description, is undoubtedly Mosby; therefore, We
now know who is the author OF all ne told me
Yesterday | am suffering agony noao-for, o
course, Mosby will tell him OF my being at ih'
Exchange; and God only knows what will be
come of me. Dearest, could you not fall OF
some plan to lei this Mosby know that yon ar
aware Of his conduct2 1t might intimidate nm
| He, presume, is employed BY COL NJ. as sp'
on my actions. Oh, dearest, do you not pity me
! Tell Boyden OF all this, and entreat him 10 SEN
that Mosby from the Exchange
Darling, you know how much my very Iii
depends on seeing you, therefore, for Gods SAX
make some arrangement By which we can NEE
Write me OIL the subject, and Tell me where W
can meet and il it can be done without Mosby
knowledge. Deares, one, promise me we sta
meet-my rery existence depends on ii! | be
you 10 tell Boyden cue'y Ming-h is your lrien'
| and perhaps may arrange il SO that we may NEE
am dTeading every moment visit from 20
NJ, and il has so nnnerved me that | cannt
write. Tomorrow shall have note ready 10
YOU Dear love- could we not meet somcwher
Than al The Exchange am so afraid 10 g
| there Do think, and endeavor TO make some al
rangemenl by which we can safely meet. As
did not see Mosby yesterday, think ne has EN-
ployed some OF the servants about The hotel a
spies. Dearest, farewell! love you This mo
ment more than ever, thai pere possible, for scr
row makes me cling closer TO thee. Till to-mor
row, farewell, beloved darling.
| My dear MI. Boyden:
May | ask the favor OF you 10 deliver The en-
closed Immediately 10 Mr.. Fl. | would that
could find words 10 express 10 You the many ob
| legations am under 10 you for The Kindness you
| have shown me, but words are but faint, 10 ex
press the deep gratitude feel for all your iayor
10 me. can only beg you 10 believe me yer,
gracefully and respectfully, Your friend.
Wednesday Night.
WEDNESDAY NIGnT, II o'clock.
Dearest Of my SOUL how | do love you 10
night, with passion, devotion words canno
express. | have just returned from DR.. IS
where have been passing The day. Alas
gloomy one for me; for was thinking every mo
ment when will see my beloved darling. Th
first thing did when reached This room, was Il
Az TO thy dear miniature kiss il again and again
press il 10 This bosom with the same warmth a
il il had been thy sweet self in reality. IT'S nov
lying beside me, and stop every moment TO pres
the dear lips. Darling, if you knew how wor
shipped this picture, you would know how wor
shipped the original After sending you my lei
Ter yesterday, found that was mistaken in sup
posing i, was M with Col. -; il prove
Otherwise, afterwards. saw Col.-'s servant
| and he told me il was a gentleman from New