The herald., 1837-03-25

sd easily provided for with money already raised es-
peciay il he has designto marry himself as hear
do not speak this that you should not endeayor TO
| come to terms with him, If you please: but am
fully persuaded it will be TO purpose. He will have
| a very good answe' to make; that | suffered the
| match to proceed that | have made him make
very silly figure in It that have let him spend 400
| i'm wedding clothes all which | saw without saving
1 any thing When first pretended to oppose this
| match he told me he sure had some other de-
sign in my head denied it with truth. He pro-
ceeded with telling me he would never enter into
| treaty with another man, &c, and that should be
sent immediately into the North to stay there; and
when he died, he would only leave me an annuity
of400L
had not courage 10 stand this view, and submit
ted 10 what he pleased He Will now object against
| newly, since intended to marry in this manner
did not persist in my first resolution that It would
have been as easy for me to run away from Thores-
by as from hence; and to what purpose did pat him.
! and the gentleman was to marry, TO expenses, &c!
He will have thousand plausible reasons for being
rreconcileable, and It's only probable that the world
will be his side. Reflect now for the last time, in
| what manner you must take | shall come to
you with only nghtgown and petticoat, and that
| is all you will get by me- told lady OF my friends
what intend to do. You will think her very good
friend, when tell you she profiered to lend us her
house. did not accept of this bill till had let you
know it, If you think il convenient to carry me
to your lodgings, make scriplc of it. Let it be
where it will i'll am your wife, shall think no place
unit for me where you are. beg we may leave Lon
should wish to go ont of England if suits your af
fairs You the best Judge of your fathers temper
II you think Il would be obging to him, necessary
| for you will go with you Immediately 10 ask his
pardon and his blessing lfhat is not proper first
! think the best scheme is, going to the Spa
When you come back, you may endeay II to make
your father admit OF seeing me- and treat with mine
| {hough persist in believing it will be to no purpose
But cannot think of living in the midst of my rela
tons and acquantances after so unustlfable step
SO unJustliabe to the world but think Justify
myselft to myself. Iagan beg you to have coach to
be at the door early Monday morning to carry some
part Of our way, wherever you resolve Journey
shall be- If you determine TO go to the ladys honse
you had best come with a coach and SIX, at seven
o'clock tomorrow She and will be in the balcony
which looks on the road you have nothing to do but
stop under IL, and will come down 10 you. Do
in this what you like; but after all think very serious
ly. four letter, which will be waei for, is to deter
mine every thing.
You can show no goodness shall not be sensible
Of However, think again, and resolve to think
of me- if you have the least doubt that it is likely
ia make you uneasy IN your fortune. Ibeeve to travel
is the most likely way 10 make solitude agreeable,
and not tiresome. Remember you have promised il.
IT'S something odd for woman that brings nothing
to expect anything; but after the way of my education
dare not pretend TO live bat in degree suitable
to II. had rather die than return TO dependency
upon reatonsI have disobiged. Save me from that
fear, if you love me. Ifyou cannot, think that
ought not to expect it, be sincere and tell IT'S
better Should not be yours all than for a short
happiness, involve myself In ages of misery. hope
there will never be occasion for this precauton but
however ts necessary TO make il. dcpeEd entirely
upon your honor and cannot suspect you of any
way doing wrong Do not imagine shall be angry
at any thing you tell me. Let it be sincere do
not impose upon woman that leaves all things for
you.