The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1846-10-18


me a DEAR long, kind letter. sweet darling, whom
meet and oh, how will love you for 1t!
Mrs. Myers again protests her Lore and appoints meet
Hoyt the nsrt day
again to-day Oh, dearest feel as If should die this
day. My God am dying to see you Dear, dearest
know you will Every word win comfort me so sweetly.
Darling you made me happy last evening by telling me
you still loved me- Oh could you know the joy those
dear words give you would not blame for often
saving" Dearest do you love me ~ As have told you
before It's not that doubt you beloved, that ask the
do love you" After left you yesterday, dear one,
repeated to myself those magic words of thine and oh
Dear dearest angel so long You love me am perfect
ly happy. Think of this, mine angel, and never
take from me the precious treasure oh God mine own
worshpped one how do love you. In that hateful let
ter he says What will give him next l-your very
soul" Yes loved one, my very soul is yours-sl all
yours love you to perfection idoatryutter alteration
Yes. love you to distraction itself
Dear dearest darling, entreat you never, never
spurn heart SO devoted as mine. OH mine angel, no
loves you you How faint these words express
the utter devotion of this heart Dear dearest shall
me- dear darling you are faithfully NINE and then you
have done what Heaven cannot do for me-you make me
happy Your sweet precou: note has been pressed to
miserable when love you better than my own soul
Doubt you dearest'-No! My actions prove to you do
then you know do not doubt you. swear you do
not doubt you. Kiss me, mine own love, and tell me
80 kind to me: my heart is full Of gratitude to thee and
oh God! howjoverfowing with love. Tomorrow, dear
est, you shall see doubt you not. As am so anxious
to you, am coming at half past eleven O'Clock. May
sweet one. Oh dear, dearest if you could read this
worthy of you worthy only in respect-that of
deepest devotion.
il love grant it. Just let have kind look
for believe me- that look will be heaven to me- will
enable to support the sad hours till meet Dear
est, you do not know what have suffered lately am
telling you literally the truth when say for the last three
nights have not slept two hours. and since Monday
est trust these terrible awful suerings over
for now know you still love me; and now am happy.
,O Be vss
when we meet, won't you meet me with smile and
shall come tomorrow IL it rains torrents. cannot
DO disappointed again of my own dear kiss.
Mrs Myers aments her fate in being already Married
Separated from you, mine own dearest love, my only
happiness Is to think Of every moment and write
all these dear thoughts Darling do feel sad sad; to-
day for tie last hour, have been all alone weeping
yes weeping over fate as dark as gloomy as mine
oh, dear one, you do not know all have to make
wre,ched dearest; only see how am situated in this
worldbound forever to who does not hesitate
tell me he cares nothing for mel treated alas my God
only knows how cruelty. The affection Of my father
mother. all my family alenated from me-livng in this
unhappness nay wretchedness and yet not hope in
the future can look for no relief save that Of death
each hour liable to be turned from this my only hope
was ever woman lost, 80 wretched. All beloved,
could you me In these moments when suffer SO
snd
own one, have such haven how can complain. It's
in these moments Of sorrow that long for thee to lay
my head on thy BOSOM and let thee breathe away the
cloud from my SOUL Dearest Il not strange thatthy
voice thy very. presence, can tranquilize my mind,
when s almost breaking and how heavenly It's to feel
thy STRENGTHENING and protecting spirit me. Oh,
dear. dear love- what power you have over this poor
heart Of mine am yours SO entirely you can make me
just what you will.
~" Ix5uld not quit one thought Of thee.
Nor bid my dreams Of Joy take wing;
would not from thy spell be free,
Fer al the treasures earth bring"
Oh mine own, own one do not love thee, deeply,
purely,-yes, dearest. mine own dearest always love
thee Others may give you other inducements and can
offer you far richer at rsction. for darling am poor
one is pure true heart heart rich in alt the trea-
sures of affection heart Overlooking with love, idolatry
Oh no Love, dear love, tell sgan and again. No |!
no oh dearest oh how beautiful il tho affection ex
oye so purely 80 fondy~how divine is this love of
ours clasp it to my own as my ALL and God grant
may always have it in this close embrace.
Dear darling precious ore, Saturday at u o'clock
I am in paradise once-'Tl meet you there, beloved
idol farewell.
Dearest, only word to say ! am going to ride on
horseback tomorrow evening; now asou sunset remem-
Directed to Mr.. IIoyt Exchange Hotel.
Ihave just returned. dear love, and would ain seek
relief from the agony am enduring by writing you
mine own and only ONE yet cannot Ny feelings are
lost forever-almost distracted; all can do is TO prav
heaven to have of the most wretched crea
heart and read there its Alas alas how would
your bosom yearn towards utterly orsaken by the
whole world, and 50 utterly wretched.
"WEDNESDAY.
Mrs. Myers threatens to destroy herself
wrote you, dearest, the above lines yesterday
they speak to you of agonizing emotions. Last night
what miserable hours Of waking sorrow I have not
closed my eyes in sleep; and this morning am almost
exhausted from suffering is impossible for to
support life this velong day without meeting you Oh,
dear DEAR dearest one cannot picture to you my mis-
ery-it is now overpowering, overw helmng. / can
no longer endure tit must kill Dearest, what
Ssy eh IF suffering ms ysrv Blood those
Dearest darling, you did not love me yesterday
Your manner was SO changed towards me that could
me Oh, dear, dear love, why is this change Now
need every Kindness every affection from you enable
would you desert me Would you too my only loved
one, leave me- forsake me- You, the only being who
has made me cling to this wretched existence, would
yeu withdraw from me your blessed support You Ia
ken from me, then, then, alas am utterly forsaken
Yes, altogether desola'e for dearest you my all
in this wide world My family, my friends, have each
proved false to me, and would YOU too mine angel
All. what enfold agony is in the very reflection. But
dear, adored one If you despse me, blame
you, for they tell you am unworthy of you-hsy tell
you I possess naught to make woman beloved; and
dear love- it may be you believe them You may SPUN
me, cast me from you as being altogether worthless
yet will lot utter complaint-no, dearest, will
never reproach you Rejected and spurned, yet must
love you for to you indebted for all the happi.
have known in this life. Your love has given
me such Joy as can only be felt in Paradise. You
the only creature who has shown me kindness. You
alone, mine dear guardian angel have taught
to bear my SORROW and can will !, ever forget those
shall My latest breath shall be spent in praying
Heaven TO bless you. Yes, pray my God to bless
whom love far better than my life Dear, darling
one, perhaps you longer love me I; but oh God
cast me not away unworthy That you should think
me unworthy breaks my very heart. Dearest, in all
humility knsel to you, and implore you think not too
harshly OF mech believe not all that they tell Be-
eve not your distracted poor Virginia Is not pure
seraphs above you cease to love me, for Gods sake
cease not to respect me. Tell me- entreat YOU that
shall e' or possess respect and that at least will
take one pang from my agonizcd bosom Dear love,
though they may endeavor to make you believe that
ou last nfr l~Il~