Richmond daily Whig. [volume] (Richmond, Va.) 1842-1861, 1846-10-15

We had determined announced yesterday not to pub
sh the correspondence in the OF the Me.ss Myers
Snee however, Gstee and 10 the parties
eerned requires tina, publish portion publish that
found below the important In another column is
report OF yesterday which contains in cond snsed
form the contents OF the letters then read
ALTA vnrA, JuSH l3th, 1886.
IL has been but hroc days, my beloved since
VIC parted; but in ,ha, brief time, alas have endured
Of misery, suffered, God. words the half
OF uexpress. told you, dearest, would be impossible
for me TO wro you; but actually miserable, so
"'c'Sneu me' my pev iUe uePehos on wfhg 10 you' my
angel; and teel that cannot support existence unless
ENJOY the privilege OF seeing you, darling Every
thought, every feeling OF this devoted adorng heart.
must write you, dearest, II II COSTS SOUL
breath; fer not, sholld die To live away from
you, love. without the interchange of affection,
worse than DEATH for very bosom with WRETCH
edncss when separated from you and the only by
which can live thus divided write YOU dear and
tell you how love, adore you. OH darling precious dar
ng does no, this very act show you beyond doubt how
devotcdly how intensely, am yoursi NY God dearest
never has mortal loved like for believe Is impos
sibe for human heart to contain such burning eryent
unbounded love- passionate, fervon-fsr beyond the
CT OF language t. express Oh dearest: how do long
for words tell you how ovo you; did you
know all the idoauous love OF this bosom, you would say
deserved ALL all Of your blessed afecton,n affection
to me more precious, lie than the
air lbreathcfor, as could 1--we without air. IN the
same way should die deprived Of thy dear love. Oh
dearest love- you actually love you TO that degree that
my very life depends it, You know, dear one, that
cannot exist without YOU. Oh! dearest, dearest angel
my heart Is breaking, breaking with love for thee
IL ~ impossible for TO survive rs now
longer; l cannot, cannot live without thee always
beside oh dear love, tell how II Is that
you refuse to make me happy when you NV life
depends it, Dearest, when me meet you will no longer
refuse. Will you turn from me. only onci Remember,
look TO you for happiness, for the only being
created who make happy; and Oh darling, do
pray YOU do not refuse Dearest cntreat YOU reflect
nell what ssid TO you whom last met and above
ALL sweet remember happiness here and in future
world depends YOU Beloved one, did you only know
hor love you. you would not hesitate. Perhaps dear
one. you think, would not be kind you-woud
make you happy. Oh mine angel kind did say that
cold word tell halt the DEVOTION the tenderness
with which would render thee so happy. Zee,
one, would watch thee with all the anxiety, the
dear affection with which mother tends OF her
bosom. Every Joy, should be shared by
who has gwen you all, all shu has IN this world and that
Is her whole heart Dear one prosperity, in ad-
versiiy. would he always the same devoted con6dng
being which know me now 10 be- In the sunshine OF
prosperity, then would share ali thy Joy and gsdness
and should darkness Cypress thee, then,
sweet angel, IN that hour, would my love shine
m all ITS Instrumentation would ! sit beside thee
dearest, and with love like that OF heaven. would |
chase away all gloom-ihy dear head should lhs
fond bosom, and plowed there beloved would you be
unhappy DesE. adUed, precious doubt for
instant that would make you happy Only think,
darling what love have for you. and oh, then doubt is
impossibe; and think too, dearest II Is in power
make the hsppies OF morais. Oh! what bliss would
be mlnealwAys with you, dearest then should future
be IN heaven for where thou darling there paradise
to me. Again, dear love, | besecch think o all
have said 10 and II you love ycn refuse
This the strongest love have. Do you not think
darling. should have mentioned tins subject
each hour convinccs me more and more, that |
longer remain as now but perhaps, dear one, you
hesitate because love sufficiently strong the
trial. You fear, perhaps might not be happY-but oh
God, cannot, will think |, dearest, willing to
give every thing earth for you, for my God, love
you better than the whole wOrld-lnd you, beloved one
love Just the Oh pray HEAVIER you 90, tor It ia
the only thing that enables support this wretched
existence. Darling believe when say tits impossible
for remain | now l can no longer endure
the have endured; and dearest, If you
knew all my trials, al my bitter utierngs, you would
be willing for endure them any longer. No, your
own kind heart would tell you 1t more than any
could endure and you would from misery which,
alas you cannot imagine. Yes dearest II you could only
this heart only know its wetehedness only know
the trials and sorrows which attacking heavily.
you would hesitate for instant. OH dearest
sometimes ask myself will you ever know how much
love you for cannot conceal 1t from the world My eyes
speak volumes OF love hino they read gances Of
love thee alone and Oh! does every tell
you how idolise you Lowell Not do cease 10
caress you-away from you, and cannot live unless
you every hough-by day thinking Of you increasingly,
and al night always with you IN dreams. All this
you bit did not there another proof beyond
the OF doubt and that is dearest, that my health
has been affected by this dear love- every who
me- exclams how changed l am; and you know darling,
nothing earth has wrought this change the
deep attachment existing between Loving you /
do, and divided by such Obstacles must make mis-
CRADLE and this misery has made Ill IN body but oh God
IN mind II makes me the wreched OF beings
Dearest do not love you No MS more than the word
love express; more even than idoauy; 'tis su
pcrhuman ove-n worship such angels worship God
heaven. Oh, dearest worship you, adore you This
feeling seems TO increase every d-y for yar
much that find no longer exist away from you.
must be yours, and be forever happy else take
my life with my hands, for IL Is utterly impossible for
me TO support the wrciched existence | 90. Dear
love, am the most unhsppy oi moTtalsyOu do not know
how miserable an. You times see me IN the world
apparently happy, aud you think have for the
ment forgotten my You hear perhaps con-
ID.
smiles but, oh dearest, IN those moments could you
read this heart how different would all appear you. To
the world shrink from exposing feelings sacred too
molly for their unhaowed view TOT what has tho hearicss
world TO do with such love mlnel would prolane
it by their gaze but this heart dearest one there II
CLOVIS with the brightness Of heaven. Although, mine
darling, you IN society apparently cheerful
y-u well know how deceiying s for you know all my
misery. Never for moment do forget it, and
while converting with others, oh how far, far away
thoughts am thinking love, then OF the wretchednoss
Of my situation. But there moments, dearest when am
overcome, that cannot suppress my feelings
then even speak 10 another am perfectly distaciCdso
miserable that the very rush unbd5en my eyes
DeaTcs, love- the world may not know how wrelchcd am
but YOU mine angel, know all aud do You not pity me
Oh dear, dear darling, have suffered ~ make me
wTctchet-dyded, perhaps forever, from whom love
with perfect alteration. Is this misery, misery But
dearest yOu will make happy won't YOU sweet love
Again dearest say, il you love me, you will refuse
for when You my life depends you Oh you cannot
hesitate Oh darling, pray for me, pray God support
through oil those bitter Trials, for feel "a should
SINK under them. Dearest since We parted, have suffer-
ed pangs which have almost broken my heart Oh pre-
cous love- did yon what suffered during n
| tcrvcW actually afraid should not have strength
reach my had opportunity OF receiving your
dear noic for was not alone q moment Oh my God !
what night passed. Never forget those
hours OF slccposs agony. DURING the whole night
even closed my eyes. Ny pillow wet with the
b,tercs Tears shed; and, as 10y there awake think
ing OF thee my angel, thought there such love
mine-ever full Of tenderness full Of passionate
devotion. No. believe one has woman never can
woman love Ne l. OH osring the morning with what
delight DID read thy precious words; with what pleasure
they pressed these lips Oh dearest, they made
me happy. for ! ora perfectly happy when know
| you love and ] only wretched because ! am
pa awtuly divided from you This alone makes misc
Fable for, dearest make you're, and earth will not
tain 50 happy being As closed your blessed words,
dear one, and kissed % for the last time,
whcmod with feeling thatI could not VI
tears and wepi God alone knows with what agony for
no human oye was on Darling, / wcpt because
thought you might not always love wept in Tie very
bitterness Of despair, the thought for tho thought
almost kls me Oh dearest one this fear IL " htch