Richmond enquirer. [volume] (Richmond, Va.) 1815-1867, 1846-10-16

Dearest You remhber Inc Ieason -
you tor this fear have that you I,ay vet
wards me- 1t is painful suolec' 40 ' 81, ID Not
again, my ANGEL eIao1t you, uo n nsrhans
Judge me wrongly In my acuon,' ,a p rnnrh-
have been led avg for the moment T 1Ub ;n,nas.
stoned unnlIerae burning love OF pure, e1ai!-
ID hosom Yesin the presence OF heaven IL
cell | would scar that ibis bosom IS as lres
from guile, freerom inquiry, as ansei ;, anb
rather than Iosehat purity, that deiicacy, H" -,
| know is the jae of my character, wou,a ,aa
ra,her lose liiexelf Oh! precious, Judge me
only by my hea; you know its every 'nousn',
for moi one feeliphas been concealed from you
every thought ISL you, and is as pure aS sP'i"-
ual, as Heaven self. .d H., :, !. i'm.
Now am scperfeclly wreiched ina! II !. IS I'M
possible to concal ii; every one remarks u, anu
can only evae il by complaining OF inaisPos,
ton. Alas! Guild they read Ibis hear., Iney
would see Merehe malady that anec's pom n.' i"
and body. Nj family were star.vu a. NY p1 he
emacialed APPEARANCE, and from a., lt.t s. slow
deepest, tendest sympathy. nay nealln Is s.om
" bur sureydeclinng; and al!noush re a, oh
with whom m conslan!y assoc'd.eu W ,, noa
have been seranted, Ills most apparent. TO no
one have spokn of my situation, save 10 dear
l. | hayfwepl bitter tears as nave 'oiu
her all. She nls for me the warmest compass
s;on as every ne must who knows my sorrows.
dearest This laer must convince you how dear
L. love Won or YOU know the difficulties have
TO encounter, 9th in writing and sending 1T onl
cannot line uess write you, and Tell you now
fcndly am ours. L. and myself have h1ea
a plan by wIch can send this letter to you, ana
receive one answer without running Inc least
risl or daner. Oh dearest, how do long for
van here. he country looks so beautiful, and
SO often ,bak how delightful il would be II
could only I'VE you here with me. What sweet
walks we wuId have together and then, 100,
what ieicios moonlight rambles-all alone
lwond be The rreclion OF bliss. How eloquent
" in such scne could | discourse OF my love
Tor YOU and hw my heart would beat win rap
ture TO hear The blessed words oil a1ecuon from
thy precious lis! Oh dear love, Will Inc Gay
ever come who we shall be perfectly happyi-
The decision ests with you-'ts altogether IN
your power. Darling, | am hoping every Gay
for the lime TO e fixed for my return. VI course
he regulates m movements.
can be happy with no one else save you, my
beloved. Whit are lriends-the whole wofla 10
me, without the 2 TITS very blank. The EARN,
and all il conains, am ready, willing 10 give
up; everything creature, for you, dearest; only
say, shall doi and thus secure my elernai nap,
piaess. Now beloved, Ills near dark, and shall
soon be calle away, so must close This leuel
which havewriten with such happiness. But
mol before give you my parting request. wanI
You. dearesIo send me dear letter BY Satur-
davis mail. Vow, in order for il 10 reach me on
that day. yor must mail il ons THURSDAY after
noon. DonlfoIget The time Tor ] would not be
dsa ppoinled for all on earth, darling. entrcai
you, serd mea long, sweet letter, for lis all that
can sustain ne in this sad dark absence. Tell me
eyery f.elingof Thy blessed bosom. Mr.. M. says
NON. we shall leave on Monday the 29h and be
in Ri, hmono The next day. shall write you in
answsr 10 your letter, and Tell you the very day
we r.ach Richmond, and also appoint some lime
for our meeting Immediately on our arrival.
SHAH have S, much 10 tell you, sweet one; and
OH won't L be delightful meeting! You can
never know how do suffer, parted from YOU
NV only bope that supports me is this: uusl
ere long TO be forercr yours. have determined
o speak freely TO nv mother OF my unhappy stu
alton. Do YOU think il will be besl2 Kiss me
sweet darling, and always believe am your own
your devoted, your unchanged love. Mine own
angel will send me a long, kind letter. ana Then
when we neeI, will give him thousands Of Kiss
es. love you, dearest, with my heart SOU, MIND
all, all isyours. Will you still reject ~ NO
no! deares, one.
ron the outer or last page of the above, the fol
lowing was found "Lei the hand writing initiate
that OF lady. Direct il 10 Mrs. VIM K. MY
ers, Alta Vista, near Warren P. o., Albemarlt
County, VAL
Seyery o.ber letters of Mrs. M, in The earlier
stages OF the hais0,,, were read for the Common
wealth, of which we give few passages:
MONDAY, Dec. 9Th, 1916.
Much TO my regret, today is so very inclemen
that shall not have The pleasure OF seeing you
as expected, but Tomorrow snail owilh MIS-
C.. 10 Moran's rooms where shall hope 10 NEE
you. Yon were 50 kind AS 10 promise 10 dIrec
and mail a letter Tor me, therefore, may beg tn
soodnosn OF you cali here at o'clock on w ed
1esday, when / will give il To you, and ais
wish 10 see you relative 10 il. vi course, alte
we are introduced, you can call here without ex
citing suspicion. trust you will not think me
imposipg on your goodness by making this re
onest. and will you pardon me for the liberty
take in addressing you this note? Believe me,
should moi eel justified in so doing, were no
assured that in your high noble sense OF honor
can Mace the utmost confidence. | can neve
find words 10 express TO you the gratitude lee
towards YOU. and the exalted admiration ! mus
ever hold you in, Tor you have shown 10 me
friendship shall ever prize, and which nolhin'
on earth can ever cause me 10 forget lea
sometimes | have incurred your condemnalio
in eesLatn matter but can assure you, ina
were YOU acquainted with all the circumsta noes
could | lell you the many trials and sorrows L
which | have been subjected; how uncared for
unapprecialed am-could explain all 10 yor
| do know, instead oil blaming me, your feeling
would be sncerest sympathy Tor me-so wrong
ed, and yet so purely innocent. But why Shout
faal forUiua mo tho in
lrnsion, but always believe me most grateful
vours VIRGINIA NJ.
Knowing should have no opportunity
speaking with you, 10 ask you 10 call Tor my le
Ter have been compelled 10 trouble you wit
through The post Office, thinking it safest. Agar
| beg your pardon Tor my intrusion.
You sec I have not directed this letter mysel
al least to all appearances have not, but appeal
apces are sometimes deceptive.
FRIDAY, December II, 1915.
From your note, find you were mistaken, re
oardine The information | wished 10 obtain.
wanted to know The time ilrequired for lettert
reach here from Detroit, for on my reading IN
friends letter more carefully, find ne will writ
from Detroit, and imagine you understood m
as wishing 10 know the time from Chicago. Coul
YOU let me know the number of days from De
iroit. for am anxious 10 ascertain as accuratel
as pussible, for must be a, home the day atte
the letter arrives. according 10 our asrecmen
Were it not that this was important, would M
trouble you again, but think you may forgiv
me for so doing. After you left The other day,
feared you might have thought did wrong j
speaking 10 you so freely and unreservedlyi bu
really felt so sad and dispiried, that was T,
lief 10 me 10 speak with you on subject which
would not even breathe 10 another person, for
feel that none would understand The purity oil m
feelings, the perfect propriety oil every actor
But 10 you | ielt | might speak with all conf
dence, for in your noble and generous heart
knew all would be appreciated; and was NJ
right in thus believing2 Yes, feel that on hi
subject might always repose every confidence
you; that may speak 10 you candidly and freely
| for know with you | will find kindness an
sympathy. Others may blame me, denounc
me, but you think never will, for you know al
and will not blame me; and, moreover, wishe
advice in certain mauer, and there was n
one to whom could go, save yourself, Tor 20
had extended 10 me kindness when had no claiI
on you. Pray forgive me, il lake liberty
addressing you as my dear friend, Tor believe m
'ls privilege | prize most highly, and one
| hone YOU will never deprive me Of You mu