Context: I do n't deserve to be here , or to say anything . When you get down to it , I ' m just appeasing my own conscience . But in reality , When Toonami died , it felt like apiece of my childhood died with it . I realize this is a bit pointless , and over sentimental and down right pathetic , but I ' m that sort of guy .

Question: Why does the writer feel like a piece of their childhood died ?
Options:
0. Because the writer does n't deserve to be here .
1. Because Toonami was a part of their childhood .
2. None of the above choices .
3. Because the writer does n't deserve to say anything .
Answer: 1