Context: Why did I have to be such a gullable and overly caring person in the first place ? Why could n't I be the kind of cold hearted heathen people think I am ? How much more do I have to deal with before people start realising that there are cracks in my armour ?

Question: What 's a possible reason the writer wants to be the kind of cold hearted heathen people think they are ?
Options:
0. Because they 've been getting their feelings hurt .
1. Because the writer is wearing armor .
2. Because there are cracks .
3. None of the above choices .
Answer: 0