Iowa territorial gazette and advertiser. [volume] (Burlington, Iowa Territory [Iowa]) 1840-1846, 1843-10-14

piative. I'LL usiad1 she +frvea So utterly Tor
rotten mac ,as rncslcativ .s.,list is d say
coG' I'm o,pfos pfraFfn ,,huut5 Der, .lha
gartW it!.ss li.yss.l reihh.sqs lhetrsy ingly a
my Snfroach, like the lannin OF an AM
gels avisitlcswing, hise ioss ,itcl Sense
of my ptes5sr,,a, ssa.. s't -.ss4 .s DIV -
n Il Tried to. magnetic her hand. Iixed
my eyes on that little open pnlnl. and
with al the intensity could summer
kiss a niehiaily in its rosy Centre
.reproachad the1ongrateaul hing tor III
doHuessi aud iofgeuulness, anii brcoghl
to bear or il focus ofold me mories q,
prcsSerfS and. caresSes, To winch siont
woutdiscaree, have q heort;o be insensi
be-. 49, '''s tyfgogtr s'sseeI
But L tchere myself, IN wiring this
wiih a smile. I wa,chc,l,hose unmoving
stlrgsrs. with a -heaAi ache. | could nul
see the .sce, nor read he 'hongh,, ofibe
wonfsF Ohysasnd dHl'o luvSd sae. aads VII.
'saa rtsq tsFtc, nov, ~ dhi:our,ocsly; boz,
It q ,hieaary hal stirred. il pulse had
quicked rs beat, elhoSe tipely-strung fla
gers, | Wei, Snew, would have ,rcmb,cd
roSponSlSaly, Had she, forgppcn mn al
sogejhete u tina, pessibleY Can wu
man Close The leaves oSher heart over a
ohcc4lSycd and deeply written, roalc, like
The waves over a vessolss track - Ike The
mir over ihcdNislon a 4 hirdNflshsf
'si sal intended "a speak presently Ia
Miss CrcdTora; but every momon, the
resWeint became greater. Welt 40 more
speak to her than The s,ran
Ger who h;si len the seat, 4 occupied. l
drew hack, tees,ear OF cneroechsng OF her
room or disturbing the faldofsher shawl,
| darei TO, speak 10 her. And, whige 1
was 'afsWh,e tho m,,tsr to myself, the
party Who 2werc win her, appafehtsy
tired ofaAe psayg arose ant left Il ssthea,
tre --Eaas fuloMmg last, hi,onspD ktnf,d,
aa,ee enc,hScioes altogether Of having
ena,eNrians one MiNem sine knew
| Went home, and wrotu u hersli right,
Ios there was no sleeping TIL | hal, gwen
vtsA rs nlsS New NteJr al nv heart, Mad
N lhSaoang t,ock the leaJtns ,hongh,s
from my heap hi mcohcrcA .ser.Aiags,
all Sgl66diea lhem more coelly Ia a,le,-
49, NtlE
"loa N III think. whnnY Won look at the
siaaafmS>,. that, tits tstobe Che old story
Md Sbr witt beas much. mts,akrn as yo,,
are y ltliiSting thasi wes ever you'd
'overaiit q Ca -hoatS aEo,I ! have DO
elared ,oye 10 YOU, IL is true. | have
been hap,ev wsii yoa. aud .wreschcd w'sa.
taSser eopshs-cf you, dreamed
OF .Nos. ohauqsd, You, ,smonn 10 you, 'aad
desprdta MA alhana mate ,Aaal souex.
acted O. n4sc and oapwarisesylse aaa AID
oea,ion, bal | love YOU now. len alhe Ii, |
tune, N ny liFc.l Shall L be 81 happy as
10, .Assk.sAl pu eompseaeai,ahis starting
conlradictioal sS lH @
fisssPaen are mhnyclambcrsmthe henr,
kate; andlho spirits Of scHc of Us dNe,i,
most fonjly andasecrc,lys iaa theSchauisci
el.tears. Asawediy lhlthe soular andssser
,openel cinambefiot arlta ha Over she ssa-
cred threshold. guataed by sa:inssss, mech
that we select and smilv -uponsund follow
with ad,,ia,iaa1 ia the lcomnabnswalks oil
life, nesee passes. We ajmArelthe gay
They MAKE. car n@laacholy sss~eeler BY
contrast, VIXEN We retire Within our selves
We pursue them. We take them 20 oar
hear,s--lo the au,er yesnaale OF our
hearls--and finley are gay only, they
arc conten, with the unt onsecrated trih-
uee which we pay them There Bot the
chamber within u, meantime, lonely. II
aches w0hits aeso,ationl The echo Of
the mir.Mhi Admiration Without, Jars upon
is mournlul silence 1t longs Tor love,
but love toned with It's own, sadness love
tia, can penttrato deeper than smiles
ever cotne-loye that, having once en-
tered, can W locked III wirh IN hey q!
me an6to'y,e ana sbrooded over. with The
long dream Of u lilo time But thar deep
hidden ana Unseen chamber Of tie hsnrs
may b. i1ag sun,enantsJa And, mean.
time, the splrt becomes weary 81 mir,h,
and impajiently openchcs the fire even
upon lis outer alter; and, ii the conplctc
loneliness Of a heart that has no ultimate
oridul, g1y OF seaflul, lives mochan.cally
on.
DO you guess at my Gieanlng, kates
Do YOU remember the mcrrimcni VI O0r
first, meeting, Do, you rcmembor IA
what rrolio OF thoughilulncss yun O.
permitted no 10 raise to my lips those
restless fingerss DO you nMhsr the
mock condensation, tho mstty tY& ~
aess, The rnilalng and cigned 7knc6f IN
~ with fwllgh sou recalyed my syuaes'
sive steps OF vowing end love making
the arch Ink when |, was begun, lhe
laugh wren twas over. the un,iring lol
Ties We kept ur, after vows piighted, ind
the future planned anl sworn 10? TAat
YOU were IL saruested snach as you are
capable az being M My believed You
would no, 81 q have been SO prodieal oi
the sweet abes,cwings Of maidcn's ten
lcrness. Isu, how uslrnshavc !clt you
wuh the feeling, thai, IN The hoarsl had
passed With You, my spirit had been
alone! liuw often have wandered Ms
&c there wcte depths 10 my heart which
love could never reach! how oiien
mourncd iha, IN the procession Of love
these was no place allotted for It's sweet
est and dearest followers, tears aud ST
lence! Oh. kate, sweet as was that sun
CLEAN ofiea passien,sl did mt. lows
you! 4 tlrei Of your smiles, waiting ~
VAN fer your sadness i left you, aud
,Aough, OF yea no n,ore! So s.is1sa r. \.
.Bptnoy-tand you viii DO SURPRISED
10 know thai: ! have been SO near yous M
perceiyod) III have druak an intoxitrar
lion from one glance into your eyes,
winch throws open 10 you every door ot