The New York herald. [volume] (New York [N.Y.]) 1840-1920, 1846-10-18
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gloomy TO write and yet this viii tell you how fondy
nave thought OF you since We parted My darling nus
band do indeed love you very dearly and could you
know every feeling ofmy heart you would never doubt
purely yours. Yesterday after you left remain
ed at home until IL o'clock arranging the house, and
how desolae did all appear to me-so much so that it
kept me constantly in tears found cousin - very
glad me, and happy TO say she appears very
kind afeconate shall do every thing my power
10 render myself agreeable and useful to her Yeser
day afternoon - -nd myself took a drive together,
and Mrs - and - came in the evening to see
me All Of my acqusinances whom I've SEEN are very
kind in inviting me to see them / have promised -
10 pass day with her and will write you about IT,
Bythebye, must not forget to tell you yesterday
call that afternoon and take herself and Mr. - to
drive. Not knowing, dear Willie, whether you would
ed letter from - By Mr. Tstmadge He is on hi: way
is in New York and invite him dino with the
Aston Do this to oblige for he is great avorte of
my movements since you left, which though but few
hpurs appears many days. SO slowly does time pass
able TO endure three weeks absence don't be angry
if you receive letter saying the time of probation is TO
be shortened hope shall feel better satisfied after
while bat now do fesl lonely and sad. fesl this
morning, dearest Willie, IA If would give anything to
see you even though separated but for day. was ina
ginning yesterday whether Willie was thinking OF me as
constantly as was Of him and last night fell asleep
my last thoughts were yours Indeed my precious dar
ly am your wife. There times, dearest know,
when have been fretiul aud irritable, done and said
things wrong very wrong things which did not feel
which were uttered in the excitement of passion. No
have they passed my lips, than my heart has
How, have been misled bv anger Bu. dearest one
know You viii look on these things in their proper light
and now dear Willie. pray you to forgive me for the
% separaes from Won II dis,reases me so much 10 think
on these bitter memories. Dear Willie, would that
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me. my very heart its every thought its every
You deserve this from me DARING for oh, feel how
kind good you are TO me- and though there have been
Vet in INV heart taee has ever elowed tho warmes era
ii,n5s YES nv daring do love Won yerv Ssarl~ ana
could ,ou knsw how INCREASINGLY have bongbt of Won
~ nv hosom Dear Willis now that vou are ayrsv have
not one anious care for me- Be assured that INV every
action shall be of the srictest propriey You NAV have
the most perect confidence in me for L shall not be mis-
placed dearest y GU must write me very oiten-thnk
what comfort your letters will be TO ma shall read
tbem with such pleasure and ,hsv will cheer the dark
days of ABSENCE Most dearest saw do write often /
fear you can scarcely read this scraw but here there is
most ptabe desrth of pens and ink TODAY shall
lay in supply for myself SO my next letter will be more
Ineligible My writing 30 quickly dearest Willie tells
YOU how fondly YOU are embered shall give YOU an
account of myself very often for dearest tits nv greatest
hannness 10 write Now for Thousand Kisses and GOOD
bye my dear precious husband with every assurance of
devotion and afe cton am unchangingly yours
VRa,y,A
MONDAY HalfpastS o'clock
Mrs Myers tells oy 10 be under her uindo,o TO receive
a letter
shall be al the window front lust over the steps the
front steps to night at u o'clock preciselythat is
10
til come viii give you farewell note attached to
string After YOU take mine tie your note to the string
and will draw itup will know It's you by your wav.
ing your white handkerchief. Write me every moment
this afternoon Tor remember shall not hear from YOU
again for long while Answer every word OF this let
ter. Tell me how you ieel Tor me-remember those
No,us are 70 supPort me sreates.
trsi woman mas peen caed on 70 endure Ten me you
are ior ever mine and men they may condemn me
for every word burned instantly Tell me you will
Si'e me ~ icon . as IA sh,e pe1res On
pooi miserable but devoted.
a you snTs l ssom through sent you
Alter ,he a9ove were read the counsel for the defence
slight impression on the huge pile before them Mr.
Mayo then mad the read as explanatory Of the
meeting in No Al Exchange Hotel. between Mrs Myers
ana Hoyt;-
O'Clock, TUESDAY.
Darling one, have just returned from the Exchanges
and you can conceive what my feelings are at the bitter
bitter OF not seeing you dearest you must
forgive me- | cannot write. Gould you know half the
agony Of this heart you would how impossible It's
for me to write oh mine own dear one, had
known such suffering before and II us TO endure much
longer death is far preferable. The only thing which
now supports me is the hope OF seeing you tomorrow
ON, nine own loved angel IL us possible, impore you
70 see me- you can manage IL So Tor us 10 meet IN a.
happiness you VIII anord net VINO loves you ABOVE the
whole w9riu. II you eannot see me- send me note az
O'clock son DO NOT receive one az mat hour snail
ny 70 you on me wings OF ioye. NY God the very
thought OF II thrills me win JOY. Dearest sweetest
uAIHHSi onee inote iiPoie you sec me anu sehu me
haPpihess 10 the poor distracted bosom Oh your own
VIRGINIA.
Air. Vur, Oct O
Mrs M,ys after Hot rseered his death round 6,oy;pe
fbaf he had etren directions 10 hare her iefters puS
E,Lsd a,manis their restorofion '
Having learned tbroupb the meJ;rm or q friend thu,
All my letters addressed 10 YOU during the whole period
Of INV acauainance have been placed in the hands Of
Or Mills with drections from Won 70 circulate than
fraelv and extensvev through Richmord in ordar 20
ma hrs inc nonular nroiudic. o0o;net ,rv..
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hsd M This inteligence could scarce believe that
-, ,rhor, ira dsamed so honorehis@ so oenerous
hand have acted in this manner towards me over
,ghelmed ne I am by grief and anguish. Those were
written in the most confdinp spirit and without one
Thought that in the TEN public feeling they would
lie exposed by YOU unfortunately to the perusa OF
mixed community.
Had they been written for public inspection how diff
ferently would they have been penned
do not write with a view to upbrad or reproach YOU
but conscience viii have lis empire and so cruel an ex.