The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1846-10-16

not. darling Why, darling, should tell you that love
you, il do not What am 10 gain by il do love
you, and love 10 tell you was in hopes loved one,
when you got with your mother and family, you would
have been less miserable but there change
rabbi during your stay away from me- and do not indulge
in such awful thoughts you often do. Did you reflect
Gerry out with your hands what you speak of Oh
! beg of you, Danish from your mind such awful
thoughts Loved darling think 1t best that your dear
mother should know of your misery; of his you can
best Judge with your dear sister. You my precious
short letter yol see have had but little time to White
Your letter post marked the l7h though written on
letters have been interrupted frequently since
menced this, and Ills late pardon for its short.
ness wont you love for you know when have had the
opportunity have given you long letters yon forgive
for this short one love- know you do; almost fancy
hear those sweet lips say yes How do wish could
together, your friends would still say how changed"
Once more must tell you that love you dearly Last
night had sweet dream of thee; could you but know
all my thoughts, you would my love equal to
yours, precious angel New, darling pray forgive me;
dear kind letter and not allowed another opportu.
nifty to write you during your absences it shall be done
soon come hope though you tell me lis yet twelve
days of; hope though twill be shortened Darling,
dear darling really g,syes me to send you 50 short
the deficiency you must read such words please
ov please remember ssr me most kindly
gination, and believe me yours truly and sincerely
Dearest. how happy did part on yesterday; your
words to me were kind, good, that felt light
man have such power as you have over
me Never never may be miserable bathcd in tears;
happy and chase every tear away and cohe nv face IN
the brightest smiles Dear love, when you sometimes
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being rests with you There must be and should be joy
in the thought Dear one, you have chased away all
a darling still lowe me pys
God what Nesre2 With these blessed words,
When think mine own ONE, that you love me, It's i'm
possible to be sad There is joy in every word you ut
ter Darling you glad you have told me you
love because. it has made SO happy. Dearest,
you will never regret telling me this for am not the
ton. sweet one you know am yours so wholly
SO entirely that even my very thoughts in sleep are
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would have unbounded confidence that YOU would al.
ways tell me when you thought l was acting wrong;
least reserve. just a; you would your wife and
beloved you should do for in the deep and trusting
love of this heart-I am your wife. Mine angel how
kind in to say will treat with such confidence,
Utmost of my SOUL and dearest promised just
what on didZthat you should know every thought;
| we not be the happiest beings esrth-only think
sweet one we love each other devotedly hearts
thought for other than the idol Of our affections We
have such perfect faith have not doubt there
| is such holy; heavenly confidence between u.s. oh!
dear dearest love, are we not very very happy Kiss
word, we have spoken. Dear one, you SO kind to
ed Heaven that had given such precious treasure
as thy love OH God grant may never lose it.
Dear one how love thee How this heart does idoiize
thee Precious darling, remember you promised ]
should see You at church tomorrow Do not
viii make me. ~ Do not blame ' me, fer my dress
to morrow-it shall be explained when we meet
does net beam with love. for thee Remember now and
look and you think so tell by sweet glance
NIns leaves W am Sns M
paror and that will be better win look met
by accident feel rather unpleasany ut being here
aone but shall trust to darling to make the time
pass happily, and you will do So wont YOU loye' Love-
tell you what you would say. How she does love me!
blessed promise has made me. when think Of the
sweet confidence which Is hereafter to unite am too
worship you adore you for them-they my saliva
ton thousand kisses you dear sweet angel Of mine
TO TO E poy
You are too kind to me- are you not lover No no! not
too kind for on! love you 50 dearly Monday at -
but wont you get tired Of many7 Say dearest TO-
morrow, remember you promised to be at church.
glancehow heavenly twill be. Come, dear love, do
come kiss your dear darling and alvey; love me as
lam going on horseback this evening" ask dear
look from thee, SO may sleep happily tonight Cen my
angel refusel
oh God was ever misery like mine wretched days
and sleepls nights Oh God! what is hope now to mel
Tomorrow decides my fate. am separated from my
know not how shs be received. My father is stern
Kindness perhaps cruelty but oh God! defend me from
this fate. Oh what is II that stays this hand when all
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strength to write you but this poor bosom too sgoni
mentjust instant, but no. alas it cannot be-. Dear
est for one hour last night did sit at the window just
for hour e
| itself You ask me if Dr. and Mrs - are kind to
mel Dr. - is so incensed against me that he will
not even see me- He believes wrote the letters He
says they filed with love and idolatry that he
never believed before, could love with such in.
breathing the deepest. fondest love MR.: S.e, Sas
been like angel to She believes me innocent,
hope any would feel for me She sleeps with me,
soohes me- prays for when am In such agony that
am almost maniac Sometimes have suffered so that
in order to allay my mseres have taken forty drops
OF lau9anum Every day since that fatal Thursday I
should have died No mortal could endure aronies like
mine Oh God, when think Of my future fate am be-
SIDE mysen going to house where shall meet with
nothing save harshness-no being to speak word of
comforone word of Kindness cold chilling to me,
perhaps on bed Of illness death; smooth
me- alas what may be reality. Dearest never forget
never forget-swesr to me you never will, your pro
mise that my last moments shall be spent with you You
shall be sent for, that promise and oh, tell you
will not refuse to come promise menay, swear it, then
will be happy, knowing the last breath will be in thy
arms expect nothing from my family but unkindnes;
and now wish you to advise this subject. Dear
thing; have told you that have means sufficient to
support myself for year. should my treatment at home
be such as fear twill be. What would you advise
to dot II they treat cruelty you certainly would not
wish me to endure It. have very dear friend in
Washington, Mrs woman of the very first family
and standing She is devoted that she will
fuse me nothing She loves me- she says, as her child
shall apply to her to get stu alton teacher in
some school, any other employment she might
fit can write to her and go to her, unknown to my
family for perhaps they knew it, they would not let
such confidence in her devotion mo. that know she
will not refuse any favor however grcat-indeed
that would agree to only on one conlitonthat she